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Sunday, April 30, 2006

well today woke up then hang clothes go out.haha...then after tt went to do alot of stuffs lyk packing moi school bag and packing moi hse....then watch tv then eat noodles for lunch nor....then after dat lei....go via's hse after pompom...

then at morning 5am lyk tt moi dear sms mi la...so happie...then at abt afternoon duno wad time my dear sms mi again i reply him...then till abt at nite 8pm plus he called mi..........yea.....then i duno cos he misscall mi 4 times la...then today mit peggy then hab dinner then sit sit at startbucks nor...woo~so happie la gt ppl pei mi today...went to olivia hse then we do the tutorial damn tough sial...then tmr then do nor...hee....last day no do i die on tue...=p...

welll then jus now chat wif moi dear on phone till 10pm then nid to hang up cos his hp no batt le...sad sial...then i miss laine...then aiya duno la...i msg olivia...and moi dear...then i guess nth le...

tt's the day today...boring dull...cos U r nt here by moi side physically....i noe ya heart wif mi budden i wan U by moi side....MISS u LOVE u...

cia penned♥ Sunday, April 30, 2006.

well i blog a day late....hmmm actuali today ar...nth much happen la...jus tt went to lecture then to tutorial...then go home nor...whole nth to do...cos beri sians...then jus waiting fo rmoi dear's call la or sms.....waiting waiting...

till at nite at abt 8pm++then he called mi nor....then we tok quite long la...okie la...so long dun hab lyk tis tok liao nor...he coming out soon then can tok to him at nite liaos...YUPPIES.....budden oni for 2days or 3 days the most oni....sians...this coming tue gt floorball practice la...shuld i go..feel lyk gng then pai seh cos i nt fit fit type so fat then wan2 play floorball abit wierd...then i heard tt there all malay ppl de...haish duno la...confused...lotsa tutorial sial...sians...nt yet do.tmr meet olivia to do nor...who cares...cos gt labour day...which means u gotta get to work on tt day oni...for the rest of the day jus slack ya way thru life.....i guess is this meaning ba....WAHA...

aniway i guess i stop here y today entries so short well cos "NTH" really happen or is there??????????okie i stop crapping away....aint in the mood at the moment...

LOVE dear and MISS u

cia penned♥ Sunday, April 30, 2006.
Friday, April 28, 2006

well i m late today nt more than 15 mins...haha...then ended up make new frens...cos audris nt in the same class as mi la...lol.then went to attend those lessons le...so mani projects and tutorial la...then went to take moi prize...look abit funni carrying the bag...lol.then after tt wan2 go buy laptop cover de budden shop closed and its too x...

after school went home put moi school bag aside went out wif peggy to hab dinner...heex2...and then during tt time moi dear call mi to chat la...i so happie...so happie duno how to describe sial...oh btw moi new frens ang mo chim lyk shit sial...lol...real chimalogy la...epidemic=the recent illness lyk bird flu and so on...lol...moi english compared to them lyk dust lyk tt..pai seh sial...then dun dare to tokm much...after lessons went our separated ways la...then i come home at abt 11pm...then tok to via online...

same old boring day...tmr still gt lecture and tutorial siall...budden nvm cos i m supposed to study!!!!!!!haha...okie i shall stop here....waiting for moi dear to returned soon...gng to trim eyebrow...cash low...cash low...wtf..

cia penned♥ Friday, April 28, 2006.

27 april.i m so tired...very due to moi insufficient of sleep.today finish lesson at 11am then went to hab moi lunch wif moi ole frens...after tt we went to the bustop to go our separate ways...at the bustop get to noe a ger name audris in the same tutorial grp as i m.so we become frens.meeting her tmr at 12.45pm at the NP bustop.funni thou.

then i went home and put down moi school bag and i went to causeway point...then i went to help moi mami buy a pair of shoes and i bought moiself 4 tees...well actuali i wan more budden i nt enuff $$ nvm...ltr during nxt mth i tink i can afford le...waha...then i went to lot1 to walk walk...then i went home....after awhile i went out again this time to meet moi mami at chinatown...went to coffeebean at first sit there hear them tok i drank the chocolate blended ice at a fast rate resulting in mi freezing cold la...then shivering...then after tt went to make moi consession ticket stuff....this is the funni thing la...we went up and down up and down...three times we return to the ticket office...first time to de-activate moi previous ezlink card...then moi mami using it now....can use till negative...cos no deposit...after tt she forget help mi buy the consession thingys for a mth wan then went there again to pay for tt...after tt went bk again to cancel the giro in moi present ezlink card...cos so tt dun nid to waste money...i m beri hungry la...tahan so long then can go and eat...

we went to eat dumplings again moi fav then same dian xin...and fried rice share share...i guess moi mami gt some cash flow pro...she no $$ cos she even borrow from mi....so mayb when she get the $$ frm dad then she transfer to moi acc....i feel bad abt it...asking her to increase moi pocket money...frm $100 to $150...tt's alot...to mi la....cos i dun spend much on food...i spend it on moi WANTS instead.waha.

then i nid to get alot of things budden i m low on cash did nt dare to tell mami cos she oso no $$ and she even wanted to borrow frm moi aunt.she is admitted to the hospital and we went to visit her just now...tt's y i so tired...cos the bus damn long la.....aniway...nid to buy lotsa stuff budden on low cash...moi mami leave mi $50 during the weekends la...so tt i hab some $$...if i really broke...ya i guess i m at the moment...i dun mind...i nid to do alot of laundry during the weekends...and i m gng over to laine there to eat...$$$$...lol...then sunday oso nid to spend $$$...haish---sad sial...Y alwis $$$...haha.okie i gotta stop here....wan2 oror liao...i even come here jus to blog b4 i slp....

aniway moi dear is coming back soon still gt a week...i m waiting....haish---lotsa tutorial budden i did nt touch a single wan...wtf.....okie i wan to ZZzzzzZZZZ......i shall stop here b4 i crap all the way...

cia penned♥ Friday, April 28, 2006.
Wednesday, April 26, 2006

well today went for lecture as usual then gt this library amazing race.....then went home...cos lai ang...waha so happie...finally...then went home help mami to hang clothes...haish--so mani clothes...to wash!ARGH....y cant i hab a dryer....ARGH...

then after tt at home use lappie till 5pm then went to lot1..to activate the ezlink...mus put $3 then can unblock to activate moi giro.lame la...then i went to eat yami yougrt...being graving for it...so when to satisfy moi tastte bud...then went to take lrt to bp terminal to taek bus 176 to meet moi mami...

then after meeting up wif mami go eat dinner then cut hair...well basically i cut moi fringe lyk rainie lyk tt...okie i admit i wan a straight fringe alwis...cos i lyk tt kind of hair...so i decided to cut it tt way...and the hairdresser do something extra...haha...




do i look wierd?duno budden sort of beri happie...then during tt time moi dear gt tok to mi on hp 4 awhile cos i bluff him something so funni la...then he poor thing nearly kana punishment cos i sms him after 10.30pm then he wanted to reply ma then cannot ma mus go oror after 10.30pm...so kana caught by some on guard de soldiers?.duno oso...they dare to buwee moi dear they watch down...cos i let them dun hab father's day to celebrate ar...then oso got tok to via on fone....sms dear and via...then nth liao...

then went home after moi mami finished her hair session...then we go to bp lrt there to activate moi giro stuffs..then some pro pop up..then spend quite a long time there...meanwhile,moi dear call so i chat wif him awhile then we continue wif sms...altht its a short short time we tok and sms....i m reali happie.mayb becos of moi new hairstyle?haha...lame la...

aniw ay i really miss him heard tt he coming out after 8days...which i cant confirm...i jus hope he will appear right infront of me soon....

cia penned♥ Wednesday, April 26, 2006.
Tuesday, April 25, 2006

today mi lecture @ LT22 then @9am la....mi lecture till 11am...then went to find via cos she sae alone go school ma.then went to acc her...wait for her after her lectures then during tt time i read moi storybk.damn funni la.then i keep looking at the bookshop....

finally the crowd dismissed i went to look for the books i wan.at first dun hab then i go again c twice la...then gt la...went to buy wa liao X la...$100 nor...then i queue press money liao then go buy books de....everything oso mus queue...lol.then went bk there to sit at the atrium to wait for olivia.then a malay lady came towards mi to do a 15 mins survey..then i okie nor.aniway free ma.then do till via came....haha.finally finish everything.YEA we r gng for lunch la.at bukit timah i think so opposite beauty world la....waha.i ate ice-cream roti prata and milo godzila....then via eat cheese prata and egg prata an milo dinosaur...waha.....hahaha....then so full la...i guess i add on pounds la i mean wt cos i ate so much ice-cream today....then we went home.

then i changed into home clothes cos go floorball training de,who noes mi wear till wierd wierd de....then no go sms the ira duno izit she angry no reply.aniway who cares.at most no join cca only...wtf...hahaha nvm la...then went to via hse chat wif her then went over to angela hse to chat wif her again...so funni la...then stay till quite long la...then mi and via went home....today is a walking day...cos i walk here and there...budden nvm i dun care.can shed off pounds can le...waha.then on moi way home i beri siao...

i miss moi dear then i keep smsing him...alot of smses i duno how mani....budden jus miss him cos i lyk suddenly so free can go over his hse de wor...i feel lyk meeting him....JUST MISS HIM SO MUCH.how i wish i c him waiting for mi or jus c him infront of mi la....haish-wtf m i thinking.no mood study....LOL.i wan2 study...hee i acting hardworking yea........

so much tutorial...dun care!can i?...wad can i join beside floorball ne?haish duno la....dun care la wtf......WTF.i miss dear.i miss moi LAOGONG.shit i better start doing moi hmwk b4 i die during the weekends la...haha....

cia penned♥ Tuesday, April 25, 2006.
Monday, April 24, 2006

today i m damn lame la....i woke up b4 7.30am recall abt student card ask moi mami go check letterbox c gt or nt.then dun hab.-.-.then went to school become kuku.reach there quite early then abt 8.45am la...during the bus journey day-dreaming.missing moi dear.then i purposely walk all the way out to ensure is blk72.then i went to took the lift.i saw a lift door is open budden no take cos earlier on i saw ppl coming out there to catch the nxt lift so thot gt pro.then gt these 2 lecturers went in as i stand there walk for other lifts.then then lift is working la.i went to catch the lift.luckily the kind lecturer let mi in.i m lyk =.=" cos beri malu.then they ask mi y i no take the lift then i sae i thot the lift broke down cos earlier on i saw ppl standing to wait for another wan.then another lecturer sae the lift loves to hibernate.lame la.

