Thursday, June 29, 2006
today.maec lecture and tutorial.actuali i did nt do much tutorial cos i duno.budden teacher no scold lei.he oso no sae anitin.the tutorial session is beri helpful.now i understand the topic more.i just noe tt more date dues are coming.projects,tests and exams.okie i m cooping well.
i nid to get pocket money from moi dad tonite.wish mi success.haha.sians.today end sch at 2pm then find olivia to chat.then went to cy hse at 4pm.then i slept on the bus.i sort of slept throughout the journey.then i did some funy things lyk moi head keep falling to the sides...LOL.aniway i skip floorball.i m lazy and oso eish to acc moi dear more.
tmr i hab hmwk due yet i hab nt done it yet.haish.lalala.i m super slacker.gt bk moi MAEC test aniway fair okie nor.i jus wish to improve.to grade A or B can le.last but nt least.miss moi dear alwsi and love him lotsa.i miss moi true frens too.ha.the lamos.miss crapping with both of them.
muacks,love u dear.take carie of yaself.i try moi best to get the $$.so we can celebrate our 1 year.!
i nid to get pocket money from moi dad tonite.wish mi success.haha.sians.today end sch at 2pm then find olivia to chat.then went to cy hse at 4pm.then i slept on the bus.i sort of slept throughout the journey.then i did some funy things lyk moi head keep falling to the sides...LOL.aniway i skip floorball.i m lazy and oso eish to acc moi dear more.
tmr i hab hmwk due yet i hab nt done it yet.haish.lalala.i m super slacker.gt bk moi MAEC test aniway fair okie nor.i jus wish to improve.to grade A or B can le.last but nt least.miss moi dear alwsi and love him lotsa.i miss moi true frens too.ha.the lamos.miss crapping with both of them.
muacks,love u dear.take carie of yaself.i try moi best to get the $$.so we can celebrate our 1 year.!
cia penned♥ Thursday, June 29, 2006.
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
today i m tired.lessons then project.then went to crap wif olivia.then went to mit dear.then i m late.cos board the bus late.let dear waited for 25 mins.feel bad.then wanted to apologise to him however once i alight from bus he walk away.
i wanted to chase him budden i m too tired and moi feets hurt.aniway i gt angry.its aiya duno la.i think i too tired or wad.aniway we did quarrel today.but i noe all this is milestones for mi to get over to be closer to him.i will take wad he sae seriously.cos i noe i m serious this time.i love him.
went home.tired.gt lotsa projects date dues are nearing.its vexing.wad to do.i hop ei do not have other problems adding on...i jus wish tt ppl noe how to be content.dun alwis wish for more.its irritating.i may nt have the patience to overlook such small matters.if i have the time i will overlook moi schoolwork and moi r/s.cos i noe true frens noe y i m doing this.thanks pals.i do not entertain nonsense.
aniway i just wish to spend a peaceful quiet day with dear.w/o any worries.sorie pals.i will make it up for u all k?we will have a happy time together too.love u all.muacks.take carie.i miss him.tmr gt floorball cant mit him.
i wanted to chase him budden i m too tired and moi feets hurt.aniway i gt angry.its aiya duno la.i think i too tired or wad.aniway we did quarrel today.but i noe all this is milestones for mi to get over to be closer to him.i will take wad he sae seriously.cos i noe i m serious this time.i love him.
went home.tired.gt lotsa projects date dues are nearing.its vexing.wad to do.i hop ei do not have other problems adding on...i jus wish tt ppl noe how to be content.dun alwis wish for more.its irritating.i may nt have the patience to overlook such small matters.if i have the time i will overlook moi schoolwork and moi r/s.cos i noe true frens noe y i m doing this.thanks pals.i do not entertain nonsense.
aniway i just wish to spend a peaceful quiet day with dear.w/o any worries.sorie pals.i will make it up for u all k?we will have a happy time together too.love u all.muacks.take carie.i miss him.tmr gt floorball cant mit him.
cia penned♥ Wednesday, June 28, 2006.
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
today is bored.skip moi BCA resource session.then went to do project for e-learning week then after tt went for BCA tutorial.do the PBL.then went to atrium waiting for peggy and olivia.
cos olivia ask mi do survey then acc her till 3pm.then peggy came to return mi money.then was hungry lyk shit la..no $$.sians.then somemore i think i nid to get $$ from moi daddy.abit haish.oso duno he will gib anot.n i somehow dun dare to open moi hse.
moi mami ask mi to take from him wan.ltr they quarrel sureli push the blame to mi de la.sians.wad to do.then got floorball went home change then go floorball.fun.training fun.i not so tense liao.good.game is fine with mi.the 3-on-3 game duno i shuld go or nt?duno.
aniway today nothing much.n meet dear.miss him alot so keep smsing him and called him to chat all this.budden i noe he is tired soi dun wan2 wake him up nor.my tired husband.sayang him.muacks.love u.
cos olivia ask mi do survey then acc her till 3pm.then peggy came to return mi money.then was hungry lyk shit la..no $$.sians.then somemore i think i nid to get $$ from moi daddy.abit haish.oso duno he will gib anot.n i somehow dun dare to open moi hse.
moi mami ask mi to take from him wan.ltr they quarrel sureli push the blame to mi de la.sians.wad to do.then got floorball went home change then go floorball.fun.training fun.i not so tense liao.good.game is fine with mi.the 3-on-3 game duno i shuld go or nt?duno.
aniway today nothing much.n meet dear.miss him alot so keep smsing him and called him to chat all this.budden i noe he is tired soi dun wan2 wake him up nor.my tired husband.sayang him.muacks.love u.
cia penned♥ Tuesday, June 27, 2006.
