Monday, July 31, 2006
well todae.i ended classes at 1pm.budden i meeting olivia to go home de.end up we go LALALA.we went lot1.then she go buy something for someone.HEEHEE.then we went to kopitiam i wan2 eat laksa.XD.then we went to the fitness corner then sit sit...
we play,we tok abt the past.we hab fun.then we move from places to places cos its kinda raining.then end up we took silly pictures in her hp.-.-".then we went to lot1 to take neprints.its beautiful.i m proud of moi decorations.HELLO.its moi design.>.<.then we met some siao guys at the neoprint machine.we ignore them and walk off to the mrt there.then i borrow a pair of sisscors from the ticket office there.the indian woman is a nice woman.she not scare i steal her sisscors and lend it to me.then we share the neoprints.WAHA.
then we went to take bus190.then we went to bpp.well,we saw mrs.liew then we chatted then we went to bpp there de starbucks.slack.drink cocoa.hee heeXD.then i nearly fell when i went into the shopping centre becos of the plastic for the umbrellas de.DAMN XD.so funni and malu la.
aniway we sit awhile then we went our separate ways then i went home go bustop.still sipping my cocoa.then called my dad ask him buy dinner for mi.then went home.tok to my dear awhile then went to to cook moi favourite soup.campbell mushroom potage.then eat fishball noodles.then watch tv.then after tt shit.yea...
then tok to dear on phone.nth much nor...
we play,we tok abt the past.we hab fun.then we move from places to places cos its kinda raining.then end up we took silly pictures in her hp.-.-".then we went to lot1 to take neprints.its beautiful.i m proud of moi decorations.HELLO.its moi design.>.<.then we met some siao guys at the neoprint machine.we ignore them and walk off to the mrt there.then i borrow a pair of sisscors from the ticket office there.the indian woman is a nice woman.she not scare i steal her sisscors and lend it to me.then we share the neoprints.WAHA.
then we went to take bus190.then we went to bpp.well,we saw mrs.liew then we chatted then we went to bpp there de starbucks.slack.drink cocoa.hee heeXD.then i nearly fell when i went into the shopping centre becos of the plastic for the umbrellas de.DAMN XD.so funni and malu la.
aniway we sit awhile then we went our separate ways then i went home go bustop.still sipping my cocoa.then called my dad ask him buy dinner for mi.then went home.tok to my dear awhile then went to to cook moi favourite soup.campbell mushroom potage.then eat fishball noodles.then watch tv.then after tt shit.yea...
then tok to dear on phone.nth much nor...
cia penned♥ Monday, July 31, 2006.
Sunday, July 30, 2006
heya.today early go moi dear hse.then pei him oror.hee hee.haha.then we muacks muacks.oror then eat then went to watch show.then we did sumtin notti then let his mami noe...heehee.then we spend quality time together.hehehehehe.well....hmmmm well i miss him alot.i noe its just 6 days.haish.haish.well he cried cos he cant bear to leave me.
i feel heartache sial.i miss him lots.i never leave ya okie.muacks.love u.
i feel heartache sial.i miss him lots.i never leave ya okie.muacks.love u.
cia penned♥ Sunday, July 30, 2006.
29 july.
well woke up then bathe then go out to meet dear go out.meet him at lakeside.wait beri long then ended up he no wear our rings.well sort of sad.budden nvm la.its is supposed to be a happie dae.not feeling okie.keep having some weird feeling.we went to suntec city.then we walk walk.then ate lotsa things.then tok tok.then went to c his fren and his fren's crush.quite pretty.we continue to shop.then shop shop shop.window shopping.-.-".
then went to pasta mania.eat.then eat yami yorgurt.then went to shop shop then went bk.on our way bk saw my classmate and his gf.HAHA.then we went bk by mrt.went bk his hse eat porridge again i not fat is FAKE.then watch tokoyo drift.
i m scared.i duno wad happened.haish.wad the.y me?well aniway went to a sanario shop today.all the things there make mi so happie.i just love being with dear.i m so happie to go out wif him todae.cos we r celebrating our 1yr 1mth in advance.haha.oh ya we went to the arcade played a game so exciting make mi beri excited.wow.i like it.if i hab money i will stay on.budden cannot la too bad.-.-".
well woke up then bathe then go out to meet dear go out.meet him at lakeside.wait beri long then ended up he no wear our rings.well sort of sad.budden nvm la.its is supposed to be a happie dae.not feeling okie.keep having some weird feeling.we went to suntec city.then we walk walk.then ate lotsa things.then tok tok.then went to c his fren and his fren's crush.quite pretty.we continue to shop.then shop shop shop.window shopping.-.-".
then went to pasta mania.eat.then eat yami yorgurt.then went to shop shop then went bk.on our way bk saw my classmate and his gf.HAHA.then we went bk by mrt.went bk his hse eat porridge again i not fat is FAKE.then watch tokoyo drift.
i m scared.i duno wad happened.haish.wad the.y me?well aniway went to a sanario shop today.all the things there make mi so happie.i just love being with dear.i m so happie to go out wif him todae.cos we r celebrating our 1yr 1mth in advance.haha.oh ya we went to the arcade played a game so exciting make mi beri excited.wow.i like it.if i hab money i will stay on.budden cannot la too bad.-.-".
cia penned♥ Sunday, July 30, 2006.
Saturday, July 29, 2006
happie bdae fabian.
i promise to buy prezzie for u.i will do it.my shopping habit is itchying.when can i hab a million to shop.i swear i wan to be rich.so i can do wad i like.
i promise to buy prezzie for u.i will do it.my shopping habit is itchying.when can i hab a million to shop.i swear i wan to be rich.so i can do wad i like.
cia penned♥ Saturday, July 29, 2006.
Friday, July 28, 2006
i m confused.
school.then go home.then at home pissed by dad.purposely wait for me to come bk then let mi hung the clothes.
then went to bpp.eat ichiban.went home.
call my hubbie.quarrel.over tv.then tok on fone.dad came in stab me in the heart.saying i m lyk duno la...then i m mentally stress.tired.the tiredness is so strong i wish to sleep forever.never to wake up.
be bad to my hubbie instead i feel so bad so bad deep in my heart tt it aches.then one part of me shake.i want to be single.be the real me i want to.another part of me want to love him with all my life.
confused.lost.then i sort out everything my feelings.i never want to hide my relationship with my hubbie.i want to let the whole world noe.i want my parents to noe.i want them to noe i want to start my own family.i want to marry him,i want to.i never dream.i want my dream to come true.i m realistic.i want to be successful at work.i oso want my family too.
conclusion.i m changed.i don't even know myself anymore.i need to understand the NOW me.dear help mi k.dun be angry wif mi or be pissed with me.cos i feel abandoned.and unwanted.when u do tt.i just want u.just u.always always be by my side.u r impt u noe.very impt.
i love u.
school.then go home.then at home pissed by dad.purposely wait for me to come bk then let mi hung the clothes.
then went to bpp.eat ichiban.went home.
call my hubbie.quarrel.over tv.then tok on fone.dad came in stab me in the heart.saying i m lyk duno la...then i m mentally stress.tired.the tiredness is so strong i wish to sleep forever.never to wake up.
be bad to my hubbie instead i feel so bad so bad deep in my heart tt it aches.then one part of me shake.i want to be single.be the real me i want to.another part of me want to love him with all my life.
confused.lost.then i sort out everything my feelings.i never want to hide my relationship with my hubbie.i want to let the whole world noe.i want my parents to noe.i want them to noe i want to start my own family.i want to marry him,i want to.i never dream.i want my dream to come true.i m realistic.i want to be successful at work.i oso want my family too.
conclusion.i m changed.i don't even know myself anymore.i need to understand the NOW me.dear help mi k.dun be angry wif mi or be pissed with me.cos i feel abandoned.and unwanted.when u do tt.i just want u.just u.always always be by my side.u r impt u noe.very impt.
i love u.
cia penned♥ Friday, July 28, 2006.
Thursday, July 27, 2006
today.i hate today.it is becos i do not have a goodie nite sleep at all!!!look @ my previous entry and u will noe.so FUCK.okie.went to school for MAEC.then chit-chat with jin pei and justina.HAHA.so funni.then i saw via's fren wif her bf.i think she called jia sin?cos actuali wanted to lynn then saw her by chance.
hmmm then lunch came.ate western food.chicken chop.then chit-chat wif moi classmates.then did my tutorial.haha.not really do alot la.cos duno.then went to tutorial classes.then went in there send lizhen the file c whether i cite the thingys correctly or not.she sae okie then okie nor.then get the guy's reflection.F them la.mark mi 91%,92%.so fuck as if they do alot lyk that.
aniway nvm.i still get 100% of the marks.i will not do project with them animore.HUMPH.>.<.i m pissed.won't u.oh ya aniway yesterday at the library i attitude some malay bitches.they totally tanish malay gers' image la.its lyk they book the room then they came 1/2hr late then they knock on the glass panel.okie we pack our stuff.it take slightly longer time for our pc to shut down then they bang the glass panel.so i kick open the damn slide door and walk off.i never scold them.HAHA.they r LUCKY.or else i fuck till they nth to sae.plus slapping.HEHE.
well tt's the past.budden i m PISSED too.=x.today i pon floorball.super tired.=x.heee or lazy.both i guess.haish.not good timing so pon.WAHA.aniway went to library pei olivia.till she finish her project then we go home together.haish.tmr still gt sch.sux.i hate it.budden cant pon or else wait fail module.damn sux can.wa liao.HAHA.
tonite can tok to moi dear again yuppies.LALALA.i miss him badly.hab nt meet him for lyk 1 day=24 hours=60minutes=360seconds k.well sat then can meet him then we go out together.yea.dun jealous k my dear readers.WAHA.evil grinsssss***LOL.k la i shall start to do moi tutorials.so i can relax.and STUDY BCA>.<. STRESS=PIMPLES.LOL.-.-".
hmmm then lunch came.ate western food.chicken chop.then chit-chat wif moi classmates.then did my tutorial.haha.not really do alot la.cos duno.then went to tutorial classes.then went in there send lizhen the file c whether i cite the thingys correctly or not.she sae okie then okie nor.then get the guy's reflection.F them la.mark mi 91%,92%.so fuck as if they do alot lyk that.
aniway nvm.i still get 100% of the marks.i will not do project with them animore.HUMPH.>.<.i m pissed.won't u.oh ya aniway yesterday at the library i attitude some malay bitches.they totally tanish malay gers' image la.its lyk they book the room then they came 1/2hr late then they knock on the glass panel.okie we pack our stuff.it take slightly longer time for our pc to shut down then they bang the glass panel.so i kick open the damn slide door and walk off.i never scold them.HAHA.they r LUCKY.or else i fuck till they nth to sae.plus slapping.HEHE.
well tt's the past.budden i m PISSED too.=x.today i pon floorball.super tired.=x.heee or lazy.both i guess.haish.not good timing so pon.WAHA.aniway went to library pei olivia.till she finish her project then we go home together.haish.tmr still gt sch.sux.i hate it.budden cant pon or else wait fail module.damn sux can.wa liao.HAHA.
tonite can tok to moi dear again yuppies.LALALA.i miss him badly.hab nt meet him for lyk 1 day=24 hours=60minutes=360seconds k.well sat then can meet him then we go out together.yea.dun jealous k my dear readers.WAHA.evil grinsssss***LOL.k la i shall start to do moi tutorials.so i can relax.and STUDY BCA>.<. STRESS=PIMPLES.LOL.-.-".
cia penned♥ Thursday, July 27, 2006.
26 july.
well i remembered myself gng to school at 10am okie.ya.so early.then do the damn project till 2pm lyk tt.then stay bk do editing till 7pm plus.wow.fantastic.nvm.
i hab lunch with lizhen.eat at canteen2 again.then after tt work all the way.wad is frustrating is the editing part.and there's isn't BMGT tutorial t all becos the teacher is on medical leave and she called mi.>.<.budden i m stuck in school lyk an idiot.
nvm then as lizhen and i were walking out to the bustop to head home.we realised we have not done the citation.tok to dear awhile while waiting for bus.then after tt hung up because i do not have any spare hand to hold the hp...haha.so listen music bk home.then took a bus.not walking bk.then went home have my dinner.
tok to my dear again.then start to do the citation fall asleep.oh great!.woke up every one hour or so just to type the bloody damn fucking citation.so pissed.i m doing the citation till 7am in the morning.
well i remembered myself gng to school at 10am okie.ya.so early.then do the damn project till 2pm lyk tt.then stay bk do editing till 7pm plus.wow.fantastic.nvm.
i hab lunch with lizhen.eat at canteen2 again.then after tt work all the way.wad is frustrating is the editing part.and there's isn't BMGT tutorial t all becos the teacher is on medical leave and she called mi.>.<.budden i m stuck in school lyk an idiot.
nvm then as lizhen and i were walking out to the bustop to head home.we realised we have not done the citation.tok to dear awhile while waiting for bus.then after tt hung up because i do not have any spare hand to hold the hp...haha.so listen music bk home.then took a bus.not walking bk.then went home have my dinner.
tok to my dear again.then start to do the citation fall asleep.oh great!.woke up every one hour or so just to type the bloody damn fucking citation.so pissed.i m doing the citation till 7am in the morning.
cia penned♥ Thursday, July 27, 2006.