then reach 4th floor.then no body there not a single soul la.then went toilet cos damn warm,sweating lyk a pig.then went to wait outside moi classroom.then saw ppl streaming in.budden all lyk mi standing waiting there.get to noe two new frens.tok tok as we wait.then finally gt a lecturer came down tell us nt to wait explain the timetable.ask us y noe is tutorial still come when we noe first week dun hab.i no ans.cos i oso duno y i came so early.then i went to the 9th floor to check the BCA workshop stuff.then alot of stuffs la.wad IS...wad IAC...craps...

then when to atrium take ezlink look lyk kuku...then wait there till 11am.mingle wif some frens...look lyk kuku waiting for the frens to finish their stuffs.real slow la.okie i wan them to be fast.then check atm see mami gt transfer money.then call moi mami tell her moi sillness....then she ask mi go home hang clothes as mi off school early i sae okie nor.aniway i hab nth to do.

then went to moi first POA class.shit la so damn far is blk45 la...two slopes then can reach...flights of stairs oso...damn...sweating lyk pig.-.-.then saw same of moi ole carnaval frens.mingle.lesson time.boring.take notes.time ticking.stupig table overturn twice...things all fall....ARGH.....then ppl help mi pick up.so pai seh la....then noe another fren...then she no notes keep looking over at moi.i feel wierd la...then after class went home.hang clothes.wash clothes.keep clothes.hang clothes.fold clothes.then use online learn more abt np b4 i become kuku again.still duno where's blk22...tmr moi first destination.shit.then i be kuku again.

then i online till the whole day.then gt chat wif angela.olivia.jun shen.shannel.zhi wei.kangwei....tok craps la...i so bored.cos i missing dear.the journey bk home i nearly cried cos i miss him.and today the whole day i m lyk tripping over....or slippery falling....fark la.so malu.then watch super band eat dinner wif mami.watch 9pm.nt exactly was packing moi notes and toking on fone wif olivia....then wanted to call her ltr budden she slp liao cos headache.so no call.

moi dear call mi wor...heard tt he gt two injections then he sae pain.poor boy...wan2 sayanghim oso cannot...lol.then sms him.then sms laine ask her abt her life.then crap wif her.now chatting wif peggy...then ltr revise POA...which i m trying to do the whole day....waha.which i hab nt done so.it alr 12am.finally a start of a new day...yuppies...then its still long la.budden its nearer i can see him SOON....wooooooooo~~~~~~~~~~~~~~then hmmm...lazy to write liao tt's abt it.

summary:today is a kuku day.fuck.oh ya i guess i gng to be lyk botak squid cos moi hair loss is alot la...i m dying...soon...lol.

cia penned♥ Monday, April 24, 2006.
Sunday, April 23, 2006

well today in the mid of 5am moi dear sms mi then woked up at 10am then eat...watch tv...nth.pack bag for tmr.starting school le.

went over to moi grandma hse@ 3pm++ then wait for moi little cousin come-ahB...then play wif brownie[a chiwawa] and ahB.then went bpp for dinner.then msg olivia awhile cos i m beri bored.then moi dear sms mi during moi dinner.manage to reply him 2 smses then he went to bed cos his hp no batt le.sad.i went to bathe at tt time.jus came out reply him one more sms then blog.

then pack more stuffs into bag for tmr.thinking wad to wear.then nth le.toking to peggy online.MOST of all.i m thinking of HIM.i really do miss him.i guess i gotta cry moiself to sleep everyday.its still a long 15days b4 i c him.i hope it pass by faster.love u dear.miss u every moment.

cia penned♥ Sunday, April 23, 2006.
Saturday, April 22, 2006

today woke up @12.30pm.cos moi dear sms mi @12.25pm...i read his msg and waited for his reply.ate moi breakfast cum lunch....use com to print lecture notes and timetable...spend teh whole afternoon doing this.budden i only printed for the monday's lessons.cos moi printer damn slow la...then its lyk one hr to complete 24pages lecture notes.tt's oni for one module somemore...lol.wtf...then nid to start packing moi stuff for school on monday...

feel extremely lonely...moi hp is oso beri quiet...and moi dear did contact mi thru sms @3pm++ then call mi @5pm within 1 minute he hung up hastily.then went on with dinner watching tv....then rot...then came a call i m so happie...but its a call frm a floorball member asking mi to attend the training on tue.she speak beri fast cant catch it sial.budden she's beri nice cos i ask her how to look at the timetable...so confusing la...then at abt 10.20pm++...moi dear call this time we tok for 5mins.i so happie.i msg him after tt.i ask him nt to swtich on hp during the day or call mi animore cos i scare his batt will be low soon...its alr low jus one day oni....then he still gt another 2weeks...i scare i cant even contact him thru sms.

perhaps moi tears run dry i cant even cry cos i miss him.i really do la.he told mi his difficulties in the army...and tt he feel useless and stuffs lyk tis.i jus wan2 to tell u dear tt...u CAN do it.cos i m alwis at ya side to BE with u...i m ALWIS there 4 u.i m ya MOVTIVATOR and ya CONFIDENCE BOOSTER.wadeva it is,we will pull thru it together...our mind stay as one,so is our heart will stick lyk one.no matter wad mus nt gib up k?.

i noe u cant read tis yet...i m really hoping u could read it...cos i really hope i m in ya arms rite now.thot moi tears alr dry up...budden i guess it replenish again...jus the thot of u embracing mi in ya arms...i cant stop but feel sad...this short separation make mi realise moi mistakes in the past few months...if i hab nt quarrel wif u i can spend more happie times wif u....i m such lousy gf...i will repent.its never too late rite?i really would wish u r by moi side..i love u...

MISSING u.LOVING u.

cia penned♥ Saturday, April 22, 2006.

21st april,moi dear went in army le.he is already a botak squid.i woke up as early as 6am jus to meet him b4 he go in.i went there.feeling sad...nth but jus this cant bear to see him go de feeling.reach his hse.i tell moiself to be happie.reach there @ abt 7am.well i went over to his hse.we slp together.i slp actuali cos i m beri tired.BERI TIRED.i slp soundly till 9.30am.then i mus woke up.then i nid to choose whether to go to pasir ris or to np.i choose np.everyone mus be feeling y dun i send moi dear to his destination.np oni cca fiesta wad oso nt impt summore attendance is nt taken.well first i dun wanna feel guilty for nt attending the np programme.cos i m sort of lying to moi mami indirectly.i dun wan the school to contact moi mami abt moi absence.i dun wan2 stir up trouble.

secondly,i really scare i might jus cry and cry and cry refuse to let moi dear to go to his army.to make him worry is even more bad la.i dun wan the scene.i noe he did nt wan2 send mi down to bustop too.cos he dun wan2 c mi leaving him.neither do i wan2 to see him leaving mi.so i decide to go to np.its fun k la...cos i really not in the mood.budden during the telematch i cheer as loud as i can to forget moi sadness....our school of BA won.so happie.i decided to join both animal lover and floorball.i hab moi dear support.and oso the idare camp...hab nt sign up for the idare camp yet.shit.then when i m in np i call moi dear to chat wif him...sms him...then after moi lunch @canteen2 the food sux.i called him.his hp closed.tt time i feel totally lost.i contact via.she console mi.budden moi stubborness refuse her console.i tell moiself i m nt tt weak.however i really feel down really down.even as i m blogging moi tears uncontrollably roll down.

after the np stuff...i no longer go opposite rush to hop on bus 154 to see moi dear.i took bus to bpp instead..i roam there lyk a lost soul.i m really lonely i felt so at tt time....i keep remembering the days i spend wif moi dear...during tt few months...i luff and i cried...on the bus as he reply moi sms i m so happie and i cried again...crying seems to be so frequent nowadays...i hab changed i admit.i no longer hold moi tears cos i cant animore...i m overwhlemed with sadness...cos i miss him.really alot.its unexplainable.i noe he's not gone forever or wad...budden i duno y i feel so different w/0 him.its nt the same at all.

i bought moiself a new clothe to cheer moiself went to library to borrow a book...but memories of him keep appearing...make mi weak,so weak tt i dun bother wad place it is animore tears jus roll as and when they lyk it.i m hoping for this 16days to pass by quickly.school is starting...its so wd la...so confusing...independant lifestyle...wadeva...and moi dear did sms mi at 10pm and called mi to chat....not the usual long chat animore jus short wan...less than 20mins.he hurt himself.so worry for him.i pray tt he will be safe and sound....take carie dear.i LOVE u.i MISS u.i wan u by moi side...

a day which is dull and no fun...cos he is nt wif mi.i nid to listen to his voice i think i can oni stare at our neocard and listen to the monkey which has his voice..moi only assuring things to keep mi going...i noe i hab great frens...they do make moi life a great one...budden he is still the one who understands mi and take care of mi.......nobody does.only HIM.

cia penned♥ Saturday, April 22, 2006.
Friday, April 21, 2006

hours later moi dear will be gng to army.i really she bu de.i really do.i really am feeling down.i wan2 to be happie.but i look at him...i cant help it but cry cos i miss him.

today is a boring and wasting moi time day....its all freaking boring performance....and its beyond 5pm which pissed mi off...cos i rushing off to meet dear....i took bus74...which i neva took b4 to dover.ask for help in bus.a kind ger told mi where to alight.took the mrt.take bus240 to dear's hse.ate good dinner.dear's mother bought de.

went home late neva get scolded.cos moi mami alr sound asleep.gng to meet dear tmr early in the morning.the thot of it make mi wan2 cry.i scare i cant bear to let off his hand....cos i wan2 hold it everyday....every single day.i jus need him in moi life.i feel empty w/o him.ya i gt great frens.budden its different la...

decided besides school home will be moi second place to go cos i dun wish to stay out its meaningless....perhaps library.at least there's books.budden i guess i will find it hard to stay there long cos i remember him alwis coming up to the library to look for mi....i m so happie wheneva i c him.

i guess everything jus remind mi of him ba.cos we do so many things together.i m waiting for the 16days to fly pass.

life is nt the same w/o u...u add more colours in moi life...love u dear.

cia penned♥ Friday, April 21, 2006.
Thursday, April 20, 2006

well jus came out from moi shower.get scolded by mami for being in the holiday mood.cos i m still gng home late.which i dun care.cos she gib mi a deadline which i can do it.she ask mi to go home b4 6pm after fri.moi dear already in army...who cares abt gng out liao...i nid to settle down to do all moi np stuff b4 school start.dumb mami.

apologise to moi aunt abt her deleted files...volunteer to help her do re-do the presentation of her's.haish-own mistake so mus admit.not feeling angry or wad...budden i sense moi mami distrust in mi.which make mi disappointed...can be thinking mi having fun when school gng to start.she dun reali noe how determined i m to compete wif another 399brains in poly.tough budden i mus go-go-go.

