27 july

an advanced HAPPY BIRTHDAY to FABIAN HENG and CHLOE LIM!!!!

so busy busy. spend my friday and saturday with dear.

friday: the dark knight. a psychologically scary show. maybe cos of the JOKER.

saturday: busy with SQM proj audit.

SUNDAY: busy copying SIS notes, updating songs. d/l notes. check mails. shit. I have yet to study my CRM. T.T

lalala~

24 july

MANY THANKS.

1. My family can lie to me they planning holiday trip after my exam. WHICH IS A TOTAL FUCKING LIE.
   
2. thank you for talking behind my back

dear oso make me upset. haish. everyone loves to make me upset. i cried. happy?

i hate liars. please get out of my life. PLEASE. i think in this pragmatic world everyone turns fake right.

Does the problem lies with me? I will reflect on myself. sorry if i did anything wrong. i definitely don't deserve this kind of treatment.

luckily i still have my most precious friend with me. thanks via and laine. you both are the only ones whom i can trust and say pour everything out.

i am having headache. feeling heart ache. fuck i hate this feeling.

Labels: TRUST?NO. LIE? YES.

23 july

meet up with via and laine.

via treat us to pastamania! thanks! then we slack around lot1 till 9pm plus went home print stuffs. --".

elaine, pls think about your decisions okie :))

well now i must pia my CRM test. must pia the SQM_CRM project. most importantly exams.


MY wish is to get a MBA. before i have kids!

23 july

i think teachers like threatening? some like to threaten with participation marks. (10%) while others are sacastic when they see the grades you get from the previous teacher. and some even threaten to do something on those who don't attend lectures. at times, i wonder. ain't we paying them? y make it hard for us. --". teachers. i don't like them at all. the gap between the older and younger generation cannot close up cos there is this "authority" thing FOREVER there.

Then talking about projects.

Projects coming at the last minute. refuse to allow more ppl to work together. kinda unhappy abt it. cos its like we have test coming up la. plus the stupid IS alwis never ending de nor. DO THIS DO THAT, EAT MY BACKSIDE.

stress.
projects.
exams.
test.
assignments.
university.
money.
presents.

sians. i m glad next semster i confirm go to attachment. I pray hard my reporting officer will not like the FUCKING JONATHAN whatever shit at XXX. i hope he go and die fast. CB backstabber. i m gng with shu geok. and TB23 weijian. well i hope he is not an arsehole. for the other ger. pray hard she not a slutty bitch too. i want my 6 months to be a happy one.

20 july

A list of headaches.

1. MQE assignment 1
2. MQE assignment 2
3. CRM_SQM
4. IBS networking

so troublesome to have so many workload on hand.

i have research on universities. hmmm. kaplan seems attractive to me. budden i gotta check out the price. cos i think my GPA want to go local uni abit like dreaming lei. so dunno la...zzz.

i m glad laine get her job. !!!!

tmr i shall pei olivia go find her lib books. then i need to do fieldtrip for MQE assignment 2. sians. self reflection and print business cards. ARGH!!!!!!!!! tmr is a busy day.

i have yet to iron my clothes. --".

19 july

i finally have a nice sleep after the stupig days preparing for the fucking WISP after all the efforts. what we get is SHIT from that fucking bitch.

i slept till 2pm. opps. :x. i alr dated dear to go for a run then a swim in the end cancelled liao. cos i cant wake up. till he called me. haha. i got lots of msgs while i m sleeping. --".

so i went to his hse watch the show. so sad la. then oso play ps3. its fun. woo hoo. guitar hero. and i dunno how to use that damn guitar. ironic. haha. then after tt colin came to join us for dinner. walk the dog. then tok all the way. tok abt homosexual. --". future and stuffs. well i m excited abt getting into a uni. so i ask him. he gave me quite a few. budden now i can only remember. MDIS, KAPLAN, NTU, SMU and RMTI. i dunno la. quite a few. and oso london uni. hmmm... i wonder shuld i travelled overseas? or shuld i take a private uni locally. oh oso got uniSIM and SIM global. well sians zzz. so many budden dunno which one good.

hmmm.besides these, i oso use the chance to urge dear go find job. cos he is still waiting for the damn job. which i think is soooooo fucking slow in replying him. well. i think tt's abt it after tt dear send me and colin down to bustop.

well i dunno y i so emo yesterday. ??? perhaps the WISP project is the whole thing. cos we put in 101% and fuck the teacher.so tt's y so sians. plus the lack of sleep. its really killing me when i have not enough sleep. HAHA. well i m feeling much more better todae.

oh b4 i forget. i hope that laine will get the kumon job.

then oso the person who 'steal' olivia's lib book will return for her or else he/she can go and die or u can lau sai till u die. WAHAHAHA. olivia i think i saw afra today lei at bpp that bustop then she oso took bus 180 with me. haha. then she beri kind hearted sial give an old man 50cents. LOLs.

i hope dear can get a job by next month. after the FIR concert. haha. :) that's when olivia, laine and me will be mugging our exams. JIA YOUS!!!!!!!!!wooo.