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
oh this bloggie is really irritating.i finish blogging can publish.well today morning went to project consultation then carry lotsa thing there.end up i nt gng for floorball.HAHA.then went there sweat lyk pig sial.so hot.-.-".then wait then saw lizhen.then after duno how long then lecturer came.
then went in then craps la.then teacher tok and tok and tok.then consultation we quickly went to library for the project.we mange to finish,not really finish motivation.then went to lunch after tt brain dead.then when at lecture hall chatting wif dear on msn, moi grpmates keep peeping.-.-".
then after tt went to library to study again after lunch.not really study la.jus tok to lizhen alot then revise abit.haha.then go for exam then after tt meet olivia go home.too lazy to go floorball.mentally nt straight.cos tired.then went to pei dear go causeway point cos he sick ma.haish.he gng bk to camp oso.then pei him wait for 169.cant bear to let him go budden happie todae can c him.
dear pls take carie of yaself remember to eat ya medicine and also drink lotsa lotsa water k.cos i wan u to get well soon.miss u.love u.muacks.to moi frens-take carie.and i miss u all.
then went in then craps la.then teacher tok and tok and tok.then consultation we quickly went to library for the project.we mange to finish,not really finish motivation.then went to lunch after tt brain dead.then when at lecture hall chatting wif dear on msn, moi grpmates keep peeping.-.-".
then after tt went to library to study again after lunch.not really study la.jus tok to lizhen alot then revise abit.haha.then go for exam then after tt meet olivia go home.too lazy to go floorball.mentally nt straight.cos tired.then went to pei dear go causeway point cos he sick ma.haish.he gng bk to camp oso.then pei him wait for 169.cant bear to let him go budden happie todae can c him.
dear pls take carie of yaself remember to eat ya medicine and also drink lotsa lotsa water k.cos i wan u to get well soon.miss u.love u.muacks.to moi frens-take carie.and i miss u all.
cia penned♥ Tuesday, July 25, 2006.
today mi went to school early in the morning bringing damn lotsa thing.-.-".then reach there the lecturer aka moi tutor late.wait outside then sweating lyk pig.then went in after duno how long then listen to her tok for duno how long then go down for consultation.alot of admendments to make.-.-".
then went to library.aniway they keep peeping mi toking to moi dear.-.-".then we continue project.worry for dear cos he still sick wor.haish haish.then went to lunch wif lizhen.then went to library to study.well i crap alot.study little.then after tt went to exam hall.do exam.then went home.no go floorball cos tired.
then went to pei dear to causeway point nor.then buy bread and old chang kee for him.bread for him then old chang kee for his bunkmates.-.-".then went to pei him take bus.b4 tt get pester by duno who...keep toking to us abt duno wad thing.SHOO them off.HAHA.
hmmm i miss u dear.u r sick.still sick.not well.so drive mus take carie k.mus drink lotsa lotsa water so that will feel better k.remember to take ya medicine regularly k.i miss u alot alot.i love u 4ever.muacks.anitin sms mi k dear.muacks muacks.pls do take carie.
to via and laine- take carie k gers.u both r miss!!...LALALA.lead a good life!muacks.
then went to library.aniway they keep peeping mi toking to moi dear.-.-".then we continue project.worry for dear cos he still sick wor.haish haish.then went to lunch wif lizhen.then went to library to study.well i crap alot.study little.then after tt went to exam hall.do exam.then went home.no go floorball cos tired.
then went to pei dear to causeway point nor.then buy bread and old chang kee for him.bread for him then old chang kee for his bunkmates.-.-".then went to pei him take bus.b4 tt get pester by duno who...keep toking to us abt duno wad thing.SHOO them off.HAHA.
hmmm i miss u dear.u r sick.still sick.not well.so drive mus take carie k.mus drink lotsa lotsa water so that will feel better k.remember to take ya medicine regularly k.i miss u alot alot.i love u 4ever.muacks.anitin sms mi k dear.muacks muacks.pls do take carie.
to via and laine- take carie k gers.u both r miss!!...LALALA.lead a good life!muacks.
cia penned♥ Tuesday, July 25, 2006.
Monday, July 24, 2006
24 july.
well today went to dear hse.to take carie of him.i went there to slack sial.haha.i slept.tired.haha.then study.hmmm.abit.then went bk to school for BCA review for 20 mins.omg.tt's sickening.then went bk to dear's hse.went to clementi mrt wif moi fren lizhen.we chatted along the way haha.
then our BCA group gt A grade.haha.budden individual duno la.haha.well aniway i love being wif dear.its so fun and nice to be wif him.i m missing him ya.tmr 1st day of chinese lunar 7th month everyone pls tk carie wor.its better not to tok rots and not to answer anione who tap ya back or calls u from behind.cos u never noe.
hmmm dear tmr u are going bk to camp le.pls be extra CAREFUL wor.pls remember to take ya medication and b4 u r going bk to camp can go c our friendster and accept the testimonial i wrote for u.haha and u remember the exercise book.there i wrote something for u too.muacks.pls take carie k.anitin mus sms mi asap.cos i dun wan2 to be the last to noe u r not feeling well or sumtin happen to u.i will be worried by the time i noe and beri sad wor.miss u lotsa.i cant bear to c u gng bk to camp.i wish u can alwis be by moi side.
if can i will tok to mr suku ask him return u bk to mi HEHE.thankie for the songs u gave mi.muacks.
well today went to dear hse.to take carie of him.i went there to slack sial.haha.i slept.tired.haha.then study.hmmm.abit.then went bk to school for BCA review for 20 mins.omg.tt's sickening.then went bk to dear's hse.went to clementi mrt wif moi fren lizhen.we chatted along the way haha.
then our BCA group gt A grade.haha.budden individual duno la.haha.well aniway i love being wif dear.its so fun and nice to be wif him.i m missing him ya.tmr 1st day of chinese lunar 7th month everyone pls tk carie wor.its better not to tok rots and not to answer anione who tap ya back or calls u from behind.cos u never noe.
hmmm dear tmr u are going bk to camp le.pls be extra CAREFUL wor.pls remember to take ya medication and b4 u r going bk to camp can go c our friendster and accept the testimonial i wrote for u.haha and u remember the exercise book.there i wrote something for u too.muacks.pls take carie k.anitin mus sms mi asap.cos i dun wan2 to be the last to noe u r not feeling well or sumtin happen to u.i will be worried by the time i noe and beri sad wor.miss u lotsa.i cant bear to c u gng bk to camp.i wish u can alwis be by moi side.
if can i will tok to mr suku ask him return u bk to mi HEHE.thankie for the songs u gave mi.muacks.
cia penned♥ Monday, July 24, 2006.
23 july.
well today i woke up super early cos i promise dear to reach his hse early so can pei him longer.well i went over then on the bus damn stomache.tahan till his hse.then i sneak into the hse by back door.then his mami at home.then i quickly and quietly go tohis room.then he is lyk so warm.HOT okie.his body his face burning hot.i m lyk he is sureli sick.FEVER.hmmm then i knock on his mami room to info her.
then his mami cook noodles.then brought in panadol for him.then we watch cartoon then eat nor.then let him rest.cos he sick.then i forget alot of thing.i only noe his mami came bk then brought beehoon bk too.then he ate all.well i guess he beri hungry la.then i ate abit.cos b4 tt i drank soup then ate watermelon.then tibits.so full.oh ya i shit.hmmm.then pei him watch wrestling.
then after tt went into his room then his fever never subsided sial..i use towel which i young tt time moi parents help mi de.the nt day i m well.then i use it on him after awhile his fever subsided.then we went into his room spent some time together.then we slept.then i m awaken by his mami.cos sae cook rice for us.then i okie.then i went to wash dishes.then ask him wake up eat.after tt his fever came bk.then he nid to go bk to camp le.then we ate.then let him rest.i help him run errand.ha.then went bk his fever is worse.i m scared la.
then in the end he decided not to go army le.go c doc.cos he beri xin ku.i beri heartache.then went down wif him nor.then the clinic close.then we went up to his hse again this time we went to the ALEXANDER hospital to visit a doc.fast thou.took a taxi there.then fast la.hmm.then ltr his auntie came to drive us bk to his hse.then spend sometime wif him.then ask him to take his medicine.
promise him i will bathe.then i m gng to bathe after i finish settling moi stuffs.ha.oh ya moi ipod die on mi when i m gng to reach home.phew no kana scoldings when reach home.YEA.then chat with him online for awhile.hmm.then i guess he sleep le ba.dear tk carie of yaself k.i tuesday cant come wor.cos gt BMGT project and then got test and floorball.i miss u lotsa.pls pls finish all the medicine bring it into ya camp k.cos i dun wan2 to c u sick.i will sad de wor.okie?pls wor.must promise to take carie of yaself.dun let mi worry so muchie k.
cya tmr.i love u dear.have a good nite sleep.sweetie drims.hope ya illness will be gone by tmr.GET WELL SOON.muacks.
well today i woke up super early cos i promise dear to reach his hse early so can pei him longer.well i went over then on the bus damn stomache.tahan till his hse.then i sneak into the hse by back door.then his mami at home.then i quickly and quietly go tohis room.then he is lyk so warm.HOT okie.his body his face burning hot.i m lyk he is sureli sick.FEVER.hmmm then i knock on his mami room to info her.
then his mami cook noodles.then brought in panadol for him.then we watch cartoon then eat nor.then let him rest.cos he sick.then i forget alot of thing.i only noe his mami came bk then brought beehoon bk too.then he ate all.well i guess he beri hungry la.then i ate abit.cos b4 tt i drank soup then ate watermelon.then tibits.so full.oh ya i shit.hmmm.then pei him watch wrestling.
then after tt went into his room then his fever never subsided sial..i use towel which i young tt time moi parents help mi de.the nt day i m well.then i use it on him after awhile his fever subsided.then we went into his room spent some time together.then we slept.then i m awaken by his mami.cos sae cook rice for us.then i okie.then i went to wash dishes.then ask him wake up eat.after tt his fever came bk.then he nid to go bk to camp le.then we ate.then let him rest.i help him run errand.ha.then went bk his fever is worse.i m scared la.
then in the end he decided not to go army le.go c doc.cos he beri xin ku.i beri heartache.then went down wif him nor.then the clinic close.then we went up to his hse again this time we went to the ALEXANDER hospital to visit a doc.fast thou.took a taxi there.then fast la.hmm.then ltr his auntie came to drive us bk to his hse.then spend sometime wif him.then ask him to take his medicine.
promise him i will bathe.then i m gng to bathe after i finish settling moi stuffs.ha.oh ya moi ipod die on mi when i m gng to reach home.phew no kana scoldings when reach home.YEA.then chat with him online for awhile.hmm.then i guess he sleep le ba.dear tk carie of yaself k.i tuesday cant come wor.cos gt BMGT project and then got test and floorball.i miss u lotsa.pls pls finish all the medicine bring it into ya camp k.cos i dun wan2 to c u sick.i will sad de wor.okie?pls wor.must promise to take carie of yaself.dun let mi worry so muchie k.
cya tmr.i love u dear.have a good nite sleep.sweetie drims.hope ya illness will be gone by tmr.GET WELL SOON.muacks.
cia penned♥ Monday, July 24, 2006.
Sunday, July 23, 2006
22 july.
i woke up at 7am.too tired to move.then woke up at 12.30pm.then went to pack moi bag.then went to check the stationary.cos moi bro lost his pencilbox.well i wanted to buy him one pencilbox too fo rhis bdae.budden i m sort of broke.hee.
then watch the tape.then went to brush teeth.then went to ate the beehoon.then ate ice-cream.HAHA.then continue watching the tape.then went to help mami change bedsheet.then went to cut moi nails.then went to bathe.then went to find dear.
spend quality time wif him so happie XD.he did a surprise thing for mi.so sweet.HAHA XD.then went to jp to walk walk.buy grocery.then went bk ate noodles drank campbell soup.then spend sweet time together =x.=p.then went home.he acc mi to the bustop.
moi dear ain't feeling well.so worry for him.pls pls take carie of yaself k.i love u so much.never leave mi alone.missing u alwis.today we no tok cos he beri tired.missing him.hope to dream of him.tmr go meet him again ba.muacks.nitey.sweetie drims.
i woke up at 7am.too tired to move.then woke up at 12.30pm.then went to pack moi bag.then went to check the stationary.cos moi bro lost his pencilbox.well i wanted to buy him one pencilbox too fo rhis bdae.budden i m sort of broke.hee.
then watch the tape.then went to brush teeth.then went to ate the beehoon.then ate ice-cream.HAHA.then continue watching the tape.then went to help mami change bedsheet.then went to cut moi nails.then went to bathe.then went to find dear.
spend quality time wif him so happie XD.he did a surprise thing for mi.so sweet.HAHA XD.then went to jp to walk walk.buy grocery.then went bk ate noodles drank campbell soup.then spend sweet time together =x.=p.then went home.he acc mi to the bustop.
moi dear ain't feeling well.so worry for him.pls pls take carie of yaself k.i love u so much.never leave mi alone.missing u alwis.today we no tok cos he beri tired.missing him.hope to dream of him.tmr go meet him again ba.muacks.nitey.sweetie drims.
cia penned♥ Sunday, July 23, 2006.
