Tuesday, May 30, 2006
29 may.
its monday.sorie for the late entry.hee.well on monday i remember moiself woking up in the wee morning at abt 5.30am to do moi POA tutorial cos i m a BIG slacker waha....then i m doing the sums till abt 6.30am then went to bathe...wad a day to start damn tired...drag moiself to school.shag when i reach home...i sms moi dearie the whole day whenever i found i hab free time...i think he called at abt 10pm at nite well i alr ZzzzZZzzz cos i m beri tired...b4 tt via and mi met to go home...then we alight at the wrong place went to lot1 then we slack there till 8pm plus go home....during tt time i ate tako ballls octopus...i did nt noe can mix and match the type of favour i wan...now then i noe...ARGH...then i ate ice-cream too...haha aniway monday is damn tired,shag and SLACK day...waha.the end...went to sleep early neva do tutorial again then no pomom.haha.
30 may.
its tuesday...woke up at 6.30am blur blur...cos yesterday slept early everything in a mess...ARGH....gotta spend moi patience time to pack moi stuffs...lyk TONS la...then carry on packing then alr 7am...die la...go pompom...then after tt still gt time...phew...haha...then rest awhile went out of moi hse at abt 8.10am lyk tt at tt moment smsing moi dear...then i miss moi bus...lalala too crowded decided to set out early tmr...hee...then went to the school late luckily walk to LT22 oni not so bad....budden gt construction...F....cos mus walk another way then moi leg sort of kana cramp ar...pain sial...i walk beri fast...then today gt FLOORBALL>.<...yea...then can buy moi stick today la...i alr collected liao...happie budden nt wif the colour bo bian...haha...aniway went to canteen2 after all moi BORING lectures ate lunch with lizhen tok to her...then she help mi quite alot...went to Level6 to do our WCOM project manage to finish it oni at abt 3pm plus i guess...then we carry on to BMGT project altht 50% work budden it took us quite alot of time...well cos many classes went for their lecture or tutorial in the printing room la...DOTS...we shift from one room to another then down to the canteen where the boys EAT cos they hungry...then went to the canteen1 underground...too crowded move to the blk 56 there de table...budden there hot sial...finally we settle down at LIBRARY.shit ass...move so mani times...then i m carrying the stick...so bu fang bian la....haha...aniway went library mamage to finish everything oni at 5pm...ha.wad a day...we start doing at abt 1pm plus la...after tt i id them goodbye went off to the sports complex moiself...went to change then met moi FLOORBALL teammates...they beri funni wan...then hab fun toking to them...aniway i play lyk SHIT for floorball today.no matter wad i strive to get use to moi new stick and play well on THURSDAY...coming thursday...i think they gng to eat MAC..i hate it...budden c wad excuse i can come up with or i tag along...no money sial...a BROKE ger....hahaha...LALALA...i wan2 SHOP...lotsa tests coming up budden i m still slacking away...FELICIA HENG>.<>so i will work hard.love moi floorball sticks...tt's does nt mean i lyk the PINK colour...cos it sux..well jus the COLOUR itself la...haha.
aniway i miss moi dearie hubbie...i can oni tok to him on fone today for awhile oni cos due to the time constraint i hope he will take carie of himself cos he is refer to the Changi Hospital for a check-up cos the doc at his camp sae tt he gt high blood pressure.i m worried for him.whether he get MC is secondary...whether i can c him early is secondary altht moi heart yearn for it...he get WELL is the most impt thing.HEALTH is beri impt...make mi WORRY oni...then this sat duno he can come out nt oso...our 11th month liao...i WISH to see him on sat...cos i wan2 celebrate it wif him...cos he sae his army still hab nt clear the guardduty...poor him...haish...aniway the coming break we will be able to spend more time together...HURRAY...hip hip HURRAY...well i m looking forward to the break...thou i gt lotsa PENDING projects to complete...damn!.i jus wan2 spend moi days...not so hectic cos i suspect moi SLEEPING DISORDER is bk...its nt a good news...cos i m suffering from it...i hope i m nt so STRESS...damn STRESS la...i prefer spending time at home doing hsework and also to acc mo DEAR oni...lyk hsewife sial...haha i wan2 to be TAITAI better hahaha..
its monday.sorie for the late entry.hee.well on monday i remember moiself woking up in the wee morning at abt 5.30am to do moi POA tutorial cos i m a BIG slacker waha....then i m doing the sums till abt 6.30am then went to bathe...wad a day to start damn tired...drag moiself to school.shag when i reach home...i sms moi dearie the whole day whenever i found i hab free time...i think he called at abt 10pm at nite well i alr ZzzzZZzzz cos i m beri tired...b4 tt via and mi met to go home...then we alight at the wrong place went to lot1 then we slack there till 8pm plus go home....during tt time i ate tako ballls octopus...i did nt noe can mix and match the type of favour i wan...now then i noe...ARGH...then i ate ice-cream too...haha aniway monday is damn tired,shag and SLACK day...waha.the end...went to sleep early neva do tutorial again then no pomom.haha.
30 may.
its tuesday...woke up at 6.30am blur blur...cos yesterday slept early everything in a mess...ARGH....gotta spend moi patience time to pack moi stuffs...lyk TONS la...then carry on packing then alr 7am...die la...go pompom...then after tt still gt time...phew...haha...then rest awhile went out of moi hse at abt 8.10am lyk tt at tt moment smsing moi dear...then i miss moi bus...lalala too crowded decided to set out early tmr...hee...then went to the school late luckily walk to LT22 oni not so bad....budden gt construction...F....cos mus walk another way then moi leg sort of kana cramp ar...pain sial...i walk beri fast...then today gt FLOORBALL>.<...yea...then can buy moi stick today la...i alr collected liao...happie budden nt wif the colour bo bian...haha...aniway went to canteen2 after all moi BORING lectures ate lunch with lizhen tok to her...then she help mi quite alot...went to Level6 to do our WCOM project manage to finish it oni at abt 3pm plus i guess...then we carry on to BMGT project altht 50% work budden it took us quite alot of time...well cos many classes went for their lecture or tutorial in the printing room la...DOTS...we shift from one room to another then down to the canteen where the boys EAT cos they hungry...then went to the canteen1 underground...too crowded move to the blk 56 there de table...budden there hot sial...finally we settle down at LIBRARY.shit ass...move so mani times...then i m carrying the stick...so bu fang bian la....haha...aniway went library mamage to finish everything oni at 5pm...ha.wad a day...we start doing at abt 1pm plus la...after tt i id them goodbye went off to the sports complex moiself...went to change then met moi FLOORBALL teammates...they beri funni wan...then hab fun toking to them...aniway i play lyk SHIT for floorball today.no matter wad i strive to get use to moi new stick and play well on THURSDAY...coming thursday...i think they gng to eat MAC..i hate it...budden c wad excuse i can come up with or i tag along...no money sial...a BROKE ger....hahaha...LALALA...i wan2 SHOP...lotsa tests coming up budden i m still slacking away...FELICIA HENG>.<>so i will work hard.love moi floorball sticks...tt's does nt mean i lyk the PINK colour...cos it sux..well jus the COLOUR itself la...haha.
aniway i miss moi dearie hubbie...i can oni tok to him on fone today for awhile oni cos due to the time constraint i hope he will take carie of himself cos he is refer to the Changi Hospital for a check-up cos the doc at his camp sae tt he gt high blood pressure.i m worried for him.whether he get MC is secondary...whether i can c him early is secondary altht moi heart yearn for it...he get WELL is the most impt thing.HEALTH is beri impt...make mi WORRY oni...then this sat duno he can come out nt oso...our 11th month liao...i WISH to see him on sat...cos i wan2 celebrate it wif him...cos he sae his army still hab nt clear the guardduty...poor him...haish...aniway the coming break we will be able to spend more time together...HURRAY...hip hip HURRAY...well i m looking forward to the break...thou i gt lotsa PENDING projects to complete...damn!.i jus wan2 spend moi days...not so hectic cos i suspect moi SLEEPING DISORDER is bk...its nt a good news...cos i m suffering from it...i hope i m nt so STRESS...damn STRESS la...i prefer spending time at home doing hsework and also to acc mo DEAR oni...lyk hsewife sial...haha i wan2 to be TAITAI better hahaha..
I LOVE U DEAR.MISSING U EVERY PASSING SECOND... :(
cia penned♥ Tuesday, May 30, 2006.
Sunday, May 28, 2006
well today i woke up at 8am.i intended to wake up at 6am so as to reach moid ear hse asap.budden i lost to moi fatigue.i m too tired to wake up to open moi eyes.well aniway i manage to get moiself up at 8am i start to pack and pack...till 9am plus i found out moi workload is heavy however till nw i hab nt complete any.well i m missing moi dear tt's y.
today i ate cha soba at home then i went over to dear's hse.i m on moi way to his hse when it start to rain...then i sms him along the way and called him.he came and pick mi today.i m beri happie.the moment i saw him i feel abit sad co si saw him in the rain.he neva open the umbrella in his hand.he brought jus for mi.i feel touched and sad.well aniway i held on to him tight held his arms close mi.lean on him.cos i jus miss him.i noe he will be gng off to the bloody place at 6pm.i miss him.all the way along to his hse i smile.i wan2 brighten up his days.i love seeing his smile too.whic brought tears to mi cos now i m missing him.i dun wan to let the time slip by so fast.whenever i m with him,the time cheated...it slips so fast i feel tt i m jus wif him for a short while then i have to part him.y mus happy days pass so fast?y is the unhappy days dwelling on refusing to passed away fast?y?its unfair.wadeva.
then we went up then we are toking and lying on his bed.i love his bed.the smell of him.make mi feel so much lyk at home.i m tired still...he came lying beside mi.we tok,we luff,we sleep.then time passes jus lyk wind....his fren called and he is supposed to go to the jurong east there to collect the game from his fren.i insisted in tagging along.he cook noodles before tt....i help him wash dishes....then clean the kitchen abit...then serve him his noodles...ltr on we are watching tv,he went on to have harshbrowns...i ate them too....then time once again slip thru moi fingers lyk fine sand.....its 2.19pm...he is late in meeting his fren...then we went took the bus 246 to the lakeside mrt to take mrt...then reach je...then he went to take the game from his fren...i waited for him then we went over to take train bk to lakeside again...then he went into the mama shop...then after tt we went to cheers...he bought a packet of chocolate milk and newspaper for mi and himself...then we went on take bus24o bk to his hse...bk at his hse...he pack his stuff...we carry on eating harshbrown...he is playing his new bought game...then i went in to his room to see his bloggie...then he came in too...we watch the rainie show together...he meddle wif his ipod nano...while i watch the funny drama series...then after tt we laid nxt to each other...then we tok and luff...
then its time we settle down...he do his so-called hmwk while i do some of moi hmwk...no actuall y is to re-write somne notes...then we hab the urgency to pee...he went to pee then i pee...haha...after tt he write the bloggie for today...i wrote something behind his hmwk...which he alr saw it and keep it.ha.silly boy.i jus love him.so adorable.then he is botak his hair is beri ticklish when he rub it against mi.ha.then after tt he went to bathe while i blog for yesterday stuff...then after tt its time for him to set off...i pack moi stuff...help him to pack his stuff...as usual he is late...then we are rushing again...however...i did nt hab the chance to acc him to je...i m at lakeside bustop boarding bus180...i saw him whe he is on the platform i saw him again on the mrt...i m always looking out for him...i knew he wave to mi...i dun wan to shed moi tears so i refrain from waving bk to him...i miss him...more than ever...thenwe continue with smsings...then i reach home...went to shit...read Da Vinci strybk...moi mami's frens wan...its a good novel...aniway i m jus hoping beri beri hard tt i can see him asap.cos i really am interested hence putting on the long wait for the week to pass...its sad to miss him almost every single day.
dear i really miss u.i m tired so tired tt moi energy is nt coming oyto mi.y?dear i wan u to always be on moi side...sians.
today i ate cha soba at home then i went over to dear's hse.i m on moi way to his hse when it start to rain...then i sms him along the way and called him.he came and pick mi today.i m beri happie.the moment i saw him i feel abit sad co si saw him in the rain.he neva open the umbrella in his hand.he brought jus for mi.i feel touched and sad.well aniway i held on to him tight held his arms close mi.lean on him.cos i jus miss him.i noe he will be gng off to the bloody place at 6pm.i miss him.all the way along to his hse i smile.i wan2 brighten up his days.i love seeing his smile too.whic brought tears to mi cos now i m missing him.i dun wan to let the time slip by so fast.whenever i m with him,the time cheated...it slips so fast i feel tt i m jus wif him for a short while then i have to part him.y mus happy days pass so fast?y is the unhappy days dwelling on refusing to passed away fast?y?its unfair.wadeva.
then we went up then we are toking and lying on his bed.i love his bed.the smell of him.make mi feel so much lyk at home.i m tired still...he came lying beside mi.we tok,we luff,we sleep.then time passes jus lyk wind....his fren called and he is supposed to go to the jurong east there to collect the game from his fren.i insisted in tagging along.he cook noodles before tt....i help him wash dishes....then clean the kitchen abit...then serve him his noodles...ltr on we are watching tv,he went on to have harshbrowns...i ate them too....then time once again slip thru moi fingers lyk fine sand.....its 2.19pm...he is late in meeting his fren...then we went took the bus 246 to the lakeside mrt to take mrt...then reach je...then he went to take the game from his fren...i waited for him then we went over to take train bk to lakeside again...then he went into the mama shop...then after tt we went to cheers...he bought a packet of chocolate milk and newspaper for mi and himself...then we went on take bus24o bk to his hse...bk at his hse...he pack his stuff...we carry on eating harshbrown...he is playing his new bought game...then i went in to his room to see his bloggie...then he came in too...we watch the rainie show together...he meddle wif his ipod nano...while i watch the funny drama series...then after tt we laid nxt to each other...then we tok and luff...
then its time we settle down...he do his so-called hmwk while i do some of moi hmwk...no actuall y is to re-write somne notes...then we hab the urgency to pee...he went to pee then i pee...haha...after tt he write the bloggie for today...i wrote something behind his hmwk...which he alr saw it and keep it.ha.silly boy.i jus love him.so adorable.then he is botak his hair is beri ticklish when he rub it against mi.ha.then after tt he went to bathe while i blog for yesterday stuff...then after tt its time for him to set off...i pack moi stuff...help him to pack his stuff...as usual he is late...then we are rushing again...however...i did nt hab the chance to acc him to je...i m at lakeside bustop boarding bus180...i saw him whe he is on the platform i saw him again on the mrt...i m always looking out for him...i knew he wave to mi...i dun wan to shed moi tears so i refrain from waving bk to him...i miss him...more than ever...thenwe continue with smsings...then i reach home...went to shit...read Da Vinci strybk...moi mami's frens wan...its a good novel...aniway i m jus hoping beri beri hard tt i can see him asap.cos i really am interested hence putting on the long wait for the week to pass...its sad to miss him almost every single day.
dear i really miss u.i m tired so tired tt moi energy is nt coming oyto mi.y?dear i wan u to always be on moi side...sians.
love u alwis moi dear...
cia penned♥ Sunday, May 28, 2006.