noe new frens @poly quite nice ppl.tis morning late cos wait for peggy.then SB no scold mi budden comment on moi tee...sae its blue rather than green...having tummyache...so went to toilet to shit while they're at the stadium....still unsure abt the school map....the places all majiam the same...hab fun today...cheers after cheers...lalala...GAMES too...nt bad at least nt as dull and boring as yesterday...then ezlink card can oni be collected on the 21st...which i hab tons of time to do so...cos moi dear hab alr reach tekong by then...well tmr meet in the afternoon...haha not so bad can slp more...lacking of slp...budden will be replenish soon...

today able to run to meet moi dear....ha..went for kfc as dinner again...i m kinda sick of it liao...n i m growing fat.so no more...FASTFOOD.well he's so sweet la gib mi surprise again-a monkey[soft toy]wib his voice recorded in it to acc moi coming lonely days....haish-MISS him u noe...really lotsa...tt i jus cry the moment i think of him gng into army.duno y budden jus so sad abt it.i noe its a short period...budden i guess i nid time to adjust again cos i m so used to sticking to him everyday...lol.tt's true.since i finish moi O's,i hab been gng to meet him.tt's becos we wan2 be more close...tt's the consequences...i cant live a day w/o him...jus feel so empty suddenly...

school starting soon.i will tune in to moi study mood.i m nt a kid animore i noe when's fun and when's not.decided to join the iDARE camp.damn fun la.nid to save...$200...tt's alot..i love to shop SHOP...lol.well i jus miss him badly...one more day.and i cant be wif him everyday le due to moi hectic poly life which is coming up and his busy days in army.well decided to join the BA-animal lover thingys.i wan one more CCA...to keep moiself occupied...well i make use of time nt time make use of mi.heading towards the new chapter of life in poly...

cia penned♥ Thursday, April 20, 2006.
Wednesday, April 19, 2006

well jus came out from shower....trying to find moi aunt's files for 1hr...reach home at 11pm.then find till 12am...pack moi stuffs go bathe...then miss moi dear..mixture of feelings...sad cos miss moi dear lotsa...then feel bad cos delete moi aunt's files...haish--i m jus so stupig...

today make a fool outta moiself...forever wif poor estimation of time resulting moiself to be at np as early as 10am...then i nid to go to the canteen and wait till the reporting time 11am...called moi dear cos tt's the only person i hab in mind wheneva i hab nobody to turn to...beri disappointed cos he wan2 sleep than to acc mi...so i sms laine...to keep moiself occuppied during the 1hr...wanted to go home.cos i dun wan2 attend.wanted to go c moi dear.i noe he is beri tired budden i cant help it to feel sore abt it tt he did nt wan2 tok to mi...then finally reporting time came...i bid laine bb via sms.then olivia sms mi cos i ask her abt her orientation budden cant reply cos we are gng into the convection centre led by a guy named kendrick..the orientation is abt showing us video giving us some opening speech followed by the ice-breaking game.fun budden kinda lack of sumtin...its sort of dull and boring..

dismissed @2pm++i guess...hungry...then raining cats and dogs...irritting...loud thuder...went to moi dear hse wif a fren i jus knew.yee huey.then chatted on the bustrip...get to dear hse...he is so sweet la cook noodles for mi.i noe b4 i went to his hse i sort of tok to him wif attitude kinda guilty...cos i jus wan2 him to be by moi side every moment.i miss him lotsa....feel lonely w/o him now...tmr still gt orientation...i really dun feel lyk gng....i wan moi dear.......

aniway both mi and moi dear go jp shop for his essential stuffs for his army...then went bk watch tv and stuff lyk tt...went home alone...miss monday nite.cos he send mi home.i wan him to send mi home everyday...budden i noe its beri bad...cos his busfare no money....today cant meet him.i feel beri sad...aiya jus so sad...tt he gng to be away 4 2weeks...i m crying again...jus miss him so much...duno y...cant bear to see him go army ba..

cia penned♥ Wednesday, April 19, 2006.
Tuesday, April 18, 2006

this is moi post for 17th april.woke up quite early 8.45am to rush to the loo cos tummyache then after tt wash-up went to moi dear there...ha then went in his hse moiself waha...lol.budden he locked his room.-.-.then i knock hard then he opened...then i went in...

he sleep soundly la...then i c liao bu shuang so i disturb his sweet drims.....muahahaha....lalala then he sae i m late shuld reach his hse at 8am...cos yest i joke abt it...heex2...then slp nor...till late sial~till duno wad time...cos all the way i m disturbing him...dun allow him to slp la...then ltr he woke up and meddle wif his com i laid on his bed and oror...then when he was abt to go down to the market to buy food i wan2 tag along.he dun allow la...i quite pissed cos i wan2 go along..budden i guess he jus wan mi to rest well so i went bk to his bed and oror...hahax2...then he bought back the food i pretend to be sleeping again...then he keep calling mi up to eat then i dun wan...heex2.then we planned to go down to play bball after watching the movie-huo yuan jia.then oso go to the nearby pet shop to see puppy sales....toking abt dogs...mi and cy nearly hab one of our own...haish--budden given away liao...we wanted to adopt budden no fate...we ate as we watch the huo yuan jia....

then its pouring outside la....wtf...our plan spoil...lol.then we watch liao oror...then go watch wrestling outside then play monkeyball...b4 all tis he keep asking mi to go to his balcony there sae wad got cockroach la-dead wan...ask mi go pick it up and throw cos he scare...i abit duhx~then i sae okie....went out there cant c the cockroach at all i keep asking him where la...then he ask mi look at the table then i saw an addias bag...he bought for mi de at his market...so sweet la...i feel so happie la...then so touched la..no wonder he did nt wan mi to tag along while he went to buy food.he wan2 surprise mi la.....so happie...hahax2...

then after we watch an evening show we went down to play badminton...then i feel giddy headache wan2 faint lyk tis...fuck~then i dun care continue till i cant tahan animore...then we went to buy dinner...then i ate noodles and we bought wedges,apple juice...he ate rice again...wa liao the apple juice spoil wan!!!!!!!!!!!argh....then after tt we watch 9pm tv...i nt really in the mood cos its 3 days remaining...and i cant see him off to army...i feel super sad and abit headache...i started crying...he cuddle mi la...ask mi dun be silly all tis...make mi feel more sad wan2 cry...then today is moi happiest time...he send mi home...nt exactly at the bpp terminal there...i so happie la...its so good la...not lonely on the bus gt companion...heex2...super duper happie day...i jus hope i wont miss him badly while he's at army...i gng orientation ltr...duno where to meet @10.30am...lol.duno who's moi sl cos the one who call mi is a ger.on the paper is a guy.wtf........haish----miss him...every second...

i guess i slip into the deep pit of love...together we are unable to come out...i never wan2 come out frm it too...i simply love him to bits...it make mi wan2 cry again...cos i miss him......oh i took his wristband[white wan] and his specs...heex2...i greedy rite....

cia penned♥ Tuesday, April 18, 2006.
Sunday, April 16, 2006

well today i blog quite early ba...heex2.cos today nth much ma...sunday is a holiday...waha.well woke up at 1pm today...cos i feel hungry ma...heex2.in moi sleep oso noe.......well aniway get up so tired sial....and i m PISSED again!!!!!!!!!lol.cos moi CHARGER spoil sial~wtf...drop on the floor........zZZZZzzzzZZZ..summore moi hp low batt...haish saddening...

then went to wash-up then eat cha soba...so happie...then eat tibits...then log on msn..tok to moi cy awhile offline...missing him...then i msg every of moi fren to ask for samsung charger...thx god...wan jun hab it......YEA...actuali getting frm her at 3.30pm de budden i nid to teach moi bro english hmwk la...wa liao wan2 vomit blood...neva ever wan2 be a TEACHER.so tough la...idiotic...then went to bring moi bro bk to moi grandma's hse then went there lend moi aunt's charger charge awhile...she ask mi bring home more tibits...then after tt went bk after ah B came...went to bangkit to drop cheque then buy dinner for mami.nt hungry cos beri full eat alot jus nw ma...then no eat dinner...wan2 noe wad i eat rite so full...i eat cha soba 1 basket plus seaweed plus chocolate[kinda bueno] plus green peas.then after teaching moi bro moi mami cook dumplings for mi alot la...one big bowl...hee...alot rite...oh ya while bringing moi bro bk...shag sial the books and the shampoo and the bathing soap all so heavy i carry somemmore drizzling...nid to bring umbrella...wtf...sians..at tt moment miss cy...wish he is there 4 mi...

then ltr 8.15pm go down take the charger actuali wan2 update moi bankbook budden the stupig machine spoil i lazy to queue for another machine cos long queue[actuali oni 3 ppl]heex2.then i bought the hor fun for moi mami at the wrong kopitiam...she wan the 24hr de luckily no scold mi...if nt i sureli argue wif her cos she no tell mi ma...heex2...aniway today nth much wake up eat watch tv use lappie then teach bro hmwk then eat then watch tv then bring bro home then come home...so boring...i miss cy terribly...cos actuali today wan2 mit him...due to moi bro laziness dun wan2 do hmwk slp instead delay moi plan....shit sial~ha budden nvm...wads past is past...

ltr toking on fone wib via...calling her at 8.30pm..after tok then go bathe ba...i lazy sial~late late then bathe de....heex2...=p.dun care aniway oso no go out le...sians...monday monday...i wan u to arrive so tt i can be wib moi dear ma...sians.he no reply moi sms haish--seems to be busy all day..think of it oso sians...he lyk no miss mi lyk tt...hahax2.i abit lame okie...i will stop here...oh ya moi cy gt send mi one greeting card so sweet la...muacks him..its indeed a surprise for mi...hahax2....then we tok till i fall asleep.then he so sweet la noe i dun lyk him to play game stop at 2am jus to tok to mi...i so happie la.budden becos of moi charger spoil everthing...then oh ya moi cy intro a new fren issac tis guy to moi fren via....hahax2...feel abit lame budden neva mind...more frens ma..

okie okie...still gt wad i wan2 sae leii oh ya...i nid to go down to moi bustop soon to get moi CHARGER thrilled la...cos finally can charged then can tok to moi cy at nite...tmr can sms him if nt sureli die...lols...wad is moi cy doing??...hmmm....jus came home...yea get moi charger liao now charging hp...jus now went down crap awhile wif jun and peggy abt our poly...jun starting school tmr la...waha..i on 24th then start...waha heex2...then they went to buy contact lens....jealous...*envy*cos i oso feel lyk wearing heex2...go pompom liao...

cia penned♥ Sunday, April 16, 2006.

sorie i blog a day ltr...well yesterday is nothing much budden its sort of moi "HOT" day.well today i m late becos i bathe long ma then i scare wait i blog first lazy to go pompom nor.so go pompom.then i constipated then i nid to clear bowels nor cos moi stomach bloated so i cannot blog on actual day nor...heex2.sorie readers esp moi cy.