21st july.
a tired day too.mi woke up at 5am to complete moi ppt then after tt i doze off again.oh ya i shit.hmmm then woke up at 7am.shit.i nid to bathe and print the impt documents.so i heck le.i jus print le.take moi time to pack moi bag then after tt went to bathe.by the time i came out from the batheroom its alr 8.30am then i took moi time to dress up then go to sch.
b4 tt i msg grace then she sae she overslept.then i m lyk wtf.oh ya.its over aniway.ha.then went to sch.then rush there.so mani of moi grpmates sms mi or called mi.then as i m reaching the library.doris called mi to buy sandwhiches for her and also drinks.well they ORDERED 2 ice peach tea from the vending machine.budden i did nt really pay attn to her ORDERS.cos in moi mind i m lyk"WTF M I YA MAID?"aniway i went to buy only one peach tea.yuppies.then,no sandwhich then called her.she sae egg mayo.then the auntie wrote chicken mayo.haha.then called her sae auntie take order wrong.so tis is it.bought everything wrong.then went up to the 5th floor.hee hee.its tiring to climb up there.everyone is present liao.-.-".then continue to do.then they sae the ppt mus change.cos of the limitations.haha.then okie nor.change change nor.who cares aniway.then went to print new sheet cos they made changes.then went to block 72 moiself.nobody volunteer wad to do.i go by moiself la.all the lazy asses.then went there i duno how to print lei.from the level 6 there.then i went into a room at first.then cannot then via contact mi sae abt some things.
i hope the misunderstanding is clear by now.haish.nevertheless.luckily i met shu hui's fren.i forget her name.i ask her to lend mi thumbdrive so i can u noe print directly from the cpu there w/o using moi lappie.which nid duno wad password and username.meddle quite long.then print.then wtf.the paper is eaten by the printer HAHA.then moi fren went to print.oh no her's oso kana "eaten"by the printer.then we went out to try other printer.bo bian.haha.then went into another room.luckily i found some paper on the table in the previous room or else i cant print.then we did the same procedure.this time the printer WORKS.yea cheerios.then her's oso can print.so happie.then i went off first le.cos she sae she nid to print more stuffs.then i m lyk thank god if she nt here.i no thumbdrive stuck there.ask via for help budden duno wad she blabbering abt.then called grace.dun nid to ask.she is dumb.i m dumb too.neva exactly ans moi qns.nvm i made it bk there fine.
climb up the flight of stair again.fast.cos i thot they leaving.then went up they doing their read and share.then i ask abt the hole puncher.then i ownself went down again.WTF la.nobody wants to do dirty jobs k.they are spolit rich kiddos.then i went down again.aniway went to lunch immediately after tt.then went to LMS.have the lesson.ignore them dun nid to tok to them anitin.KOH sms mi sae abt the CCKSS>then gt jun's face de video.>is abt 4/5.i watch it its dumb.cos gt moi ugly photos there.damn.then went for IAC.they keep spotting grammer msitake in the ppt and tell mi.i m lyk WAT THE FUCK>.
i nid to do the BMGT project.then sms lizhen.then after tt she came.after some time then i took the time to blog.haha.then went to outside the newton room de desk there do cos the room is locked altht she booked it.WTF rite.then went to do.then angry cos the guys no attend.then i worte it as moi nick.then yaozhong saw came to apologise.feel better.i called him too.to BRIEF him.shortly after tt olivia came.then we crap and joke alot while we do our project.heehs.budden not exactly well-done to be honest.i slack alot.cannot blame.brain shutdown.its so tiring LA>.<.then went home wif via.she tok to mi alot abt her personal things.then lizhen we send her to the other end of the bustop cos she nid to cross over HAHA.then b4 i board a bus.moi dad called ask mi wad i wan for dinner.
i told him i wan chicken roasted de.and rice.tt's alot.its so filling then watch tv after tt then tok to dear on fone for awhile then went to watch ghost whisper.then sms dear for awhile.then after the ghost whisper.we watch the garfield show.damn funni.then i doze off.then after the show finish.i went into moi room to slp too.
a tired day too.mi woke up at 5am to complete moi ppt then after tt i doze off again.oh ya i shit.hmmm then woke up at 7am.shit.i nid to bathe and print the impt documents.so i heck le.i jus print le.take moi time to pack moi bag then after tt went to bathe.by the time i came out from the batheroom its alr 8.30am then i took moi time to dress up then go to sch.
b4 tt i msg grace then she sae she overslept.then i m lyk wtf.oh ya.its over aniway.ha.then went to sch.then rush there.so mani of moi grpmates sms mi or called mi.then as i m reaching the library.doris called mi to buy sandwhiches for her and also drinks.well they ORDERED 2 ice peach tea from the vending machine.budden i did nt really pay attn to her ORDERS.cos in moi mind i m lyk"WTF M I YA MAID?"aniway i went to buy only one peach tea.yuppies.then,no sandwhich then called her.she sae egg mayo.then the auntie wrote chicken mayo.haha.then called her sae auntie take order wrong.so tis is it.bought everything wrong.then went up to the 5th floor.hee hee.its tiring to climb up there.everyone is present liao.-.-".then continue to do.then they sae the ppt mus change.cos of the limitations.haha.then okie nor.change change nor.who cares aniway.then went to print new sheet cos they made changes.then went to block 72 moiself.nobody volunteer wad to do.i go by moiself la.all the lazy asses.then went there i duno how to print lei.from the level 6 there.then i went into a room at first.then cannot then via contact mi sae abt some things.
i hope the misunderstanding is clear by now.haish.nevertheless.luckily i met shu hui's fren.i forget her name.i ask her to lend mi thumbdrive so i can u noe print directly from the cpu there w/o using moi lappie.which nid duno wad password and username.meddle quite long.then print.then wtf.the paper is eaten by the printer HAHA.then moi fren went to print.oh no her's oso kana "eaten"by the printer.then we went out to try other printer.bo bian.haha.then went into another room.luckily i found some paper on the table in the previous room or else i cant print.then we did the same procedure.this time the printer WORKS.yea cheerios.then her's oso can print.so happie.then i went off first le.cos she sae she nid to print more stuffs.then i m lyk thank god if she nt here.i no thumbdrive stuck there.ask via for help budden duno wad she blabbering abt.then called grace.dun nid to ask.she is dumb.i m dumb too.neva exactly ans moi qns.nvm i made it bk there fine.
climb up the flight of stair again.fast.cos i thot they leaving.then went up they doing their read and share.then i ask abt the hole puncher.then i ownself went down again.WTF la.nobody wants to do dirty jobs k.they are spolit rich kiddos.then i went down again.aniway went to lunch immediately after tt.then went to LMS.have the lesson.ignore them dun nid to tok to them anitin.KOH sms mi sae abt the CCKSS>then gt jun's face de video.>is abt 4/5.i watch it its dumb.cos gt moi ugly photos there.damn.then went for IAC.they keep spotting grammer msitake in the ppt and tell mi.i m lyk WAT THE FUCK>.
i nid to do the BMGT project.then sms lizhen.then after tt she came.after some time then i took the time to blog.haha.then went to outside the newton room de desk there do cos the room is locked altht she booked it.WTF rite.then went to do.then angry cos the guys no attend.then i worte it as moi nick.then yaozhong saw came to apologise.feel better.i called him too.to BRIEF him.shortly after tt olivia came.then we crap and joke alot while we do our project.heehs.budden not exactly well-done to be honest.i slack alot.cannot blame.brain shutdown.its so tiring LA>.<.then went home wif via.she tok to mi alot abt her personal things.then lizhen we send her to the other end of the bustop cos she nid to cross over HAHA.then b4 i board a bus.moi dad called ask mi wad i wan for dinner.
i told him i wan chicken roasted de.and rice.tt's alot.its so filling then watch tv after tt then tok to dear on fone for awhile then went to watch ghost whisper.then sms dear for awhile.then after the ghost whisper.we watch the garfield show.damn funni.then i doze off.then after the show finish.i went into moi room to slp too.
cia penned♥ Sunday, July 23, 2006.
Friday, July 21, 2006
20 july.
stress.nth but the pressure of everything happening all at the same time.tt kinda feeling sux to the core.
well i m lyk having BCA test.so fucked-up.okie i m sort of relaxed la.budden i did revise k.then i do the test its lyk the time is so short yet the test is lyk so much to do.i nearly get the chart tt part corrite.however due to the KK LEONG's "PLEASE PUT YA PEN DOWN!" it sort of caught mi unaware.hence mi was shock.tt i press close for the chart.damn.i m so nearly in getting my 4marks.well its over ya.budden i ain't happie with my performance at all.not at all. =(
then i nid to farking stay back for the IAC project stuffs.so FUCKED up alr kana fucking sians thingys from the damn project and my grpmates.its lyk.it is defintely irritating to ask a qn over three times la.so damn irritating and tiring.i ask once they dun wan ans fine.i heck care.FUCK care la.then keep changing tt's one DL thing.cos if in the first place they ans moi qn.would they be so much changes?
okie nt hteir fault exactly.i m jus so shag yesterday.its better today.i sort of attitude.but i fark care.i felt tt 3 people doing the damn video.well anitin.i m fine wif it.i nid assitance for the pwerpoint.halo.moi eng sux lyk hell.at tt moment.how i wish dear is here for mi.i yearn for his hug.however it jus turn out the way i want it to be.
dear sms mi and we chatted over the fone.i kinda pissed by the qn he ask abt floorball.seems to be pinpointing tt i m lazy hence i skip e session.how i wish i can play there.throw all moi troubles and problem away.its brain draining to keep thinking mind u.u may think tt i m jus pitying moiself.wtf u noe abt mi.
aniway mi lost control of moi wild emotions and i started to scream and cry and luff at the same time.if oni there are kisses and hugs to smoothe moi anger,frustration,pressure,sadness.everything comes up to the top of mo head which i cant stand it animore.
now i sae wadeva i wan i do wadeva i wan.nonetheless.i do want to eat regularly.cos i feel tt moi dear is in no wrong.he is just so understanding and i duno wad to sae.a nice hubbie.we manage to sort everything out then i went home hab moi dinner.continue to mug for the IAC presentation thingys.
i fell asleep i m too tired.if u c mi u can c all moi stress all over my face.i m alot of pending projects.major okie.i hab pimples breakout and oso dark dark circles.i woke up 5am this morning to complete the transition.and then i fell asleep unknowingly.just lyk last nite.then i woke up at 7am.then i print the impt documents.
i will update my blog today for today events.i love u dear.i noe u and i are facing the mounting pressure budden i m sure we can go over it together k.wad we are facing now is milestones.we can sureli go over it with each other support.u make mi believe myself so u do nid to believe in yaself too k.i love u.i noe i causes the heartaches and the hurts and the tears.sorie.i m really sorie.i really admit tt tis is moi wrong.budden once i think of the times we are laughing away.i feel much better.so mayb u can think this way too?
MUACKS.i LOVE u.The One and Only You.
stress.nth but the pressure of everything happening all at the same time.tt kinda feeling sux to the core.
well i m lyk having BCA test.so fucked-up.okie i m sort of relaxed la.budden i did revise k.then i do the test its lyk the time is so short yet the test is lyk so much to do.i nearly get the chart tt part corrite.however due to the KK LEONG's "PLEASE PUT YA PEN DOWN!" it sort of caught mi unaware.hence mi was shock.tt i press close for the chart.damn.i m so nearly in getting my 4marks.well its over ya.budden i ain't happie with my performance at all.not at all. =(
then i nid to farking stay back for the IAC project stuffs.so FUCKED up alr kana fucking sians thingys from the damn project and my grpmates.its lyk.it is defintely irritating to ask a qn over three times la.so damn irritating and tiring.i ask once they dun wan ans fine.i heck care.FUCK care la.then keep changing tt's one DL thing.cos if in the first place they ans moi qn.would they be so much changes?
okie nt hteir fault exactly.i m jus so shag yesterday.its better today.i sort of attitude.but i fark care.i felt tt 3 people doing the damn video.well anitin.i m fine wif it.i nid assitance for the pwerpoint.halo.moi eng sux lyk hell.at tt moment.how i wish dear is here for mi.i yearn for his hug.however it jus turn out the way i want it to be.
dear sms mi and we chatted over the fone.i kinda pissed by the qn he ask abt floorball.seems to be pinpointing tt i m lazy hence i skip e session.how i wish i can play there.throw all moi troubles and problem away.its brain draining to keep thinking mind u.u may think tt i m jus pitying moiself.wtf u noe abt mi.
aniway mi lost control of moi wild emotions and i started to scream and cry and luff at the same time.if oni there are kisses and hugs to smoothe moi anger,frustration,pressure,sadness.everything comes up to the top of mo head which i cant stand it animore.
now i sae wadeva i wan i do wadeva i wan.nonetheless.i do want to eat regularly.cos i feel tt moi dear is in no wrong.he is just so understanding and i duno wad to sae.a nice hubbie.we manage to sort everything out then i went home hab moi dinner.continue to mug for the IAC presentation thingys.
i fell asleep i m too tired.if u c mi u can c all moi stress all over my face.i m alot of pending projects.major okie.i hab pimples breakout and oso dark dark circles.i woke up 5am this morning to complete the transition.and then i fell asleep unknowingly.just lyk last nite.then i woke up at 7am.then i print the impt documents.
i will update my blog today for today events.i love u dear.i noe u and i are facing the mounting pressure budden i m sure we can go over it together k.wad we are facing now is milestones.we can sureli go over it with each other support.u make mi believe myself so u do nid to believe in yaself too k.i love u.i noe i causes the heartaches and the hurts and the tears.sorie.i m really sorie.i really admit tt tis is moi wrong.budden once i think of the times we are laughing away.i feel much better.so mayb u can think this way too?