27 may.
beri late entry.hee well yesterday is a beri happie day for mi.in the morning damn pissed thou.well wake up early in the morning at 7am.thot i m gng to do moi hmwk...dream on.i go pompom, cut moi nails then go make-up prepared to go make passports damn troublesome la...at abt 9am plus went out then went to take bus 960 to bugis mrt stn there than take to lavender there to go the the ICA building.well reach there moi bro and mami went to queue for the photo taking....damn long la....i stand there for 1hr...all the time waiting for moi dear sms cos i m sort of boring then stand there lyk a stupig fool....so long la...then after tt finally okie alr.then went to queue for Qno. then the stupig woman scratch moi photo....cibai...then went in to wait for our turn then after tt the counter duno y jump moi queue no.CIBAI....after 0279 nvm dun wan2 jump bk to 0289 still go to 0291.WTF.then moi mami ask mi go to her counter there de...cos moi bro queue no. is 0288 ma.F sial...then show her all the relevant stuffs.then photo unacceptable...shit then went to re-take...at first queue at the level4 then after tt went up to level5 cos the queue there faster and it is cheaper by 25cents.tt's wad moi mami sae la.waha.this procedure took mi 30mins...then i rush bk to the same counter gib her photo scan.set accept then went to counter18 to put the form there....after tt mus wait for 15mins then i can get moi passport...i m sort of unhappie all becos of the freaking scratch on the photo.then after tt wait wait wait....meanwhile smsing moi dear....finally get passport then off i go rushing to c dear.
then went i reach lavender there de mrt i went to top up sux cant top up$5 mus top up at least $10.then top nor....aniway in the morning while smsing dear i sms the wrong person....haha i sms to the no.93832885...LOL...tt person reply mi then i apologise...waha.then aniway went to PS to buy tix for the Xmen movie...then moi dear goongoon rush up then he is sweating lyk mad nor...haha then aniway bought the tix for4.30pm de show then off we went for moi lunch.no east whole morning hungry then went to eat BK.hee hee.then after tt went to HMV...to take pic neoprint...then after tt dear go shit while waiting i go shop shop...then after tt we went bk to PS....then play one stupig game get a stupid bear.OUR PRIZE.hee..i WON it...lalala....then we went to cold storage there buy tibits and drinks then go watch our movie...after movie went bk....then he cook noodles.....for mi to eat...he oso eat....well i m so tired tt i fall asleep...cant really remember wad happen....i drank the cough medicine....neva drink water after tt somemore...want moi life...i neva hab this kind of practice eat medicine no drink water...really nearly kill mi....budden it sort of knock mi out....KO...sleepy....drownsy....i noe i keep blabbering....toking craps...DREAM talking...ARGH...
then i noe at 11.30am moi dear woke mi up then went to take cab bk he gib mi money ha...once reach home KO...sleep...did nt even bother to remove moi make-up...Y rite...cos i wan to see the sleep god with a beautiful face..HAHAHHAHAH....aniway tt how moi day end...ZzzzZzzzzZZzzz.
beri late entry.hee well yesterday is a beri happie day for mi.in the morning damn pissed thou.well wake up early in the morning at 7am.thot i m gng to do moi hmwk...dream on.i go pompom, cut moi nails then go make-up prepared to go make passports damn troublesome la...at abt 9am plus went out then went to take bus 960 to bugis mrt stn there than take to lavender there to go the the ICA building.well reach there moi bro and mami went to queue for the photo taking....damn long la....i stand there for 1hr...all the time waiting for moi dear sms cos i m sort of boring then stand there lyk a stupig fool....so long la...then after tt finally okie alr.then went to queue for Qno. then the stupig woman scratch moi photo....cibai...then went in to wait for our turn then after tt the counter duno y jump moi queue no.CIBAI....after 0279 nvm dun wan2 jump bk to 0289 still go to 0291.WTF.then moi mami ask mi go to her counter there de...cos moi bro queue no. is 0288 ma.F sial...then show her all the relevant stuffs.then photo unacceptable...shit then went to re-take...at first queue at the level4 then after tt went up to level5 cos the queue there faster and it is cheaper by 25cents.tt's wad moi mami sae la.waha.this procedure took mi 30mins...then i rush bk to the same counter gib her photo scan.set accept then went to counter18 to put the form there....after tt mus wait for 15mins then i can get moi passport...i m sort of unhappie all becos of the freaking scratch on the photo.then after tt wait wait wait....meanwhile smsing moi dear....finally get passport then off i go rushing to c dear.
then went i reach lavender there de mrt i went to top up sux cant top up$5 mus top up at least $10.then top nor....aniway in the morning while smsing dear i sms the wrong person....haha i sms to the no.93832885...LOL...tt person reply mi then i apologise...waha.then aniway went to PS to buy tix for the Xmen movie...then moi dear goongoon rush up then he is sweating lyk mad nor...haha then aniway bought the tix for4.30pm de show then off we went for moi lunch.no east whole morning hungry then went to eat BK.hee hee.then after tt went to HMV...to take pic neoprint...then after tt dear go shit while waiting i go shop shop...then after tt we went bk to PS....then play one stupig game get a stupid bear.OUR PRIZE.hee..i WON it...lalala....then we went to cold storage there buy tibits and drinks then go watch our movie...after movie went bk....then he cook noodles.....for mi to eat...he oso eat....well i m so tired tt i fall asleep...cant really remember wad happen....i drank the cough medicine....neva drink water after tt somemore...want moi life...i neva hab this kind of practice eat medicine no drink water...really nearly kill mi....budden it sort of knock mi out....KO...sleepy....drownsy....i noe i keep blabbering....toking craps...DREAM talking...ARGH...
then i noe at 11.30am moi dear woke mi up then went to take cab bk he gib mi money ha...once reach home KO...sleep...did nt even bother to remove moi make-up...Y rite...cos i wan to see the sleep god with a beautiful face..HAHAHHAHAH....aniway tt how moi day end...ZzzzZzzzzZZzzz.
LOVE U DEAR FOREVER.ps i remember the things u sae in moi ears.i love it.
cia penned♥ Sunday, May 28, 2006.
Saturday, May 27, 2006
26 may.
today is a beri shag day.cos early in the morning woke up to pompom then go pack bag then off i go for moi LMS project which is from 9am-1pm.how can i nt be tired...LOL.then went to poly first thing is to get moiself a cup of milo.then continue working on the project actually i sort of slacking hee hee.then mi eat lunch again at 11amplus....then i ate black pepper chicken wif a cup of lemonade.yuppie so full....haha...then i went to do the project again.we manage to finish the LMS project stuff....waha then went for lesson for LMS and IAC.lalala...till 5pm...then went to find olivia.get to know her frens.teach them BCA.i oso duno budden still teach them -.-.HEE.then we went home together.lyk tis nor...went to moi grand ma hse there....then sort of quarrel wif moi dear today.SAD.>.<.i m SO BAD...haish make him sad.i so sad sial...luckily we are on good terms now.SORRY dear.wo ai ni wor...MUACKS.<3
today is a beri shag day.cos early in the morning woke up to pompom then go pack bag then off i go for moi LMS project which is from 9am-1pm.how can i nt be tired...LOL.then went to poly first thing is to get moiself a cup of milo.then continue working on the project actually i sort of slacking hee hee.then mi eat lunch again at 11amplus....then i ate black pepper chicken wif a cup of lemonade.yuppie so full....haha...then i went to do the project again.we manage to finish the LMS project stuff....waha then went for lesson for LMS and IAC.lalala...till 5pm...then went to find olivia.get to know her frens.teach them BCA.i oso duno budden still teach them -.-.HEE.then we went home together.lyk tis nor...went to moi grand ma hse there....then sort of quarrel wif moi dear today.SAD.>.<.i m SO BAD...haish make him sad.i so sad sial...luckily we are on good terms now.SORRY dear.wo ai ni wor...MUACKS.<3
cia penned♥ Saturday, May 27, 2006.
Thursday, May 25, 2006
well today.fun cos gt FLOORBALL.well it is moi PASSION and i think this is the only outlet for mi to vent moi stress out.no worries for mi i m cooping moi stuffs i nid to learn.or rather i MUST learn how.cos i hab moi dreams ahead of mi to be realise.aniway i jus miss moi dear.same old thing i noe.he's coming out from his camp tmr.budden the SADDEST thing tt make mi feel so sians is tt i cant mit him.WTF rtie?cso moi mami wan mi to bring moi bro home.shit ass.haish-i really miss him alot la.and then on sat i cant go straight to mit him cos mi mus go down do the FARKING passport thing sureli lotsa ppl wan so pissed.then mus duno wad tiem then can mit him.then sunday mus acc moi mami go buy groceries again cant mit him.i will die of love sickness.haish....=( sob sob.dear,i really wan2 mit u on 3/6/06 k.please.can?cos it means alot to mi when it come to our montly celebration.i jus wan2 to spend the special day with u.aniway i lost count of the no.of days u pasing out of ya camp too...hee.i wan2 to spend more time with u.i wan2 turn to u when i nid u.so i really hope u can pass out soon so tt can spend more time wif mi.despite of moi busy shedule i will try moi beri best to squeeze a day esp for u.ONLY U.<3>
i love u its true.never doubt my love for u okie.cos i really do love u with all moi heart.muacks.take carie of yaself k.cos u sick so long make mi worry and heartache oni. =(
cia penned♥ Thursday, May 25, 2006.
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
well today a long day in school.damn boring,dull.sians.cos i alr lai ang liao.haha.sians miss moi hubsand.hee.i wan2 SLEEP...ZzzzZZZzz.
HAPPIE GT TOK TO DEAR TODAY.REALLY SLEEPY.
cia penned♥ Wednesday, May 24, 2006.
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
well today go fro some boring lecture which make mi doze off....hate it...sians...Brrr...its cold.then still gt wad ne?hmmm aniway jus a boring sad day.nt exactly cos i gt FLOORBALL.i love moi floorball.well its fun.from practice to game.its never boring...hee.i fat so nid some exercises.well.hmmm everything i m missing moi dear.same old story tt he is in army so i misses him nor...well waiting for sat?nt actuali is fri wor...heard tt he is coming out on fri.duno confirm nt...lalala having a damn hectic shedule moiself.hate it la.dun busy.cos of projects.moi aditional tutorial upcoming common test.cca well i love it so its alrite,hee.
basically a day w/o moi dear its nt so happie day.he called mi today to tok.actuali i called him first.duno he remember to call mi nt.nevertheless we were happily chatting when the FARKING time zoom or sped off wadeva VERB u wan2 use....aniway it jus pass so fast.incredibly fast.UNBELIEVABLE.always whenever i spending time wif moi dear.aniway moi XIAO MAN TOU AKA DEAR is botak.WAHAHHA.he's so cute preparing to pinch his cheeks.MUAahahhahaha.
basically a day w/o moi dear its nt so happie day.he called mi today to tok.actuali i called him first.duno he remember to call mi nt.nevertheless we were happily chatting when the FARKING time zoom or sped off wadeva VERB u wan2 use....aniway it jus pass so fast.incredibly fast.UNBELIEVABLE.always whenever i spending time wif moi dear.aniway moi XIAO MAN TOU AKA DEAR is botak.WAHAHHA.he's so cute preparing to pinch his cheeks.MUAahahhahaha.
I M STILL MISSING YOU.I WANT YOU BY MY SIDE.THE DAYS PASSED BY SLUGGISHLY WHENEVER I M WAITING FOR MY DEAR.ALWAYS.I LOVE U.
cia penned♥ Tuesday, May 23, 2006.
Monday, May 22, 2006
well today i m sort of sad cos i miss moi dear badly hence during the break i keep miss-calling him.cos i really wish to hear his voice..budden towards the end of the break then he finally call...then tok nt more than 5 mins he hung up.i cant tahan then cried...cos i miss him...MISS him.
then well then after moi lesson went to meet olivia then moi dear called then sort of elated.tok tok tok crap crap crap...then hang up after tt try to call him at 7pm budden he busy.i m overwhelmed wif sadness.went home.eat then c moi hp he sms mi tt can call.then i call him immediately la.waha.then tok to him.budden in the middle gt some hiccups then well we make it up some how in the end and we chatted happily.however at the end the sad thing is tt we still nid to hung up the phone.then we continued to smsing budden oni a few smses then he cant reply animore.i m once again.sadder than ever.
i noe i noe u r alr mine.budden the yearning for u is strong.i nid u,u noe?i noe the days is nearing hence i wish to have u by moi side alwis 4eva.
then well then after moi lesson went to meet olivia then moi dear called then sort of elated.tok tok tok crap crap crap...then hang up after tt try to call him at 7pm budden he busy.i m overwhelmed wif sadness.went home.eat then c moi hp he sms mi tt can call.then i call him immediately la.waha.then tok to him.budden in the middle gt some hiccups then well we make it up some how in the end and we chatted happily.however at the end the sad thing is tt we still nid to hung up the phone.then we continued to smsing budden oni a few smses then he cant reply animore.i m once again.sadder than ever.
i noe i noe u r alr mine.budden the yearning for u is strong.i nid u,u noe?i noe the days is nearing hence i wish to have u by moi side alwis 4eva.
I LOVE U DEAR. :(
cia penned♥ Monday, May 22, 2006.