Monday, June 26, 2006
well i have learnt tt moi readers claim that moi blog is beri lengthy.well i will try to keep it short.JEALOUS rite, moi life.so HAPPENING...WAHA.=p.=x.
okie life is boring thou.lecture for POA.ZzzZzz.then lunch.then workshop.day at sch is sux la.exams,projects,assignments.wad else.nth to expect.
then went to cy there b4 tt went to clementi to top up moi concession fare.then went to find loo.smelly and dirty no toilet paper.F.wad the....use a toilet oso so xin ku.luckily i gt tissue.then went to take 154 to meet dear.then went abt to board the bus i heard this couple quarreling.
G:U THINK I M A SLAVE OR WAD,YA PET?DUN ACT COOL IN FRONT OF MOI FRENS,BITCH WIF THEM,WAD THE FUCK U ACT COOL SEE NEWSPAPER,WAD THE FUCK ATTITUDE U GIVING ME.JUST BITCH WITH MOI FRENS.
B:ZzzzZZzzzz(no tok)(silence)
ME look at the ger.shock.its damn loud LA.
G stare at mi
ME quickly board the bus
G&B board the bus
ME:dammit same bus...(in moi thots)
ME walk straight to find seats
ME settle down
G sat beside ME
ME shift to moi right
G oso shift
ME:suay ar luckily gt one space to keep moiself away from her(in moi thots)
ME listen mp3,on damn loud
G:alot of big big action(cant hear content cos i listening to mp3)
B:whisper...(i saw his mouth murming....)
G:continue big action...
B:ZzzzZzz(silence)
ME answer dear's call
G:JUST ENTERTAIN SHERYL LA,SHE SAE TT U CAN JUST ACT OH IZIT OH YA,BITCH WIF HER LA,U NOE I M DAMN PISSED JUST NOW.?!
ME:damn loud(the whole bus de ppl confirm can hear.plus big actions)
ME pluck in moi earphone act blur.
FINALLY they alighted.phew.
then took bus 246 to meet dear then went to buy food to eat.i m hungry.i ate alot.I M FAT.honestly.already FAT and GETTING FATTER.shits.thats sux.COS I M SUPER LAZY.slacker wad to do.
okie life is boring thou.lecture for POA.ZzzZzz.then lunch.then workshop.day at sch is sux la.exams,projects,assignments.wad else.nth to expect.
then went to cy there b4 tt went to clementi to top up moi concession fare.then went to find loo.smelly and dirty no toilet paper.F.wad the....use a toilet oso so xin ku.luckily i gt tissue.then went to take 154 to meet dear.then went abt to board the bus i heard this couple quarreling.
G:U THINK I M A SLAVE OR WAD,YA PET?DUN ACT COOL IN FRONT OF MOI FRENS,BITCH WIF THEM,WAD THE FUCK U ACT COOL SEE NEWSPAPER,WAD THE FUCK ATTITUDE U GIVING ME.JUST BITCH WITH MOI FRENS.
B:ZzzzZZzzzz(no tok)(silence)
ME look at the ger.shock.its damn loud LA.
G stare at mi
ME quickly board the bus
G&B board the bus
ME:dammit same bus...(in moi thots)
ME walk straight to find seats
ME settle down
G sat beside ME
ME shift to moi right
G oso shift
ME:suay ar luckily gt one space to keep moiself away from her(in moi thots)
ME listen mp3,on damn loud
G:alot of big big action(cant hear content cos i listening to mp3)
B:whisper...(i saw his mouth murming....)
G:continue big action...
B:ZzzzZzz(silence)
ME answer dear's call
G:JUST ENTERTAIN SHERYL LA,SHE SAE TT U CAN JUST ACT OH IZIT OH YA,BITCH WIF HER LA,U NOE I M DAMN PISSED JUST NOW.?!
ME:damn loud(the whole bus de ppl confirm can hear.plus big actions)
ME pluck in moi earphone act blur.
FINALLY they alighted.phew.
then took bus 246 to meet dear then went to buy food to eat.i m hungry.i ate alot.I M FAT.honestly.already FAT and GETTING FATTER.shits.thats sux.COS I M SUPER LAZY.slacker wad to do.
luckily gt moi cutie dear there for mi.muacks.love him to bits.LOVE MOI DEAR.!
cia penned♥ Monday, June 26, 2006.
25 june.
woke up beri early then went to dear hse.then reach there went in moiself c moi dear sleeping.haha.so adorable then after tt went to do moi hmwk.then aniway the day goes on i slack no do hmwk nor...then went down buy lunch.then after tt jus slack whole day.
then love being wif moi dear.its an enjoyable day.i dun wish to go into details cos i tired.WAHA.aniway i jus miss him lotsa.lotsa.hmmm.how i wish i no school forever.haha.love moi dear.
woke up beri early then went to dear hse.then reach there went in moiself c moi dear sleeping.haha.so adorable then after tt went to do moi hmwk.then aniway the day goes on i slack no do hmwk nor...then went down buy lunch.then after tt jus slack whole day.
then love being wif moi dear.its an enjoyable day.i dun wish to go into details cos i tired.WAHA.aniway i jus miss him lotsa.lotsa.hmmm.how i wish i no school forever.haha.love moi dear.
cia penned♥ Monday, June 26, 2006.