okie yesterday woke up early nor at 8am lei...then went to wash up to go buy breakfast and go over moi aunt's new hse there to help out.aniway i did nt noe moi bro and mami went to help up moi aunt on friday..feel guilty cos i went out ma...haha....lol.okie bk to the story yesterday...then we went to buy breakfast.moi mami instructed mi to buy 2 packets of $2 noodles de,2packets $1.50 beehoon and another 2 packets $1.50 de noodles..then i follow instruction nor....then i told the FUCKING auntie...then she hear wrongly la sae i order 2 packet of $2 de noodles and 2 packets of $2 de beehoon...and 2 packets $1.50 de noodles...damn fuck up la...theni nid to put sauce,green chilli,red chilli on all 6 paackets la....then its lyk FUCK la...the ANOTHER FUCKING auntie wrapped so fucking fast nor...i hot la...neva put then she wrap liao no ask oso.then moi mami sae i slow sae moi fault order wrong wait cant finish....HALO if she nt happie ownself go order la.she sae i shuld take initiative to let them pack 2packets liao then order another 2 then so on...so tt i can oso hab time to put all the sauces stuff...SUPER HOT..i jitao black face no gib face...then i not happie i keep scolding la...its nt moi freaking fault nor...if i m in wrong i nth to sae...rather help the FUCKING aunties than mi.FUCK UP...~

then took cab to moi aunt's in-law hse la then moi mami buy the beehoon and noodles is for the in-laws cos manners la...then i sae she is KPO nor...courteous...fuck la...then the in-laws hab their breakfast alr la...then they still stuff us wif nasi lemak...GOD BLESS nor...so much FOOD >.<....lol.i told her see izit she ownself KPO....she sae wad manners then i sae how to finish food she sae she eat nor,i sae go send to AFRICA....damn pissed la.then we went over to moi aunt's hse help her carry stuff...cos i carry alot so heavy ma...cant really press the lift buttons then i sae moi mami no take things cant even help to press...she sae i act strong take so mani things then i sae her abt the FOOD thing again..cos i m still pissed...after tt...we sty there till 12pm la...during tt time i alr COOL down liao...then i fool around at moi aunt's new hse...play then watch tv..then moi uncle oso come then he ask mi go buy food for him then i okie.then he gib mi tips $5 nor...hahax2...

at 12pm,we r leaving to meet moi mami's sec school frens...her BEST frens...then go chinatown nor...cos she sae her fren treating lunch...i slp on the journey while listening to moi mp3...heex2.then reach...i sae i dun wan2 eat cos damn full la.i ate one packet of nasi lemak and one packet of $2 noodles...cos moi mami dun lyk to waste food then i help her to eat la if nt she BURST...then we r so full la so we cancel the lunch appointment instead we went for ORGANIC grocery shopping...its at chinatown...everything is ORGANIC..ranging from food to make-up to hair dye...b4 tt moi mami's fren went to eat their lunch..while we drank water...then after the grocery shopping which the stuffs there DAMN X la...we went to eat dessert..i ate mango pudding...yummy...after tt we went bk to her fren's hse...then moi bro and moi mami's fren sons were playing x-box..i damn sians la budden cant sms moi cy...gt wait moi mami keep looking...so jus at there chat chat tok tok.......alot of women's stuff....and MAN'S PUBERTY...moi mami really duno alot of things...i fed her wib info...Y i noe so much?COS i M CURIOUS abt MAN...heex2...

finally 7pm,then moi bro return wif another two xiao didi they went to play at x-zone la...then its time we make a move...we went to hab dinner la...then i PISSED*...cos i cant get to eat wad i wan...JAPANESE food...yearning for it...budden instead we went to eat at a hawer centre....i so pissed at first tt i ignored moi mami refused to eat budden i feel hungry so i went to buy moi own dinner...then after tt moi mami went to buy fried dumplings and si chung ssoup for mi...then i m sort of appeased...heex2...

wad an angry day...then after tt we went to buy bathing soap then i found out upstairs lotsa shop suitable for SHOPPING wor...so excited budden no time shop cos moi mami sae she no money wad wad bla bla bla...then moi bro giving the sians look so went to hab desert...i hab cold cheng tung....moi bro drink longan drink actuali he wan longan desert waha.......then after tt we went OG to buy moi bro's sandal budden dun hab so went home......slept on bus 190 again cos sleepy ma...then reach home..moi mami went to open letter box...then finally i receive moi cheque $93...so stingy la the ppl there then summore wan mi use moi own envelope to send her the acknowledge slip...fuck sial~..lol.then gt the poly orientation info sheet too...gotta reach there @11am la damn early nor...then i m in grp5 ar then the grp name is so lame la...ole wad wan....lols....dots..-.-"..haha...then sms moi cy awhile then went to ask moi mami stuff...

then actuali wan2 blog first budden i bathe long ma so today late wor...sorie...then till late late then contact moi cy.feel bad somemmore no blog for him to read...opps =x...sorie cy!!!!!muacks...ltr gt cha soba eat liao...waha...=x...lols...lalala...can slp till late late liao...waiting for the arrival of monday...cant wait to see moi dear.

cia penned♥ Sunday, April 16, 2006.
Friday, April 14, 2006

i m blogging on the actual day...heex2.jus reach home la.mi wan2 blog first so nt yet pompom.

well today woke up @9.48am oso duno y...cos i alr set the alarm @10am.then went to prepared to go to moi cy hse nor...then boarded the bus180 and sms him nor ask him to pick mi up....then he sae okie budden when i reach he oso nt there.abit sians...then ownself walk towards his hse.then i saw him walking out frm his block lei...i so elated to see him la.budden i walk to aanother side expecting him nt to spot mi.aiya budden he spot mi so i walk towards him budden i turn and walk behind him hahax2...wan2 di siao him la.cos his looks blurblur wan beri cute lei.then i noe sureli is mi woke him up de.WAHAHA.

reach his hse go to his bed immediately feel tired after tt hungry...then i brought 2 cup noodles over for our lunch then he boil water and reheat the nuggets.we watch simpsons while eating...after eating i abit forget le...i guess we both fall into a deep deep sleep.cos tired ma...then i slp slp slp...ZzzzZzzzz.till abt 3pm la....this is normal 4 mi cos i damn tired la...woke up too early.then i ate again...mus be thinking i m a pig rite eat le slp.slp le eat again...i ate the cauliflowers and broccoli veggie stuffs...after tt we played monkeyballs game,its the racing course wa liao i alwis being defeated cos he play cheat...heex2.okie la i amit i m lousy in games...naturally i will lose...then we watch ice age2..damn funni la...then he fell asleep again....

then its 7pm i m hungry again,how i noe...cos i finish his tibits...woo~...today beri easy hungry nor.duno y...then b4 tt i made him angry...and sad...haish---i m so bad and evil alwis slip of moi tongue...sae out sum hurting words...aiya...old thing la all becos mof moi temper....budden i jus hab this unpredictable mood...duno y....*sigh*feel guilty la...cos i promise to change...budden i swear i m trying hard.REAL hard...ain't mi lousy...i think so...its an absoulte YES for an answer....well i m indeed nt those gentle gers...i m rough and wadeva lousy stuff u can think of.

then finally we make it out.phew i m so happie after tt.then we wanted to go down to buy dinner de budden we found out tt his mami cooked...then after tt i suggested canadian pizza as dinner cos 3 ppl then his mami dun nid to cook...budden she alr did so.aniway we did order....then i ate alittle rice b4 eating the pizza...GUESS HOW MANY SLICES I ATE...its 4 slices.no mistake...omg...i m such a big eater......woo~then so damn full la...get to watch the 9pm show while having the sumptous dinner...heex2...end up we r both FULL...its BERI FULL la.

then we watch a variety show on scv...so funni la..i enjoy the programme till 10.38pm i nid to go nor...cos if nt i no bus home....he acc mi down to bustop la...so happie..full-stop to moi story for the day...its an average day la...waha..muacks love u hubbie.u colour moi life.......

cia penned♥ Friday, April 14, 2006.

hey readers sorie i m late again so sorie cos today busy acc moi aunt go buy some stuffs for her new hse.she is moving bk there...so moi mami,bro and mi went to help out.reach home @ abt 11pm++ forget liao nor.tired~then nid to help moi mamai pack the grocerys then nid to help her change bedsheet...then went to watch tv drink hot chocolate.then after awhile call moi cy to chat then nw then blog...

this morning damn pissed la so PISSED* y?cos i m sleeping soundly then moi hse fone rang.its moi mami on the line.she asked mi to keep the clothes in cos its gng to rain.then i m wide-awake cos i saw the menacing dark clouds wa..its gng to be a beri heavy rain...then i hastily hung up the fone and ran out to keep the clothes.luckily the rain had not came yet.i keep the clothes quickly as fast as i could nor.just in time to save the clothes from being drench.then i went bk to sleep freaking tired la...then i sleep then the alarm clock rang at 10am.WTF.okie i ownself set wan then i press snooze..then 5mins again rang...press...press...press...press till 10.30am still continue to press cos the cleaner coming @ 1pm.y care...then here it goes again the hse fone rang.its moi mami again.SUPER PISSED.this time no gib face...scold her.cos she ask mi stupig qn lyk i keep the clothes alr...FUCK LA...okie then she told mi the cleaner coming @12pm..tt's nt good news to mi...wtf...i get up immediately i hung the call.wad a day woken up the the FONE CALLS.i really lyk to warn those who call mi while i sleeping.PLS TRY NT TO DO TT.it PISSED mi off i dun gib a hack who e hell u r...i make sure u kana moi scoldings.w/o reasons call so early for wad!!!

then i pack moi room nor then moi mami room then the living room...then went to hang the carpets and slippers moi mami hab wash..then on laptop...this is tradegy...haish..cos i itchy hand...i m known for tt...i alwis hab the urge to touch everything i c even wib the sign DO NT TOUCH.duno y...then i use moi hand clean the screen i forget i wore the ring..it scratch moi screen.GREAt nor it leave a scar there.poor lappie i did nt meant to i noe u r nt even 1 mth old.i m so sorie.haish--luckily nt so obvious...if let mo mami saw she sureli go bersek...hahax2.then continue wib using msn msg moi cy @ 11am cos he's online sureli noe he no off com go oror.cos long long time then reply...abt afternoon lyk tis..then tok to moi two frens too.peggy and via.then paint moi nails.FED-UP ar paint the whole day nth is perfect on it.so now moi nails yellowish...cannot paint liao.moi mami sae de...hee.then wait for the cleaner to finish everything.then its @4pm she finish.