Sunday, May 21, 2006
today.actually gng for the big walk budden in the end no.y?cos i m sick.kinda caught moi dear's germs...hee.well then he is beri uptight abt it nt allowing mi to go.i intend to go despite moi "serious" illness tt wad moi dear describe budden i m fine la...then woke up blur blur at 4am to msg moi captain i think she mus be sort of disappointed cos i alwis so-called "pon"the stuffs they organise.abit sians budden happie as on the other side i did nt intend to go for this big walk cos i thot its compulsary hence i went for it.i nid to pay wan.its $4 la.budden to be able to c moi dear is more worth it.
woke up in the morning by moi dear sms then called him bk then he is so worried for mi.so i decided to go over once i finish washing up and packing moi stuffs and ate moi lunch cha soba.hee hee.then went over to moi dear hse.he is oso sick and he ate maggie noodles for lunch cos i cant pei him eat.feel bad abt it.aniway when reach his hse sort of tired of the heavy bag and laptop.SHIT.y mus bk and lappie be so heavy.then i rest awhile b4 i continue with moi SAM hmwk.an online hmwk for BCA.shitty la i hate this SAM thing.spend the whole afternoon doing tt.then pei dear till he nid to leave his hse.then we went to take bus 240 this time take to lakeside cos he is gng to be late.went out late ma.then he went to take mrt i did nt follow i went to take bus 180 cos thot gt mit olivia for tutorials buddne did nt cos she gng for dinner wif her family.i shuld hab follow cy.cos i kinda regreted n miss him the instant he went off..i cry.haish.then stop fast.i hate to cry and let him noe and he is gng to be sad again.then went to bpp aniway to alter moi jeans.then is $10 la quite steep.guess wad i m gng to be broke nt much left in moi bank acc.then i gotta survive on air soon.IF ONLY I HAB MONEY!
i still nid to survive for two weeks and to trim moi eyebrow and to buy the floorball stick and to buy a new bag.its all abt money.last of all to shop.the lappie case.FUCK.
dear jus miss u to bits.waiting for u to come bk in 6 days time.for the time being i can oni communicate to u by smses and phonecalls.tt's tough.I MISS U.I LOVE U.
woke up in the morning by moi dear sms then called him bk then he is so worried for mi.so i decided to go over once i finish washing up and packing moi stuffs and ate moi lunch cha soba.hee hee.then went over to moi dear hse.he is oso sick and he ate maggie noodles for lunch cos i cant pei him eat.feel bad abt it.aniway when reach his hse sort of tired of the heavy bag and laptop.SHIT.y mus bk and lappie be so heavy.then i rest awhile b4 i continue with moi SAM hmwk.an online hmwk for BCA.shitty la i hate this SAM thing.spend the whole afternoon doing tt.then pei dear till he nid to leave his hse.then we went to take bus 240 this time take to lakeside cos he is gng to be late.went out late ma.then he went to take mrt i did nt follow i went to take bus 180 cos thot gt mit olivia for tutorials buddne did nt cos she gng for dinner wif her family.i shuld hab follow cy.cos i kinda regreted n miss him the instant he went off..i cry.haish.then stop fast.i hate to cry and let him noe and he is gng to be sad again.then went to bpp aniway to alter moi jeans.then is $10 la quite steep.guess wad i m gng to be broke nt much left in moi bank acc.then i gotta survive on air soon.IF ONLY I HAB MONEY!
i still nid to survive for two weeks and to trim moi eyebrow and to buy the floorball stick and to buy a new bag.its all abt money.last of all to shop.the lappie case.FUCK.
dear jus miss u to bits.waiting for u to come bk in 6 days time.for the time being i can oni communicate to u by smses and phonecalls.tt's tough.I MISS U.I LOVE U.
DEAR I NEED U.I MISS U.I LOVE U.
cia penned♥ Sunday, May 21, 2006.
20 may 2006
today well hmmm a happie cum unhappie day.i m so elated.keep laughing smiling trying moi best to finish everything asap so thati can meet dear.well we went to bpp to eat lunch thenafter tt went sim lim square then bugis street then PARCO then jurong point then finally bk to his home.tired however happie.budden gtr quarrels i dun care abt it cos i noe moi dear LOVES mi and i LOVE him.no matter wad i still LOVE him.no matter how he treat mi or wad.cos i jus simply loving him.loving him is jus lyk breathing so natural....the hipcups we hab today is nth i jus wan2 spend moi energy spending happie times wif HIM and LOVING him MISSING him.haish.gt big walk ltr.wtf.i did nt noe its optional after signing up then i noe.
i cry becos i MISS u.the thot of having to WAIT for u MISS u fro 6 DAYS is a torture.I WANT U.I NEED U.
today well hmmm a happie cum unhappie day.i m so elated.keep laughing smiling trying moi best to finish everything asap so thati can meet dear.well we went to bpp to eat lunch thenafter tt went sim lim square then bugis street then PARCO then jurong point then finally bk to his home.tired however happie.budden gtr quarrels i dun care abt it cos i noe moi dear LOVES mi and i LOVE him.no matter wad i still LOVE him.no matter how he treat mi or wad.cos i jus simply loving him.loving him is jus lyk breathing so natural....the hipcups we hab today is nth i jus wan2 spend moi energy spending happie times wif HIM and LOVING him MISSING him.haish.gt big walk ltr.wtf.i did nt noe its optional after signing up then i noe.
i cry becos i MISS u.the thot of having to WAIT for u MISS u fro 6 DAYS is a torture.I WANT U.I NEED U.
"DEAR U R ALREADY PART OF ME"
cia penned♥ Sunday, May 21, 2006.
Friday, May 19, 2006
its moi fault i admit it.i noe.i m sorie dear.i dun wan2 quarrel.budden i duno y.y the agitation in both of us.i jus wan2 rush all moi tutorials and projects stuffs jus to spend the sat happily wif u.y everything mus end up in a mess.i miss u so much.i looking forward jus for this day.wad wrong hab i committed.i m realli mentally breaking down.i really m.i m nt dun wan2 to tell u.budden i wish to tell u personally face-to-face.i m in the living room.moi mami,bro all here how m i gng to pour out everything to u.i wan2 be happie too.the workload everything is pulling mi away.i m sorie.i m sorie.i noe i m so useless rite everytime oni can offer sorie as apology.i noe i m useless.sorie.
i hate the hectic life.its wearing mi off.i jus nid u to stand by mi everyday.so i can straight away pour it out to u.i really nid u...pls dun be sad or angry.sorie.
i m really tired to a point tt i dun nid anione to compare mi to anyone's life.ya life is ya life.moi life is moi life.dun gib mi ani FUCK SHIT comments cos i will bloddy hell ignore.pardon mi but i m nt in moi best mood to entertain anione for the moment.
i hate the hectic life.its wearing mi off.i jus nid u to stand by mi everyday.so i can straight away pour it out to u.i really nid u...pls dun be sad or angry.sorie.
i m really tired to a point tt i dun nid anione to compare mi to anyone's life.ya life is ya life.moi life is moi life.dun gib mi ani FUCK SHIT comments cos i will bloddy hell ignore.pardon mi but i m nt in moi best mood to entertain anione for the moment.
"DEAR I REALLY LOVE U LOTSA.SORIE."
cia penned♥ Friday, May 19, 2006.
18 may.
well sorie for late entry.lol.yesterday woke up early to bathe then do moi tutorial for IAC then after tt pack moi baggie.then went to school.then saw peggy on the bus walk together to lecture hall wif her.then i think i late for lecture.then went to choose a place to sit.then after tt then saw moi fren rongrong...then after the briefing abt the exams went to sit wif her.
the lecture today damn lame la.funi.cold.then alot of notes to copy.lalala.tok to rongrong abt shopping make mi so happie abt it.i beri long no SHOP le.how can wor.ha i NO $$ ma.well studying at the moment no WORK so no $$.haish.no $$.miserable.cos i wan2 buy a school bag.the one now is spoil.then moi uncle gib mi $50 tt time ma then i used up on moi daily necessities.then i still nid to pay moi FLOORBALL STICK for $90.then i still gt to haish.alot of things budden limited wif $$.who will noes when one is broke?.moi dad went overseas to work can oni send money bk to spore after a long period of time.then moi mami nid to support us.moi bro and i schooling.alot of fees.so wad i NO WORK.i wan budden i guess studies is more impt now.i will try moi best to EXCEL.
i miss his smses.those caring smses.those smses make mi so happie.those smses tt touch moi heart.dun u noe i miss all TT.tired.
tired from all the tutorials.i have LOTSA projects and tutorials k.nobody's life is less tough or less tired.everyone hab equal stress and tiredness.complains is wad we can gib oni.wad to do.seal our mouth nor.then somemore i feel tt no $ shuld spend less la.y spend so much when u cant even afford it?wtf.haish.wadeva la.i m jus broke.everyone is ba.when is the day i can spend and not worrying abt moi meals.moi pocket money ain't as much as those rich brats.DUN EYE mi AS AN ATM.>.<.i hab enuff of tt.i hab moi limits too,i can be good dun push mi to the corner.i return u the BITE TWICE DOUBLE HARD PAINFUL TO U.NO MATTER WHO U R.F.
i m indeed missing him how i wish the time sped off.i hab nt done anitin yet.bingo yes.so wad.wtf u all noe.think wad tired cos i lazy?FUCK la.i m nt la.u do la everyday so mani tutorials and projects tt crack ya brain.so WAD THE FUCK if u all feel tt its nth compare to ya's i dun gib a damn la.assHOLE.
i miss u DEAR.i LOVE u.hope u r wif mi when i wan u to appear.haish.sat!!!!!
SATURDAY come fast.dun pass so fast.guess wad i hab moi POA FUCKING TEST ON MOI 11TH MONTH WTF.>.<.
k la i crap finish liao.bk to work.dun sae i less workload then u all HOR.WTF U ALL NOE?.
DEAR i LOVE U.MISS U.
well sorie for late entry.lol.yesterday woke up early to bathe then do moi tutorial for IAC then after tt pack moi baggie.then went to school.then saw peggy on the bus walk together to lecture hall wif her.then i think i late for lecture.then went to choose a place to sit.then after tt then saw moi fren rongrong...then after the briefing abt the exams went to sit wif her.
the lecture today damn lame la.funi.cold.then alot of notes to copy.lalala.tok to rongrong abt shopping make mi so happie abt it.i beri long no SHOP le.how can wor.ha i NO $$ ma.well studying at the moment no WORK so no $$.haish.no $$.miserable.cos i wan2 buy a school bag.the one now is spoil.then moi uncle gib mi $50 tt time ma then i used up on moi daily necessities.then i still nid to pay moi FLOORBALL STICK for $90.then i still gt to haish.alot of things budden limited wif $$.who will noes when one is broke?.moi dad went overseas to work can oni send money bk to spore after a long period of time.then moi mami nid to support us.moi bro and i schooling.alot of fees.so wad i NO WORK.i wan budden i guess studies is more impt now.i will try moi best to EXCEL.
i miss his smses.those caring smses.those smses make mi so happie.those smses tt touch moi heart.dun u noe i miss all TT.tired.
tired from all the tutorials.i have LOTSA projects and tutorials k.nobody's life is less tough or less tired.everyone hab equal stress and tiredness.complains is wad we can gib oni.wad to do.seal our mouth nor.then somemore i feel tt no $ shuld spend less la.y spend so much when u cant even afford it?wtf.haish.wadeva la.i m jus broke.everyone is ba.when is the day i can spend and not worrying abt moi meals.moi pocket money ain't as much as those rich brats.DUN EYE mi AS AN ATM.>.<.i hab enuff of tt.i hab moi limits too,i can be good dun push mi to the corner.i return u the BITE TWICE DOUBLE HARD PAINFUL TO U.NO MATTER WHO U R.F.
i m indeed missing him how i wish the time sped off.i hab nt done anitin yet.bingo yes.so wad.wtf u all noe.think wad tired cos i lazy?FUCK la.i m nt la.u do la everyday so mani tutorials and projects tt crack ya brain.so WAD THE FUCK if u all feel tt its nth compare to ya's i dun gib a damn la.assHOLE.
i miss u DEAR.i LOVE u.hope u r wif mi when i wan u to appear.haish.sat!!!!!
SATURDAY come fast.dun pass so fast.guess wad i hab moi POA FUCKING TEST ON MOI 11TH MONTH WTF.>.<.
k la i crap finish liao.bk to work.dun sae i less workload then u all HOR.WTF U ALL NOE?.
DEAR i LOVE U.MISS U.
cia penned♥ Friday, May 19, 2006.
Thursday, May 18, 2006
17 may.
stress is one word.ya.did moi tutorial 65 qns of practice yet.i neva do the apply qns.make mi waste 1hr+ DOING NTH.then i went into moi room then saw a misscall.i knew it mus be moi dear.call him bk.he gib mi a news tt send mi crying immediately.really.i neva cry when he is gng to army.i knew he will be sad seeing mi in tt kind of state so i told moiself to TAHAN be STRONG.i did it.i noe moi heart yearn for him to stay.yearn for him to be wif mi nt gng to the ARMY.however,i learn how to let go for awhile.i gotta let him go finish his training peacefully isn't it?so i DID NT cry.
wad he told mi?jus a few simple sentence tt beat mi down after being pissed stress by moi tutorial.he said he cannot contact mi for the whole day of thurs and fri morning.oni till afternoon he is bk in his camp to contact mi asap...i went crying away.his consolling words did nt make mi feel ani better.how i wish to rush into his hug.then i went to try to complete moi tutorial i cant concentrate animore.i feel tired.defeated.i fall asleep w/o blogging.w/o moiself knowing.waking up oni at 5am.then set moi alarm at 6am.
bk morning 9am...nid to go for the WCOM lecture.lol.at LT45 i walk all the way there sweating profusely.then went to toilet clean up moiself went for lecture.lazy to on lappie so copynotes on notebk.well then after tt went to hab moi break after the long boring lecture.at the same time amending moi BMGT slides.then ate moi fav sandwich.i gave the soup a miss.it look NICE.then went to class after discussing the BMGT powerpoint slides.then went to where?go for WCOM tutorial nor.meanwhile throughout the lecture and tutorial i sms via and cy.then after tt we went for the BMGT tutorial.who noes to our surprise its cancelled!!!!!!yea.cos i noe dear is gng bk to army wanted to mit him badly wor.then went over immediately after i finish the discussion of the BMGT slides for oral presentation with her.then i went over to dear hse asap...asap...to see him to kiss him to hug him.anitin.jus to c him again.then i feel so hungry when i finally reach his hse.
i ate cup noodles and harshbrown...share harshbrown together.then watch cartoon.then he went to bathe then went out ready to set out.he is late....he alwis so slow wan.SLOWCOACH.WAHA.then went to take bus240 to mrt.the time is nearing.i did nt think of it jus wan2 spend it happily wif him.feeling happie all the time being wif him.then finally i gotta leave him went to take to mrt to ckk.then reach there then went to top-up money for ezlink and went to draw money then went to take bus190.miss it when i step out.then after tt went to queue up.guess who i saw.CHRISTINE AND PAUL VICTOR.well they are a pair.wow!they r moi secondary school mate.to be honest PAUL.V slim down alot.for CHRISTINE.from wad i infer from their action.christine headed straight into the queue for bus190 same as mi then i saw PAUL.V called her.then after tt i saw the both of them together.then CHRISTINE put her arms on her hips looking cross hence i concluded tt they are sort of having a bickle.then PAUL.V kissed hug CHRISTINE near him and planted a kiss on her forehead.omg.then its so funni la then i msg olivia abt it.then she call mi crap awhile hang up.then after tt board the bus then try to call dear.call umpteen times la...lol.then he received budden due to the reseption sux.then hung up to sms...then miss him so muchie...
then miss him
miss him
miss him.
stress is one word.ya.did moi tutorial 65 qns of practice yet.i neva do the apply qns.make mi waste 1hr+ DOING NTH.then i went into moi room then saw a misscall.i knew it mus be moi dear.call him bk.he gib mi a news tt send mi crying immediately.really.i neva cry when he is gng to army.i knew he will be sad seeing mi in tt kind of state so i told moiself to TAHAN be STRONG.i did it.i noe moi heart yearn for him to stay.yearn for him to be wif mi nt gng to the ARMY.however,i learn how to let go for awhile.i gotta let him go finish his training peacefully isn't it?so i DID NT cry.