Saturday, June 24, 2006
23 june.
well wad to sae aniway i noe how to get there moi dear duno waha.so cute la him then its dumb la REA DUMB cos i went there for lunch only.i m sort of force to go k.-.o".went to orchard de old far east plaza there for lunch wif classmate of tb26.nt everyone are present k!then haish.feel dumb.then -.o".then escape right after meal cos i m broke.cos they wan2 to go play pool.theni ran away.seek refuge at olivia's hse.went there to crap no do hmwk.steady rite.-.o".then went to cy hse after tt.wa wan2 pee...then went to bpp.luckily bladder no spoil then went to update moi FROZEN bankbook.reali no money.-.o".then went to take bus 180 still mus run cos saw it coming then board the bus to moi dear hse.
then reach moi hse then went to his hse moiself.then went inside moiself.then went into his room.his cuz there.he gave mi the stunned look.i noe he is there so i no shock.cos saw his slipper while putting moi shoe at the balcony there.then went to oror.then his cuz went out.ha.then slp till moi dear is bk.went out to disturb him.keep disturbing him.he is so adorable la.then he quite pek wif mi nor.sad.duno y i lyk to disturb him oso.budden i noe he will forgive mi wan rite?.ha.cos i simply love him.no reasons.love him.means love him.then after tt went to buy dinner.then after tt eat dinner.laid on bed tok.he sae somethings.tt tears nearly conquer mi.he wan2 proposed to mi 5 years ltr on 11.11.2011.how sweet.then i m sort of unprepared cos at tt time i oni i think hmmm 21 yrs old.tt young.budden i guess i will still accept him if he ask.the venue nt yet decide.i leave it up to him.ha i m waiting for the day.
oh ya.moi dad came bk alr to celebrate moi mami's bdae nor.then aniway went home late.then went to wash face.then wan2 slp budden moi daddy using moi lappie so tahan till 1am then went to slp.b4 tt tok to moi dear for awhile then went to slp.ZzzzZzzzzzzz.
well wad to sae aniway i noe how to get there moi dear duno waha.so cute la him then its dumb la REA DUMB cos i went there for lunch only.i m sort of force to go k.-.o".went to orchard de old far east plaza there for lunch wif classmate of tb26.nt everyone are present k!then haish.feel dumb.then -.o".then escape right after meal cos i m broke.cos they wan2 to go play pool.theni ran away.seek refuge at olivia's hse.went there to crap no do hmwk.steady rite.-.o".then went to cy hse after tt.wa wan2 pee...then went to bpp.luckily bladder no spoil then went to update moi FROZEN bankbook.reali no money.-.o".then went to take bus 180 still mus run cos saw it coming then board the bus to moi dear hse.
then reach moi hse then went to his hse moiself.then went inside moiself.then went into his room.his cuz there.he gave mi the stunned look.i noe he is there so i no shock.cos saw his slipper while putting moi shoe at the balcony there.then went to oror.then his cuz went out.ha.then slp till moi dear is bk.went out to disturb him.keep disturbing him.he is so adorable la.then he quite pek wif mi nor.sad.duno y i lyk to disturb him oso.budden i noe he will forgive mi wan rite?.ha.cos i simply love him.no reasons.love him.means love him.then after tt went to buy dinner.then after tt eat dinner.laid on bed tok.he sae somethings.tt tears nearly conquer mi.he wan2 proposed to mi 5 years ltr on 11.11.2011.how sweet.then i m sort of unprepared cos at tt time i oni i think hmmm 21 yrs old.tt young.budden i guess i will still accept him if he ask.the venue nt yet decide.i leave it up to him.ha i m waiting for the day.
oh ya.moi dad came bk alr to celebrate moi mami's bdae nor.then aniway went home late.then went to wash face.then wan2 slp budden moi daddy using moi lappie so tahan till 1am then went to slp.b4 tt tok to moi dear for awhile then went to slp.ZzzzZzzzzzzz.
he make mi feel i m blessed.love u dear.
24 june.
today moi mami bdae then woken up by smses.wa....really.-.o".cos i wan2 sleep till late late wan budden cant aniway its via so i forgive her.if nt i willl swear at tt person to have piles on the butt for the nxt 40 yrs.WAHA MUAHAHA.then aniway woke up co si thot i heard moi aunt's voice.then went to brush moi teeth then came out gt breakfast.moi dad went to buy de.then after tt ate moi breakfast liao.wa full.then i went to take out the prezzie gib moi mami la.i bought a mian yang for her.cos she is meh meh for her zodiac.she seems to like it and she place it inside her display de cupboard at her bedside de.i feel quite happie she lyk it la.cos at first i quite worry abt the moi choice.then somemore is soft toy ma.lyk more for mi.waha.i love soft toys ma.then drank lotsa drinks.sweet drinks.i m guilty.WAHA.fatty mi.
then after tt play monopoly...then i beri petty cos i bu shuang i lost.i second okie.if moi mami no help moi bro.i alr the WINNER of the day.ARGH>.<.then went off after playing to contact moi dear.moi aunt arrrived shortly while we were playing monopoly.then she and bertram oror..ZZzzzzZZzzz.then i went online after tt cant contact moi dear then i sms him nor then jus nice i tummyache then went to shit.-.o".then in toilet sms him then after tt moi granny and grandfather arrived then they were looking for mi.then i came out shortly.after i do what i m supposed to do.then i went bk to room online.then moi granny followed mi in and chatted with mi.i listen to her patiently then answer her nor...then after tt still cannot contact moi dear i call him after everyone leave moi room.cos when moi granny came in,moi dad carried the baby in too,then followed by moi aunt.
wa lyk party.-.o".then call moi dear hse cos morning he no free incoming then his mami listen i super pai seh.hung up quickly.then i called moi dear hp till it is off...then i m sadden.off moi hp too.then went to charge it and went to bathe.then i bathe beri long.abt an hour plus.cos today is sat ma.nid to scrub scrub moiself clean and refreshed.then after tt came out.wa so mani ppl at moi hse.chat chat awhile went down to eat liao nor....