16 july

meet up with laine and via. have a gr8 nite.


can you spot me?

the pretty babes!

Let the photos speak for themselves. i have lots of crazy photos. i m too lazy to upload every single pic. tat will be crazy so that's all.

17 july

its a FUCKING CB day.

i m not happy with the morning class teacher. SHE is really 1 fucking bitch which i have ever seen. TO hell with the XXXX!!! CCB

aniway that's is alright. i got kinda touchy after that. i m like not so okie for everything.

meet up jia min and via for lunch. pass jia min prezzie then off i go to dear hse.

sorry jia min never attend ya bdae party. ktv aint suitable for me to go.

i got nth to say and i dun wish to say anitin anymore.

however, i still play game watch tv at dear's hse.
i think everything sucks on me. my hair, my body, my face.fuck everything. emo-ing. LALALA.

13 july

well today went to visit my granny. luckily no nonsense comments. did receive some. i ignore. ignorance is bliss. i really agreed. i noe alot of ppl would like to tell me go slim down. well i really have no time for it NOW. seriously. i want to do it when i m on my attachment. i will be more free. thou i will be dead beat. aniways. i want to go IPL for my armpit. seriously. my pubic hairs are beri free that they grow non-stop. whereas my hair does not like to grow fast. TMD..... i wish the growing speed can exchange eh. so i can have LONG HAIR SOON. i m getting impatient.

well toking abt spams. i seriously think they have low life or sumtin. they spam my fren via, they spam me and laine. like some ppl acting like they noe us and comment on our life. if we need you spammers. wad are parents for. can you provide me $$$$ since you love commenting on ppl. haha.

aniways. you all are no match for us. so get off. mayb spamming ya parents would be better. or fuck ya parents or sumtin. i guess that suits your kind of character. pardon me for being so vulgar.no life ppl.

bk to topic. me and dear are fine. thou the quarrels seem to snowball i dunno y. its jus boil my blood. i m so angry till i get home still angry. then appease after a long sweet dream. thou my dream is kinda crappy. however i cant remember wad liao.

monday is coming. omg omg. is so shitty. cos work is coming bk to haunt me again. AHHHHH.

11 july

todae i went to dear hse.

then i cabbed down to lynn's and lizhen's hse to return them the O's stuffs. luckily i cabbed down cos the books and stuffs are really beri heavy.

then went to jurong west there to eat. i ate alot for lunch. a heavy lunch. then after tt went bk to dear hse then play the call of duty. T.T. i m always being killed in the game. then after tt went to meet olivia.

we go walk walk. then i saw ppl play guitar hero "X-box" version. they so lousy sial. i cfm can win them. somemore its controller de. WAHAHAHA. :x then we stroll. we bought prezzies for JIA HUI AND JIA MIN. then oso went to walk around again. cos i searching for the gifts for chloe, my lil bro and cy's cuz. i dunno wad to buy. --".

so walk walk then end up we are at MAC. we have double choco frappe then oso ate cakes which is "opera diva" and also "oreo cheese" i think the oreo cheese is yummy. mine too. then i m so filling. then i went to shit after eating. then met up with laine.

poor laine. she misses JD alot. plus JD cant charge his hp. poor them. i understand the miss bf feeling. LOL when the guy in camp. the ger tends to be quite sians for the first few days. nevertheless, laine you got US! we love you la. so no worries. suggestion to get over the lonely days: find a part-time job. got $$$ earn plus can get rid of boredom when working :))
plus no worries JD, we will LOOK AFTER LAINE :))

then when gng home saw peggy's sis. not i saw her is via and laine. i think their eyes are superb. i did not even realise until via told me --". then went home. bathe. waiting for dear to come online. as for me surf net. check mails. d/l notes. so boring.

i can meet you tomorrow laine.! :)

8 july

A HAPPY DAY.

however,

i know olivia has lost her favourite hair clip and her crystal flower ring. no worries ger, your things will re-surface de. budden got abit eerie la suddenly disappear that kind. i can get you the bear clip if you wan. :) so cheer up yea! hugs. i hope no one is bullying you if so just tell me. :)

to "its-jannah"- you not happy can come find me here to tok. you don't try to bully my bestie. If you are so afraid that ya "wadeva wonka" will run. tied him up or lock him up in a cage. that's the best isn't it? so that you do not need to worry at all. IF a guy loves you no matter wadeva happen he will still stay with you okie. so dun come here to push blames or comment on unnecessary stuffs. besides that is just a stupig fucking quiz or wadeva shit.

to laine: i understand that its sucky that bf at times forget anniversary. i know u miss him lots la cos he gng to camp. all this frustration make ppl angry or boil. so dun so angry. JD dun meant to make you angry, cos he alwis see you so everyday is a anniversary day together with you. :)) hugs. dun so angry k.