wad he told mi?jus a few simple sentence tt beat mi down after being pissed stress by moi tutorial.he said he cannot contact mi for the whole day of thurs and fri morning.oni till afternoon he is bk in his camp to contact mi asap...i went crying away.his consolling words did nt make mi feel ani better.how i wish to rush into his hug.then i went to try to complete moi tutorial i cant concentrate animore.i feel tired.defeated.i fall asleep w/o blogging.w/o moiself knowing.waking up oni at 5am.then set moi alarm at 6am.
bk morning 9am...nid to go for the WCOM lecture.lol.at LT45 i walk all the way there sweating profusely.then went to toilet clean up moiself went for lecture.lazy to on lappie so copynotes on notebk.well then after tt went to hab moi break after the long boring lecture.at the same time amending moi BMGT slides.then ate moi fav sandwich.i gave the soup a miss.it look NICE.then went to class after discussing the BMGT powerpoint slides.then went to where?go for WCOM tutorial nor.meanwhile throughout the lecture and tutorial i sms via and cy.then after tt we went for the BMGT tutorial.who noes to our surprise its cancelled!!!!!!yea.cos i noe dear is gng bk to army wanted to mit him badly wor.then went over immediately after i finish the discussion of the BMGT slides for oral presentation with her.then i went over to dear hse asap...asap...to see him to kiss him to hug him.anitin.jus to c him again.then i feel so hungry when i finally reach his hse.
i ate cup noodles and harshbrown...share harshbrown together.then watch cartoon.then he went to bathe then went out ready to set out.he is late....he alwis so slow wan.SLOWCOACH.WAHA.then went to take bus240 to mrt.the time is nearing.i did nt think of it jus wan2 spend it happily wif him.feeling happie all the time being wif him.then finally i gotta leave him went to take to mrt to ckk.then reach there then went to top-up money for ezlink and went to draw money then went to take bus190.miss it when i step out.then after tt went to queue up.guess who i saw.CHRISTINE AND PAUL VICTOR.well they are a pair.wow!they r moi secondary school mate.to be honest PAUL.V slim down alot.for CHRISTINE.from wad i infer from their action.christine headed straight into the queue for bus190 same as mi then i saw PAUL.V called her.then after tt i saw the both of them together.then CHRISTINE put her arms on her hips looking cross hence i concluded tt they are sort of having a bickle.then PAUL.V kissed hug CHRISTINE near him and planted a kiss on her forehead.omg.then its so funni la then i msg olivia abt it.then she call mi crap awhile hang up.then after tt board the bus then try to call dear.call umpteen times la...lol.then he received budden due to the reseption sux.then hung up to sms...then miss him so muchie...
then miss him
miss him
miss him.
cia penned♥ Thursday, May 18, 2006.
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
16 may.
damn tired day la...so restless...then went to school @9am...then sians la...doing WCOM project in the library...then so warm then so heavy moi stuffs...bring farking shoe bag the lappie...i HATE bringing lappie then moi heavy farking bag...all add together really weight mi down...lol.then aniway after tt is BMGT lecture pay Xtra attn to the lecturer thou its realli damn bored la...then can finish within 1hr de nor...drag drag drag wif some of the stupig games...then the lecture hall students go BERSEK.if u are there u can imagine it.well aniway it ended.meet up wif lizhen then went to library again do the BMGT powerpoint slides...
then halfway thru one idiotic person called mi-a ger wad survey stuff which i did during week1...then keep on cant get wad i sae...i m rushing for time la....mi rush to meet moi dear....then i finish the thing oni at 1.30pm thou gt lotsa nt confirm.bo bian i cant stay on le...so i rush there lyk mad...running walking as fast as possible...then finally reach there le la...then ask moi dear pick mi nor...heavy sial...then wait for the buses to go to his hse so damn slow la frustrateed....then board the bus i did something comical or nt?moi kinda nearly flew off when the bus uncle gib a sudden turn and a break.siao.lol.then gt2 ppl luffing at mi sae be careful...then went to eat lunch....ate fried rice...and drink jelly water i duno how to sae...then went to walk walk there...then eat mash potato...then went to his hse...
then i think i do moi tutorial....then b4 tt watch cartoon...then gt go shit...then skip moi floorball...due to some personal reason.which is obvious here.then nth much.ha....then whole day i m sort of tired la..so oror...then wake up them attempt moi tutorial...manage to finish the BMGT tutorial liao...then after tt eat dinner....ate yong tau fu...then after tt went bk to his hse again...do tutorial...then went home then reach home again tutorial...then went to bathe now then blog.shitty.
moi life is lyk tutorial,projects..then moi dear...haish damn sians la....aiya poly life ain't as easy as u tink cos its so taxing...i m gaining wt...FAT.i HATE the FATS.budden at the same time due to moi tiredness and LAZINESS i m nt doing anitin to it.lalala.
tmr moi dear gng bk to camp his sickness still nt okie yet...haish...then he lyk still eating those "forbidden food "naughty...so till now he's still coughing away...haish...please take carie of yaself can deearie hubbie...
damn tired day la...so restless...then went to school @9am...then sians la...doing WCOM project in the library...then so warm then so heavy moi stuffs...bring farking shoe bag the lappie...i HATE bringing lappie then moi heavy farking bag...all add together really weight mi down...lol.then aniway after tt is BMGT lecture pay Xtra attn to the lecturer thou its realli damn bored la...then can finish within 1hr de nor...drag drag drag wif some of the stupig games...then the lecture hall students go BERSEK.if u are there u can imagine it.well aniway it ended.meet up wif lizhen then went to library again do the BMGT powerpoint slides...
then halfway thru one idiotic person called mi-a ger wad survey stuff which i did during week1...then keep on cant get wad i sae...i m rushing for time la....mi rush to meet moi dear....then i finish the thing oni at 1.30pm thou gt lotsa nt confirm.bo bian i cant stay on le...so i rush there lyk mad...running walking as fast as possible...then finally reach there le la...then ask moi dear pick mi nor...heavy sial...then wait for the buses to go to his hse so damn slow la frustrateed....then board the bus i did something comical or nt?moi kinda nearly flew off when the bus uncle gib a sudden turn and a break.siao.lol.then gt2 ppl luffing at mi sae be careful...then went to eat lunch....ate fried rice...and drink jelly water i duno how to sae...then went to walk walk there...then eat mash potato...then went to his hse...
then i think i do moi tutorial....then b4 tt watch cartoon...then gt go shit...then skip moi floorball...due to some personal reason.which is obvious here.then nth much.ha....then whole day i m sort of tired la..so oror...then wake up them attempt moi tutorial...manage to finish the BMGT tutorial liao...then after tt eat dinner....ate yong tau fu...then after tt went bk to his hse again...do tutorial...then went home then reach home again tutorial...then went to bathe now then blog.shitty.
moi life is lyk tutorial,projects..then moi dear...haish damn sians la....aiya poly life ain't as easy as u tink cos its so taxing...i m gaining wt...FAT.i HATE the FATS.budden at the same time due to moi tiredness and LAZINESS i m nt doing anitin to it.lalala.
tmr moi dear gng bk to camp his sickness still nt okie yet...haish...then he lyk still eating those "forbidden food "naughty...so till now he's still coughing away...haish...please take carie of yaself can deearie hubbie...
cia penned♥ Wednesday, May 17, 2006.
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
well today 9am went to school sleepy.sians.went for tutorial.never do last qn.then tutor ask.then i sae duno how to do.haish-then i went to lecture then the make-up tutorial for BCA yet i did nt bring anitin the lappie and txtbk.then so after tt went for the project discussion for IAC,then after tt rush home.then pack stuffs all tis to rush off meet dear.
cos he sick ma then i went over to visit him n i MISSSS him lotsa ma.then after tt i reach his home first then went in to do moi tutorial nor...haha then he came bk wan2 scare mi.shake head.lol.childish.then we went for dinner.then after tt we oror then i go home.
then i slp on the bus then woke up by smses and calls...then went home try on the stuffs moi mami bought mi.then after tt carry on moi tutorials...then after tt mi hmmm blog then haish.tired budden cant slp.wtf.
cos he sick ma then i went over to visit him n i MISSSS him lotsa ma.then after tt i reach his home first then went in to do moi tutorial nor...haha then he came bk wan2 scare mi.shake head.lol.childish.then we went for dinner.then after tt we oror then i go home.
then i slp on the bus then woke up by smses and calls...then went home try on the stuffs moi mami bought mi.then after tt carry on moi tutorials...then after tt mi hmmm blog then haish.tired budden cant slp.wtf.
cia penned♥ Tuesday, May 16, 2006.
Sunday, May 14, 2006
well.wad shuld i sae today?i m nt happie.i m nt gng to tell all of u i m happie.i m really nt.i cant bear even tt short period de separation.cannot means cannot.oni when u try it yaself then u noe.the feeling so wad.life still goes on.
woke up in moi dear's arms.feeling the warmth and love he showered mi everyday.its 11am.we woke up brush our teeth then we watch the cartoon movie naruto...well we were together fooling around during the movie...we were having fun.ha.then i cook instant noodles for both of us...oh ya we ate tibits during the movie la...cos hungry....GRrrrrGRrrrr...well aniway i cook the spicy dry ramen for both of us then we ate harshbrown and hotdogs together wif the noodles.lyk tis nor...then after tt we watch the rainie yang de idol show wad devil by moi side....damn funni la...so funni and touching...and duno wad leii...
time ticking away...i noe moi heart take notice of it.i did nt wan2 show it on moi face...i dun wan....budden the nite when he is sick and drownsy went to oror tt time i alr...cried...moi tears jus roll....i slept beside him feeling sad...he's sick la...i m so worry coughing coughing his lungs out...haish-wad can i sae.?i miss him so much.i miss him hell lots.no guys can compare to him in moi heart.no man can take his place in moi heart.he's mine and i m his.tt's all full-stop.bk to the story after watching the rainie yang show we went bk to oror again...i hug him tightly.i never wan him to leave mi...i m gng to be lonely again once the time come...yes nw i feeling a lonely empty feeling...i miss him i cant help to cry.teach how to stop crying?then he pack his stuff went to bathe...then he came out i pack moi own stuff...then we set off...take mrt.
when he is wearing his army attire i cant hold his hands...i feel so sad...i tahan till i m on mrt wif him...my tears jus roll off...then i went to take mrt bk to cck...so sad i cried on moi way there...when reach lot1 i pamper moiself wif yami yohurt...then i went to take bus 190 however i cried again on the bus.hais...then i reach home...then i feel so sians...gt tutorials...shit ass...hab nt even complete last week wan...then i m lyk doing nth...no mood..totally m defeated.no mood.sad.
MISS u.LOVE u.counting the days make mi yearn for u every min every sec.u noe?i love u.
woke up in moi dear's arms.feeling the warmth and love he showered mi everyday.its 11am.we woke up brush our teeth then we watch the cartoon movie naruto...well we were together fooling around during the movie...we were having fun.ha.then i cook instant noodles for both of us...oh ya we ate tibits during the movie la...cos hungry....GRrrrrGRrrrr...well aniway i cook the spicy dry ramen for both of us then we ate harshbrown and hotdogs together wif the noodles.lyk tis nor...then after tt we watch the rainie yang de idol show wad devil by moi side....damn funni la...so funni and touching...and duno wad leii...
time ticking away...i noe moi heart take notice of it.i did nt wan2 show it on moi face...i dun wan....budden the nite when he is sick and drownsy went to oror tt time i alr...cried...moi tears jus roll....i slept beside him feeling sad...he's sick la...i m so worry coughing coughing his lungs out...haish-wad can i sae.?i miss him so much.i miss him hell lots.no guys can compare to him in moi heart.no man can take his place in moi heart.he's mine and i m his.tt's all full-stop.bk to the story after watching the rainie yang show we went bk to oror again...i hug him tightly.i never wan him to leave mi...i m gng to be lonely again once the time come...yes nw i feeling a lonely empty feeling...i miss him i cant help to cry.teach how to stop crying?then he pack his stuff went to bathe...then he came out i pack moi own stuff...then we set off...take mrt.
when he is wearing his army attire i cant hold his hands...i feel so sad...i tahan till i m on mrt wif him...my tears jus roll off...then i went to take mrt bk to cck...so sad i cried on moi way there...when reach lot1 i pamper moiself wif yami yohurt...then i went to take bus 190 however i cried again on the bus.hais...then i reach home...then i feel so sians...gt tutorials...shit ass...hab nt even complete last week wan...then i m lyk doing nth...no mood..totally m defeated.no mood.sad.
MISS u.LOVE u.counting the days make mi yearn for u every min every sec.u noe?i love u.
cia penned♥ Sunday, May 14, 2006.
Saturday, May 13, 2006
13 may.
well well ate breakfast his mami gib us wan then after tt went out to look for puppies...wad puppies sale which is ranging from 1000bucks+++++ la lol.then we went to jp then we shop for his mami de mother's day prezzie and then went to library...then he duno where walk wrong direction....after tt go bk his hse i oror again...then after tt check moi MeL there....thenn TRY to do moi POA....then nth le nor...hab nt bathe yet...still staying at his hse.
then moi dear sick la...haish getting worse sial....haish haish....miss him tmr he's gng into army le.our time pass beri fast wan.wtf.
well well ate breakfast his mami gib us wan then after tt went out to look for puppies...wad puppies sale which is ranging from 1000bucks+++++ la lol.then we went to jp then we shop for his mami de mother's day prezzie and then went to library...then he duno where walk wrong direction....after tt go bk his hse i oror again...then after tt check moi MeL there....thenn TRY to do moi POA....then nth le nor...hab nt bathe yet...still staying at his hse.
then moi dear sick la...haish getting worse sial....haish haish....miss him tmr he's gng into army le.our time pass beri fast wan.wtf.
cia penned♥ Saturday, May 13, 2006.
12 may.
hmmm waken by moi mami twice la...damn pissed...lol.then aniway jus get up the freaking maid came...FUCK....then aniway the maid damn wad la work another 1/2hr then demand for extra money.cause mi lost 5bucks...if nt i can take the 5bucks.shitty.aniway after tt went to eat noodles then cy came.then we oror...cos i super tired..then pack things...moi schoolwork wan...then alot of things.wash clothes...all this finally leave moi hse at 8pm.
then went bp to eat dinner.buy squid.damn i forget he gt throat infection.then we went to his hse.i spend a wonderful nite at his hse,manage to finish moi MAEC.tt's all.
hmmm waken by moi mami twice la...damn pissed...lol.then aniway jus get up the freaking maid came...FUCK....then aniway the maid damn wad la work another 1/2hr then demand for extra money.cause mi lost 5bucks...if nt i can take the 5bucks.shitty.aniway after tt went to eat noodles then cy came.then we oror...cos i super tired..then pack things...moi schoolwork wan...then alot of things.wash clothes...all this finally leave moi hse at 8pm.
then went bp to eat dinner.buy squid.damn i forget he gt throat infection.then we went to his hse.i spend a wonderful nite at his hse,manage to finish moi MAEC.tt's all.
cia penned♥ Saturday, May 13, 2006.