MUACKS.i LOVE u.The One and Only You.
cia penned♥ Friday, July 21, 2006.
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
today, i woke up feeling tired.aching.haha.mus be so long no exercise le.then during training run 4 rounds at the tracks.then continous vigourous exercises.damn fun.haha.then went for WCOM lecture i hate it.ask mi Y?
dumb qn.i m nt rich.moi parents cant drive mi to school neither would they gib mi more money for taking a cab.plus now cab fare rise too.so i walk all the way from opposite np de bustop to the LT45.its damn far.slope after slope.staircases after staircases.DAMMIT.i sweat lyk PIG k.i hate it.the day is still young and i sweat.OMG>.<.okie.aniway did i mention tt moi parent wan2 cut my pocket money cos i overuse moi hp.moi hp bill is lyk 100bucks can!!and they deduct 50 from moi pocket money.which left mi 100bucks.tt's sux.i m poor again.WAD ON EARTH.i m a sucker.i hab no money.i alwis nid to stare stare at ppl's thingys.so CHEAPO can.HAISH.i wish i m born with a sliver spoon in moi mouth is it this phrase?haha sorie if i sae wrong.moi english is nt tt POWER>.<.
aniway the lecture is boring budden its short so its okie.then after tt break went to canteen one and i ate yong tau fu.i actuali plan not to eat de budden mi hungry summore nid to last till nite cos gt IAC project so i ate.then went for WCOM tutorial,boring old stuffs there.gng thru tutorials.then individual work.nxt tue.exam.module finish.YEA>.<.budden i scare.hope i can get an B at least for this module.moi english sux to the core.i cant expect much from moi standard.i suspect i did badly for moi WCOM individual assignment cos the teacher keep eyeing mi when she took abt grammer and stuffs.DAMN.its 20% okie tt's alot.HAISH>.<
then after tt BMGT tutorial as usual slack nor.then went to atrium to wait for moi grpmates.then we went to the bukit timah de HDB flats to video and stuffs. stay there till 6 pm, plus then after tt went home.mi walk wif peiling.then we took bus 75 and we chatted along the way.haha then went to take 963 at the opposite bustop to causeway point.ha to meet dear k.then reach there sit near the berth15 there.to wait for him.awhile ltr receive his call.then sae he reach.he took a cab.i m so elated tt he reached so early.budden it sort of makek him waste money cos peak hour then he took a cab?.its alot of money.then we went cold storage.cos he wan2 buy deodorant for his fren.then cant find so went out then went for dinner at KFC.then after tt we went to walk walk.then we went to the $value shop then after tt went to guardian to buy the deodorant.he bought one for himself too.tt vain guy.HAHA.he sureli sae mi wan nor if he see wad i wrote abt him here.HAHA.
then i went off first.then i took out moi mp3 so bu fang bian luckily moi dear so good come help mi out.if nt i think i walk till terminal there then manage to pluck in moi ear piece.i miss him alot wor.he failed his driving test,he committed a major traffic rule.it tink he turned w/o looking.lyk some sort of cut into ppl lane.if really gt car then accident.i m so worried for moi BOY.pls dear take carie k.drive carefully.and relax.dun get tense.i noe u can do it de.MUACKS.i love u k.miss u lotsa.looking forward to see u again.muacks.
well i hab done the BCA de SAM training i took 1 hour plus i m DAMN DAMN weak.so long.the test only 1/2 hour sial.HAISH>.<.ha.nvm i will try moi best to get an A for BCA.LALALA.via JIA YOU~!!.u can do it.dun slack slack hor remember to try out the SAM its related to our quiz.towards the end there.!!~
wa liao tmr still gt IAC project and on friday i nid to stay bk till duno wad time for BMGT project, all the project gng to be handed up soon.WA LIAO.so many project and exam.WTF can.aniway i nid to buck up and JIA YOU liao~.i shall nt lose to the others.A grade i m coming.=x.
dumb qn.i m nt rich.moi parents cant drive mi to school neither would they gib mi more money for taking a cab.plus now cab fare rise too.so i walk all the way from opposite np de bustop to the LT45.its damn far.slope after slope.staircases after staircases.DAMMIT.i sweat lyk PIG k.i hate it.the day is still young and i sweat.OMG>.<.okie.aniway did i mention tt moi parent wan2 cut my pocket money cos i overuse moi hp.moi hp bill is lyk 100bucks can!!and they deduct 50 from moi pocket money.which left mi 100bucks.tt's sux.i m poor again.WAD ON EARTH.i m a sucker.i hab no money.i alwis nid to stare stare at ppl's thingys.so CHEAPO can.HAISH.i wish i m born with a sliver spoon in moi mouth is it this phrase?haha sorie if i sae wrong.moi english is nt tt POWER>.<.
aniway the lecture is boring budden its short so its okie.then after tt break went to canteen one and i ate yong tau fu.i actuali plan not to eat de budden mi hungry summore nid to last till nite cos gt IAC project so i ate.then went for WCOM tutorial,boring old stuffs there.gng thru tutorials.then individual work.nxt tue.exam.module finish.YEA>.<.budden i scare.hope i can get an B at least for this module.moi english sux to the core.i cant expect much from moi standard.i suspect i did badly for moi WCOM individual assignment cos the teacher keep eyeing mi when she took abt grammer and stuffs.DAMN.its 20% okie tt's alot.HAISH>.<
then after tt BMGT tutorial as usual slack nor.then went to atrium to wait for moi grpmates.then we went to the bukit timah de HDB flats to video and stuffs. stay there till 6 pm, plus then after tt went home.mi walk wif peiling.then we took bus 75 and we chatted along the way.haha then went to take 963 at the opposite bustop to causeway point.ha to meet dear k.then reach there sit near the berth15 there.to wait for him.awhile ltr receive his call.then sae he reach.he took a cab.i m so elated tt he reached so early.budden it sort of makek him waste money cos peak hour then he took a cab?.its alot of money.then we went cold storage.cos he wan2 buy deodorant for his fren.then cant find so went out then went for dinner at KFC.then after tt we went to walk walk.then we went to the $value shop then after tt went to guardian to buy the deodorant.he bought one for himself too.tt vain guy.HAHA.he sureli sae mi wan nor if he see wad i wrote abt him here.HAHA.
then i went off first.then i took out moi mp3 so bu fang bian luckily moi dear so good come help mi out.if nt i think i walk till terminal there then manage to pluck in moi ear piece.i miss him alot wor.he failed his driving test,he committed a major traffic rule.it tink he turned w/o looking.lyk some sort of cut into ppl lane.if really gt car then accident.i m so worried for moi BOY.pls dear take carie k.drive carefully.and relax.dun get tense.i noe u can do it de.MUACKS.i love u k.miss u lotsa.looking forward to see u again.muacks.
well i hab done the BCA de SAM training i took 1 hour plus i m DAMN DAMN weak.so long.the test only 1/2 hour sial.HAISH>.<.ha.nvm i will try moi best to get an A for BCA.LALALA.via JIA YOU~!!.u can do it.dun slack slack hor remember to try out the SAM its related to our quiz.towards the end there.!!~
wa liao tmr still gt IAC project and on friday i nid to stay bk till duno wad time for BMGT project, all the project gng to be handed up soon.WA LIAO.so many project and exam.WTF can.aniway i nid to buck up and JIA YOU liao~.i shall nt lose to the others.A grade i m coming.=x.
cia penned♥ Wednesday, July 19, 2006.
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
today is a great day.Y? it is because i hab enuff slp.heehee. XD.i slept till abt i think hmmm 1 pm++ ba.then mami calls then ask mi to keep her clothes.my mensi really terrible make mi wash my underwear and shorts.DAMMIT>.<.then my dear called too.he accidentally re-dial mi hp.wa liao spoil my swit swit drims budden nvm cos i tink i driming of him oso. XD.then i called him bk to sae him.if its OTHERS who disturb moi BEAUTY SLEEP.I WILL FUCK U NO MATTER WHO U R>.<. =p=x.
then woke up nor.then i pack moi wardrobe.its looks neater now.then moi dad woke up help mi buy lunch.great dad.then i wash up.then went for floorball.b4 i go to school i GOT SHIT K.=x.hee hee. XD.then i went to floorball.DAMN fun.haha thou today's training abit tough.aniway i duno can attend thurs de training nt.i soooo feel lyk gng.cos mus de-stress from BCA.actuali today wan2 practice wan budden i sleep till late late.HAHA.XD. then somemore duno mus meet up for project again or nt.DAMN IAC>.<.i dun lyk it.slackers.WTF>.<.
okie then aniway on moi way bk home sms my dear.then went home mami bought mi dinner.i called her to do so de.HAHA>.<.then ate my dinner liao i iron my outdoor clothes.well abit nt beri well-iron.i tink take time to practice well.=x.haish.then tok to moi dear for awhile then he sae he duno tmr can come out nt.i abit SAD>.<.cos i wanted to meet him de.i actuali alr wanted to see him and plan to leave from IAC project at 7.30pm so i can reach causeway point asap.BOOHOO>.<
well tmr will be a busy day for both dear and mi.he gt assessment.then he sae he scared.i gib him moi STRENGTH.to do beri well for tmr.i noe he can do it.he's my DEAR k.haha.XD.LALALA.okie i shall stop here.oh ya when we are abt to hang up the line jus now.he did nt get the chance to HEAR I SAY I LOVE U.dear I LOVE U.altht u cant hear it.budden i sae it out loud here for u to SEE! k!!=p.ha.muacks.take carie wor dear.wo ai ni.muacks.
then woke up nor.then i pack moi wardrobe.its looks neater now.then moi dad woke up help mi buy lunch.great dad.then i wash up.then went for floorball.b4 i go to school i GOT SHIT K.=x.hee hee. XD.then i went to floorball.DAMN fun.haha thou today's training abit tough.aniway i duno can attend thurs de training nt.i soooo feel lyk gng.cos mus de-stress from BCA.actuali today wan2 practice wan budden i sleep till late late.HAHA.XD. then somemore duno mus meet up for project again or nt.DAMN IAC>.<.i dun lyk it.slackers.WTF>.<.
okie then aniway on moi way bk home sms my dear.then went home mami bought mi dinner.i called her to do so de.HAHA>.<.then ate my dinner liao i iron my outdoor clothes.well abit nt beri well-iron.i tink take time to practice well.=x.haish.then tok to moi dear for awhile then he sae he duno tmr can come out nt.i abit SAD>.<.cos i wanted to meet him de.i actuali alr wanted to see him and plan to leave from IAC project at 7.30pm so i can reach causeway point asap.BOOHOO>.<
well tmr will be a busy day for both dear and mi.he gt assessment.then he sae he scared.i gib him moi STRENGTH.to do beri well for tmr.i noe he can do it.he's my DEAR k.haha.XD.LALALA.okie i shall stop here.oh ya when we are abt to hang up the line jus now.he did nt get the chance to HEAR I SAY I LOVE U.dear I LOVE U.altht u cant hear it.budden i sae it out loud here for u to SEE! k!!=p.ha.muacks.take carie wor dear.wo ai ni.muacks.
cia penned♥ Tuesday, July 18, 2006.
Monday, July 17, 2006
hmmm wad should i blog today.waha.today woke up do my POA then when to pompom nor.then after tt go school.reach there early so damn warm la.then after tt finally can go into the room.when done my work not beri good.quite alot of mistakes.haha.then do graded quiz.then after tt went to blk45 for POA lecture.
mi and my classmates went to explore the shelter route for rainy days.so funni sial.haha.then during the lecture i m sleeping.ZzzzzZzzzz.cos it damn boring i guarentee.aniway i planning to get a digi cam.cos get hp oso expensive.haish.i wan a good digi cam so i can have camera whoring wif my dear and post it up and oso my besties.WAHA.well tt's jus a dream.i dun hab $$.i wan2 to buy lotsa other things.i wan2 change my hp too.budden duno wad model better haish.wad the.
aniway today i hab my BCA presentation hope i did nt mess it up cos i m sort of confuse.LOL.then i crap alot.waha.tt's mi.aniway mi today complete alot of thingys.my MAEC tutorial qn.finish.haha.tonite mus do tutorial.so tmr can study my BCA.aniway i m nt gng to school tmr becos mi pon lecture as oni gt one BMGT lecture so waste of time.WAHA>.<.budden gt floorball.DUHX~aniway i m gn gfor floorball.cos i m FAT.
well tt's true.i wish i get a farking newhair.i hate my present hair.i m tahaning.cos i wan rainie yang long hair.i jealous.ARGH.aniway i wan long long hair.budden my hair grow at a grandmother walking speed.damn freaking slow.LOL.
i m gng to iron clothes tonite and pack my wardrobe cos its in a mess.ARGH....wad a life.i nid to settle so mani things.with so little time.budden wads so impt is tt i can sleep late tmr.AWWW>.<>.<.wads wrong having it.BOOHOO.
i wan PURPLE HAIR>.<
mi and my classmates went to explore the shelter route for rainy days.so funni sial.haha.then during the lecture i m sleeping.ZzzzzZzzzz.cos it damn boring i guarentee.aniway i planning to get a digi cam.cos get hp oso expensive.haish.i wan a good digi cam so i can have camera whoring wif my dear and post it up and oso my besties.WAHA.well tt's jus a dream.i dun hab $$.i wan2 to buy lotsa other things.i wan2 change my hp too.budden duno wad model better haish.wad the.
aniway today i hab my BCA presentation hope i did nt mess it up cos i m sort of confuse.LOL.then i crap alot.waha.tt's mi.aniway mi today complete alot of thingys.my MAEC tutorial qn.finish.haha.tonite mus do tutorial.so tmr can study my BCA.aniway i m nt gng to school tmr becos mi pon lecture as oni gt one BMGT lecture so waste of time.WAHA>.<.budden gt floorball.DUHX~aniway i m gn gfor floorball.cos i m FAT.
well tt's true.i wish i get a farking newhair.i hate my present hair.i m tahaning.cos i wan rainie yang long hair.i jealous.ARGH.aniway i wan long long hair.budden my hair grow at a grandmother walking speed.damn freaking slow.LOL.
i m gng to iron clothes tonite and pack my wardrobe cos its in a mess.ARGH....wad a life.i nid to settle so mani things.with so little time.budden wads so impt is tt i can sleep late tmr.AWWW>.<>.<.wads wrong having it.BOOHOO.
i wan PURPLE HAIR>.<
cia penned♥ Monday, July 17, 2006.