then we went to moi 24-hr kopitiam there to eat good stuffs,lyk curry fishead,shark fins,crabs, etc.alot more la....there are 11 ppl together dining.then after tt moi aunt and her usband and baby went off first.then moi granny and moi granfather.then the rest of us went up to moi hse.they wan2 play mahjong which means pirvacy for mi yea.then moi bro keep on jio mi play maple i lazy la.aniway finally saw msg coming in.cos i on hp.then i nid to apologise to laine co si no c her msg till now.feel bad.then saw moi dear sms.then he sae he went toilet then cant answer nor then i feel much better cos i thot wad happen to him ma.then went on to call him then sms then after tt i went to friendster c c,then blog nor......then chat online oso.then moi dear sae 9.30pm call mi de.haha.
then after tt i duno will do moi hmwk or nt hope i do.waha.i super slacker.WAHA.then hmmm....i noe i keep thening....oh ya.moi aunt keep asking mi to bring moi dear along for her wedding dinner.wa ly tis i kill moiself n moi dear.imagine moi family members all sit on the same table lei.the red table.we VIP ma.waha.then he sureli kana bomb open air ma.all around him.he cant even hide nor.i then dun wan.moi family memebers sureli interrogate him.so i ignore moi aunt.avoid the qn.wa she keep saying.ARGH..>.<.haish.headache.
i really no pirvacy in aniwhere.friendster,msn,even maple.oni blog nor.so pls do not let anione noe moi bloggie.ARGH.secret.all here are top secrets.waha.every now and then i need to keep looking bk c anione peeping at mi writing blog or nt.i m so pitiful la.WA....>.<.
i love u.dear u r the best.muacks.
cia penned♥ Saturday, June 24, 2006.
Thursday, June 22, 2006
well today woke up at abt 8am plus then sms dear then slp till 9.30am then wake up then actuali wan2 sleep summore cos quite tired la.then after tt woke up pack moi stuffs.then went to eat breakfast moi mami bought mi wan then after tt went to bathe then its alr 11.15am lyk tt so i rush out.bought lotsa stuffs la.
then went to school wore sumtin tt does nt match.sux.rushing.then heavy bag stuufs in moi hand.then do the LMS project.fun but tiring and troublesome.then after tt decided nt to go to floorball cos tired.then went to find dear.then took bus 154 to lakeside wait for him.
then he help mi take the heavy stuffs.so happie.then went to his hse rest then went to buy mac for dinner.he cook noodles.bought tibits and milk too.wa so sumptous dinner...LOL.then beri full then we watch tv then rest on bed,tok and stuffs.
then mention abt moi floorball then he sae i cant go in tournament.abit sians.cos i feel tt i mayb lousy in game strategic.budden.duno wadeva i will try to brush up moi skills.i really did nt really mind being lousy.budden somehow those words make mi feel beri lousy.duno y too.then oso moi dear may nt be able to celebrate anniversay together.even so we nid to do it in the evening.which is alr beri late.a short celebration at most.most probably we will be celebrating it one day b4.budden i noe its unavoidable.its beri SIANS to mi.wont it be sians for u?becos of the farking school and oso the fucking army thing.
nvm,i guess in life options are lie everywhere budden its our choices tt make a difference.cant help it.we are jus homoinsipiens.wad to do?i guess i will go wif the flow.if its lyk tis then lyk tis nor.if its lyk tt then lyk tt nor.
he went to shit ltr acc mi down.i wonder when i can have him by moi side till moi doorstep.i hope its near.haish.sad to hear some devastating news.tt's moi tutorials!argh.die-ed.and the continous bad news.aint music to moi ears.YA we jus nid to accept fate.i cant at times.i will swallow it slowly then it takes time to digest info.i dislike to face them all at one time.
floorball i m gng to win u.anniversary will still be wad i m expecting a happy day.tutorial will die die be finished.moi mami and bro bdae is coming.i hab no $ to buy moi bro bdae prezzie lei.moi m ami even ask mi to share $ to buy moi bro a X-box duno wad the latest.i hab no $.and oh ya i wan2 to update moi bankbook.and top up moi concession fare.its gng to expire soon.moi bankbook is gng to be "frozen" soon.-.-".
then went to school wore sumtin tt does nt match.sux.rushing.then heavy bag stuufs in moi hand.then do the LMS project.fun but tiring and troublesome.then after tt decided nt to go to floorball cos tired.then went to find dear.then took bus 154 to lakeside wait for him.
then he help mi take the heavy stuffs.so happie.then went to his hse rest then went to buy mac for dinner.he cook noodles.bought tibits and milk too.wa so sumptous dinner...LOL.then beri full then we watch tv then rest on bed,tok and stuffs.
then mention abt moi floorball then he sae i cant go in tournament.abit sians.cos i feel tt i mayb lousy in game strategic.budden.duno wadeva i will try to brush up moi skills.i really did nt really mind being lousy.budden somehow those words make mi feel beri lousy.duno y too.then oso moi dear may nt be able to celebrate anniversay together.even so we nid to do it in the evening.which is alr beri late.a short celebration at most.most probably we will be celebrating it one day b4.budden i noe its unavoidable.its beri SIANS to mi.wont it be sians for u?becos of the farking school and oso the fucking army thing.
nvm,i guess in life options are lie everywhere budden its our choices tt make a difference.cant help it.we are jus homoinsipiens.wad to do?i guess i will go wif the flow.if its lyk tis then lyk tis nor.if its lyk tt then lyk tt nor.
he went to shit ltr acc mi down.i wonder when i can have him by moi side till moi doorstep.i hope its near.haish.sad to hear some devastating news.tt's moi tutorials!argh.die-ed.and the continous bad news.aint music to moi ears.YA we jus nid to accept fate.i cant at times.i will swallow it slowly then it takes time to digest info.i dislike to face them all at one time.
floorball i m gng to win u.anniversary will still be wad i m expecting a happy day.tutorial will die die be finished.moi mami and bro bdae is coming.i hab no $ to buy moi bro bdae prezzie lei.moi m ami even ask mi to share $ to buy moi bro a X-box duno wad the latest.i hab no $.and oh ya i wan2 to update moi bankbook.and top up moi concession fare.its gng to expire soon.moi bankbook is gng to be "frozen" soon.-.-".
wadeva it is,being wif u,i will be happy le.love u dear.
cia penned♥ Thursday, June 22, 2006.