Friday, May 12, 2006
11 may.
i m beri tired yest did nt manage to write this bloggie.yest mi went to school at 9am for MAEC lecture.the lecturer damn lame la then i was being COLD by him la...all the 'funni' jokes...well manage to finish the lecture 15mins earlier and was released early.then i went outside to meet moi TB26 classmate and we headed towards the canteen2 nor.we sat together...well nt exactly all squeezed together cos table nt long enuff so we sat near to each other.then some went to eat,some rush out their tutorial la....well i was the one rushing out moi MAEC tutorials did nt manage to finish the day b4 cos too tired went to oror liao after deciding the PLAN for jun's bdae.
then went all moi lectures and tutorials ended its alr 2pm...then i went to mit cy for lunch...well reach his hse at abt 3pm...then went for lunch then alr beri late liao jus nice for mi to go bk sch.its pouring la so shitty then i took bus 154...then reach sch.the rain stop.hee hee.then went to mit olivia,she's at the library so wen tthere to meet.notice her nt so good mood.ha.went to change together then went to the grand stand alr alot of ppl alr gathering there.then we paid for hte BIGWALK which is on 21st may,7.30am to duno wad time venue is kallang mrt station...ha then they this sunday oso gt organised a trip to the floorball sticks de shop same venue then oso in the morning duno y they prefer sunday and at KALLANG damn far from moi hse la.waha.aniway i m nt gng to c the sticks cos moi captain gng to bring the catalogue bk ma....then yest training is fine...well the game is shiok.then train passing and wrist-shot nor....moi passing sux.moi shooting SUX A BIG-TIME....welll i did nt fair beri well in the game either....
aniway after the floorball oh ya moi ger's grp is called WILD CATS..MEOW>...
cy insisted i ate sumtin b4 i go home so we went to bp mac cos thot is 24 hr wan then mac close...fine went to 7-11 to buy instant noodles.WTF hotwater machine spoil...wad kind of 7-11 poor service sial..then we walk bk to moi hse...he acc mi la.he actuali wan2 stay at moi block downstair for a nite so tt he can come up after moi mami left...budden i m beri worried for his well-being so in the end he went home which is a good thing...cos this morning the FREAKING maid came...LPPL la...moi mami woke mi up at 7am plus...when i slept at oni at 2am plus...fuck..i m reluctant to wake up nontheless i msg cy abt the situation...then i woke up oni at 8.45am nor...fuck damn early la.i wan2 slp ltr...then i nid to hang out clothes...luckily i nid nt vacuum the floor moiself cos i m LAZY.haha.lotsa tutorial awaiting for mi.i thot nxt wk is e-Learning week dun nid go sch...budden i m sort of wrong hee hee....then gt lotsa thing to print out.and moi mami went to thai oni returning on monday...which means sum of the notes i gotta print it moiself nor...bo bian...LPPL.aniway bk to the part we walk bk then went to moi hse there de 7-11 so tt gt HOT WATER....then we ate at the coffeshop there then he acc mi up to moi hse there then he go off himself...
aniway its oso another good thing he did nt stay la cos he stomache waha.then after tt i went to bathe then i went online...then i dun even noe wad i m doing...the beri tired and blur feeling nor....waha...lalala...then went in to moi dreams...then somehow awaken by moi mami then hibernate moi lappie and went to retreive moi hp and she off the modem for mi then i went to slp...=p...well then its another day....then i found out i fogotten to ask moi mami abt the two letters on moi table wad to do to it?i decide nt to care in case i mess thing up...then mus wash clothes then mus wash floor mat...wtf la...cant even enjoy moi holiday.i wan shopping la...i m itching for it la...then somemore so mani tutorial its driving mi mad.FUCK...ARGH.
aniway i m gng to brush moi toothie and wait for moi dear arrival or m i gng over his hse.in a mess duno wad to do oso...i think i better start on moi tutorial waha!....
aniway yesterday hab a great time wib hjz...get to meet laine,peggy,jun,sam and via[i alwis see her] to crap...aniway a good gathering is drawn to an end..TATA....clap clap clap...keep u all update on today stuffs...hee.
i m beri tired yest did nt manage to write this bloggie.yest mi went to school at 9am for MAEC lecture.the lecturer damn lame la then i was being COLD by him la...all the 'funni' jokes...well manage to finish the lecture 15mins earlier and was released early.then i went outside to meet moi TB26 classmate and we headed towards the canteen2 nor.we sat together...well nt exactly all squeezed together cos table nt long enuff so we sat near to each other.then some went to eat,some rush out their tutorial la....well i was the one rushing out moi MAEC tutorials did nt manage to finish the day b4 cos too tired went to oror liao after deciding the PLAN for jun's bdae.
then went all moi lectures and tutorials ended its alr 2pm...then i went to mit cy for lunch...well reach his hse at abt 3pm...then went for lunch then alr beri late liao jus nice for mi to go bk sch.its pouring la so shitty then i took bus 154...then reach sch.the rain stop.hee hee.then went to mit olivia,she's at the library so wen tthere to meet.notice her nt so good mood.ha.went to change together then went to the grand stand alr alot of ppl alr gathering there.then we paid for hte BIGWALK which is on 21st may,7.30am to duno wad time venue is kallang mrt station...ha then they this sunday oso gt organised a trip to the floorball sticks de shop same venue then oso in the morning duno y they prefer sunday and at KALLANG damn far from moi hse la.waha.aniway i m nt gng to c the sticks cos moi captain gng to bring the catalogue bk ma....then yest training is fine...well the game is shiok.then train passing and wrist-shot nor....moi passing sux.moi shooting SUX A BIG-TIME....welll i did nt fair beri well in the game either....
aniway after the floorball oh ya moi ger's grp is called WILD CATS..MEOW>...
cy insisted i ate sumtin b4 i go home so we went to bp mac cos thot is 24 hr wan then mac close...fine went to 7-11 to buy instant noodles.WTF hotwater machine spoil...wad kind of 7-11 poor service sial..then we walk bk to moi hse...he acc mi la.he actuali wan2 stay at moi block downstair for a nite so tt he can come up after moi mami left...budden i m beri worried for his well-being so in the end he went home which is a good thing...cos this morning the FREAKING maid came...LPPL la...moi mami woke mi up at 7am plus...when i slept at oni at 2am plus...fuck..i m reluctant to wake up nontheless i msg cy abt the situation...then i woke up oni at 8.45am nor...fuck damn early la.i wan2 slp ltr...then i nid to hang out clothes...luckily i nid nt vacuum the floor moiself cos i m LAZY.haha.lotsa tutorial awaiting for mi.i thot nxt wk is e-Learning week dun nid go sch...budden i m sort of wrong hee hee....then gt lotsa thing to print out.and moi mami went to thai oni returning on monday...which means sum of the notes i gotta print it moiself nor...bo bian...LPPL.aniway bk to the part we walk bk then went to moi hse there de 7-11 so tt gt HOT WATER....then we ate at the coffeshop there then he acc mi up to moi hse there then he go off himself...
aniway its oso another good thing he did nt stay la cos he stomache waha.then after tt i went to bathe then i went online...then i dun even noe wad i m doing...the beri tired and blur feeling nor....waha...lalala...then went in to moi dreams...then somehow awaken by moi mami then hibernate moi lappie and went to retreive moi hp and she off the modem for mi then i went to slp...=p...well then its another day....then i found out i fogotten to ask moi mami abt the two letters on moi table wad to do to it?i decide nt to care in case i mess thing up...then mus wash clothes then mus wash floor mat...wtf la...cant even enjoy moi holiday.i wan shopping la...i m itching for it la...then somemore so mani tutorial its driving mi mad.FUCK...ARGH.
aniway i m gng to brush moi toothie and wait for moi dear arrival or m i gng over his hse.in a mess duno wad to do oso...i think i better start on moi tutorial waha!....
aniway yesterday hab a great time wib hjz...get to meet laine,peggy,jun,sam and via[i alwis see her] to crap...aniway a good gathering is drawn to an end..TATA....clap clap clap...keep u all update on today stuffs...hee.
cia penned♥ Friday, May 12, 2006.
Thursday, May 11, 2006
10 may.
i m tired...beri tired ma.dun wan2 elab.cy wan details ask mi.love u.miss u.
i m tired...beri tired ma.dun wan2 elab.cy wan details ask mi.love u.miss u.
cia penned♥ Thursday, May 11, 2006.
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
9 may.
today went to school.lecture.dman boring la then i draw on moi notebk.cy's name.ha.then wrote some silly stuffs.then bmgt lecture,damn bored.i m dozing off..ZZzzzzzzZZz.then i ate sweet oso no help nor.bo bian.then mus alwis re-tap card wan for the bmgt.wa liao low TECHNOLOGY la....then our lecturer did sumtin stupig ask us to get into our tutorial grp and mark our attendance.lame.
then BCA....then discuss PBL...then i noe i gt lotsa tutorial.ltr at 6pm gt floorball...then i end school at 1pm.i went to bought takoballs and the terriyaki sandwich so delicious.YUMMY.then use lappie.for fun.get in touch wib moi primary school frens.wierd rite.lol.then do abit of moi BMGT...then decided today morning ltr then i do.then still gt waaddd lei...hmmm....oh ya i waited for 3hrs for via to off class...saw peggy at the atrium...then today is someone bdae in moi OG grp de...then went to celebrate his bdae...then after tt went to the floorball thing to watch match.then the match start oni at 7pm.b4 tt we went to buy tibits la then drank vitasoy...well...the match is exciting.
then senoir brief us alot...then some ppl intro floorball sticks...X sial...lol...then something bad happen to mi...moi pants gt hole la...then bla bla bla...i cant walk naturally...aniway went home after tt...tok to dear on fone then sms...missing him
MISS u.LOVE u.
dear dun be scare tt i will stop missing u or loving u.cos the feelings for u is alr too deep to withdraw...LOVE u 4eva.
today went to school.lecture.dman boring la then i draw on moi notebk.cy's name.ha.then wrote some silly stuffs.then bmgt lecture,damn bored.i m dozing off..ZZzzzzzzZZz.then i ate sweet oso no help nor.bo bian.then mus alwis re-tap card wan for the bmgt.wa liao low TECHNOLOGY la....then our lecturer did sumtin stupig ask us to get into our tutorial grp and mark our attendance.lame.
then BCA....then discuss PBL...then i noe i gt lotsa tutorial.ltr at 6pm gt floorball...then i end school at 1pm.i went to bought takoballs and the terriyaki sandwich so delicious.YUMMY.then use lappie.for fun.get in touch wib moi primary school frens.wierd rite.lol.then do abit of moi BMGT...then decided today morning ltr then i do.then still gt waaddd lei...hmmm....oh ya i waited for 3hrs for via to off class...saw peggy at the atrium...then today is someone bdae in moi OG grp de...then went to celebrate his bdae...then after tt went to the floorball thing to watch match.then the match start oni at 7pm.b4 tt we went to buy tibits la then drank vitasoy...well...the match is exciting.
then senoir brief us alot...then some ppl intro floorball sticks...X sial...lol...then something bad happen to mi...moi pants gt hole la...then bla bla bla...i cant walk naturally...aniway went home after tt...tok to dear on fone then sms...missing him
MISS u.LOVE u.
dear dun be scare tt i will stop missing u or loving u.cos the feelings for u is alr too deep to withdraw...LOVE u 4eva.
cia penned♥ Wednesday, May 10, 2006.
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
8 may.
sleep and wake up...nt a good rest.tired.went to school.saw via on bus.walk to school together.go tutorial for POA.then lecture.during lecture gng to sleep lyk tt.then miss moi dear.then went for lunch.then went to BCA.after tt meet via.then b4 tt went to put documents in moi teacher pigeon hole.then went to toilet.ha.went bk after tt.hab MOS burger for dinner.
tutorial.damn pissed for the BCA.then dear called.so happie.tok for 16mins.then no tok continue to sms.no reply.he sleep le.sians.bathe out now blogging.sians.i miss him.tt's wad moi heart and mind could come up wif.i miss the friday saturday and sunday.those vivid memories in moi mind.sad.wad to do.i m madly in love wif him.i TRUST him 100%.i jus wan the assurance frm him.i LOVE him.i MISS him too.
MISS u.LOVE u.w/o u moi blog entries are neva long.haish---
sleep and wake up...nt a good rest.tired.went to school.saw via on bus.walk to school together.go tutorial for POA.then lecture.during lecture gng to sleep lyk tt.then miss moi dear.then went for lunch.then went to BCA.after tt meet via.then b4 tt went to put documents in moi teacher pigeon hole.then went to toilet.ha.went bk after tt.hab MOS burger for dinner.
tutorial.damn pissed for the BCA.then dear called.so happie.tok for 16mins.then no tok continue to sms.no reply.he sleep le.sians.bathe out now blogging.sians.i miss him.tt's wad moi heart and mind could come up wif.i miss the friday saturday and sunday.those vivid memories in moi mind.sad.wad to do.i m madly in love wif him.i TRUST him 100%.i jus wan the assurance frm him.i LOVE him.i MISS him too.
MISS u.LOVE u.w/o u moi blog entries are neva long.haish---
cia penned♥ Tuesday, May 09, 2006.