BK TO TODAY:

we went to yuki yaki for lunch. each person 12 bucks cos promotion, usual i think student is like less than $20 . altogther is 25.70 bucks. cheap cheap. we have steamboat, teppanyaki (i think this is fun) like bbq like that and oso making ice cream is cool. except that out of the flavours we picked. green tea is the best. so we can lunch at yuki yaki if you all wan :)))


ice-cream fun!!!

then we watch "WANTED". its a cool movie i must say. however, the ending is kinda weird. that male leading actor not beri handsome. the female is defintely hot and pretty. budden unexpected outcome is that she died before the movie ends. T.T. violence i must say alot. budden the rest are okie. storyline is cool, a twist. so 3/5 cos i think some stuffs quite unrealistic.

a nice day spent with dear. i love you. thanks for the wonderful day. :))

PROJECT!!!!!!!!!

i think the projects are daunting. as it keeps coming bk to me. i dunno y. shito. projects horror sydrome. T.T

7 july.

i am back to my blog.

SIS_SQM proj.

a woman named D was so agitated by our surveys' result she pour out all her unhappiness. want to cry liao BOOHOO. then oso talk damn rude. understandable. when you are guilty you might do all these stuffs. keke. aniway she minor dun wish to tok abt it. i think she does not respect students in a way.

the BIG thing is i think our TB23 presenters are FANTASTIC. i meant it. they are so COOL. haha. cute yeow koon. LOLs. COOL zipei. Clear-minded fizah. that's wad came into my mind at tat moment of time. aniway many claps for them .WOOOOOHOOOO. finally this comes to an end.

NEXT BIG THING. i m gng to celebrate OUR 3rd anniversary tmr. ooohhh. oooohhh. i love it. woo hoo yea yea.

i recalled peixian asking me. "you not sians meh, facing your bf for like almost everyday and like for 3 years?"

i replied," no." its like so natural out of a sudden. i dunno i wont feel boredom. instead, i feel bored about the quarrels ONLY. then i suddenly thought of if having a bf for 3 years is bored then having my besties for like 4-6 years is bored meh? i dun think so. as long as the friendship and relationship are maintain, have colours in it. no matter how old we are. we are still HAPPY GO LUCKY. i jus love my dear and besties (LAINE AND VIA)!!!!

no forgetting my lizhen!!!!!!! i miss her to bits la. so long no see her T.T. this coming friday i will c her. cos return her Os stuffs. my bf so bad keep so long. WAHAHAHA.

and.... i wanted to say that yesterday dear and i have a dispute and he refuses to let me go to sleep altht its abt 4am in the morning and i have classes at 9am. so outcome: i have pimples outbreak. DARK DARK eyecircle. eyebag. i think those are alwis there. then oso bad temper. so to see me smiling all day is to give me enuff sleep. MUAHAHAHA.

4th july

today, i felt that the heavy stone in my heart really drop and release. keke.

so poetic. LOLs. anyway happy things must announce first.

1. my SLM project is over
2. my dad is back from hospital
3. i m celebrating my 3rd anniversary on 8th july. so pls dun call/ msg me. HAHA.

the sad thing is

• i still gt WISP presentation 2 and self reflection
• MQE presentation, quiz 2 and self reflection
• core module CRM_SQM project
• core module CRM test
• EXAMs (SIS,SQM,SLM) all the 'S'ssssssss

well finally everything is over! phew. now is bdae thingys.