Sunday, July 16, 2006
today.woke up then went to shit then eat.then bathe then go over dear hse there.hmmm.then ask him to come down to pick mi.actuali wan2 boo him de.then he noes it.eeeeeekkkkkkk unfair,humph.aniway we went up together.watch tv.then craps.have fun together.gt some hipcups we settle it fast.hee.good.
omg.the show devil by my side is so touching tt i cried.then aniway come red today.haish.ha.mi and dear have a nice time together.his mami cook for us to eat.then we watch tv.then he went to bathe.i peep at his blog.haha.he and mi changed new blogskin le.ha.hmmm.tt's abt it.
then took bus home wif dear.so happie.budden oso sad cos miss him nor.can oni c him on wed awhile then sat oni.haish.aniway mi went home print notes then meddle wif moi bloggie till now.argh.nt yet do POA.haish.shag.tmr gt BCA presentation.how boring.LOL.ha.
i miss my dear.i love u dear.tk carie.all the best to ya driving lesson.dun be afraid.mi alwis there for u.u can do it.JIA YOU~.lalala.boring life w/o u.
omg.the show devil by my side is so touching tt i cried.then aniway come red today.haish.ha.mi and dear have a nice time together.his mami cook for us to eat.then we watch tv.then he went to bathe.i peep at his blog.haha.he and mi changed new blogskin le.ha.hmmm.tt's abt it.
then took bus home wif dear.so happie.budden oso sad cos miss him nor.can oni c him on wed awhile then sat oni.haish.aniway mi went home print notes then meddle wif moi bloggie till now.argh.nt yet do POA.haish.shag.tmr gt BCA presentation.how boring.LOL.ha.
i miss my dear.i love u dear.tk carie.all the best to ya driving lesson.dun be afraid.mi alwis there for u.u can do it.JIA YOU~.lalala.boring life w/o u.
cia penned♥ Sunday, July 16, 2006.
15 july.
the nite b4 slp late.dreamt of ghost.wad the.so cold in the morning.then went to bathe then shit first.then came out and went off to school info moi mami tt i will go out.
then reach the library there lyk a dumbass.luckily gt "cherry" a ger la i duno how to spell her name.she acc mi.we tok tok nor.then its lyk beri early i reach there cos not much ppl there ma.-.-".then i sms moi groupmates.then grace bus breakdown.then after a while saw sharleen and puayleng.then after tt grace called mi then she and her fren reach le.they join other's group.then mi, sharleen, puayleng and "cherry" one group.we did sumtin on sports.so lame.my ans sucks.co s i present all eyes on mi and they look ??.then we have a short and sweet presentation except tat the teacher shoot us sumtin.the teacher quite funni.other groups oso beri funni.we keep luffing.after the lesson we went off to do project.did nt do much la.so lac wan.everything oso nt confirm.
one of moi grpmate-doris.did nt even attend.wtf.then nvm ba.mayb she gt sumtin impt ba.then we do abit.nt even abit.is nth.we jus dicuss roughly wad we are gng to do about the project.so dumb ass.dun lyk the grp working attitude ba.duno.all gers so wad.no work done.F.ha.aniway went to dear there.then met puayleng.i think among e grpmates.i can get along wif her oni la.then we chatted.she took bus 154 wif mi.then we took to clementi there then i change to bus99 then puayleng took mrt.we went our separate ways.then reach dear there then went up myself open door moiself.
have a nice day being wif him.then after eating.i slept from 5pm plus to 7pm plus.super tired.then went down to acc him go buy stuffs,cut hair and dinner.moi dear gave mi $ cos he noe i nt enuff.i feel bad.cos i keep taking $$ from him.he cut his hair.i feel quite nice make him look neater.so adorable.i love looking at him.have a beri full dinner.aniway.i m sort of mad at dear cos he keep asking mi to eat the garlic bread when i alr beri full la.so abit mad.budden after tt sort out liao.feel so lucky have him by moi side.i wonder he happie or nt accpet moi testimonials at friendster.he did nt sae much.
hmmm jus wan2 let u noe i intend to write to u over the 2 mths.i noe the gift nt beri great.budden hope u lyk it.muacks.i miss every now and then.it is becos of ya presence make mi feel moi importance too.i love u.i hope we can be together.always.forever.
jus nw came bk.moi dad ask mi i izit go dating.i sae NO.duno y.i jus dun feel good exposing moi r/s now.i dare nt risk sumtin so dear to mi.i m nt lyk last time.i cant take risks.it will risk moi happiness.i dun wan2 gamble.i wan2 marry him.i neva have such thots till i meet u.
the nite b4 slp late.dreamt of ghost.wad the.so cold in the morning.then went to bathe then shit first.then came out and went off to school info moi mami tt i will go out.
then reach the library there lyk a dumbass.luckily gt "cherry" a ger la i duno how to spell her name.she acc mi.we tok tok nor.then its lyk beri early i reach there cos not much ppl there ma.-.-".then i sms moi groupmates.then grace bus breakdown.then after a while saw sharleen and puayleng.then after tt grace called mi then she and her fren reach le.they join other's group.then mi, sharleen, puayleng and "cherry" one group.we did sumtin on sports.so lame.my ans sucks.co s i present all eyes on mi and they look ??.then we have a short and sweet presentation except tat the teacher shoot us sumtin.the teacher quite funni.other groups oso beri funni.we keep luffing.after the lesson we went off to do project.did nt do much la.so lac wan.everything oso nt confirm.
one of moi grpmate-doris.did nt even attend.wtf.then nvm ba.mayb she gt sumtin impt ba.then we do abit.nt even abit.is nth.we jus dicuss roughly wad we are gng to do about the project.so dumb ass.dun lyk the grp working attitude ba.duno.all gers so wad.no work done.F.ha.aniway went to dear there.then met puayleng.i think among e grpmates.i can get along wif her oni la.then we chatted.she took bus 154 wif mi.then we took to clementi there then i change to bus99 then puayleng took mrt.we went our separate ways.then reach dear there then went up myself open door moiself.
have a nice day being wif him.then after eating.i slept from 5pm plus to 7pm plus.super tired.then went down to acc him go buy stuffs,cut hair and dinner.moi dear gave mi $ cos he noe i nt enuff.i feel bad.cos i keep taking $$ from him.he cut his hair.i feel quite nice make him look neater.so adorable.i love looking at him.have a beri full dinner.aniway.i m sort of mad at dear cos he keep asking mi to eat the garlic bread when i alr beri full la.so abit mad.budden after tt sort out liao.feel so lucky have him by moi side.i wonder he happie or nt accpet moi testimonials at friendster.he did nt sae much.
hmmm jus wan2 let u noe i intend to write to u over the 2 mths.i noe the gift nt beri great.budden hope u lyk it.muacks.i miss every now and then.it is becos of ya presence make mi feel moi importance too.i love u.i hope we can be together.always.forever.
jus nw came bk.moi dad ask mi i izit go dating.i sae NO.duno y.i jus dun feel good exposing moi r/s now.i dare nt risk sumtin so dear to mi.i m nt lyk last time.i cant take risks.it will risk moi happiness.i dun wan2 gamble.i wan2 marry him.i neva have such thots till i meet u.
cia penned♥ Sunday, July 16, 2006.
Saturday, July 15, 2006
14 july.
well hee damn late entry.today woke up then went to pack moi bag and then went to hang clothes and then eat breakfast then went to bathe then go school.
went for LMS.sms grace b4 tt,she has forgotten to print the LMS report.ltr we are gng to do the IAC stuffs.the deadline is on 17 july wor.haish.i wan2 meet dear.budden work comes first.damn.aniway today went for LMS.then after tt went to meet olivia to study for MAEC test.having the test at 5.10pm.then actuali went up to meet moi frens budden i m stuck in the human traffic damn warm.wait patiently for the door to be open then we stream in.aniway in the examhall quite cock up.
it is becos.the teacher did nt have a any label for us to settle down hence it took abt 30 mins to settle down b4 we started the test.it is a breeze however i knew i cant get moi A animore.cos of moi mistake.its kinda sucks.i m supposed to multiply instead i divided.hence.i guess the 3 marks sae byebye to mi.duno still gt animore mistake nt.hope nt.haish.so tt at least a B+ look better in moi report slip?aniway as long i get 85 marks for this paper dear promise to get sumtin for mi.
aniway i drank too much water during the exam hence i urgent after the exam.i rushed to get moi bag and lappie.then i rush to go toilet.then the toilet damn eerie la.so i quickly use then quickly go out.eeekkk.then mit olivia.cos we are gng to get prezzies for the twins-jia min and jia hui.moi primary school frens.then we went to morethan words to get them pillows.happie to find them the suitable prezzie.aniway we went home straight after buying prezzie.cos we r HUNGRY.then we went to take bus.olivia alight at the bpp there cos she lazy to climb the overheadbridge.-.-".then i alight at moi home there la.haha.then went home found nobody then i m WAD THE.i wan dinner la.so HUNGRY.no wonder ppl saer a HUNGRY man makes an ANGRY man.ARGH.then i called mami.
then they sae eat at moi kopitiam there.the 24hr de.then i pack moi room.then after awhile they called again i went down to eat nor.ate noodles...hee.then went to shop and save bought stuffs.then watch ghost whisper.tok to dear awhile on the phone.then went to nibble on tibits.then while watching over the hedge wif moi bro gng to fall asleep.okie i did sleep.then watch the last part.and here i m blogging.gng to prepare everything for tmr and for the nxt week.how busy can we be.our time is pack.becos of the continuous exams coming.OMG.final major wan.A grade.plssssssssss.hardwork.-.-".well i gtg keep moi readers update tmr.yea meeting dear tmr.
love u dear.i hope u r doing fine during ya driving lessons.just keep continuing to put in ya best.efforts do get rewarded.remember the details.heck the insructor.it is abt u.noe how to drive and noe ya mistake so u can correct it.the attitude the instructor show u jus ask him to F off la.dammit.scold moi dear.i kick his BALLS.aniway.JIA YOU WOR~^^
to oilivia.hey pal thanks for letting mi to join ya frens when i hab nobody to turn to during those breaks.ha.thanks alot.hope u can fare well in this MAEC test.get 18 marks pal.u can do it.get a A grade.when u believe u can.u CAN do it.i hoping to c u happie everyday.i oso wish for HJZ de everyone happie.esp u and laine. :)
well hee damn late entry.today woke up then went to pack moi bag and then went to hang clothes and then eat breakfast then went to bathe then go school.
went for LMS.sms grace b4 tt,she has forgotten to print the LMS report.ltr we are gng to do the IAC stuffs.the deadline is on 17 july wor.haish.i wan2 meet dear.budden work comes first.damn.aniway today went for LMS.then after tt went to meet olivia to study for MAEC test.having the test at 5.10pm.then actuali went up to meet moi frens budden i m stuck in the human traffic damn warm.wait patiently for the door to be open then we stream in.aniway in the examhall quite cock up.
it is becos.the teacher did nt have a any label for us to settle down hence it took abt 30 mins to settle down b4 we started the test.it is a breeze however i knew i cant get moi A animore.cos of moi mistake.its kinda sucks.i m supposed to multiply instead i divided.hence.i guess the 3 marks sae byebye to mi.duno still gt animore mistake nt.hope nt.haish.so tt at least a B+ look better in moi report slip?aniway as long i get 85 marks for this paper dear promise to get sumtin for mi.
aniway i drank too much water during the exam hence i urgent after the exam.i rushed to get moi bag and lappie.then i rush to go toilet.then the toilet damn eerie la.so i quickly use then quickly go out.eeekkk.then mit olivia.cos we are gng to get prezzies for the twins-jia min and jia hui.moi primary school frens.then we went to morethan words to get them pillows.happie to find them the suitable prezzie.aniway we went home straight after buying prezzie.cos we r HUNGRY.then we went to take bus.olivia alight at the bpp there cos she lazy to climb the overheadbridge.-.-".then i alight at moi home there la.haha.then went home found nobody then i m WAD THE.i wan dinner la.so HUNGRY.no wonder ppl saer a HUNGRY man makes an ANGRY man.ARGH.then i called mami.
then they sae eat at moi kopitiam there.the 24hr de.then i pack moi room.then after awhile they called again i went down to eat nor.ate noodles...hee.then went to shop and save bought stuffs.then watch ghost whisper.tok to dear awhile on the phone.then went to nibble on tibits.then while watching over the hedge wif moi bro gng to fall asleep.okie i did sleep.then watch the last part.and here i m blogging.gng to prepare everything for tmr and for the nxt week.how busy can we be.our time is pack.becos of the continuous exams coming.OMG.final major wan.A grade.plssssssssss.hardwork.-.-".well i gtg keep moi readers update tmr.yea meeting dear tmr.
love u dear.i hope u r doing fine during ya driving lessons.just keep continuing to put in ya best.efforts do get rewarded.remember the details.heck the insructor.it is abt u.noe how to drive and noe ya mistake so u can correct it.the attitude the instructor show u jus ask him to F off la.dammit.scold moi dear.i kick his BALLS.aniway.JIA YOU WOR~^^
to oilivia.hey pal thanks for letting mi to join ya frens when i hab nobody to turn to during those breaks.ha.thanks alot.hope u can fare well in this MAEC test.get 18 marks pal.u can do it.get a A grade.when u believe u can.u CAN do it.i hoping to c u happie everyday.i oso wish for HJZ de everyone happie.esp u and laine. :)
cia penned♥ Saturday, July 15, 2006.