Sunday, May 07, 2006
today i went over to his hse early i woke up at 7am plus to pack moi school bag stuffs....it took mi 1(1/2)hr to finish all moi stuff and i get ready by washing up and change and went out as fast as possible...i wan2 spend as much time as possible wif him.so i went out early...when i finally reach his hse i m feeling so elated cos i m seeing him soon moi heart yearn for him.i miss him.
aniway i msg him and he reply mi instantly this shows he alr woke up...i quicken moi pace to reach his hse asap.then i misscall him...he open the back door of his hse...ha.then he came to open the front door for mi to enter.i went in and i place moi shoes on moi slippers so i will nt forget ot bring it bk home.then i went to his room to put moi heavy bag then i was scared by him.becos i thot he is in the kitchen in fact he is hiding in his blanket and he BOO mi...i jump a little...i shoot him the ARGH look...he luff at mi i went out to his batheroom to wash moi feets...then i went in quickly to join him...we slp awhile and we watch the first part of scary movie4 which he downloaded into his com...then we did something special together.after tt he watch tv while i do moi tutorial.however i m beri distracted by the tv programme too...and i watch it while doing moi tutorial...then he went to play his maple and after awhile he went to lay on his bed while i m stull struggling to finish the tutorial...well i managed to finish WCOM tutorial...b4 lunch.
we went to hab lunch at his market there...i ate yong tau fu moi fav..he ate fried chicken rice...we share our food....after tt we went to the NTUC to buy some of his army stuffs....and then i bought a deodorant and drinks...he bought tibits,drink,air refresher,powder,etc...cant remember then we went bk....he then went home to shit while i use his com 4 awhile...then i settle to read moi POA txtbk to do moi tutorial...then he use his com....then he chatted wif his frens and via....then i m doing moi tutorial at tt time...mamaged to finish moi POA...then went on to crap wif his frens and via...while he make his hp stuff....i noe the time is nearing he is gng to army soon...i noe..i refuse to admit it.i dun wan2 admit it.i continue...i told him to pack his stuff...and to get to bathe...while he is bathing i m doing the BCA tutorial...do till halfway i m really unable to concentrate animore....its 5pm plus...he is blogging...i m try to distract moiself wif his uniform and play wif it....in the end we rush...cos he gt lotsa things nt yet pack finish and he is gng to be late...
we intended to take the train budden his mami's fren drove him there instead becos he is late.i m reluctant to c him go.i really am.i did nt sae anitin...i cant tahan and tears roll down when i looked at him...he wiped moi tears.i tahan put on smile...help him pack his stuff...in the end he still forget to bring his earpiece and sweets...when i walk to the bustop alone...i cried...i no longer hold bk.i sat at the bustop lost.lost is the word...i searching for him...i noe i m alone budden i m finding him.i miss him hell lot alr.i noe he will be bk on thurs.budden the time we r together freakingly pass lyk duno wad,its damn fast FUCKING fast.i m crying.i admit.i feel empty within mi i lost someone for a moment.i m waiting.i still nid to complete moi tutorials.i miss him and everything tt comes along...the sweet moments.
it trigger moi tears as usual...how can i hold moi tears...when the yearning is strong tt i cant even control.oni moi tears are able to express it isnt it?i MISS him terribly.i LOVE him so much.tell mi how to stop.i noe he is still wif me.however this little seperation is unbearable.so i hope i never lost him.or i will lost this mi.i will most this me who noes how to love and smile and cry.i will change if i lost him.i will.so dear pls continue to shower mi the love to nuture mi into someone i would lyk to be.i love u as much as u do.
MISS u.LOVE u.i m WAITING 4 u alwis...4ever.
aniway i msg him and he reply mi instantly this shows he alr woke up...i quicken moi pace to reach his hse asap.then i misscall him...he open the back door of his hse...ha.then he came to open the front door for mi to enter.i went in and i place moi shoes on moi slippers so i will nt forget ot bring it bk home.then i went to his room to put moi heavy bag then i was scared by him.becos i thot he is in the kitchen in fact he is hiding in his blanket and he BOO mi...i jump a little...i shoot him the ARGH look...he luff at mi i went out to his batheroom to wash moi feets...then i went in quickly to join him...we slp awhile and we watch the first part of scary movie4 which he downloaded into his com...then we did something special together.after tt he watch tv while i do moi tutorial.however i m beri distracted by the tv programme too...and i watch it while doing moi tutorial...then he went to play his maple and after awhile he went to lay on his bed while i m stull struggling to finish the tutorial...well i managed to finish WCOM tutorial...b4 lunch.
we went to hab lunch at his market there...i ate yong tau fu moi fav..he ate fried chicken rice...we share our food....after tt we went to the NTUC to buy some of his army stuffs....and then i bought a deodorant and drinks...he bought tibits,drink,air refresher,powder,etc...cant remember then we went bk....he then went home to shit while i use his com 4 awhile...then i settle to read moi POA txtbk to do moi tutorial...then he use his com....then he chatted wif his frens and via....then i m doing moi tutorial at tt time...mamaged to finish moi POA...then went on to crap wif his frens and via...while he make his hp stuff....i noe the time is nearing he is gng to army soon...i noe..i refuse to admit it.i dun wan2 admit it.i continue...i told him to pack his stuff...and to get to bathe...while he is bathing i m doing the BCA tutorial...do till halfway i m really unable to concentrate animore....its 5pm plus...he is blogging...i m try to distract moiself wif his uniform and play wif it....in the end we rush...cos he gt lotsa things nt yet pack finish and he is gng to be late...
we intended to take the train budden his mami's fren drove him there instead becos he is late.i m reluctant to c him go.i really am.i did nt sae anitin...i cant tahan and tears roll down when i looked at him...he wiped moi tears.i tahan put on smile...help him pack his stuff...in the end he still forget to bring his earpiece and sweets...when i walk to the bustop alone...i cried...i no longer hold bk.i sat at the bustop lost.lost is the word...i searching for him...i noe i m alone budden i m finding him.i miss him hell lot alr.i noe he will be bk on thurs.budden the time we r together freakingly pass lyk duno wad,its damn fast FUCKING fast.i m crying.i admit.i feel empty within mi i lost someone for a moment.i m waiting.i still nid to complete moi tutorials.i miss him and everything tt comes along...the sweet moments.
it trigger moi tears as usual...how can i hold moi tears...when the yearning is strong tt i cant even control.oni moi tears are able to express it isnt it?i MISS him terribly.i LOVE him so much.tell mi how to stop.i noe he is still wif me.however this little seperation is unbearable.so i hope i never lost him.or i will lost this mi.i will most this me who noes how to love and smile and cry.i will change if i lost him.i will.so dear pls continue to shower mi the love to nuture mi into someone i would lyk to be.i love u as much as u do.
MISS u.LOVE u.i m WAITING 4 u alwis...4ever.
cia penned♥ Sunday, May 07, 2006.
Saturday, May 06, 2006
6 may.
well woke up by moi dear...he called mi ask mi wake up go meet him then i duno whether i can go out or nt la budden i dun care la jus go bathe first then if moi mami wake up then tell her if nt i go out liao nor to meet moi dear...so went to bathe then when i came out i saw moi mami she gib mi those i am still angry wif u de glare budden it did nt bother mi....i quickly went to dress up then moi mami ask mi wear a black tube inside then i duhx...she nt angry meh...then she told mi to be bk at 5.15pm la...then i okie...cos today gt dinner...then i went to wear the black spagethti strip she pas it to mi...wadeva then went to doll moiself up...when i was abt to blow moi hair i call moi dear to tell him i gng out soon to meet him at the phoneix there nor...waha...
went out happily took bus 190 sms moi dear to check where he is la..then he still at home finding his belt..swt...then i reach there went over slowly then waited for him...meanwhile smsing olivia and elaine and moi dear...then moi dear ar...beri slow sial after 45mins then reach le...lol...while i m waiting for moi dear i saw harris and his fren..then sae hi to harris...finally moi dear reach...then acc him go the lrt stn to top up his ezlink card la..waha...then we board bus190 shortly after tt.we went to PS to watch MI3...hee...cos tt's wad we planned thou its alr quite late la...then once we reach there we went straight up to the cinema therer to queue for the show its beri long...finally our turn we went to buy the 1.10pm de tickets...its alr a few mins pass 1.10pm le..then we went to buy nachos and drinks and oso a cup of peanuts...then went into the cinema...we skip lunch and watch the movie till 3pm plus...its a beri nice movie...then we wanted to go HMV de...budden its lyk raining so we took mrt to orchard first...then frm taka we walk to HMV...lame rite...then went HMV i went to toilet he went to draw money after tt we went to take neocard...hee...after tt i nid to go le cos i nid to meet moi mami le...then he oso nid to meet his fren go buy stuffs for his army thing la...then he send mi to the bustop b4 tt he bought currypuff and squid for mi for lunch...i so touched...he's soooooooooooooooooooooo sweet la...muacks muacks...then after tt i board the bus...we continue to sms nor...
he told mi his fren gt bring gf along..i feel bad la...i wish i oso can pei him...haish....aniway i went to the dinner thing on lorry...waha...then moi uncle gib mi 100bucks to buy bag budden i gib 50bucks to moi bro...aniway...i left wif 50bucks...gotta return moi mami 5bucks...aiya bk to topic...i miss moi dear alr...cos i no see him...haish somemore tmr he is gng bk into army again le...so i decided to go over his hse early early hee...waha...aniway...i gtg pompom liao...so can at meast tok to him on hp awhile...gtg do moi tutorials oso...so damn lots la...FUCK...neva touch a single wan summore...dying soon...waha....
MISS u LOVE u...dear wo ai ni wor..
well woke up by moi dear...he called mi ask mi wake up go meet him then i duno whether i can go out or nt la budden i dun care la jus go bathe first then if moi mami wake up then tell her if nt i go out liao nor to meet moi dear...so went to bathe then when i came out i saw moi mami she gib mi those i am still angry wif u de glare budden it did nt bother mi....i quickly went to dress up then moi mami ask mi wear a black tube inside then i duhx...she nt angry meh...then she told mi to be bk at 5.15pm la...then i okie...cos today gt dinner...then i went to wear the black spagethti strip she pas it to mi...wadeva then went to doll moiself up...when i was abt to blow moi hair i call moi dear to tell him i gng out soon to meet him at the phoneix there nor...waha...
went out happily took bus 190 sms moi dear to check where he is la..then he still at home finding his belt..swt...then i reach there went over slowly then waited for him...meanwhile smsing olivia and elaine and moi dear...then moi dear ar...beri slow sial after 45mins then reach le...lol...while i m waiting for moi dear i saw harris and his fren..then sae hi to harris...finally moi dear reach...then acc him go the lrt stn to top up his ezlink card la..waha...then we board bus190 shortly after tt.we went to PS to watch MI3...hee...cos tt's wad we planned thou its alr quite late la...then once we reach there we went straight up to the cinema therer to queue for the show its beri long...finally our turn we went to buy the 1.10pm de tickets...its alr a few mins pass 1.10pm le..then we went to buy nachos and drinks and oso a cup of peanuts...then went into the cinema...we skip lunch and watch the movie till 3pm plus...its a beri nice movie...then we wanted to go HMV de...budden its lyk raining so we took mrt to orchard first...then frm taka we walk to HMV...lame rite...then went HMV i went to toilet he went to draw money after tt we went to take neocard...hee...after tt i nid to go le cos i nid to meet moi mami le...then he oso nid to meet his fren go buy stuffs for his army thing la...then he send mi to the bustop b4 tt he bought currypuff and squid for mi for lunch...i so touched...he's soooooooooooooooooooooo sweet la...muacks muacks...then after tt i board the bus...we continue to sms nor...
he told mi his fren gt bring gf along..i feel bad la...i wish i oso can pei him...haish....aniway i went to the dinner thing on lorry...waha...then moi uncle gib mi 100bucks to buy bag budden i gib 50bucks to moi bro...aniway...i left wif 50bucks...gotta return moi mami 5bucks...aiya bk to topic...i miss moi dear alr...cos i no see him...haish somemore tmr he is gng bk into army again le...so i decided to go over his hse early early hee...waha...aniway...i gtg pompom liao...so can at meast tok to him on hp awhile...gtg do moi tutorials oso...so damn lots la...FUCK...neva touch a single wan summore...dying soon...waha....
MISS u LOVE u...dear wo ai ni wor..
cia penned♥ Saturday, May 06, 2006.
5th may.
well hee hahaha hee....went for LMS lecture then do assignments in class then hab games..then do some personality stuffs then after tt discuss abt the project for LMS...then after tt went to atrium to dicuss abt IAC project then end early so i push the eyebrow trimming session up hee....so i can go pick moi dear....on moi way bk home cos i wan2 pee....so go home first...then i saw amy...then chat then saw some ex-ccksians then smile smile to them...then went to take bus184 bk...actuali thot of taking buses171,960 or 963 bk de who noes not a single one in sight...then i decided to walk bk....FUCK sial~all the buses came at once..shitty....then i persist in walking bk...so went home pee then pack moi bag then rush out...then moi kor.WK ask mi buy 24 bottles of water from him to support him i agree la...$36..heartpain...bo bian a promise is a promise...then rush to bustop take bus700...damn slow la the bus....
board the bus le then i msg angela immediately tell her tt i m gng to be late la...cos wan2 go home pee ma...then i rush there asap...i m HALF AN HOUR late la...cos i ask her to meet mi @5.30pm then i reach at abt 6pm...lol.moi fault...then i apologise...brought them to trim eyebrow then after tt acc them to toilet then help angela to draw her brows...then went to the POLAR shop to buy a heart-shaped puff for moi dear...hope he will be happie...unable to buy him squid dammit....then i rush down to pasir ris...hee...i take train alone la...so happie i keep smiling to moiself i think the train de ppl mus be thinking i m siao lyk tt ba waha...then finally reach there....then i saw him waiting for mi at the control stn there...so i went towards him nor...then we went to queue up at the taxi stand damn long la...after awhile we gave up take train to bedok to take taxi...well i m quite upset cos i wan2 hug him hold his hand and kiss him...budden cant cos he is in his uni...lol...
so we went to bedok.F sial no taxi in sight wan2 on-call budden the calls all busy...shitty...then we r so tired la...walk here there...his bag so heavy somemmore c le i beri heartache for him...then finally managed to flag a taxi...hee...then we went bk to his hse...then i went to buy dinner while he go home first...after reach his hse we eat dinner then after tt we went to oror...actuali wan2 wake up @1.15am budden i too tired cant he slept soundly too....who noes at 3am plus i heard moi hp rang...SHIT...its moi mami she is beri beri angry la...then i went to ans her call...budden press wrongly...lol...then she call again pick up...kana scolding...lol..then bo bian...wake moi dear up ask him acc mi down to flag taxi home...we both sleepyhead...
then finally reach home then kana scolded....aiya wadeva la..i no angry or wad la...jus those heck care attitude...i duno y too...i neva tok bk to moi mami too...i told her i slept while doing moi tutorials..she sae i crap sae i hang out outside...sometimes telling the truth they dun believe then bo bian nor..then after tt went to oror lol....went to wash face change clothes...then after tt msg moi dear for awhile then i doze off...actuali i duno whether can meet him today or nt de...cos moi mami so angry wif mi....
well hee hahaha hee....went for LMS lecture then do assignments in class then hab games..then do some personality stuffs then after tt discuss abt the project for LMS...then after tt went to atrium to dicuss abt IAC project then end early so i push the eyebrow trimming session up hee....so i can go pick moi dear....on moi way bk home cos i wan2 pee....so go home first...then i saw amy...then chat then saw some ex-ccksians then smile smile to them...then went to take bus184 bk...actuali thot of taking buses171,960 or 963 bk de who noes not a single one in sight...then i decided to walk bk....FUCK sial~all the buses came at once..shitty....then i persist in walking bk...so went home pee then pack moi bag then rush out...then moi kor.WK ask mi buy 24 bottles of water from him to support him i agree la...$36..heartpain...bo bian a promise is a promise...then rush to bustop take bus700...damn slow la the bus....
board the bus le then i msg angela immediately tell her tt i m gng to be late la...cos wan2 go home pee ma...then i rush there asap...i m HALF AN HOUR late la...cos i ask her to meet mi @5.30pm then i reach at abt 6pm...lol.moi fault...then i apologise...brought them to trim eyebrow then after tt acc them to toilet then help angela to draw her brows...then went to the POLAR shop to buy a heart-shaped puff for moi dear...hope he will be happie...unable to buy him squid dammit....then i rush down to pasir ris...hee...i take train alone la...so happie i keep smiling to moiself i think the train de ppl mus be thinking i m siao lyk tt ba waha...then finally reach there....then i saw him waiting for mi at the control stn there...so i went towards him nor...then we went to queue up at the taxi stand damn long la...after awhile we gave up take train to bedok to take taxi...well i m quite upset cos i wan2 hug him hold his hand and kiss him...budden cant cos he is in his uni...lol...
so we went to bedok.F sial no taxi in sight wan2 on-call budden the calls all busy...shitty...then we r so tired la...walk here there...his bag so heavy somemmore c le i beri heartache for him...then finally managed to flag a taxi...hee...then we went bk to his hse...then i went to buy dinner while he go home first...after reach his hse we eat dinner then after tt we went to oror...actuali wan2 wake up @1.15am budden i too tired cant he slept soundly too....who noes at 3am plus i heard moi hp rang...SHIT...its moi mami she is beri beri angry la...then i went to ans her call...budden press wrongly...lol...then she call again pick up...kana scolding...lol..then bo bian...wake moi dear up ask him acc mi down to flag taxi home...we both sleepyhead...
then finally reach home then kana scolded....aiya wadeva la..i no angry or wad la...jus those heck care attitude...i duno y too...i neva tok bk to moi mami too...i told her i slept while doing moi tutorials..she sae i crap sae i hang out outside...sometimes telling the truth they dun believe then bo bian nor..then after tt went to oror lol....went to wash face change clothes...then after tt msg moi dear for awhile then i doze off...actuali i duno whether can meet him today or nt de...cos moi mami so angry wif mi....
cia penned♥ Saturday, May 06, 2006.