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
hmmmm today woke up sms dear then after tt went bk to slp then after tt went to shit liao then went bk to slp again.then awhile ltr start to smsing session.wif laine and cy.then after tt sms moi LMS grp of members abt tmr meeting.then do moi BCA.shitty.i hate hmwk.okie i still have lotsa pending tutorial.kill mi.ARGH.>.<.hee.
well tmr will be a busy day i hab filming in the morning or rather noon la then cca after tt till nite.tired..ZzzzZZzz.okie lazy i admit i rather go find moi dear.cos i miss him to bits.love him to bits.lalala....love is so uncontrollable at times.opps.=x.aniway jus wan2 spend more time wif him.cos our time is never enuff.greedy?.ya u will be greedy of time.when u nid it.jus lyk $$$$$.
aniway i went to wash-up after tt ate moi lunch maggie.its abt 2pm i guess...then after lunch slack.play moi floorball awhile then went to bathe then went to cy hse.on moi way to the bustop saw moi relative stop to tok to her awhile budden tok lyk no link.wierd.walk off after sae byebye.then went to dear's hse.then reach there saw his neighbour he smile to mi i smile to him.natural reaction wad.then after tt went into his hse by backdoor.then went into his room.wa so cold then i thot he mus have gone off w/o switching off his air-con.who noes his cuz is in his room then i gt a scare jump alittle.how to expect gt ppl sitting in front of the com when i thot nobody is at his hse.he oso no tell mi.then his cuz oso gt scare by mi.we both tapped our chest...funny meh?
then i went to do moi BCA again.i left wif the independant challenges.for both unit H and I.i dun reali intend to do them.cos it sort of pissed mi off.then sms dear while doing moi BCA.then after tt went to jp find him.take 240 there.then i lyk wierd ppl.keep on gt ppl looking at mi.wtf.-.-".then aniway the terminal for jp is shift to the back of the mrt stn.so troublesome.budden okie nor.beri big there.and beri CROWDED.i wore home clothings then wait for moi dear at the control stn there co she have nt reach.i alr beri slow he slower than mi nor.then finally he reach,he wore outdoor clothes then he HAHA at mi.duno for wad.-.-".vain guy.then after tt went to old chang kee there he bought mi one stick of squid.then he went down to press money nor.then after tt went up saw his fren.then i sort of surprised cos i did nt noe abt it.-.-".then we went to have dinner together.we have our dinner at foodcourt.wait for quite long then gt seats.
then dear bought mi wok delights de chicken rice.duno how to explain dun wish to explain too.then he oso eat the same as mi.becos i hab a late lunch i beri full.cant finish moi food.jus starve it in.then after meal eat banana split...then we chatted.then after tt went to walk walk.he went to comic connection.i went over to the puzzle there c.i wan2 buy one and do one for him.cos its lyk beri special.hmmm.well aniway after tt we went to basement there then we bought drinks cos i super thirsty.then after tt we went bk le.then b4 tt i go into the wallet shop there c c...then after tt then went to terminal there.hmmm.then his fren went to take bus home then we went to take bus 240.then when we reach his hse,his cuz still there then i help him hang his army uniform.then after a short while,his cuz went off...chatted wif via online.get to noe wad happen,the ans.well then check mail then do some tickle test.lame but fun.then after tt dear came bk from bathe.
we laid on bed and rest.then at 9.30pm plus watch tv awhile then we watch incredible tales liao.then abit scare la.then after tt time flies.it really does,its time for mi to go home.i m quite reluctant.then went home,he acc mi to bustop.then mi take bus bk...then when reach moi stop went down walk...then saw police tap around an area.eeekkkk.duno wad happen and the tap is loose.lying around everywhere.then quickly walked away reach moi block.luckily tonite gt some ppl nt so scary.budden take lift alone.wads the diff.then reach 11th floor faster walk to moi door then quickly unlock the gates to get in.damn scare.cos i lai ang.scare gt dirty things follow.so i walk as fast as possible.ARGH.i really hope one day moi dear can acc mi to the doorstep there then bid him goodbye.i noe unfair to him budden jus hope tt i can have him by moi side till moi doorstep.i feel beri lonely whenever i hab to walk home moiself.haish.then reach home.moi mami and bro nt hoem yet.
went into moi room put down moi bag then went to start moi com then went to wash-up.then after tt moi bro and mami home cos i heard sounds outside the batheroom at first i thot wtf.is it those....ZzzzZZzz who noes its moi bro ha.then went out then went into room to check mail,blog.tok to dear online awhile then he went to slp liao.i noe he beri tired de cos every morning beri early wake up.
i miss the days we used to spent one whole day together.one whole night talking on the phone reluctant to hang up.but now,it is different,we are tired of our hectic life.there is bearly enough time for the both of us.we seldom talk on phone.time changes,so does our lifestyles.tmr i cant meet dear le.i really miss him alot.haish.