then i went to pack all the stuffs neatly after the cleaner went off nor.then get ready to set off.call moi bro meet him at lot1 de lrt there bring him go imm nor.then we went to imm early ma...we go shop around...fun sial~then went window shopping.i suspect moi bro lub some ge in his class or wadeva la.he's buying a prezzie for the ger.then gt this pooh $19.95 he wan2 buy for the ger lei.i sae too x...heex2.he no buy for mi buy for tt ger.rich nor he...then we went to buy super big glup at 7-11.he pay lei.then i treat him eat kfc nor.cheese fries and whipped potato.haha.then moi aunt finally arrived.we went to daisco[wadeva la the always $2 shop]then shop for bowls and stuffs then ltr moi mami came...by the time we finish shopping there damn late la.then we went for dinner at BAGUS foodcourt.the food there nt bad.then i ate steak or beef wadeva..i wan it medium rare ma.wtf nt soft budden so hard la...chew till moi jaws nearly detach budden i kept quiet.then eat quite alot la gt carrotcake...prawn noodles...share share ma.then we went to giant after tt to bu grocerys.b4 tt we went to guardian to buy first aid stuff.i bought a new cream for moi white spots...haish--moi sucky face wor..gt pimples then gt white spots then gt moustache wa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!argh!!!!!!!!okie.we went giant then bought lotsa stuffs la.then they ask mi go queue for taxi first then i went la.

there i stand in the queue lyk idiot nor...wait wait wait...after tt quite bored so call them then they camer shortly after or rather quite long ltr.then they thot i right i front cos i call them so funni la.then they saw mi right behind then they sae wad mi call them then wad wad wad i neva care.then wait wait wait.then they decide to ask moi aunt's husband to drove us bk to moi aunt's new hse.so we no queue le.then after awhile we went to the outside there wait for anthony korkor.tt's wad i call him nor.then he finally arrived.yea go bk to moi aunt's new hse liao.tired by then~cos miss the 9pm show sial..drats...then i went there help moi aunt wash the new bowls nor..then tear off those STICKY pricetag...irritating...haha.

then finally we gng home.we took a cab cos there go home bu fang bian la.thentold the taxi driver we gng highway cos faster.budden the taxi driver stupig sial duno how to turn out wan exit thru the ten mile there.make us go one big round.then finally oso can go bk home liao.budden reach home liao i no rest wor do wad i sae abv nor...then now blogging nor.nt yet bathe...cos tired ar~abit lazy...heex2...then ltr mus seek permission to go out.then moi mami ask mi to finish the cup noodles...lol...wa liao...u c la...ask mi eat noodles...hahax2.okie i stop here...gng to bathe liao then tok to moi cy.ltr still gt activities...heex2.


aniway been think of hair the whole day..duno y i so bother by the bunch of hair...

cia penned♥ Friday, April 14, 2006.
Thursday, April 13, 2006

sorie readers i blog one day later cos i busy b4 tt.heex2.

today mi and moi cy mit at 12pm...i m earlier than him wor budden he claim tt he is taking his own sweet time so late la if nt sureli earlier than mi.budden i woke up earlier than him.he lazy woke up oni at 11am then mi ish 9am...wa liao now i kinda so tired n i hab nt bathe yet =x jus reach home oni ma.

we meet at lot1 and hab our lunch there then we went to take mrt to the bugis nor.we reach there oni take card de photo.fun la everytime dun let mi choose the one i stuck out moi tongue de...unfair wor...hahax2.then we went to bugis street for shopping.i hab been yearning for it...then i went to the jeans shop they sae the stock nt yet come nxt mth then gt.so i went to buy moi sunglasses.i try on alot of pair then settle for a pair of white frame sunglasses cos moi cy sae nice.heex2...then i wanted to shop awhile budden no time la i hab been rush nor...cos i shopping lyk to slow slow ma so abit sians.then go to this sell those long skirt or wadeva duno how to sae then thot of buying budden cant get comments...cos nobody offer any.then moi cy keep rushing mi then i kinda pissed go off.then i ignored him...according to him the balck face of moi surfaced.he's angry wif mi la.

then he went to draw money to buy KAPO MONKIE for mi JEALOUS?...heex2.its purple monkey cos no brown colour.then feel bad la nid him to buy for mi.budden i m so thrilled by the monkie la damn cute nors...LOVE IT lotsa....muacks muacks.place kapo right beside stitch so they can be frens...heex2...then we went to take mrt to the somerset for k session...then moi cy blur blur...waited for the WRONG mrt wahahaha...so damn funni la...then he keep wearing moi white frame sunglasses..i suspect he lub it and wanted it.budden i dun wan to gib him lei..NANANIPOOPOO...heex2....he keep wearing it nors...so VAIN...heex2.then we finally reach the partyworld then we sing in a big big room...i today sing sing lyk nobody business...so funni la...singing wib moi cy...i enjoy it alot...aniway he keep sneaking in wif the OLD CHANG KEE FRIED SQUID...he no.1 fan for tt food...duno y...call him BOTAK SQUID in future it fits.u noe Y?cos he's gng to army and he's gng to be botak....i m excited to see him wif no hair...so cute nors...

then after the k-singing session we went to hmv cos i wan2 use the toilet there cleaner than the partyworld de.so eeekkk.horrible.then so X la...we 2 ppl alr $40 nor...$39.15 to be exact.then we gib them $40.20.i expected the $1.05 change la.i did nt wan2 gib them ani tibs budden they jus take la w/o moi permission.so X la still wan tips.nxt time i put monopoly money......kao...after the k-singing moi cy again eat squid...squid freak..then i ate currypuff.we then took train bk...wa liao whole train damn tired la..

finally reach his hse lazy to move actuali budden we nid to go down buy dinner...we ate rice.drats..i dun lyk to eat rice...cos its different frm noodles hahax2.then he went to buy his alarm clock...and we went to ntuc...oh ya,the harshbrown lyk die alr no stocks wan nor.so pissed by it...go where oso dun hab duhx~.then we went bk jus in time to catch the 9pm show.we ate while we watch.after tt we rest and hab fun nor then i went bk @10.30pm.end of story...budden today i happie la.

aniway moi cy ask mi today i happie i ans him yes,he ask again which part of the day.i neva ans him.i jus wan2 tell him i m happie as long as he's by moi side.i sort of sians cos i m nt gng to see him 4 two weeks...i will MISS him...sickening...i m kinda lazy to bathe nw.......oh no...haha okie i better get gng b4 moi butt stick to the bed....oh ya b4 i forget we were toking on fone when i m on the bus and we thot of buying doggie during our 4th anniversary tt's long budden i m willingly to wait cos i wan2 hab a pet tt belongs to mi and him...i LOVE u cy.

cia penned♥ Thursday, April 13, 2006.
Tuesday, April 11, 2006

well today i blog on the actual day surprised?well cos i decided nt to use laptop at nite wan2 apply lotion to moi dry skin then not convinent to use laptop....well jus nw burn out moi back-up stuff liao.and i paint moi nails half-way nt done yet gng to paint it ltr wondering y i m so vain??cos tmr i m gng out wif moi carrotcake....and hmmm moi daddy send mi an email to keep mi up-date abt his life there.HE'S GNG TO THE SIX FLAGS AGAIN*envy*living in spore reali hab its pro and cons.wt...heex2.then i update moi ipod...

today morning i woke at abt 9am++cos i hack the alarm at first...moi hp rang then follow by moi hse alarm clock...drats...i off it...then i woke up again as moi hse alarm clock will rang at every 5-minute interval.wt...tt's becos i gt pro waking up in the wee hours tt's 4 moi school use.hmmm then i notice the sky black black then i quickly jump up and rush to the kitchen cos i scare moi mami hang clothes out and then it will be wet then i will be the scapegoat...wt....when i rush out the clothes are nt hang outside at all...then i off the washing machine switch as i nid to hang clothes liao...sians...tired sial~then i went into moi room and tidy moi bed and i went out to hang clothes then i wash-up.after tt i went to fold clothes by the time i finish its alr 10pm.i get ready and went out.when i boarded the bus 180,i msg moi carrotcake immediately...then no reply...decided to call hima t jurong town hall there.indeed still ZzzzZZzzzz.refuse to wake up cos he sae tired...then i warn him nt to be late...

then i reach boonlay terminal...waited...WAITING...waiting...after abt 30mins he appeared..cos its raining so i expected him to take a bus240...so long sial~!during the waiting period i m lyk so damn PISSED..duno y oso feel beri tired..then mus stand so long then gt the urge to faster c him so can lie on his chest ma...then i told moiself to calm down cos i alr expected it then i told moiself to gib a limit when its 12pm he hab nt reach then he alr tested moi limits to the max...luckily he reached b4 tt.then he called mi budden i hang him up cos i saw him and he saw mi.i m sort of happie nt beri pissed.then i walked away once he came near mi cos i wan2 let him noe i m pissed.after awhile then i tok to him cos he explained tt he nid to go his mami room to find $$ and then waited for a long time for the bus..and he has tummyache.i forgive him in moi heart.so happie to hab him by moi side.then we went to popular and i bought a dvd and two packets of envelope as i planned yesterday.then we walk around then finally i told him i hungry and i went to the basement there and hab moi lunch-tempura don...then he no eat...he wan2 eat kfc...so we went up again and then he gt a lucky draw type of thing i scrape it n i gt a free whipped potato yuppies...i ate the whipped potato and alittle of his cheesefries.ain't i GREEDY!!!~OH YA i finally got to drink COKE LIME...jealous..?cos i been itching for it...and its chilled woo~~..then after tt we went to shop around again...we went to walk walk...all this suddenly he stop at a shop named TRIANGLE..then he saw the couple rings on offer...then i oso itching for a pair and aniway i wanted to gib him sumtin b4 he go into army.just then the sales ger came and led us in...

another sales ger is inside...she told mi the offer outside de is one ring $9.90 then two is $19.80 after discount i think then those are SHINY rings...and she show mi other pairs...gt one type is with a small shiny thing similar lyk diamond then another type is with pattern and the last type is plain wan.those are MATT rings and are stainless steel...obviously i prefer this type cos moi carrotcake wont scratch it while wearing it and the steel's paint will nt wear off...and per ring is $19.90...i saw the tag...tt's sort of X.budden with discount is $31.80.so i feel alrite abt it.then moi carrotcake suddenly went to toilet...then i try moi ring size...its 15..oh my..so HUGE la.then waiting for moi carrotcake the salesger keep blabbering to ask mi buy....-.-...i wan2 buy if nt i tok cock wif her liao...then finally he's back...i ask him to try on the ring size..its 21..hahax2..i love his fingers so huge so can grab moi ma...then we went out to discuss...i ask him opinions..he sae feel wierd cos nt anniversary or wad ma...then i sae nvm la...then he sae no money i sae i buy 4 him as gift nor...then he finally agree...the for the engraving nt yet decide..oh ya its free engraving of cos la...she clearing stocks ma...then i thot of putting cy's 4 moi and cia's for his.budden we get some other pattern damn lame la...got 3 heartshapes and then his is cia lub cy.moi is cy lub cia.so funni...i keep staring at it cos i long to hab one moiself ma.then i finally gt it.he wore it on his right hand i wore it on moi left hand la.cos i prefer wearing it on moi left hand...heex2.