Thursday, July 13, 2006
mi today hahaha.i finally can shit.moi constipation is really wad la.it last for 4 days.i m so bloated for the past four days.dammit.i think i will eat more yong tau fu from now on.and moi appetite is huge.i tell u all wad i eat for the day.
i hab moi MAEC lesson today.actuali justina moi classmate dun wan to attend both the lecture and tutorial budden in the end she did la.so we went to school together and sat together.finally i hab a companion.then kai shin came to join mi oso.then we listen to the financial planning for retirement.the ANG MOH sae we must start planning once we start work.at the age of 20 or 21.we must save at least 120bucks per month in order to have 5 million to use when we retire.we will oso live till 80 yrs old if lucky enuff..budden i think the bank interest is weak it cant really generate so much money unless we play wif stocks or we hab bonds.which is a tough thing.cos we mus have earned a certain amount of $$.
i only pay attn to those part i wan la.then i m bored.tok to moi frens then justina busy decorating her book.then kai shin listening then i abit bored.so i looked around at babes.then tok to justina abt hair all this.lame.then finally our MAEC lecturer took over the class.he went thru the MONEY CREATION lecture however i m ZzzzZzzzz.oh ya today two of moi classmates skip school.haha.then i duno wad the teacher saying budden moi frens sae the topic is easy.so i did nt bother much nor.then after tt we went for lunch cum breakfast.i ate yong tau fu wif mifen.then i choose alot of veggie.after lunch we crap la.mi,lynn,kai shin,mei yi and justina.then we walk to blk 72 level4 for our tutorial.then after awhile moi tutor came.we went in then do the thermometer stuff budden i sort of heck la.so dumb.then went on wif the tutorial.its is beri enriching.i learn alot and benefit alot from this tutorial and last week wan.so ltr i meeting via to go study MAEC.
after the tutorial i went to look for her at canteen1.then we crap awhile then we went off.at first via ask mi wan2 go eat prata i sae dun wan cos i lazy.then after tt when we reach bpp de mac.then we saw a ger eating ice-cream we decided to go eat prata.then we went to take bus.we decided to take bus184 or 75 to our school then after tt cross oppsite to take bus to the prata place.so dumb,cos we were lyk siao.haha.then suddenly i thot of angela then ask via to ask her whether she wan2 go or nt.then via called her.actuali wan2 go PJC there wait for her budden she cant make it so we went there ourselves.i m hungry la.so fast rite.then we went to school then cross over then take bus 184 or 75 again to tt place.then when we reach there we crap as usual.then we order 2 set of cheese prata and ice-cream prata.i order milo dino and via drank green tea.we wipe everything off.then we were satisfied le then went bk to bpp.how lame.
then we went bk there to study.we from 5pm study till 7pm.i teach her at the same tim eit reinforce in moi brain.so we learn alot.then we re-do one of the tutorial oni.the rest i doing it moiself tonite nor.mus revise again.i wan2 score an A.at least.then we bought twister fries to eat k.i m gng to be a FAT ger soon.haha huge appetite rite.i m so scary rite.then we continue to study.i help her when she nid moi help nor.at abt 7pm plus we went our separate ways le.we went home.then i on the way smses moi dear.then reach home i wanted to blog.then dear called budden jus nice i tummyache so i hung up the call and continue with smses.then we chat alot in smses.i miss him.i love him.
he keep claiming he is dumb la.he is nt.i believe tt he is just too tense and nervous.becos of a few failure.budden i noe he will press on and persist.he will succeed de nor.moi dear lei.i waiting for the dae he drive mi around.so we can be together longer.then aniway.mi mus buck up in moi studies too.dear let us JIA YOU~k?we will lend each other our moral support.lets work hard for our future.i m looking forward to see u again.
i hab moi MAEC lesson today.actuali justina moi classmate dun wan to attend both the lecture and tutorial budden in the end she did la.so we went to school together and sat together.finally i hab a companion.then kai shin came to join mi oso.then we listen to the financial planning for retirement.the ANG MOH sae we must start planning once we start work.at the age of 20 or 21.we must save at least 120bucks per month in order to have 5 million to use when we retire.we will oso live till 80 yrs old if lucky enuff..budden i think the bank interest is weak it cant really generate so much money unless we play wif stocks or we hab bonds.which is a tough thing.cos we mus have earned a certain amount of $$.
i only pay attn to those part i wan la.then i m bored.tok to moi frens then justina busy decorating her book.then kai shin listening then i abit bored.so i looked around at babes.then tok to justina abt hair all this.lame.then finally our MAEC lecturer took over the class.he went thru the MONEY CREATION lecture however i m ZzzzZzzzz.oh ya today two of moi classmates skip school.haha.then i duno wad the teacher saying budden moi frens sae the topic is easy.so i did nt bother much nor.then after tt we went for lunch cum breakfast.i ate yong tau fu wif mifen.then i choose alot of veggie.after lunch we crap la.mi,lynn,kai shin,mei yi and justina.then we walk to blk 72 level4 for our tutorial.then after awhile moi tutor came.we went in then do the thermometer stuff budden i sort of heck la.so dumb.then went on wif the tutorial.its is beri enriching.i learn alot and benefit alot from this tutorial and last week wan.so ltr i meeting via to go study MAEC.
after the tutorial i went to look for her at canteen1.then we crap awhile then we went off.at first via ask mi wan2 go eat prata i sae dun wan cos i lazy.then after tt when we reach bpp de mac.then we saw a ger eating ice-cream we decided to go eat prata.then we went to take bus.we decided to take bus184 or 75 to our school then after tt cross oppsite to take bus to the prata place.so dumb,cos we were lyk siao.haha.then suddenly i thot of angela then ask via to ask her whether she wan2 go or nt.then via called her.actuali wan2 go PJC there wait for her budden she cant make it so we went there ourselves.i m hungry la.so fast rite.then we went to school then cross over then take bus 184 or 75 again to tt place.then when we reach there we crap as usual.then we order 2 set of cheese prata and ice-cream prata.i order milo dino and via drank green tea.we wipe everything off.then we were satisfied le then went bk to bpp.how lame.
then we went bk there to study.we from 5pm study till 7pm.i teach her at the same tim eit reinforce in moi brain.so we learn alot.then we re-do one of the tutorial oni.the rest i doing it moiself tonite nor.mus revise again.i wan2 score an A.at least.then we bought twister fries to eat k.i m gng to be a FAT ger soon.haha huge appetite rite.i m so scary rite.then we continue to study.i help her when she nid moi help nor.at abt 7pm plus we went our separate ways le.we went home.then i on the way smses moi dear.then reach home i wanted to blog.then dear called budden jus nice i tummyache so i hung up the call and continue with smses.then we chat alot in smses.i miss him.i love him.
he keep claiming he is dumb la.he is nt.i believe tt he is just too tense and nervous.becos of a few failure.budden i noe he will press on and persist.he will succeed de nor.moi dear lei.i waiting for the dae he drive mi around.so we can be together longer.then aniway.mi mus buck up in moi studies too.dear let us JIA YOU~k?we will lend each other our moral support.lets work hard for our future.i m looking forward to see u again.
cia penned♥ Thursday, July 13, 2006.
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
mi today beri happie haha.well today meet at 10am for BCA project stuffs.its the presentation.then sit there beri sians la.so mani ppl approach us.LOL.then first is duno abt wad wan.then after tt 3 ppl bring the pegs to sell for charity then i bought one nor.then after tt popcorn come then the guy ask us to buy.i sae:"i dun wan".then he ask "Y dun wan?" i sae becos he ask mi to buy then i dun wan.then he show mi the =( face.i feel tt he act cute la.then after tt he sae some nonsense i dun care.then he go off cos i sae i alr buy liao.the peg.damn.then after tt after we finish.we went to eat lunch.i ate noodles la.the hot plate wan.haha.then after tt went to WCOM for the individual assignment its 20% okie.!i think i beri no confidence in moi work cos moi english sux to core.then i duno la....
aniway after tt went to BMGT.then we crap there....damn lame...tok tok tok wif moi classmate.i kip on disturb audis.she beri funni sial.haha.then after tt go thru the tutorial.i neva do.as usual.haha.then after tt got a few ppl come in to present.then i kana sabo to be the volunteer.-.-".actuali wan2 sabo ppl wan.in the end i kana.audris nor.-.-".aniway i go help raymond's gf buy cocktail its $2.50.budden luckily the drink nt bad so nvm nor.then after tt went to mit olivia.we went to jp.b4 thot gt mit peggy.budden she sick.so we went to jp after she return her hp bill.
we took bus154 then crap all the way there.she acc mi there to help cy buy necklace.luckily i found one suitable wan within a beri short time la...haha.then after tt we went to walk walk.wa so mani nice clothes.haish no $$.then we went to mosburger for dinner.then after tt walk walk again.then we went bk.then crap all the way again.how lam ecan we be rite.then after tt gng to reach plaza tt time moi dear call sae CAN MEET ME.>.<.WOW.i m SO HAPPY.>.<.
then after tt pei via do sumtin impt then after tt i went to take bus187 budden wa liao miss one when i try to chase after it.aniway i m getting damn FAT>. FAT.damn.aniway.went to meet dear.i rush all the way there.haha.so happy to c him la.then we tok tok.then we a-hem a-hem.well details shall not be sae.WAHA.then he nid to go off at 9pm le.i meet him at 8pm plus lei.how short the time can be.ARGH.>.<.then after tt he went to take taxi wif his frens.then somehow "quarrel" wif a ppl cos he-she sae moi dear cut he-she queue...then aniway they resolve it quickly.then settle then took taxi bk.i went off to take bus 187 bk.after awhile reach le.wa then at causeway point saw alot of clothes on sale.then the braclet wif the heart so nice budden moi wrist big cant wear.HAISH>.<.being FAT AND BIG is so awful.
i guess dear's frens kip looking at mi wif funni glarings.i guess they mus be thinking how come moi dear's de dear so FAT AND BIG AND UGLY.haish.so disgraceful...-.-".>.<.FAT>.<.LOL.aniway i just so happy i saw dear today.if i noe i go his hse help him take his mp3 charger le.nvm ba.he sae dun nid de.muacks.hope to c soon on SATURDAY>.<.YUPPIES.oh exams is coming soon.STRESS>.<.
i love u dear.mus jia you k.muacks.take carie of yaself.
aniway after tt went to BMGT.then we crap there....damn lame...tok tok tok wif moi classmate.i kip on disturb audis.she beri funni sial.haha.then after tt go thru the tutorial.i neva do.as usual.haha.then after tt got a few ppl come in to present.then i kana sabo to be the volunteer.-.-".actuali wan2 sabo ppl wan.in the end i kana.audris nor.-.-".aniway i go help raymond's gf buy cocktail its $2.50.budden luckily the drink nt bad so nvm nor.then after tt went to mit olivia.we went to jp.b4 thot gt mit peggy.budden she sick.so we went to jp after she return her hp bill.
we took bus154 then crap all the way there.she acc mi there to help cy buy necklace.luckily i found one suitable wan within a beri short time la...haha.then after tt we went to walk walk.wa so mani nice clothes.haish no $$.then we went to mosburger for dinner.then after tt walk walk again.then we went bk.then crap all the way again.how lam ecan we be rite.then after tt gng to reach plaza tt time moi dear call sae CAN MEET ME.>.<.WOW.i m SO HAPPY.>.<.
then after tt pei via do sumtin impt then after tt i went to take bus187 budden wa liao miss one when i try to chase after it.aniway i m getting damn FAT>.
i guess dear's frens kip looking at mi wif funni glarings.i guess they mus be thinking how come moi dear's de dear so FAT AND BIG AND UGLY.haish.so disgraceful...-.-".>.<.FAT>.<.LOL.aniway i just so happy i saw dear today.if i noe i go his hse help him take his mp3 charger le.nvm ba.he sae dun nid de.muacks.hope to c soon on SATURDAY>.<.YUPPIES.oh exams is coming soon.STRESS>.<.
i love u dear.mus jia you k.muacks.take carie of yaself.
cia penned♥ Wednesday, July 12, 2006.