well tmr will be a busy day i hab filming in the morning or rather noon la then cca after tt till nite.tired..ZzzzZZzz.okie lazy i admit i rather go find moi dear.cos i miss him to bits.love him to bits.lalala....love is so uncontrollable at times.opps.=x.aniway jus wan2 spend more time wif him.cos our time is never enuff.greedy?.ya u will be greedy of time.when u nid it.jus lyk $$$$$.
aniway i went to wash-up after tt ate moi lunch maggie.its abt 2pm i guess...then after lunch slack.play moi floorball awhile then went to bathe then went to cy hse.on moi way to the bustop saw moi relative stop to tok to her awhile budden tok lyk no link.wierd.walk off after sae byebye.then went to dear's hse.then reach there saw his neighbour he smile to mi i smile to him.natural reaction wad.then after tt went into his hse by backdoor.then went into his room.wa so cold then i thot he mus have gone off w/o switching off his air-con.who noes his cuz is in his room then i gt a scare jump alittle.how to expect gt ppl sitting in front of the com when i thot nobody is at his hse.he oso no tell mi.then his cuz oso gt scare by mi.we both tapped our chest...funny meh?
then i went to do moi BCA again.i left wif the independant challenges.for both unit H and I.i dun reali intend to do them.cos it sort of pissed mi off.then sms dear while doing moi BCA.then after tt went to jp find him.take 240 there.then i lyk wierd ppl.keep on gt ppl looking at mi.wtf.-.-".then aniway the terminal for jp is shift to the back of the mrt stn.so troublesome.budden okie nor.beri big there.and beri CROWDED.i wore home clothings then wait for moi dear at the control stn there co she have nt reach.i alr beri slow he slower than mi nor.then finally he reach,he wore outdoor clothes then he HAHA at mi.duno for wad.-.-".vain guy.then after tt went to old chang kee there he bought mi one stick of squid.then he went down to press money nor.then after tt went up saw his fren.then i sort of surprised cos i did nt noe abt it.-.-".then we went to have dinner together.we have our dinner at foodcourt.wait for quite long then gt seats.
then dear bought mi wok delights de chicken rice.duno how to explain dun wish to explain too.then he oso eat the same as mi.becos i hab a late lunch i beri full.cant finish moi food.jus starve it in.then after meal eat banana split...then we chatted.then after tt went to walk walk.he went to comic connection.i went over to the puzzle there c.i wan2 buy one and do one for him.cos its lyk beri special.hmmm.well aniway after tt we went to basement there then we bought drinks cos i super thirsty.then after tt we went bk le.then b4 tt i go into the wallet shop there c c...then after tt then went to terminal there.hmmm.then his fren went to take bus home then we went to take bus 240.then when we reach his hse,his cuz still there then i help him hang his army uniform.then after a short while,his cuz went off...chatted wif via online.get to noe wad happen,the ans.well then check mail then do some tickle test.lame but fun.then after tt dear came bk from bathe.
we laid on bed and rest.then at 9.30pm plus watch tv awhile then we watch incredible tales liao.then abit scare la.then after tt time flies.it really does,its time for mi to go home.i m quite reluctant.then went home,he acc mi to bustop.then mi take bus bk...then when reach moi stop went down walk...then saw police tap around an area.eeekkkk.duno wad happen and the tap is loose.lying around everywhere.then quickly walked away reach moi block.luckily tonite gt some ppl nt so scary.budden take lift alone.wads the diff.then reach 11th floor faster walk to moi door then quickly unlock the gates to get in.damn scare.cos i lai ang.scare gt dirty things follow.so i walk as fast as possible.ARGH.i really hope one day moi dear can acc mi to the doorstep there then bid him goodbye.i noe unfair to him budden jus hope tt i can have him by moi side till moi doorstep.i feel beri lonely whenever i hab to walk home moiself.haish.then reach home.moi mami and bro nt hoem yet.
went into moi room put down moi bag then went to start moi com then went to wash-up.then after tt moi bro and mami home cos i heard sounds outside the batheroom at first i thot wtf.is it those....ZzzzZZzz who noes its moi bro ha.then went out then went into room to check mail,blog.tok to dear online awhile then he went to slp liao.i noe he beri tired de cos every morning beri early wake up.
i miss the days we used to spent one whole day together.one whole night talking on the phone reluctant to hang up.but now,it is different,we are tired of our hectic life.there is bearly enough time for the both of us.we seldom talk on phone.time changes,so does our lifestyles.tmr i cant meet dear le.i really miss him alot.haish.
i love u.
cia penned♥ Wednesday, June 21, 2006.
20 june.
start moi day by smsing moi dear then go toilet shit then bk to bed.mensi is damn troublesome.changed and washed lotsa times.wad the....well i m a ger no choice la.then woke up oni at 12 pm plus cos sleep till beri wad keep dreaming nor.then dream wierd stuffs.duno how to explain cos i forget its lyk so vivid la.
then after tt wok eup wash face eat maggie noodles then do moi excel damn pissed.cos not yet complete.lalala.how slack can i be la.LOL.then after tt olivia online tok to her.not slacking is relaxing b4 tt check mail.do u noe how vexed it is to do the excel and found out its bloody wrong and u nid to start from scratch i hate tt sial.lol.budden its part of moi hmwk.shitty.aniway chat wif her till 3.30pm went to bathe to go for floorball.then after bathe come out then tok to her awhile actuali wan2 read her blog budden no time so went off fast.cos scare late.then dammit la...i rush all the way there i m damn early.