then we went off happily gng bk to his hse then he went to old chang kee to buy his fav fried sotong head then he bought one stick for mi too...oh my god...i m EATING lyk A PIG...opps =x.then i m attracted to the hellokitty store.guess wad i saw hellokitty sling bag.so cute la.budden moi carrotcake sae nt practical.then i drop the idea.we went bk to his hse happily la...we hold hands and walk...i keep LUFFING...Y?cos i HAPPY la...dots...budden i lyk it...woo~~mood so good la.then when reaching his hse i remember something...i wan2 go to library de wor!!!!!!!!duhx~then we forget it nor.once reach his hse i go wash moi feets so dirty...lol.then we played monkeyball game i m alwis losing no matter how hard i try...shit...wa liao~~then we went to oror for awhile then we went out to play monkeyball again...them time files.its time for mi to leave cos i nid to go to moi grandma hse to help moi aunt to bring her baby to go 4 a jab at thomson medical center..i thot opposite moi grandma hse oni.so far.then i reach there quite early la.then i play wif brownie(moi aunt's chiwawa),play with moi baby cousin(bertram)...lols.then tok to moi grandma and grandpa.soon moi aunt arrived...

after awhile we set off,we went to hail for taxi and went there then meet moi mami there.after everything settle then we went bk to moi grandma hse again...then i waited waited...cos i hungry wan2 go 4 dinner.finally @8pm plus moi aunt,moi mami,moi bor and i went down for dinner.we hab noodles feast...wa liao so full can~~then after tt moi mami go shop and save buy stuffs...while waiting for moi mami to pay at the cashier mi and moi bro went to play with the scaling machine...guess wad i itchy hand go press restart then i walk away.moi stupig bro still there after tt the machine went BEEP BEEP BEEP...heex2..HAHAHAHHASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS...so funni la moi bro kana scolded by the cashier.CB cashier scold moi bro.cos the culprit is mi la.who cares....woo~~then we went home by taxi wif moi aunt and mami.then moi aunt send us home cos on the way ma.then ask the taxi driver to drop us at the highway there cos a path leading to moi hse downstair.then the taxi driver really coward la...I DUNO WAD TO SAE ABT HIM NOR...he stop at the lamppost there.SMART LA...how i get down...i nt beri skinny la then i cant open the door wide la then i nid to so wad lyk tt...how to get out fast then ltr the cars go HORNNNNN...wa liao...luckily i get out fast enuff then i SLAM the door.cos i m PISSED..so smart la stop u at the lampost there.u sae smart or nt...luckily moi mood good if nt i slam it towards the lamppost cos it block mi ma...woo~~

finally reach home so urgent la...nid to pee.then i went to toilet immediately nor...so after tt i came out i did wad i sae abv nor...nid to go pompom liao..if nt the water sureli cold cold cos moi mami sae hot then off waterheater.THANK U mami U R SO GREAT ya...brrrr......lols...gotta go...bye fellows...lalala...I GOT MOI RING..its from moi DEARIE HUBBIE>>CARROTCAKE.okie la so long no disclosed his name.okie la i mood good.he's mr.luo chang yuan...love him.muacks.

cia penned♥ Tuesday, April 11, 2006.

sorie readers for posting late again.well get home at 11pm so i nid to pack lotsa stuff and went to bathe so come out alr the start of a new day.

well today morning woke up at 11.20am++ forget liao..then lie on bed awhile.get up frm bed saw a note on moi mirror.its moi mami she ask mi to remember to off the ricecooker cos she heated up the porridge for mi.then i went to brush moi teeth and wash-up.then i looked for a big plastic container to contain the remaining porridge in the rice cooker.co si thot of letting moi carrotcake eat cos everyday eat instant noodle no good 4 health shuld eat some home-cooked stuff.and most of all i can help him save money...heex2.so i fill up the plastic container wif the porridge le.i keep the clothes.then i went to wash the rice cooker thing and clean the rice cooker....and then went to get a plastic bag to put the porridge into it.then nid to change and stuffs lyk tis.by the time i m done alr 12pm.then i went out to go to moi carrotcake hse.i can sense tt he is nt awake yet budden when i board the bus180 i jus wan2 sms him to ask him to pick mi up.so he reply quite late la and sae can budden i alr gng to rech his stop.so i m sort of disappointed budden i alr expected it so i did nt wan him to rush down to pick mi.during moi journey to his hse,i m so afraid tt i will spill the porridge i hold it beri tightly jus when i wanted to alight frm the bus,moi carrotcake called mi.then i left wif no hand to get moi ez-link card and i m sort of struggling...cos the bus keep sort of stop and go so difficult to balance moiself.and i m worried abt the porridge.so i sounded quite fierce on the phone wif moi carrotcake.sorie abt it.*guilty*and i ask him to hang up so tt i can get to his hse asap.

finally i reached his hse and i placed the porridge aside and ran to his bed duno y so tired.budden jus lay there.then he came in and look at his letter and the packing list for his army then i oso join him looking at it.then after tt i ask him to join mi at the bed dun lyk to slp alone.so he came and he reali sleep again.so i went off to help his wash the pilling dishes in the sink and bring the porridge in for him to eat...it took quite long cos i wash dishes beri slow de..then while we eat we watch cartoon and then i went to cook the dumplings(actuali jus put it into the mircowave and wait) and we ate it and watch cartoon again.after tt we lay on bed hab fun and he asked mi to go play bball and i sae okie.

i did nt expect the weather to be so damn hot...i feel so dizzy due to the heat...cant tahan lei.then get sort of tanned...shit i alr dark enuff.i wan2 be fair de.then we hab a great time playing there...after tt we went bk to his hse againthen i wanted to go to the library budden i noe he sort of tired dun wan so i drop the idea.he feel bad abt it la budden i reali nvm abt it cos nxt time when he's nt around to acc mi i think i will go to library more often to seek the books as companion...then we went to play monkey ball game outside and enjoy the air-con...heex2 i beri petty cos i keep losing then no mood to play alr.then after the racing he went in to call his fren.then i went in,we hab fun inside haha.then he really fall asleep after awhile...snore so loud la...woo~so adorable...then when he woke up i go cook the campbell soup 4 him cos he kind of hungry...then i went to cook and we watch tv while drinking the soup.just then his fren called and sae he will be coming...then his fren arrive and they play maple...i do nth...then i wan2 play badminton and he promised to bring mi down.as usual he drag his fren down to play...we went down at 7pm...then when he outside playing wif the shuttlecock...i shrieked in high pitch to ask him to keep the $10bill cos he sort of ignored mi...and he gt scare by mi...SO CUTE...hahahax2...

we went to the badminton court and play i m sort of pai seh cos i beri lousy so i did nt play much budden day-dream alot...abt shopping~wad else.haha.aniway his fren came to pass him the partyworld coupon and we can go on wed le...to sing k again hahahx2...then i went to the side to look at them play after tt a small CHINA boy came along and ask whether he can join in or nt...then he small kid i bo bian sae okie nor.then he sort of beri duno how to sae la...irritating kid nt adorable at all...then play play play so funni la moi carrotcake was sort of pissed by him then lotsa stuff ltr another kid came by and they play again..then till 8pm we went off nor...after tt we play at the senoir citizen corner for awhile...then we went to ntuc...we bought tibits and drinks budden at first i intend to buy harshbrown for moi carrotcake cos i finish his...lol.dun hab sial~~...dots duno wads the ntuc for...then we went to buy dinner cos carrotcake nt sure whether the marcaroni(wrong sp pai seh) gt spoil nt...then we went bk his hse.we watch tv for awhile and we luff cos beri funni.then at 9pm we ate our dinner and watch the channel8 show.then i went home at 10.30pm...

we walk to the bustop and when moi carrotcake saw the bus180 he ran for it.actuali i alr saw it liao.budden i wanted to wait for another wan cos i wanted to spend more time wif him.nvm he chase it i gotta run oso...then i went home and i found out i hab lotsa injuries...small minor wan.i gt a cut jus abv moi eyebrow duno how i get it oso and moi left ear there lyk kana pinch then lyk red red patch here and there.duno y...then moi left middle finger kana hit by bball.duhx~duno where i gt the cuts...dun care then i went to mess wif moi pimples.i reali mess it up.

sians moi face cant c ppl liao..so mani pimples.I WAN MOI PIMPLE GEL la....wa liao.........the sweat patch better scot off..I HATE THEM they are invading moi face...moi hair is weak...duno y i dun wan to be bald or botak...gt the urge to cut botak...so lyk moi carrotcake when he enter army...OH YA....today carrotcake's fren sae i gt moustache..this is bothering mi...haish--its since young i gt de...i thot its nt obvious budden i dun dare to shave it...i hate the fucking moustache GET AWAY.i dun it i m A GER.idiot.so pai seh when he sae it...........utter embarrassment i wish i can get swallow by the earth.somemore moi carrotcake alr notice it.malu plus MALU....hate it...foreva so unique in the unwanted section...ass...

i m so happie ltr can mit moi carrotcake...cos moi mami ask mi get a dvd to burn the back-up thing in moi laptop and two packets of white envelope so i told her i m gng to hang her clothes and go out woo~~ dun nid to stay at home le.heex2.then i alr can get into friendster again cos moi carrotcake taught mi.heex2.and what ne?hmmm...wad did i miss out....oh ya tmr i gng to mit moi aunt to bring her baby to c doc...well its a busy day ltr...hope it turns out well...

cia penned♥ Tuesday, April 11, 2006.
Sunday, April 09, 2006

today i can blog on the actual day liao.woo~~well mi tok on the fone wif moi carrot cake till 5am wor then oror.cos both of us busy improving our bloggies.i change new tagboard.for him he change alot of stuffs.so smart sial~*envy*.i change new song le.heex2.then i fall asleep while toking to him on the fone lei.wa liao i so useless de cannot ton till morning de...lol.then i sleep sleep sleep ZZzzzzZZZZzzzZZZZzzz till 2pm.heex2.i can sleep up to alot of hours de.steady rite.?


then i woke up...blur blur....saw a moth then i look at it for a long time.it crawl from the wall to the floor then to moi table.then i stare at it for duno how long then i get up keep moi laptop then it was still on the table so i leave it there then when i closing the table i sweep it outside moi window.budden it stay at the window grill there.then jus now i sweep it down wif tissue.honestly,i duno y i m so interested in tt insect.it look cute to mi perhaps.its strong,its survival instinct is stronger than human.human beings are homoinsipiens and fragile.our determination is way below tis little moth.