11 july.
hmmm went to school at 9am then go bk home at 12pm then after tt ate lunch at home then i fell asleep till 3pm.then went for floorball at 4pm.meanwhile during the 1 hr i pack moi stuffs.floorball training is fun.w/o somebody.i duno her name.budden her face gib mi alot of stress.i think she call ira.i forget liao duno.i think gt one incidence make mi beri sians.the reaction she gave mi.duno serious or play play.budden she's duno la.no comments.duno her well.
aniway went home then ate dinner after tt tok awhile on the fone wif dear till 10.30pm.then he gt ask mi help him buy necklace gng to help him buy tmr.then shun bian go his hse take his mp3 charger.haha.he today passed both tests.altht he nid to re-take the 1st test.budden he did pass in the end.tt's more impt.i believe he can do beri well de.!JIA YOU~dear!!.aniway he gng to drive the real thing tmr.i hope he wont so tense.and hab a good nite sleep so that tmr he can perform well.altht i cant be physically there to support him budden mentally i will alwis be wif him.dear GOGOGO~ u can do it.love u.miss u.saturday pls come soon.lotsa tutorials and exams and lotsa thingys....gng to happen in such a short period.
wad a life.-.-".ha.
hmmm went to school at 9am then go bk home at 12pm then after tt ate lunch at home then i fell asleep till 3pm.then went for floorball at 4pm.meanwhile during the 1 hr i pack moi stuffs.floorball training is fun.w/o somebody.i duno her name.budden her face gib mi alot of stress.i think she call ira.i forget liao duno.i think gt one incidence make mi beri sians.the reaction she gave mi.duno serious or play play.budden she's duno la.no comments.duno her well.
aniway went home then ate dinner after tt tok awhile on the fone wif dear till 10.30pm.then he gt ask mi help him buy necklace gng to help him buy tmr.then shun bian go his hse take his mp3 charger.haha.he today passed both tests.altht he nid to re-take the 1st test.budden he did pass in the end.tt's more impt.i believe he can do beri well de.!JIA YOU~dear!!.aniway he gng to drive the real thing tmr.i hope he wont so tense.and hab a good nite sleep so that tmr he can perform well.altht i cant be physically there to support him budden mentally i will alwis be wif him.dear GOGOGO~ u can do it.love u.miss u.saturday pls come soon.lotsa tutorials and exams and lotsa thingys....gng to happen in such a short period.
wad a life.-.-".ha.
cia penned♥ Wednesday, July 12, 2006.
Monday, July 10, 2006
today.nth special.i woke up at 6.30am to do the POA tutorial.however its in a mess in the end.make alot of mistake.then went out late.thot i will be late budden i m still early.lotsa classmate in the class le.abt 5-6 ppl.
then the tutorial pass fast then the lecture is damn boring again.budden i did learn sumtin.then after tt went for lunch.then after tt go do project b4 tt sms olivia to mit her to go home together.then after moi project mi went to meet via.and taufiq tag along to go home together.actuali jus take th esame bus oni.-.-.ha.then after tt went home feel wierd...duno y oso.mayb no meet dear ba tt's y.haish.then i went to moi grandma hse pass moi aunt tape.i played with the dog and the baby.then after tt went home.
saw mami on the way bk home.then together go buy dinner.then after tt eat le.log on the singpass.moi mami wan2 help moi dad check sumtin after tt went to lay maple for 5 mins.then bug moi bro to gib mi a korean fan inside the game.he gave mi and i get an extra dragon potion.stupig.ha.then went to tok to dear.then tt's abt it.aiya boring day.
a day w/o u is boring.very boring.haish.miss u alot.then i LOVE u.
then the tutorial pass fast then the lecture is damn boring again.budden i did learn sumtin.then after tt went for lunch.then after tt go do project b4 tt sms olivia to mit her to go home together.then after moi project mi went to meet via.and taufiq tag along to go home together.actuali jus take th esame bus oni.-.-.ha.then after tt went home feel wierd...duno y oso.mayb no meet dear ba tt's y.haish.then i went to moi grandma hse pass moi aunt tape.i played with the dog and the baby.then after tt went home.
saw mami on the way bk home.then together go buy dinner.then after tt eat le.log on the singpass.moi mami wan2 help moi dad check sumtin after tt went to lay maple for 5 mins.then bug moi bro to gib mi a korean fan inside the game.he gave mi and i get an extra dragon potion.stupig.ha.then went to tok to dear.then tt's abt it.aiya boring day.
a day w/o u is boring.very boring.haish.miss u alot.then i LOVE u.
cia penned♥ Monday, July 10, 2006.
Sunday, July 09, 2006
today.i woke up at 8.50am then i start mugging on moi hmwk.ya mugging.till late afternoon.dammit.manage to finish only wad SAM.fuck.then after tt went to print moi lecture notes for tmr and went to bathe then rush to dear there.
today ate alot.buns in the morning.then some chocolates.then eat noodles.fishballss.then after tt dinner moi dear's mother cook alot.wa wad a great day.manage to eat w/o spending alot.then so happie i manage to meet dear.budden omg.i cant finish moi POA.monday blues.haha.
well i sort of miss him.i saw his sad look.i felt sad too.i nearly weep budden i tahan.2mths.8weeks.35days.840hours50400minutes.18144000seconds.tough for mi and him.budden i m sure we can make it.cos i pin lotsa hopes for our future.i believe he does too.we will fulfill it together and we will keep our promise together.dear let us jia you.miss u.love u.take carie at the camp k.u can do it de.i will support u mentally.i m alwis there for u.
today ate alot.buns in the morning.then some chocolates.then eat noodles.fishballss.then after tt dinner moi dear's mother cook alot.wa wad a great day.manage to eat w/o spending alot.then so happie i manage to meet dear.budden omg.i cant finish moi POA.monday blues.haha.
well i sort of miss him.i saw his sad look.i felt sad too.i nearly weep budden i tahan.2mths.8weeks.35days.840hours50400minutes.18144000seconds.tough for mi and him.budden i m sure we can make it.cos i pin lotsa hopes for our future.i believe he does too.we will fulfill it together and we will keep our promise together.dear let us jia you.miss u.love u.take carie at the camp k.u can do it de.i will support u mentally.i m alwis there for u.
cia penned♥ Sunday, July 09, 2006.
8 july.
i woke up.blur.then went to eat breakfast.slack then after tt bathe.then after tt went to moi grandma hse.b4 tt i actuali wanted to call moi grandma hse de budden duno y i dialled moi dear's hse fone no.so funni rite.then i set off to moi grandma hse.
once reach i help her to dye hair nor.then who noes i put on oni i glove on moi right hand then the left hand kana dye then now moi left hand lyk indian fingers.-.-.then i m teased for being stupig.-.-".after tt went to dear hse le.then i quite hungry ate his oreo,ate his bread and heat up harsh browns to eat.i share it wif dear.then after tt watch him play game.then boring went in to watch the just my luck movie.watch finish.then after tt went ou to support moi dear becos he playing the soccer team game.-.-.then i wanted to do SAM e-learning.budden becos of his router i never do le.i love him being so serious and try all his best to help mi fix the router thingys.and moi lappie de bluetooth and infared stuffs but to no avai.
then after tt we nid to go down to hab dinner le..his mami and aunt bring us to i duno where.and we have chicken rice for dinner.i happie for dear cos he finally get his pay then he dun nid to sians liao.i jus hope he is happie everyday.budden mi make him sad when he is fixing moi lappie thingys.i feel bad.
then during the trip for dinner and after dinner and during dinner.its quite bored.haha.then moi dear beri notti go put sumtin in his mouth i so scare he may choke on it.then after tt went bk to his hse we are leave alone.so happie.then ahahaha.then after tt we went out le.then his mami sit there toking abt christanity things.and some spirit stuffs.i quite scare after hearing those stuffs.then dear playing ps2 wrestling game with his cuz.mi sit there listen to his mami.
aniway we leave late.then we rush to bustop to wait for bus 180.he today send mi home.i m so happie.budden actuali he wan2 send mi right outside moi door.i so shocked that i somehow raised moi voice.then after tt okie liao.when i m ab tot reach home i calle dear.cos i feel scare then we sort of quarrel then settle le.
i m sad he is leaving mi soon.absence make the heart fonder huh.haish.jus sad.aniway todae i m not a victim of constipation.i can shit.hee hee.
i woke up.blur.then went to eat breakfast.slack then after tt bathe.then after tt went to moi grandma hse.b4 tt i actuali wanted to call moi grandma hse de budden duno y i dialled moi dear's hse fone no.so funni rite.then i set off to moi grandma hse.
once reach i help her to dye hair nor.then who noes i put on oni i glove on moi right hand then the left hand kana dye then now moi left hand lyk indian fingers.-.-.then i m teased for being stupig.-.-".after tt went to dear hse le.then i quite hungry ate his oreo,ate his bread and heat up harsh browns to eat.i share it wif dear.then after tt watch him play game.then boring went in to watch the just my luck movie.watch finish.then after tt went ou to support moi dear becos he playing the soccer team game.-.-.then i wanted to do SAM e-learning.budden becos of his router i never do le.i love him being so serious and try all his best to help mi fix the router thingys.and moi lappie de bluetooth and infared stuffs but to no avai.
then after tt we nid to go down to hab dinner le..his mami and aunt bring us to i duno where.and we have chicken rice for dinner.i happie for dear cos he finally get his pay then he dun nid to sians liao.i jus hope he is happie everyday.budden mi make him sad when he is fixing moi lappie thingys.i feel bad.
then during the trip for dinner and after dinner and during dinner.its quite bored.haha.then moi dear beri notti go put sumtin in his mouth i so scare he may choke on it.then after tt went bk to his hse we are leave alone.so happie.then ahahaha.then after tt we went out le.then his mami sit there toking abt christanity things.and some spirit stuffs.i quite scare after hearing those stuffs.then dear playing ps2 wrestling game with his cuz.mi sit there listen to his mami.
aniway we leave late.then we rush to bustop to wait for bus 180.he today send mi home.i m so happie.budden actuali he wan2 send mi right outside moi door.i so shocked that i somehow raised moi voice.then after tt okie liao.when i m ab tot reach home i calle dear.cos i feel scare then we sort of quarrel then settle le.
i m sad he is leaving mi soon.absence make the heart fonder huh.haish.jus sad.aniway todae i m not a victim of constipation.i can shit.hee hee.
i love u dear.
cia penned♥ Sunday, July 09, 2006.
Friday, July 07, 2006
today mi hab LMS early in the morning then i nid to get up early then found out moi mami no work go out wif her sisters.then i m blur blur.cos i hab a wierd dream.gt mi and cy and moi parents de.quite horrible.beri scary too.then so beri blur.then quickly went to bathe then went out le.
then while walking to the bustop take bus184 i nearly trip and fell so malu.then nvm then went to school doris called to ask mi print the receipt for the library stuff thingys.then saw gobi and peiling.budden i approach peiling oni cos gobi is busy smoking.so we went together.then gt some problems.so librarian sae nvm.cos we alr book budden she commented i on the music beri loud.i m -.-.
then we want to go to the rooms moi fren booked budden mi and peiling went to the wrong floor its actuali at level3 where we are at actuali then went to level5 found out we were wrong then go bk to level3.so blur.then edit the movie.budden i lyk do nth.then mi help peiling for the BCA.then help help gobi on the IAC.then help grace for the LMS movie editing.then oso abit on the PBL2.which i hab no idea how.-.-.
then we went for lunch then went for LMS then so malu our video is lyk.okie.then the rest are lyk fantastic.-.-.then went for IAC.then mus present.then sms laine and via.something happen.then after tt went to moi dear hse.b4 tt went to buy dougnuts and bread and banana cake.then by the time i reach his bustop.he oso reaching le.haha.so concidence.haha.
then i waited for him then we went up together.then i crapon msn wif his fren call JJ...jun jie okie.haha.so funni nors.then after tt tok tok and hab fun with dear.then c his notti stuffs at the H drive there then the XXXX folder there...eeekkkk.then after tt we went down to buy groceries.then dinner.
he ate chicken cutlet rice set wif rice i eat meepok.then we watch the 9pm de show then rest awhile then i blog at his hse for the two entries.tt's all.now gng home le.sureli kana kpkb by moi dad.cos late home and bla bla bla.then tmr go moi grandma hse help her dye hair.haha.aniway i m feeling sleepy ZzzzzZzz.ha.sians.i wish i can stay wif dear to oror wif him.HEE.i love u dear.muacks.
then while walking to the bustop take bus184 i nearly trip and fell so malu.then nvm then went to school doris called to ask mi print the receipt for the library stuff thingys.then saw gobi and peiling.budden i approach peiling oni cos gobi is busy smoking.so we went together.then gt some problems.so librarian sae nvm.cos we alr book budden she commented i on the music beri loud.i m -.-.
then we want to go to the rooms moi fren booked budden mi and peiling went to the wrong floor its actuali at level3 where we are at actuali then went to level5 found out we were wrong then go bk to level3.so blur.then edit the movie.budden i lyk do nth.then mi help peiling for the BCA.then help help gobi on the IAC.then help grace for the LMS movie editing.then oso abit on the PBL2.which i hab no idea how.-.-.
then we went for lunch then went for LMS then so malu our video is lyk.okie.then the rest are lyk fantastic.-.-.then went for IAC.then mus present.then sms laine and via.something happen.then after tt went to moi dear hse.b4 tt went to buy dougnuts and bread and banana cake.then by the time i reach his bustop.he oso reaching le.haha.so concidence.haha.
then i waited for him then we went up together.then i crapon msn wif his fren call JJ...jun jie okie.haha.so funni nors.then after tt tok tok and hab fun with dear.then c his notti stuffs at the H drive there then the XXXX folder there...eeekkkk.then after tt we went down to buy groceries.then dinner.
he ate chicken cutlet rice set wif rice i eat meepok.then we watch the 9pm de show then rest awhile then i blog at his hse for the two entries.tt's all.now gng home le.sureli kana kpkb by moi dad.cos late home and bla bla bla.then tmr go moi grandma hse help her dye hair.haha.aniway i m feeling sleepy ZzzzzZzz.ha.sians.i wish i can stay wif dear to oror wif him.HEE.i love u dear.muacks.
cia penned♥ Friday, July 07, 2006.