then wait for the rest of the floorballist come then start training and stuffs.so usual training.game is long tonite.and i sux.nth but sux.i m blur.stupig.ya i cant play floorball.budden i m determined to do it well.well its time to believe i can do moi floorball.then after floorball i went home then reply via's and dear's smses.then call dear to tok.i miss him to bits.then dear sae gt job to intro to laine.i called her to conference then gib her the person no.its a ger.then i sort of jealous.cos ger ma.budden i trust moi dear.so let moi jealousy goes fast.i noe moi dear will love mi eternally rite?cos i believe i will love moi dear eternally.i love him.i appreciate him.
i watch tv when came home eat dinner.eat nasi lemak and otak.then watch the i not stupig 2 watch till 12am.came out call dear.cos i remember i nid to call him wan.i feel so guilty so bad.i feel i m really a lousy gf.cos i forget to call him mus hab keep him waiting.i m panicking.i m wondering will we quarrel over this thing.moi mind in a whirl till he ans and sae call him bk at 12.20am.cos he nid to rest and wan2 tok to mi ltr and ask mi to blog.
i feel so happie.i feel lyk crying.he is jus so understanding.he did nt scold mi wor.i love him to bits.he insisted mi to call him altht i sae i dun wan2 to call him cos scare i will disturb him budden he insisted mi to call him.i will appreciate him more than ever.love him more than ever.cos i noe in this world when i really hab nobody to rely on.i still can believe him as his shoulder is alwis there for mi.i sae this not tt i dun treat moi frens and family as transparent.becos i noe moi true frens will noe y i m so in love.they are equally understanding ppl and the ppl i love most.so is moi family.i love everyone.thanks for colouring moi world.
start moi day by smsing moi dear then go toilet shit then bk to bed.mensi is damn troublesome.changed and washed lotsa times.wad the....well i m a ger no choice la.then woke up oni at 12 pm plus cos sleep till beri wad keep dreaming nor.then dream wierd stuffs.duno how to explain cos i forget its lyk so vivid la.
then after tt wok eup wash face eat maggie noodles then do moi excel damn pissed.cos not yet complete.lalala.how slack can i be la.LOL.then after tt olivia online tok to her.not slacking is relaxing b4 tt check mail.do u noe how vexed it is to do the excel and found out its bloody wrong and u nid to start from scratch i hate tt sial.lol.budden its part of moi hmwk.shitty.aniway chat wif her till 3.30pm went to bathe to go for floorball.then after bathe come out then tok to her awhile actuali wan2 read her blog budden no time so went off fast.cos scare late.then dammit la...i rush all the way there i m damn early.
then wait for the rest of the floorballist come then start training and stuffs.so usual training.game is long tonite.and i sux.nth but sux.i m blur.stupig.ya i cant play floorball.budden i m determined to do it well.well its time to believe i can do moi floorball.then after floorball i went home then reply via's and dear's smses.then call dear to tok.i miss him to bits.then dear sae gt job to intro to laine.i called her to conference then gib her the person no.its a ger.then i sort of jealous.cos ger ma.budden i trust moi dear.so let moi jealousy goes fast.i noe moi dear will love mi eternally rite?cos i believe i will love moi dear eternally.i love him.i appreciate him.
i watch tv when came home eat dinner.eat nasi lemak and otak.then watch the i not stupig 2 watch till 12am.came out call dear.cos i remember i nid to call him wan.i feel so guilty so bad.i feel i m really a lousy gf.cos i forget to call him mus hab keep him waiting.i m panicking.i m wondering will we quarrel over this thing.moi mind in a whirl till he ans and sae call him bk at 12.20am.cos he nid to rest and wan2 tok to mi ltr and ask mi to blog.
i feel so happie.i feel lyk crying.he is jus so understanding.he did nt scold mi wor.i love him to bits.he insisted mi to call him altht i sae i dun wan2 to call him cos scare i will disturb him budden he insisted mi to call him.i will appreciate him more than ever.love him more than ever.cos i noe in this world when i really hab nobody to rely on.i still can believe him as his shoulder is alwis there for mi.i sae this not tt i dun treat moi frens and family as transparent.becos i noe moi true frens will noe y i m so in love.they are equally understanding ppl and the ppl i love most.so is moi family.i love everyone.thanks for colouring moi world.
sometimes it make me think that i am the most lucky person on the earth as i have a lovely family,my lovely true friends.AND most of all moi LOVELY dear.
cia penned♥ Wednesday, June 21, 2006.
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
19 june.
today i woke up feeling worried.i jump up from bed.cos i heard the splattering sound on moi window pane.then i found out it is raining wor.then first thing which came to moi mind is that moi dear is reporting at his camp today.i m worried he might be late cos he is unsure of the location of the camp andhe might be drench which may make him fall sick.i dun wan2 call him scare ltr his officer noe then make him stay bk during the weekends so i sms him hoping he will reply mi asap.in a short while he did reply to moi sms.he sae he is not drench then he report to the camp le.ha.i felt so relieved then went bk to sleep b4 tt i reply his sms first.then i went bk to sleep le.then throughout moi sleep i m having this weird cycle actuali these few days i duno whether i m sleeping or nt because most of moi sleep time i m dreaming and it is so vivid that i will jump outta moi bed and sweat.i wan to have a good nite sleep w/o ani dreams.however.i m lyk sleeping then dreaming then woke up then reply sms to moi dear then bk to sleep then at abt 10am lyk tt i hab stomache so i went to toilet then at tt time sleep at toilet and shit at the same time.sms dear oso.then this cycle continues.went bk to bed sleep after shitting.then again i m sleeping then dreaming then woke up then reply sms then sleep again till at 12noon.i woke up feeling wierd.duno y oso.jus wierd.