then i went to brush moi teeth then i remember i forget to check moi enrolment status at the internet.duhx~i keep moi laptop liao.lol.so i use moi home pc.ya so long no use wierd wierd feeling.then i m enrolled woo~!then tok to moi carrotcake online.he oso woke up at the same time as mi.then we chat and i decided to use moi laptop to chat wif him.


then moi bro came into moi room and sae moi mami ask mi to gib him spelling and i did so.i sort of lack of emotion icons in msn so ask moi carrotcake to gib mi more,and more.then mo bro c le oso wan.theni even ask moi carrotcake to go into friendster cos moi laptop cant.its becos of the bookmark thing budden i duno wads tt then moi carrotcake told mi its abt the cookies stuff.i hab lotsa qn marks on moi head...no idea at all.then becos i greedy keep asking moi carrotcake do stuffs for mi i pissed him off.opps~ =x.


honestly i did nt noe.until he told mi so.u all mus be thinking i m so stupig and lousy rite.i feel so.he sae i no care abt his feelings.i m guilty* all i offer is a word;sorry.wads the use.he speak to mi in a beri different way which i dun lyk.budden i noe its nt his fault i dun hab the right to flare up at him.its moi fault.i noe.i try to calm moiself down.in moi head the war start again.and there it goes emotional turmoil in mi.control control.i try beri beri hard so hard i guess.tt's nt mi.cos i succeed in the end i did nt flare up.i admit moi fault try moi beri best to how to sae let him dun feel so sad.n he's in pain which make mi *heartache*haish-haish-all moi fault.all moi fault.


then moi mami coming in moi room to ask mi to bring moi bro home.oh ya...right b4 moi carrotcake exploded.moi daddy call...i sort of happy budden i duno how to express those love formoi daddy cos i feel paiseh.duno y too.lyk towards moi family i duno how to express moi love to them.i hope i m a small kiddo again then wont so paiseh.then i bo bian nid to bring moi bro bk.then moi mami sae bring him to cut his hair buy him dinner and stuff lyk tt.at tt moment i still kinda in a daze becos i upset moi carrotcake.then when bring moi bro to the salon i jus gib instruction then sit there in a daze waiting for moi carrotcake reply.cos i worry for him...then after his haircut bought him dinner then i bring him bk to moi grandma hse.just then i saw moi grandpa.i c him i feel even more sad...cos he gt a stroke last x'mas.then he was grabbing a stand to support himself and walking towards us.i m worry for him cos he cant walk fast yet did nt wan to use the pedestrian luckily the traffic there is nt alot of else its beri dangerous de.then he oso beri cute ask mi wan2 hab dinner or nt then i sae dun nid.then after seeing him cross safely i gib moi bro his pocket money and aask him to go up alone and call mi when he reach moi grandma hse.yet tt fellow neva bother to call mi.*shake head*


then moi carrotcak gt call mi wor....so happie.heex2.then he pei mi chat all the way home.we make it out while chatting.how sweet is he to call mi.love him so muchie.lol.then i bought two packets of fries home.mi n moi mami ate it.i was kinda hungry.duno y @6pm i start to feel hungry.then eat le the fries moi mami brought in the cherry tomatoes and i eat again then ltr i go cook the campbell soup-corn and chicken and finish it.and then......i m STILL waiting for the porridge to be cook.sooo long i get to eat the porridge oni at 8pm plus.so arrrrrgggggghhhhhhh....then i ate two bowls.woo~~eat so much no wonder so fat.hahahax3....


hmmm then after tt mi watch telly at moi mami room kns nor gt sting by mosquito wa liao one big patch red red swollen and itchy thing on moi leg.so kns nor.argh!!then after tt i went online again to chat wif moi carrotcake after washing the dishes.then we tok tok and then i blogging then moi aunt come and disturb mi online so childish alr gng to marry still lyk tis.*shake head*hahax2.then i went to bathe at 10pm.came out at 10.50pm lyk tt...woo~shiok sial can bathe long long.


then i found out tt moi pimples are breaking out and then i m dropping lotsa hair....omg and moi sweat patch is making a comeback.....noooooooooo.........i dun wan to be a pimple face and bald head.i dun wan......i m VAIN........then during moi bathe i keep thinking of shopping.typical of mi.haish--$$$$$.i nid u.i hope moi pimple gel get to mi fast.i hope moi hair will grow at an amazing speed.woo~tt's jus IMAGINATION.lol.wa liao i wan to be a blonde ger la.i wan to dye creme blonde hair...woo~wear colour contact lenses...and and alot of things i want la.tt's ME.hhahh~lol.sians.


then moi carrotcake then eat poor him rite....sayang sayang....lol.meeting him tmr.opps =x mus go tell mami dun nid to heat the porridge i will gib it a miss tmr.woo~feel lyk shopping the URGE arggggggghhhhhhhh.budden moi face condition.wa liao........ARGHHHHHHHHHHH JOANNE I WANT MOI PIMPLE GEL.i dun wan the pus to invade mi.I WAN HEALTHY BLONDE HAIR,I DUN WAN TO BE BALD.kinda lame la.budden t's ME again.lol.


to be honest i really want to go bugis to shop.go jurong point the pink-Q shop to shop or the MILKBOY shop.budden X.i wan2 go e-base too.i wan to go U2 oso.wa liao.dreaming lei mi.and MOST IMPT THING...i miss moi carrotcake.faster faster i m chanting a spell to make the daylight arrive asap...i m gng bersek again.tt's normal if nt tt's nt mi.heeex2.okie okie i stop b4 u all go crazie wif mi.i dun wan to be the cause of ya craziness...lalalala



cia penned♥ Sunday, April 09, 2006.

yesterday woke up in shock.moi mami came into moi room shouting at mi ask mi to wake up help her send mail.sians.then woke up liao nor.go clean-up then eat lunch then watch tv then go moi carrotcake hse.

he pick mi up again.so happie.then go his hse watch cartoon.then tok tok play play.then intended to play bball when his cousin arrive but to moi disappointment its still raining nvm.then moi carrotcake n mi went out to join his cousin at the living room.then they play ps2.then i sleep on sofa.tired.then carrotcake woke mi up.kinda sians.then ask mi go his bed slp then i okie nor.then he no acc mi slp.abit sians cos no acc mi then go play game.then i tink he mus be thinking of nt disturbing mi then i feel tt he so sweet.then woke up by moi mami again.call moi hp call mi go the phoneix there de hilltop eat.then i okie.then mus mit her @6.30pm at the place.sians cant acc moi carrotcake budden no choice.

leave at 6pm then carrocake send mi down.sians he cant send mi to the bustop nvm he no clothes and he's tired.so took the bus180 then at the same time sms lainethen went gng to reach mami call mi again to check where i m then i sae reaching then she sae everyone waiting for mi.so once i alight i walk as fast as i could nor.then finally reach there then eat dinner wif moi mami,didi,moi aunt and her husband and ahB,uncle,grandpa and grandma.then after tt go home sit moi uncle's new car.then send moi grandparent home.then we go home.then moi uncle go malaysia.so good at nite can go out.i oso wan.reach home then use com.then found out carrotcake sleeping co shis cousin tell mi.then log off.go bathe.bathe long long then gt shit then come out then disturb moi mami who's working and moi bro who's using com.heex2.

then i found out moi face is digusting gt pimples and sweat patch white white one patch one patch de.so er xin.then teach moi bro hmwk.then sms moi aunt ask her to get mi the pimple gel asap.

then after tt carrotcake msg mi then i msg him all tis then he call mi then we tok then suddenly moi mouth itchy tok abt hotmail.then i ask him wads his hotmail password then its tis TING GER's phone no.this ger gt SWEET VOICE.ya then i gt jealous then damn piss wif moiself cos i m fucking jealous.YYYYYYYYY????????????????????i dun lyk it.a war start in moi brain cant help it.vexed budden the voice in moi head sae U PROMISE TO NT TO BE ANGRY CB.then i noe it.then i cry.then i sians till now.then trying to improve mood.TRYING BERI HARD.change change change fuck u felicia.U R A FUCKING GREEN EYE MONSTER.I HATE U.

then internet purposely gt problem at tt time so f-up.reali VERY.pissed.wadeva CB word la.then i on msn tok to via and tok to carrotcake then keep asking him his nick then gt some F-up ans frm him budden i nvm cos i can stomach somemore.i one time settle moi anger.now i no angry le.i wish i will nt.cos it will cos turmoil in mi which i will wan2 cut moiself.but i did nt.aniway oh ya i promise carrotcake nt to go clubbing w/o him.ya promises.PROMISES.felicia u better keep ya promises.

m i still angry?ANGRY OR NT.crying?..FUCK LA.wad m i feeling???????duno nth inside mi.neutral feeling.shit ass.duno wad i toking.sorie 4 being vulgarr i cant control.

cia penned♥ Sunday, April 09, 2006.
Friday, April 07, 2006

well i start writing this blog quite early la budden i still hab to continue at nite cos i scare wait ltr at nite i too tired cant write much.

well today mi woke up in the morning @11.45am le,i m still feeling scare wor.sians...neva feel so scare de then i lay in bed till 12pm nor.then after tt get up open moi window and went out.moi mami again put the clothings out to sun liao...i sureli noe cos yesterday i no sun ma...*heex2*then i went to brush moi teeth and clean-up all tis nor.then i went to change and went to watch tv awhile.cos i let the clothes to sun till 1pm then go out nor.then i tummyache and go shit la...*heex2*...yea..moi bowels is regular le so happie no longer tummy bloated and feel constipated ma...then after tt keep the clothes and went out...looking forward to meet moi carrotcake.

then i reach plaza there de bustop waiting for bus180,while waiting sms carrot cake ask him to come down to pick mi ltr when i reach.he reply okie.isn't he so sweet alwis will acc mi when i needed him.then went reach there saw him waiting for mi i feel so happie tt i forget moi fear and stuff lyk tt.so happie la.then we went up his hse and i complain tired...then he watch cartoon i join him.ltr he wan ppl to comment his blog...**eeekkk bhb rite**hahax2.then after tt i packed his drawer waliao so messy.a guy is indeed a guy..~.~.hax2 then he went out to play game.then i went out he sae wan2 show mi his pictures of him and his fren if oni i cook for him.i wan2 to c rite away he refuse...i act angry went to cook for both of us nor..*heex2*i cook dried noodles with dumpling and hotdogs.okie wait dun tink i can cook those are instant food.jus a few minutes wif the microwave..heex2.dun tink too much a simple meal for lunch nor.we watch south park and ate our lunch then after tt we drank peachtea.