Friday, May 05, 2006
4 may.
wad a day..MAEC all the way...well i prefer the tutorial the tutor is clear...and he make mi understand MAEC better now...well nt sae the lecturer nt good.he is good i wont deny.however he cant seem to drive the main point to mi at all...confused whenever in his lessons which make mi wanted to doze off....well he does liven up the lecture wif his lame joke...HAhaHA...okie.
aniway after everything,i went straight to moi grandma hse to meet moi aunt cheng.we r gng to bugis together....when we reach there we shop shop la...got one shop forget the name...all the pumps are beri nice haha...budden X so i did nt want moi aunt cheng to get it for mi altht she sae she dun mind buying mi one.lol.then we shop for abt half an hour...moi another aunt called joanne.she sae she jus off work...LOL...mus wait for her...aniway we continue the shopping till she reach la...in between we eat alot...i ate the tako balls.then prawn tibits then fries...then i m FAT...then after tt when joanne arrive we went to the NORTH BRIDGE SHOPPING CENTRE...some wulu place...then went to c her wedding stuff....then after tt went to chinatown there to see her wedding stuff again...then she still nt satisfied...aniway all 3 of us meet up wif moi mami at chinatown then we finally went to those ancient traditional wedding stuff shop....and FINALLY she is satisfy cos she bought wad she aim to buy le...then at last we went for dinner....we ate dumplings and xiao long bao and i ate dessert while the rest of them drank sugarcane...oh ya and fishballs...moi mami ate a bowl of porridge...then we all decided to go home.they wan2 take taxi...and somehow i feel tt chinatown short of taxi sial so mani ppl vying for the taxi can u imagine the scenario..it lyk wa liao....the taxi is make of gold everyone wanted a piece of it...lol.then after tt joanne called moi uncle-peter to drive us bk...he's ataxi driver...so he drove everyone of us home...then he gt sae wan2 gib mi $$ to buy bags...i think i spend it on shoe and clothes...bags are secondary stuffs...HEEHEEEEEEEEEEE..
aniway during this trip i got alot of shocking news...well actuali i plan to meet cy on sat for the whole day...its a belated 10th month ma...who noes...haish..i heard frm aunt cheng sae tt mus go eat dinner on sat at 6pm...then moi mami setting off at 5.15pm...tt's means i mus be bk at 5-5.15pm...which means lesser time to spend wif moi cy.i m beri sad...i m indeed sad.beri beri.haish....plus today i having the freaking LMS or IAC wadeva it is till 5pm then go trim moi ass brows...then can go mit cy...cy is lyk so sad and disappointed tt he even dun wan2 meet mi on sat at first...which make mi on the verge of crying in front of moi aunts and mami.moi aunts keep claiming tt i hab a bf i refuse to ans tt qn...its nt i dun wan to expose...budden i try it once i dun wan to die of hearbroken tis time...i m really sad altht cy sae he meet mi early on sat lol wad to do...i noe i noe he is beri beri sad and disappointed...cos he sae at first he looks forward to booking out however it turn out tt now he cant even be bothered whether to book out or nt...all those words sting moi heart....i really wan2 c him de...i really wan2 spend time wif him de...i duno y gt so mani programmes pop out at the same time....whenever i recall those things he sae i cry...i sad la.so bad and guilty sial...i nt doing it on purpose...i hate to break promise too....i noe i alwis did tt budden its unintentionally de...i really dun wan2 c him sians la...i m useless i admit..i cant even reject any things...its lyk i m sooo i duno la...freaking hell fucking hell useless...call mi anitin....i noe i m a loser.i can afford to lose him...i duno...those things he sae...make mi feel tt i m lyk jus a thing...cant even be bothered whether or nt he book out...the fury burn in moi heart however the sadness and hurt conquer it...which make mi go all weak....i cant tahan but to cry...
alot of things form on moi mind when he sae all those...i m wondering wad if he angry dun wan mi....wad if he dun wan to book out at all...wad if he dun even wan2 c mi...wad if...alot alot of wad if...aint i sensative...i m so shitty la...i dun dare to push away the project meeting i dun dare to reject the dinner thing...aint i a coward...y m i so loser...i duno.perhaps...i m jus a lousy gf...i wan2 be a good gf...however a simple thing lyk accompanying moi dear oso cant do.wad sort of gf m i...i m nth budden a pile of shit.
dear i jus wan u to noe...i really am disappointed and sad jus lyk u...i noe i noe u miss mi.i miss u too...i noe the feelings tt all our plans are being ruin...i noe.i noe how it feels...i really really do love u.first i cant afford to sacrifice my studies secondly i cant break moi promise on the eyebrow trimming and i wan2 go out wif u looking pretty(so tt i wont embarrass u) thirdly i cant risk our r/s,if i dun go they will sae i m wasting their money and tt i m lyk oni concern abt gng out go 4 a dinner oso reluctant...i sort of stuck in the middle everywhere...i feel lyk squatting down and scream and cry and bite moiself and cut moiself.cos i think i might nt take it one day...i nid u to support mi...pls can?can?...i dun wan to lose moi dear nor moi family...neither do i wan2 lose moi studies.yes i m greedy.sorie.i can oni offer moi apology to u...cos i noe saying sorie may nt even help budden i cant help it i hab nth to sae...i m in the fault...its all becos of mi...everything is lyk tt....i m jus so.sucky.
i m really waiting for nxt few hours so i can see u touch u hold u hug u kiss u.i dun wan to hear oni the recording...hug and kiss moi soft toys...i wan u.u noe u r impt to mi.i noe u sae studies and moi family is more impt...however i feel tt these three things weight equally in mi tt's y its so heavy...till sometimes...i mayb unable to taske a breathe...not forgetting moi frens...they r the ones who help mi thru lonely days w/o u...so they are equally impt to mi too...m i selfish to sae it tis way..i nt trying to blame anione or wad...i jus wan2 voice out...i jus wan U to noe...to understand...i dun quarrels anitin...i wan2 to be u happily ever after.sorie dear.
MISS u.LOVE u.SORRY....
wad a day..MAEC all the way...well i prefer the tutorial the tutor is clear...and he make mi understand MAEC better now...well nt sae the lecturer nt good.he is good i wont deny.however he cant seem to drive the main point to mi at all...confused whenever in his lessons which make mi wanted to doze off....well he does liven up the lecture wif his lame joke...HAhaHA...okie.
aniway after everything,i went straight to moi grandma hse to meet moi aunt cheng.we r gng to bugis together....when we reach there we shop shop la...got one shop forget the name...all the pumps are beri nice haha...budden X so i did nt want moi aunt cheng to get it for mi altht she sae she dun mind buying mi one.lol.then we shop for abt half an hour...moi another aunt called joanne.she sae she jus off work...LOL...mus wait for her...aniway we continue the shopping till she reach la...in between we eat alot...i ate the tako balls.then prawn tibits then fries...then i m FAT...then after tt when joanne arrive we went to the NORTH BRIDGE SHOPPING CENTRE...some wulu place...then went to c her wedding stuff....then after tt went to chinatown there to see her wedding stuff again...then she still nt satisfied...aniway all 3 of us meet up wif moi mami at chinatown then we finally went to those ancient traditional wedding stuff shop....and FINALLY she is satisfy cos she bought wad she aim to buy le...then at last we went for dinner....we ate dumplings and xiao long bao and i ate dessert while the rest of them drank sugarcane...oh ya and fishballs...moi mami ate a bowl of porridge...then we all decided to go home.they wan2 take taxi...and somehow i feel tt chinatown short of taxi sial so mani ppl vying for the taxi can u imagine the scenario..it lyk wa liao....the taxi is make of gold everyone wanted a piece of it...lol.then after tt joanne called moi uncle-peter to drive us bk...he's ataxi driver...so he drove everyone of us home...then he gt sae wan2 gib mi $$ to buy bags...i think i spend it on shoe and clothes...bags are secondary stuffs...HEEHEEEEEEEEEEE..
aniway during this trip i got alot of shocking news...well actuali i plan to meet cy on sat for the whole day...its a belated 10th month ma...who noes...haish..i heard frm aunt cheng sae tt mus go eat dinner on sat at 6pm...then moi mami setting off at 5.15pm...tt's means i mus be bk at 5-5.15pm...which means lesser time to spend wif moi cy.i m beri sad...i m indeed sad.beri beri.haish....plus today i having the freaking LMS or IAC wadeva it is till 5pm then go trim moi ass brows...then can go mit cy...cy is lyk so sad and disappointed tt he even dun wan2 meet mi on sat at first...which make mi on the verge of crying in front of moi aunts and mami.moi aunts keep claiming tt i hab a bf i refuse to ans tt qn...its nt i dun wan to expose...budden i try it once i dun wan to die of hearbroken tis time...i m really sad altht cy sae he meet mi early on sat lol wad to do...i noe i noe he is beri beri sad and disappointed...cos he sae at first he looks forward to booking out however it turn out tt now he cant even be bothered whether to book out or nt...all those words sting moi heart....i really wan2 c him de...i really wan2 spend time wif him de...i duno y gt so mani programmes pop out at the same time....whenever i recall those things he sae i cry...i sad la.so bad and guilty sial...i nt doing it on purpose...i hate to break promise too....i noe i alwis did tt budden its unintentionally de...i really dun wan2 c him sians la...i m useless i admit..i cant even reject any things...its lyk i m sooo i duno la...freaking hell fucking hell useless...call mi anitin....i noe i m a loser.i can afford to lose him...i duno...those things he sae...make mi feel tt i m lyk jus a thing...cant even be bothered whether or nt he book out...the fury burn in moi heart however the sadness and hurt conquer it...which make mi go all weak....i cant tahan but to cry...
alot of things form on moi mind when he sae all those...i m wondering wad if he angry dun wan mi....wad if he dun wan to book out at all...wad if he dun even wan2 c mi...wad if...alot alot of wad if...aint i sensative...i m so shitty la...i dun dare to push away the project meeting i dun dare to reject the dinner thing...aint i a coward...y m i so loser...i duno.perhaps...i m jus a lousy gf...i wan2 be a good gf...however a simple thing lyk accompanying moi dear oso cant do.wad sort of gf m i...i m nth budden a pile of shit.
dear i jus wan u to noe...i really am disappointed and sad jus lyk u...i noe i noe u miss mi.i miss u too...i noe the feelings tt all our plans are being ruin...i noe.i noe how it feels...i really really do love u.first i cant afford to sacrifice my studies secondly i cant break moi promise on the eyebrow trimming and i wan2 go out wif u looking pretty(so tt i wont embarrass u) thirdly i cant risk our r/s,if i dun go they will sae i m wasting their money and tt i m lyk oni concern abt gng out go 4 a dinner oso reluctant...i sort of stuck in the middle everywhere...i feel lyk squatting down and scream and cry and bite moiself and cut moiself.cos i think i might nt take it one day...i nid u to support mi...pls can?can?...i dun wan to lose moi dear nor moi family...neither do i wan2 lose moi studies.yes i m greedy.sorie.i can oni offer moi apology to u...cos i noe saying sorie may nt even help budden i cant help it i hab nth to sae...i m in the fault...its all becos of mi...everything is lyk tt....i m jus so.sucky.
i m really waiting for nxt few hours so i can see u touch u hold u hug u kiss u.i dun wan to hear oni the recording...hug and kiss moi soft toys...i wan u.u noe u r impt to mi.i noe u sae studies and moi family is more impt...however i feel tt these three things weight equally in mi tt's y its so heavy...till sometimes...i mayb unable to taske a breathe...not forgetting moi frens...they r the ones who help mi thru lonely days w/o u...so they are equally impt to mi too...m i selfish to sae it tis way..i nt trying to blame anione or wad...i jus wan2 voice out...i jus wan U to noe...to understand...i dun quarrels anitin...i wan2 to be u happily ever after.sorie dear.
MISS u.LOVE u.SORRY....
cia penned♥ Friday, May 05, 2006.