1. jia min and jia hui bdae
2. chloe bdae
3. my bro bdae

haha. :)))))

3rd july

LALALA~ today is boring WISP and LAME MQE. Moreover, got a stupig WISP project to do which strain me. cos i slept at 3am plus last night due to the stupig SLM. c how the chains of projects worsen my sleeping hours. zzz. i feel damn drained. wads more is that i woke up early at 6.30am then i m late for WISP cos the bus 184 alwis no brain dun have more during peak hours.

so i went over to dear's hse as soon as i finish my project. not finish. yet to finish. --". then went to his hse. i got my card. hee hee dear's D.I.Y card for me lei. keke. beri nice. i like it la. except for the drawing abit weird i dunno y oso. then after tt i carried on with my SLM project checking. i think i can die from checking and checking like nobody's business sial. finally i m done with it.

we went to ntuc to buy ingredient for our home-made dinner tonite. i m cooking. then dear did a beri nice surprise for me. when i went into the room after washing and clearing all the stuffs used for cooking, it was pitch black. budden got the candles arrange in the "i ("v") u" pattern shinning there. haha. so nice sial. :)))) so i took pics of it... cos i like it. of cos i snap the dinner i prepare. simple wan la. however, most of the pics with dear. the card i shall not disclose it over here. P&C. kekeke.


nice nice........T.T

then after tt went home, i found out from my mummy that my dad is discharging from hospital tmr. WOOO HOOOOOO. so happy day. cos finish the irritating SLM project. and my dad is discharge. so me and mami will go there to pick daddy from hospital bk home. YEAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! so dear i think i can meet u on sat only. cos sun nid to do hse chores. WOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO.

i m very happy :)))

2 july

today i feel better whole lot better. cos IBS is off my back. then gt via to cheer me up. her look is stupig so it cheer me up. WAHAHAHA. jus joking. haha. anyway i m kinda worry when via told me that story she heard it from radio. so i m gng to see my dad on friday. where i can really can take a breath.

oh ya, olivia bought e same puma bottle as me except its green. however, i think the red wan is out of stock or sumtin. wanted to get 1 for dear. --".copycat via. bleahx.

FRIDAY pls come. so i can hand up the SLM project. and go WEEEEEE. but i know i must do another project la. budden its okie. at least the stressful want go first. today in SQM class we are like stoners. --". the tutor oso stone i dunno y. budden weiqi's ORANGE jacket is shinning at me. its striking and my fav. colour. well. lame. i noe. nvm. bk to topic.

then i think my dad is fine la. my mummy never report anything unusual to me. then oso grandfather is fine. altht he alwis want to pee when i m bathing. i dunno y oso... then i helped dear with his resume. i think his friend is kind of weird. i know he is trying to help dear budden he abit like ki-siao. dunno y oso. mayb he is born that way. then i nearly get a scare in my life. cos dear's mummy so anxious that she kinda scream at me. i dunno y too.

i quite clueless la. i think she dun mean anything la. budden i feel uneasy nor. then i oso feel abit scare watching the GHOST HUNTER. its real de nor. so scary. then oso meiyi send me a email abt GHOSTS then i see liao gt one pic damn scary. i deleted it FAST.

Tomorrow is dear and me de 3rd year anniversary. i must say i dunno i must be happy or sad. i m happy that its our 3rd year and we have endure alot together. its true that no couple can stay together without indifferences. i must say we are both stubborn and not giving in to each other. however, in the end, we still like understand that if we persist on that. we might be walking our path separately. hee. so dear must give in to me k. i oso will la. depends on my mood. LOLs. i m jus jk.

then i m sad cos my dad still in hospital. budden i noe he is my strong PAPA. he will go through all these bravely. i mentally alwis there for him. and my dad jokes are getting lamer and lamer. and colder brrrr....i still loves him la.

so its an irony and clash in emotions. so i decided to celebrate my anniversary on next tuesday 8th of July. so tmr, i still will meet dear la jus that its stay-at-home celebration. i love you dear. muacks. thanks for being understanding that i simply not in the mood to celebrate yet.

to laine- JIA YOUs for your tests!!!!

1st july

Hey people sorie to let you all so worried about me. esp moi besties : olivia and laine. last but not least dear.

thanks dear for the picture you have put up in the blog. HAHA. budden y SEXY? cant it be LOVING. LOLs. AND... the PUMA BOTTLE!!!!

i m fine. becos i alr passed the stress period for my projects. esp the SLM and IBS. its really so stressful i can CRY. but i did not of cos.

i think my dad is doing well. as my mum have not inform me any BAD new yet. and i dun wan any. my grandfather is doing fine at my hse except that he is a little notti.

as for my upcoming projects

1. WISP presentation 2 (17 July)***
   
2. WISP self reflection (24 July)**
   
3. MQE self relfection (21st July)**
   
4. CRM_SQM (1st August)*
   
5. IBS net working and dinning, social etiquette (21 July)**
   
6. MQE group project experiment + presentation ( 21/28 July)**
7. CRM test (29 july)*

I must say busy july. so i better start writing my reflections NOW cos i really have no time. haish. sians.zzz.

well i noe that i can pull through JULY. then come AUGUST final exam. busy busy buzz buzz. LOLs.

ARGHHHHHHHHH

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▪ Slim body (STILL LONG LEI....><)

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