after the lunch we lay on bed deciding wad to do.then i sae lend pump so we can play bball ma then we heard his cousin at his hse.he went out to his neighbour to ask for the pump budden fail then we search at his hse for pump failed.then i went to ask another of his neighbour again fail.then we decide to go to his market there to try out.so he drag his cousin along after they play their ps2-wrestling.*shake head*guys can never live w/o game ya.hax2.then we went to the market i try asking the bicycle shop they dun hab ,carrotcake went to c dun hab.then we went to 7-11 to buy drinks i ask the cashier,he sae duno where gt oso.so carrotcake went bk to the same shop and it has the pump..yuppies we finally can play bball **excited** wor.then as we walk to the bball court carrotcake pump the basketball...heex2...then we finally reach and we play shooting and a match.

during the match,carrotcake vs mi and his cousin(hw)...we hab fun la,moi carrotcake accidently poke his eyes**shake head**so careless make mi so worry wor...then later towards the end of the match his slipper broke...**duhx~**then tt slipper X sial $48++ ar...haish feel sians for him too cos the slipper is comfortable for him.if oni i rich can buy a pair for him again...y!!??budden we hab fun playing bball la...hmmm then we went off drinking water walking bk to his hse...budden suddenly when we are abt to reach his hse i found out the needle thing for the pump is missing!!omg...i m the one holding it.lol.then i suggested to him i gng bk to find,then he dun wan2 let mi go alone so he exchange slipper wif his cousin to acc mi.he's jus so sweet...then somemore he's damn tired la.then he ask mi go bk the shop to buy the needle.budden to my disappointment they dun sell the needle.so i told him i go to the bball court alone la then he agree.i went there asap afraid i cant find the needle and waste the $3.50 pump.so i went there,there's a xiao didi playing bball i look all around...then finally i ask tt xiao didi he sae no see.i continue i intend to find it if nt i nt gng off then i finally found it.i drop it at the 3-pointers line there.how careless can i be.then i rush bk as fast as i could...then i saw him nt far.he sae he worry for mi cos i went there for so long.i feel duhx~ budden deep in moi heart i so touched.heex2.then we went bk.

went bk to his hse,i wash the dishes.then he changed and watch tv and rest.then after tt he went out to play game while i use his com to blog first tt's y i able to blog on the day nt a day after.then tok to laine online and smsing via at the same time nor.haish-*worry*for them so many obstacles.pray hard they will be fine beri beri soon.then went to play badminton @7.30pm hahax2.i noe he beri tired budden he still wan2 fulfill moi wish of gng down to play badminton.them mi and hw a team again he vs us.he quite good in badminton.i lousy sial so is his cousin =x.same same nor beginners ma.then i cant hit far *frustrated*sial cos i wan2 play well too.suddenly hab a sudden interest in all sports feel lyk playing sports all day long.perhaps miss PE lessons ba.hax2.then went to buy dinner...then went bk his hse eat dinner watch 9pm show nor.after tt we tok tok hab fun then i went home.this time he too tired le so i went to the bustop moiself budden he acc mi to the lift la.

then i took the bus180 then change bus190 home.this time i pluck up moi courage to go home alone w/o calling moi carrotcake.i noe i gotta get use to it now.if nt i will cant bear to c moi carrotcake gng to army soon.*sadden*feel lyk crying sial~.

during dinner,moi aunt msg mi ask mi to acc her and her ahB to c doc so i push away moi meeting wif peggy to go on the coming tue.then she tell mi nxt thurs to sunday i nid to help her to move hse and do cleaning.i bo bian nid to help which means shorter time to spend with carrotcake.**sadden**i cant reject her cos moi aunt=moi godma lyk tt beri love mi get mi wad i wan de.so i nid to help her out...sians!!!!!!!!!!*sad*.then went home tt time mami sae perhaps she will ask the maid to come oni on 17th.waliao i wan2 acc carrotcake de lei cos 18th-21st having orientation.fuck up.all on the stupig days.feel lyk pon away the fucking dammit orientation.fuck~~~~.sorie for being vulgar.

to moi hjz:sorie i cant acc u all as in gng shopping or be physically there cos i wan2 acc moi carrotcake hope u all will understand after 21st of april i will be more free.

to moi carrotcake:i noe time is running short.i cant help it at times cos she's moi aunt.sorie is the oni thing i can do.i will try to squeeze out as much time as possible to acc u so sorie...really i m sorrie.miss u lotsa...haish--

i now feeling beri sad duno y...budden i guess i jus scare i cant adapt to days w/o him ba...crying~useless eyes...alwis cry.tears jus fuckingly rolling down blur moi vision.

cia penned♥ Friday, April 07, 2006.

well i m rewriting tis damn**pissed** thing....cos i feel tt its bad to disappoint readers**guilty**.well yesterday...mi woke up @11am++then gt the feeling tt moi mami wash clothes then i reluctantly woke up cos i nid to go over to moi carrot cake hse...then bingo go to the kitchen hang clothes nor...then i neva bring out to sun cos i gng over to carrot cake hse heex2...moi mami sureli hoping mad cos i neva sun the wet laundry...then i went out after i fold clothes nd prepare moiself.when i finally board bus180 i msg carrotcake ask him to pick mi up heex2.i love seeing him waiting for mi n pick mi up duno y budden i will feel exceptionally happie nor...heex2.then i alight and while i walking towards him i saw him standing under the sun ask him y no stand under the shade,he told mi he wan2 suntan....duhx~then we went to hab lunch @kopitiam nor i eat moi fav yong tau fu he eat his fav fried sotong...eeekkkk~buuden i gt eat one pc of the fried sotong heex2...then after tt we went to buy a can of spirt ice to quest our thirst.then we went to the senoir citizen exercising ground to exercise...or rather hab fun....haha..then we blabber of plying bball n buyibg pump and i wan2 play badminton...budden soon the sky turn dark n we hab no choice but to go bk to his hse.then @ his hse @ first i keep wanting n urgening hi to go play badminton wif mi budden he was looking at blogskins so i join him....i make moi choice for tis cos he refuse to put the fairytale wan 4 mi he claim tt it is wierd...lol.so after he help mi to chane moi html i edit stuffs and soon he went into his lala land to zzz...lol.i make till beri late la cos i kinda nerd...then after i finish editing but w/o the tagboard i make it jus nw oni.cos his com laggy ma...hahax2.then we hab fun...and watch the telly at the same time...then till its at nite we went down to play badminton nor...then its so fun sial~i enjoy it lotsa woooo~happie.and b4 tt he ask mi to guess wad he wan2 hab 4 dinner then i sae chicken chop he sae no,i sae fish n chip he sae no....then he sae close to it..then i cant guess la...guess wads the ans...its:fish chop....totally lame jitao being defeated...we luff lyk nobody business hahasx2...then when we bought dinner and guess wad he bought chicken chop plus rice...4 mi i eat chicken wing rice then went to buy drinks n tibits...heex2..lyk we went bk home sweet home.then i watch tv while he tok to his fren @ msn...then @9pm we ate our dinner and watch the 9pm show @channel8 de.then we hab fun and tok tok @ the bed and i went home early @ abt 10.15pm lyk tt.as usual he send mi to the bustop and when i boarded the bus he will call mi...so sweet rite...then when i reaching home then i misscall him and he call mi again.then he acc mi tok till i reach home.then i feel bad cos nid to hang up his call fast cos i urgent nid to pee...sorie dear.then as usual i went to pack moi stuffs and went to bathe.after i treatment moi hair i heard moi doorbell keep ringing then i thot its moi mami budden i remember her at home lei...so i open moi batheroom door and shouted for moi mami and no reply then i tink she mus be sleeping...wanted to went bk to bathe budden the damn doorbell keep ringing so i wrap moiself wif towel and went to the balcony to see thru the door grill to c who is tt...but there's nobody...then i quickly went bk to bathe..then i scare cos the doorbell still ringing...then i think moi mami is woken up by the doorbell cos i heard her slamming the door shut and stuff lyk tt.i think she's pissed....and angry.then i finally finish pompom then i quickly go online and call moi carrotcake...then he tok to acc mi so i wont so scare nor...then the previous bloggie i wrote when i was abt to publish it was gone...then i angry and type vulgaritiess into the moi entry for the day...then i kinda cause moi carrotcake mood sians and down down down**guilty**...he was so angry..scary sial....carrotcake u r nt stupig...so sorie....haish---aniway tis fucking blog let us POST our entries!!!!this is bloggie wad....y dun let us post...BOOHOO humph >.<....okie and stop PESTERING MI AND STAY AWAY...fuck~~~sorie for being vulgar jus expressing moi emotions...heex2 feel so much better...CARROTCAKE cheer up its nt ya fault...muacks...


cia penned♥ Friday, April 07, 2006.
Thursday, April 06, 2006

**continue~heex2 so long sial.then after tt when i board the bus moi turn to stomache nor.wtf.then i tahan i oror on the bus listening to moi mp3 la.then reach phoneix alight waiting for another bus home wa liao then at tt time i abit cant tahan wan2 take cab home de budden i tahan~~~ then 187 finally arrive i board and sit down immediately...then i grab hard on moi clothes to ease moi tummyache...sians..then i misscall carrotcake cos i scare go home alone..duno y i gt wierd wierd feelings these few days when i gng home...duno feel lyk gt ppl tail mi la.then i turn nobody...**shiver**then i tok tok to him to divert moi attention ma.then when i finally reach home so happie sial.then went to open the gate.FUCK sial locked inside...quickly i hang up moi carrotcake phone to call moi mami cannot tahan liao le lei...then she walk so slowly i so pissed la then she unlock the gate then NO OPEN the fucking gate.wa liao mi tummyache lei.then i nid to open moiself.luckily i rush into the toilet in the nick of time if nt i gotta wash moi panties and pants moiself le nor....hahax2.then moi mami help mi lock the gate la.then i after releasing the atomic bomb.i went to unpack moi stuffs and went to bathe nor.then came out oni play wif moi notebk.end of story 4 yesterday...long sial.then today duno whether can early go moi carrotcake there or nt cos dunno mami gt wash clothes nt.cos i promise carrotcake to go running and play badminton de ma.i oso wan better then c the clothes DRY or nt altht most of them belongs to mi.becos of hygenic ma then of cos go out daily will result in more clothes to wash la budden i lazy to sun clothes which moi mami LOVES mi to do so.cos she sae i holiday beri FREE.hao actuali i beri BUSY okie.cos i gt moi carrotcake ma.w/o him mayb different la budden the fact is i hab HIM.HEEx2..then moi life nt so dull so much interesting.i looking forward later wad we will do...heex2.bloogie i gng off le keep u update tmr.cos i alwis come home late so by the time i blog alr the nxt day.**sadden**budden who caries.hahahahax2.

cia penned♥ Thursday, April 06, 2006.

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