Thursday, May 04, 2006
3rd MAY 2006...wednesday...its a significant day la...its our 10TH MONTH...hee =)...well we cannot celebrate together becos he is still in army so i nid to wait till saturday on the 6/5 to celebrate our belated 10th MONTH nor...haha altht abit sadden budden the thot of him coming out at tmr i m elated nor...=)
aniway today went to lecture for WCOM damn far la...at lecture 45...so far!!!!!!!!i walk till swt lyk pig again...then so sians the lecture....really bored to dead la...then after tt went for moi lunch cum breakfast...i ate terriyaki chicken rice cost $1.90 nor...i went to ate wif moi OG frens-junshen,kenny,kenneth...and one of moi tutorial fren lizhen...then after tt we went for our tutorial la...then at first play a simple game regarding the WCOM letter stuffs de...then ltr go thru tutorial qns and then at last do the second tutorial...after dat the WCOM tutor share the same name as via....appointed mi to be her rep...WTF.i dun lyk la...mus collect stuffs lyk tt...so troublesome sial...then now i gt responsibilites again...which i dun really lyk la...bo bian she random pick cos nobody wan2 volunteer aniway waiting for the x-change...so i dun nid to be rep...for the moment i nid to suffer...ARGH...after tt we went for BMGT tutorial..quite fun la...get to noe more tutoirial frens...more and more...good wide social circle...today BMGT is all abt dicussion and talking stuffs...well nth much...except tt during the introduction i kinda sae something and the whole class burst into laughters which i dun find it funni la...inside the room BRrrrrr....at WCOM tutorial oso...luckily i brought moi sweater...HEE...PROUD of moiself...lalalala....then after all the tutorials...went to pee...beri angry wif NP toilets la...NO TOILET PAPER...jus lyk CCKSS la...toilet no toilet paper...shit rite...lyk collect so much school fees spend abit on toilet roll will nt hurt la...i NEED toilet paper whenever i go toilet de la...everyone would nid it la..then after tt went up to the 9th floor to put the first assignment into the pigeon hole of MRS.NG...
after tt went down to meet olivia cos meeting her go to activate her ez-link card ma...then we went to take bus184...i kinda lost balance on the bus cos keep stepping on somebody whom i already apologise la...then alight at some duno wad bustop to wait for bus67 to take to lot1 terminal la...once we reach there i speed off to help via buy her bubble tea while she activate her card and buy consession fare...i bought moiself some snacks to eat too...HUNGRY ma...then after all this we went to the terminal then b4 gng i went to press money....i m offically BROKE...WTF la...then after tt we went to the bus190 lane to queue for the bus to arrive...then after awahile the bus arrive then we boarded it...then saw peggy coming up from her stop...chat wif her crap awhile as she is taking bus to her workplace...then after tt we alight at via's hse opposite de bustop nor..then the bus184 arrive shortly then i remember to reply to smses...then when i m in campus oso gt c peggy twice at moi the tutorial area there....peg and her sis nt gng to trim eyebrow however mi,angela,huishi(angela's fren)...
however i receive tt i hab to stay till 5pm to finsih the LMS thingys i guess....tt's wad grace told mi...so i hab the fix the eyebrow trimming thing....then after tis we went for the orientation for floorball its so wonerful,azmazing...alot of enthusiam...then hab fun till 8pm+++well after the game we hab a simple cheer being instructed at abt the previous training...tired no write liao.wan2 sleep write tmr...
then mi and via went bk to her hse to eat dinner.lol.then after tt i pai seh so i offer to wash dishes....then after tt i went to andrea hse to take moi shorts.on moi way i keep smsing moi dearie hubbie...finally reach home...damn tired la...then nid to pack bag and stuffs...then at last went to bathe then can oror...lol...so tired till i blog till halfway doze off and forget to off modem....wt....waha...aniway its jus a simple day afterall....MISS u dearie.LOVE u.
aniway today went to lecture for WCOM damn far la...at lecture 45...so far!!!!!!!!i walk till swt lyk pig again...then so sians the lecture....really bored to dead la...then after tt went for moi lunch cum breakfast...i ate terriyaki chicken rice cost $1.90 nor...i went to ate wif moi OG frens-junshen,kenny,kenneth...and one of moi tutorial fren lizhen...then after tt we went for our tutorial la...then at first play a simple game regarding the WCOM letter stuffs de...then ltr go thru tutorial qns and then at last do the second tutorial...after dat the WCOM tutor share the same name as via....appointed mi to be her rep...WTF.i dun lyk la...mus collect stuffs lyk tt...so troublesome sial...then now i gt responsibilites again...which i dun really lyk la...bo bian she random pick cos nobody wan2 volunteer aniway waiting for the x-change...so i dun nid to be rep...for the moment i nid to suffer...ARGH...after tt we went for BMGT tutorial..quite fun la...get to noe more tutoirial frens...more and more...good wide social circle...today BMGT is all abt dicussion and talking stuffs...well nth much...except tt during the introduction i kinda sae something and the whole class burst into laughters which i dun find it funni la...inside the room BRrrrrr....at WCOM tutorial oso...luckily i brought moi sweater...HEE...PROUD of moiself...lalalala....then after all the tutorials...went to pee...beri angry wif NP toilets la...NO TOILET PAPER...jus lyk CCKSS la...toilet no toilet paper...shit rite...lyk collect so much school fees spend abit on toilet roll will nt hurt la...i NEED toilet paper whenever i go toilet de la...everyone would nid it la..then after tt went up to the 9th floor to put the first assignment into the pigeon hole of MRS.NG...
after tt went down to meet olivia cos meeting her go to activate her ez-link card ma...then we went to take bus184...i kinda lost balance on the bus cos keep stepping on somebody whom i already apologise la...then alight at some duno wad bustop to wait for bus67 to take to lot1 terminal la...once we reach there i speed off to help via buy her bubble tea while she activate her card and buy consession fare...i bought moiself some snacks to eat too...HUNGRY ma...then after all this we went to the terminal then b4 gng i went to press money....i m offically BROKE...WTF la...then after tt we went to the bus190 lane to queue for the bus to arrive...then after awahile the bus arrive then we boarded it...then saw peggy coming up from her stop...chat wif her crap awhile as she is taking bus to her workplace...then after tt we alight at via's hse opposite de bustop nor..then the bus184 arrive shortly then i remember to reply to smses...then when i m in campus oso gt c peggy twice at moi the tutorial area there....peg and her sis nt gng to trim eyebrow however mi,angela,huishi(angela's fren)...
however i receive tt i hab to stay till 5pm to finsih the LMS thingys i guess....tt's wad grace told mi...so i hab the fix the eyebrow trimming thing....then after tis we went for the orientation for floorball its so wonerful,azmazing...alot of enthusiam...then hab fun till 8pm+++well after the game we hab a simple cheer being instructed at abt the previous training...tired no write liao.wan2 sleep write tmr...
then mi and via went bk to her hse to eat dinner.lol.then after tt i pai seh so i offer to wash dishes....then after tt i went to andrea hse to take moi shorts.on moi way i keep smsing moi dearie hubbie...finally reach home...damn tired la...then nid to pack bag and stuffs...then at last went to bathe then can oror...lol...so tired till i blog till halfway doze off and forget to off modem....wt....waha...aniway its jus a simple day afterall....MISS u dearie.LOVE u.
cia penned♥ Thursday, May 04, 2006.
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
well today quite a busy day...hmmm let mi elab...went to school to attend 9am de lecture nor then gt BCA tutorial budden i no bring lappie which i m supposed to aniway they did nt use it today wad...waha.then well i hab BCA and BMGT lectures...b4 i reach school today i suffer from moi morning pro-tummyache...then i tahan on bus...then go to school no pain le...go lecture then first lesson damn bored la...cos BCA is replaced by a library resource class thingys...i nearly doze off budden again tummyache so jus listen anyway...then who noes...so long la...then somemore this library stuff gt test sial considered in moi BCA module de marks...how FUNNI....LOL.
then okie finally finish went to the loo...then tummyache...wan2 shit...who noes the dammit toilet so crowded la...tahan till no pain actuali wanted to pee budden no toilet roll le i no bring tissues.FUCK sial...then went bk to the lecture room la...then WTF mus re-tap the student card for nxt lesson de...eeekkk....lousy system i lazy to go out le...then tummy still aching alittle...then a guy named KENNETH...he beri good...a guy in moi OG la he help mi tap the card...waha...then the BMGT lecturer came shortly after tt.then she went on wif her lecture....
then its is FREAKING boring and dull...i falling asleep circumstances....suddenly i re-call i hab a beri strong mint(HALLS) sweets...then i took one and ate it..rongrong wan so i offer her one too...budden she cant take the strong mint la...i can it keep mi BLOODY wide-awake la..then i listen write notes...finally it end...went to moi tutorial nor...go for tutorial nt yet start went to toilet wif lizhen...
lizhen so smart noe i shitting.ha.she good fren wait for mi la...good rite...then during the BCA tutorial oso share wif mi the lappie...so good nor...then after tt i went to the library wif her...actuali offer to acc her to blk72 buden she dun wan lei...then i went home nor...went home....raining sial...ahahaha.went to cook instant noodles for lunch...munch some tibits...then tok to via on phone then after tt went to moi FLOORBALL....actuali quite reluctant to go cos i wearing cckss shorts ma...pai seh sial...look wierd wierd lyk tt....eventually i still reach there la...then make new frens again...damn fun la...tmr still orientation...aniway i hab nt do moi tutorial for IAC...nid to print out wif moi WCOM...budden now still blogging so funni la....
then via in floorball la...join together nor...then i went to her hse ate dinner cos moi mami no buy for mi to eat..i shun bian gib andrea money to buy shorts for mi..then during tt time when via is bathing i tok to moi dearie hubbie...he actuali called mi during moi floorball session budden too busy cant tok to him nor...then i call him at nite...then after tt sms awhile oni nor...then i went home...then found out moi mami bought clothes for mi...quite nice then plus a new doorstopper...cute lei.waha...
wad a day...so fun-filled...i guess tmr orientation will be better...FLOORBALL ROX...i mean it...aniway i gtg le i nid to complete moi tutorial fast so as to print it out...how troublesome it is!!!!aniway its two days then i can meet moi dear le....YUPPIES...i m elated...i m over the moon.on the cloud nine...anitin tt related to happiness is in mi...i MISS him so muchie i LOVE him so muchie...how can i possibly live w/o him?.if u ask mi how...I REALLY HAB NO IDEA HOW?!!!...haha okie then muacks muacks dear...cya soon...
then okie finally finish went to the loo...then tummyache...wan2 shit...who noes the dammit toilet so crowded la...tahan till no pain actuali wanted to pee budden no toilet roll le i no bring tissues.FUCK sial...then went bk to the lecture room la...then WTF mus re-tap the student card for nxt lesson de...eeekkk....lousy system i lazy to go out le...then tummy still aching alittle...then a guy named KENNETH...he beri good...a guy in moi OG la he help mi tap the card...waha...then the BMGT lecturer came shortly after tt.then she went on wif her lecture....
then its is FREAKING boring and dull...i falling asleep circumstances....suddenly i re-call i hab a beri strong mint(HALLS) sweets...then i took one and ate it..rongrong wan so i offer her one too...budden she cant take the strong mint la...i can it keep mi BLOODY wide-awake la..then i listen write notes...finally it end...went to moi tutorial nor...go for tutorial nt yet start went to toilet wif lizhen...
lizhen so smart noe i shitting.ha.she good fren wait for mi la...good rite...then during the BCA tutorial oso share wif mi the lappie...so good nor...then after tt i went to the library wif her...actuali offer to acc her to blk72 buden she dun wan lei...then i went home nor...went home....raining sial...ahahaha.went to cook instant noodles for lunch...munch some tibits...then tok to via on phone then after tt went to moi FLOORBALL....actuali quite reluctant to go cos i wearing cckss shorts ma...pai seh sial...look wierd wierd lyk tt....eventually i still reach there la...then make new frens again...damn fun la...tmr still orientation...aniway i hab nt do moi tutorial for IAC...nid to print out wif moi WCOM...budden now still blogging so funni la....
then via in floorball la...join together nor...then i went to her hse ate dinner cos moi mami no buy for mi to eat..i shun bian gib andrea money to buy shorts for mi..then during tt time when via is bathing i tok to moi dearie hubbie...he actuali called mi during moi floorball session budden too busy cant tok to him nor...then i call him at nite...then after tt sms awhile oni nor...then i went home...then found out moi mami bought clothes for mi...quite nice then plus a new doorstopper...cute lei.waha...
wad a day...so fun-filled...i guess tmr orientation will be better...FLOORBALL ROX...i mean it...aniway i gtg le i nid to complete moi tutorial fast so as to print it out...how troublesome it is!!!!aniway its two days then i can meet moi dear le....YUPPIES...i m elated...i m over the moon.on the cloud nine...anitin tt related to happiness is in mi...i MISS him so muchie i LOVE him so muchie...how can i possibly live w/o him?.if u ask mi how...I REALLY HAB NO IDEA HOW?!!!...haha okie then muacks muacks dear...cya soon...
cia penned♥ Wednesday, May 03, 2006.
Monday, May 01, 2006
today woke up at hmmmm i guess 12pm?..then hang clothes...then read moi BCA txtbk..then moi new classmate lizhen called to ask abt BCA...then i go eat....then i shit after dat....waha...then i read storybook...the storybook damn LUST la budden i LYK it...wooo~then went to bathe...
when i bathing alot of ppl called mi...call moi hse and moi hp....moi hp misscall is 11.2 new sms....then waha...so funni la....then after tt went to meet olivia...then we went mac to do hmwk...manage get to finsih most of them...YEA....then went home...b4 tt chat chat....oh ya MOI DEAR call mi wor...so happie la....lyk over the MOON...ooooohhhhhhh....i love moi dear so much...i m waiting reallly WAITING WAITING...for friday....lol...hee gng pasir ris to meet him...YEA...>.<
okie i stop moi excitment le...gotta go wash moi face can le...then pack bag then online then call via to chat...then oror cos tmr gt lessons ma.........HEE...yuppies...lalalala....dear dear...HAO XIANG NI wor...
MISS u LOVE u...u dun noe how plain moi life hab been w/o u la...u sae u worry more mi than to hear mi sae miss u love u...budden in moi mind there's oni u.and moi frens.moi study...frens>keep up wif them wheneva i can.study>do moi best.U i m alwis missing to bits...loving u to bits...the thing cant stop really it cant...
once ppl ask mi wad if u leave mi?i m those who can forget.i dare to love i dare to hate.i guess i may nt enuff courage to hate u...i CANT,i CAN oni keep LOVING u....for u...i guess if one day u leave mi...moi world will crash.i will be totally defeated,i think i may nt even stand up.i will CHANGE into duno wad.i think i can somehow imagine tt....i dun wan i NEVER wan tt to happen!!!!!!!!!!!BECAUSE.i wan u by moi side FOREVER...
when i bathing alot of ppl called mi...call moi hse and moi hp....moi hp misscall is 11.2 new sms....then waha...so funni la....then after tt went to meet olivia...then we went mac to do hmwk...manage get to finsih most of them...YEA....then went home...b4 tt chat chat....oh ya MOI DEAR call mi wor...so happie la....lyk over the MOON...ooooohhhhhhh....i love moi dear so much...i m waiting reallly WAITING WAITING...for friday....lol...hee gng pasir ris to meet him...YEA...>.<
okie i stop moi excitment le...gotta go wash moi face can le...then pack bag then online then call via to chat...then oror cos tmr gt lessons ma.........HEE...yuppies...lalalala....dear dear...HAO XIANG NI wor...
MISS u LOVE u...u dun noe how plain moi life hab been w/o u la...u sae u worry more mi than to hear mi sae miss u love u...budden in moi mind there's oni u.and moi frens.moi study...frens>keep up wif them wheneva i can.study>do moi best.U i m alwis missing to bits...loving u to bits...the thing cant stop really it cant...
once ppl ask mi wad if u leave mi?i m those who can forget.i dare to love i dare to hate.i guess i may nt enuff courage to hate u...i CANT,i CAN oni keep LOVING u....for u...i guess if one day u leave mi...moi world will crash.i will be totally defeated,i think i may nt even stand up.i will CHANGE into duno wad.i think i can somehow imagine tt....i dun wan i NEVER wan tt to happen!!!!!!!!!!!BECAUSE.i wan u by moi side FOREVER...
cia penned♥ Monday, May 01, 2006.
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