6 july.
mi hab maec then went to find dear le nor.then stay at his hse then i cook maggie to eat cos i too hungry le.hee heee.then i put the fishcake into the mircowave for 5mins.it dried up.budden i eat it too.hee.then i watch the just my luck movie-lindsay lohan lei!then watch till half i guess waiting to watch with dear.cos he sae he oso wan2 watch.haha.then when he ccame bk we hab fun lol.then i bought him a pair of white slippers for 5 bucks.at school compund there sell de.haha.then we ate maggie for dinner again.with siew mai and prawn dumplings.so full.oh i help him clear his garbage then oso wash his dishes.fill his water bottles nor.haha.then so happie to see him when he is bk.cos i miss him alot wor.he is gng to course soon.haish.then went home walk to bustop moiself cos his leg pain.
then reach home.i locked the inside the knot then outside cant open de.then i m in the toilet so cant received calls ma.then i quickly go open door for moi parents le nor.still show mi the idiotic face.so fark sial.then angry budden beri sleepy so fall asleep.msg dear for awhile b4 i Zzzz.
mi hab maec then went to find dear le nor.then stay at his hse then i cook maggie to eat cos i too hungry le.hee heee.then i put the fishcake into the mircowave for 5mins.it dried up.budden i eat it too.hee.then i watch the just my luck movie-lindsay lohan lei!then watch till half i guess waiting to watch with dear.cos he sae he oso wan2 watch.haha.then when he ccame bk we hab fun lol.then i bought him a pair of white slippers for 5 bucks.at school compund there sell de.haha.then we ate maggie for dinner again.with siew mai and prawn dumplings.so full.oh i help him clear his garbage then oso wash his dishes.fill his water bottles nor.haha.then so happie to see him when he is bk.cos i miss him alot wor.he is gng to course soon.haish.then went home walk to bustop moiself cos his leg pain.
then reach home.i locked the inside the knot then outside cant open de.then i m in the toilet so cant received calls ma.then i quickly go open door for moi parents le nor.still show mi the idiotic face.so fark sial.then angry budden beri sleepy so fall asleep.msg dear for awhile b4 i Zzzz.
cia penned♥ Friday, July 07, 2006.
Thursday, July 06, 2006
5 july.
well went to dear hse after moi lesson.damn boring lectures.i hab WCOM.and the teacher show moi work sae its a fail grade.i m lyk wtf.then after tt BMGT damn boring.
then aniway quarrel on fone with dear cos he ask mi to take bus99 then i dun wan cos i scared i lost moi way.i super blur wan.then in the end i take then settle the problem with dear le.then we eat noodles then after tt again quarrel.he sae i no try.i no put in effort to change.sae i no listen to him.then i m lyk.wtf.mi y alwis mi.then i calm down then i told him i did put in the effort and i did change.its jus tt ppl dun notice.i dun nid ppl to recognise moi efforts too.i jus hate being blame nor...then we settle le.
aniway i jus love him hugging mi and kissing mi to console mi.ha.i feel so happie.then reach home jus slp nor.sms dear.tt abt it.
well went to dear hse after moi lesson.damn boring lectures.i hab WCOM.and the teacher show moi work sae its a fail grade.i m lyk wtf.then after tt BMGT damn boring.
then aniway quarrel on fone with dear cos he ask mi to take bus99 then i dun wan cos i scared i lost moi way.i super blur wan.then in the end i take then settle the problem with dear le.then we eat noodles then after tt again quarrel.he sae i no try.i no put in effort to change.sae i no listen to him.then i m lyk.wtf.mi y alwis mi.then i calm down then i told him i did put in the effort and i did change.its jus tt ppl dun notice.i dun nid ppl to recognise moi efforts too.i jus hate being blame nor...then we settle le.
aniway i jus love him hugging mi and kissing mi to console mi.ha.i feel so happie.then reach home jus slp nor.sms dear.tt abt it.
cia penned♥ Thursday, July 06, 2006.
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
today.i never attend school.becos i hab e-learning then gt one BMGT lecture.i decided to skip it cos it is not impt to mi.so i skip floorball too.y mus i do this.cos in moi mind i noe i nid to spend more time with dear.i m afraid i might regret not spending more time with him.i scared i might missed him so muchie.so i decided to sacrifice those as i noe i will attend all those lessons nxt week.
i spend a great day with dear except for one hipcup.cos he playing game then i sae some discouraging words.i m too playful at times.saying somethings to tease him.budden i alwis forget he will take it to heart de.so he lost the game he playing wif his cuz.then i feel bad cos he feel sad abt the things i sae to him.then after tt he nid to concentrate so he told mi he will tok to mi ltr.budden i feel sad cos he is angry wif mi wor.i laid there.to reflect.i hate moiself.haish.then he call mi after a short while then he tried all ways budden he pull moi bra la...i feel angry at this.cos his cuz oso present.i feel malu.then i ignore him.
then after awhile i tok to him cos i no angry wif him animore.i jus pai seh.then aniway...after awhile he told mi his feelings saying when i sae discouraging words to him its lyk betraying him.i feel super sad.cos the first thing tt came to moi mind is.i love him so muchie tt i did nt even lie to him.the word "betray" hurt mi alot.the pain in moi heart still hurts.
then aniway we clear everything up liao.i try to forget abt this cos i noe deep in his heart,i believe he loves mi.hence he jus sae it to mi to tell mi oni.so i take it so i learn a lesson.i love him.then at the bustop,he acc mi down.then funny thing happen.first one bicycle came then i siam,the nxt one.i too late.i siam budden the guy sort of stumble...waha...so funny.jus tt i no luff out loud.then he went off again.i nearly block his way again.siam at the rite time.moi dear pull mi de.hee.then we waited for 180.then he told mi he is sorry abt the incident jus now.i feel so happie and sad.cos the word "betray" rang in moi mind.budden i soon forget it.and let it go.
then i went to board the bus.then i called dear.cos i miss him.then he told mi he is gng to camp on the coming monday.i feel so sad.moi tears.on the verge.i guess he did told mi at the bustop there too which make mi abit feel lyk crying liao.on the bus i cant tahan.two drops of tears roll down.after i hung up the phone with him.then when i reach moi bustop there.
i called him.i scared when he bk in camp.when i nid someone to acc mi.i hab no one.the thot of this make mi wan2 cry.well aniway take carie wor dear.love u alwis.
i spend a great day with dear except for one hipcup.cos he playing game then i sae some discouraging words.i m too playful at times.saying somethings to tease him.budden i alwis forget he will take it to heart de.so he lost the game he playing wif his cuz.then i feel bad cos he feel sad abt the things i sae to him.then after tt he nid to concentrate so he told mi he will tok to mi ltr.budden i feel sad cos he is angry wif mi wor.i laid there.to reflect.i hate moiself.haish.then he call mi after a short while then he tried all ways budden he pull moi bra la...i feel angry at this.cos his cuz oso present.i feel malu.then i ignore him.
then after awhile i tok to him cos i no angry wif him animore.i jus pai seh.then aniway...after awhile he told mi his feelings saying when i sae discouraging words to him its lyk betraying him.i feel super sad.cos the first thing tt came to moi mind is.i love him so muchie tt i did nt even lie to him.the word "betray" hurt mi alot.the pain in moi heart still hurts.
then aniway we clear everything up liao.i try to forget abt this cos i noe deep in his heart,i believe he loves mi.hence he jus sae it to mi to tell mi oni.so i take it so i learn a lesson.i love him.then at the bustop,he acc mi down.then funny thing happen.first one bicycle came then i siam,the nxt one.i too late.i siam budden the guy sort of stumble...waha...so funny.jus tt i no luff out loud.then he went off again.i nearly block his way again.siam at the rite time.moi dear pull mi de.hee.then we waited for 180.then he told mi he is sorry abt the incident jus now.i feel so happie and sad.cos the word "betray" rang in moi mind.budden i soon forget it.and let it go.
then i went to board the bus.then i called dear.cos i miss him.then he told mi he is gng to camp on the coming monday.i feel so sad.moi tears.on the verge.i guess he did told mi at the bustop there too which make mi abit feel lyk crying liao.on the bus i cant tahan.two drops of tears roll down.after i hung up the phone with him.then when i reach moi bustop there.
i called him.i scared when he bk in camp.when i nid someone to acc mi.i hab no one.the thot of this make mi wan2 cry.well aniway take carie wor dear.love u alwis.
cia penned♥ Tuesday, July 04, 2006.
Monday, July 03, 2006
3 july.
my one year with dear.happy.mit him today after school.then try to rush home asap.cos moi dad bu shuang.who cares abt him.do they noe wads stress?they fucking noe nth.ci bai.aniway moi slipper spoil thanks to dear i gt a pair of new flip-flops haha.gt fishbone on it.remind mi of wan jun.si yu.haha.tt's abt it.i hab lotsa tutorials to catch up.i will write more during moi long break time.i hope moi dad fly bk to holland.so i can hab peace.i nid rest when i get bk to home.nt their blablabla tt clog moi ears.i dun nid them.they r jus the ppl who gib mi money.duno la.sometimes treat mi good sometimes scold mi.confuse.funny feelings.
my one year with dear.happy.mit him today after school.then try to rush home asap.cos moi dad bu shuang.who cares abt him.do they noe wads stress?they fucking noe nth.ci bai.aniway moi slipper spoil thanks to dear i gt a pair of new flip-flops haha.gt fishbone on it.remind mi of wan jun.si yu.haha.tt's abt it.i hab lotsa tutorials to catch up.i will write more during moi long break time.i hope moi dad fly bk to holland.so i can hab peace.i nid rest when i get bk to home.nt their blablabla tt clog moi ears.i dun nid them.they r jus the ppl who gib mi money.duno la.sometimes treat mi good sometimes scold mi.confuse.funny feelings.
cia penned♥ Monday, July 03, 2006.
2 july.
nth much.a day with family.slp.slack at nite chiong moi hmwk in the end sleep then wake up in the morning at 6.30am to do nor.LOL.tt's all.i too sians to blog unnecessary details.
nth much.a day with family.slp.slack at nite chiong moi hmwk in the end sleep then wake up in the morning at 6.30am to do nor.LOL.tt's all.i too sians to blog unnecessary details.
cia penned♥ Monday, July 03, 2006.
Sunday, July 02, 2006
30th june.
went out.bought gifts for dear.thanks via for ya company.u r moi bestie alwis there for mi.laine take care ya.then went to cy hse.went home.short but sweet day.i enjoy every minute with dear and moi dear frens.
1st july.
woke up.then went to brush teeth ate moi breakfast.went to bathe.then doll-up.went out immediately to find moi dear.celebrating our 1 year in advance.waited for him at the terminal.ha.i m early surprise?.well i so scared he dun lyk moi gift in fact he love it.we went for movie-SUPERMAN RETURN.a nice show.then after tt went bk to have dinner.ate alot.full.then no much pirvacy.cos his mami at his room.then watch the video he done for mi.i m beri touched.i m on the verge of crying.so sweet.the memories flooding bk to mi.i forget to tell u one more thing.i lyk u kissing moi forehead too.it make mi feel i m loved.
he send mi down.we sat for awhile then we went to the bustop.then i long for him to send mi home la.i noe his fare card no money so nvm.nevertheless,i hab a great day.lotsa hmwk.headache.sux.he is doing guardduty tmr.miss him.every moment.haish.dear dun be afraid animore.i noe we can pull thru anitin.i believe in u.lets hold our hand and go thru all the tough times.muacks.happie 1 year.its on the 3/7/06.i will come and mit u.wish to c u soon.take carie.remember to sms mi.
went out.bought gifts for dear.thanks via for ya company.u r moi bestie alwis there for mi.laine take care ya.then went to cy hse.went home.short but sweet day.i enjoy every minute with dear and moi dear frens.
1st july.
woke up.then went to brush teeth ate moi breakfast.went to bathe.then doll-up.went out immediately to find moi dear.celebrating our 1 year in advance.waited for him at the terminal.ha.i m early surprise?.well i so scared he dun lyk moi gift in fact he love it.we went for movie-SUPERMAN RETURN.a nice show.then after tt went bk to have dinner.ate alot.full.then no much pirvacy.cos his mami at his room.then watch the video he done for mi.i m beri touched.i m on the verge of crying.so sweet.the memories flooding bk to mi.i forget to tell u one more thing.i lyk u kissing moi forehead too.it make mi feel i m loved.
he send mi down.we sat for awhile then we went to the bustop.then i long for him to send mi home la.i noe his fare card no money so nvm.nevertheless,i hab a great day.lotsa hmwk.headache.sux.he is doing guardduty tmr.miss him.every moment.haish.dear dun be afraid animore.i noe we can pull thru anitin.i believe in u.lets hold our hand and go thru all the tough times.muacks.happie 1 year.its on the 3/7/06.i will come and mit u.wish to c u soon.take carie.remember to sms mi.
cia penned♥ Sunday, July 02, 2006.
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