then after tt went to moi wardrobe there then try on moi clothes mix-match all moi clothes.wore them to try the mixing.lame.i dun even noe y i m doing that in the first place.shitty.i feel so funni.then i went to brush moi teeth and wash-up then b4 i went to do all tt i found out i lai ang.haha.LOL.then after tt i cook noodles to eat b4 tt ate choco.then after tt eat meatballs.wa FULL.then after tt washed all teh dishes and start on moi BCA hmwk do unit H oni.budden no touch the independant challenges yet.damn TOUGH.tmr having floorball woo~budden it sort of sux cos i cant c moi dear wor.haish.
then after then sms moi dear all this then found out he can book out.feel happie la cos i lai ang...and oso can meet him today...then do moi hmwk till abt 4pm plus went online to ask help but to no avail then after tt check mails then forward mails.then after tt went to bathe then went out to meet dear.then sms during the bus journey oso.then we decided to meet at lakeside then walk bk together.so happie to c him.very happie.cos i miss him hell lots...then went to his hse rest then i went online to c npfloorballist blogger.saw mi on the photos damn ugly la mi its lyk so FAT and UGLY nor.sux...then we went down to buy dinner shortly after tt we went to pasar malam and bought the spicy salted chicken pieces and oso the drumstick.then we went to the market.then he bought the lock and also a choc milk for mi then after tt he went to buy pringle sto hab loose change for turning the wrist band out...then he turn twice la.one b4 dinner then another after buyign dinner nor.then he beri happie de look make mi feel so happie.then i stand there to wait tt time saw the day hair de comb $1 oni so decided to buy it nxt mth.
went bk to his hse then we ate dinner ands also rest.then everytime i rest alwis wan2 sleep.haha then after tt he acc mi down to take bus nor...then when we were having dinner time tt time his fren called then i heard him saying tt they mus stay in the camp for 2mths when on course.i feel this is shitty too.then while coming home tt time.i walk bk to moi hse that time i saw something drip down then i fasten moi pace to walk then reach hom ei wash-up all this pack stuffs.write some stuffs then blog.first time blog shitty,the blogger error.wtf.then i no save moi previous documents.ARGH.then now re-writing cos dear's request so nvm.then he changed his blogskin,not bad nice.well nth much aniway.oh ya and moi hse fone sux to the core la cos i cant hear wad moi dear sae.so dulan.then i ran outside to use the fone outside nor.cos i charging moi hp bo bian ma.then after tt went to eat white choco and driink something.plus i ate white choco jus now to.poor dear.sit there for hours.cant hear his nano ipod.LOL.
i shall stop here.keep u all update tmr.lalalaLALALA.just now i writing blog feel so weird behind.moi brain is malfunctioning.YAWNIE,tired...ZzzzZzzz.
today i woke up feeling worried.i jump up from bed.cos i heard the splattering sound on moi window pane.then i found out it is raining wor.then first thing which came to moi mind is that moi dear is reporting at his camp today.i m worried he might be late cos he is unsure of the location of the camp andhe might be drench which may make him fall sick.i dun wan2 call him scare ltr his officer noe then make him stay bk during the weekends so i sms him hoping he will reply mi asap.in a short while he did reply to moi sms.he sae he is not drench then he report to the camp le.ha.i felt so relieved then went bk to sleep b4 tt i reply his sms first.then i went bk to sleep le.then throughout moi sleep i m having this weird cycle actuali these few days i duno whether i m sleeping or nt because most of moi sleep time i m dreaming and it is so vivid that i will jump outta moi bed and sweat.i wan to have a good nite sleep w/o ani dreams.however.i m lyk sleeping then dreaming then woke up then reply sms to moi dear then bk to sleep then at abt 10am lyk tt i hab stomache so i went to toilet then at tt time sleep at toilet and shit at the same time.sms dear oso.then this cycle continues.went bk to bed sleep after shitting.then again i m sleeping then dreaming then woke up then reply sms then sleep again till at 12noon.i woke up feeling wierd.duno y oso.jus wierd.
then after tt went to moi wardrobe there then try on moi clothes mix-match all moi clothes.wore them to try the mixing.lame.i dun even noe y i m doing that in the first place.shitty.i feel so funni.then i went to brush moi teeth and wash-up then b4 i went to do all tt i found out i lai ang.haha.LOL.then after tt i cook noodles to eat b4 tt ate choco.then after tt eat meatballs.wa FULL.then after tt washed all teh dishes and start on moi BCA hmwk do unit H oni.budden no touch the independant challenges yet.damn TOUGH.tmr having floorball woo~budden it sort of sux cos i cant c moi dear wor.haish.
then after then sms moi dear all this then found out he can book out.feel happie la cos i lai ang...and oso can meet him today...then do moi hmwk till abt 4pm plus went online to ask help but to no avail then after tt check mails then forward mails.then after tt went to bathe then went out to meet dear.then sms during the bus journey oso.then we decided to meet at lakeside then walk bk together.so happie to c him.very happie.cos i miss him hell lots...then went to his hse rest then i went online to c npfloorballist blogger.saw mi on the photos damn ugly la mi its lyk so FAT and UGLY nor.sux...then we went down to buy dinner shortly after tt we went to pasar malam and bought the spicy salted chicken pieces and oso the drumstick.then we went to the market.then he bought the lock and also a choc milk for mi then after tt he went to buy pringle sto hab loose change for turning the wrist band out...then he turn twice la.one b4 dinner then another after buyign dinner nor.then he beri happie de look make mi feel so happie.then i stand there to wait tt time saw the day hair de comb $1 oni so decided to buy it nxt mth.
went bk to his hse then we ate dinner ands also rest.then everytime i rest alwis wan2 sleep.haha then after tt he acc mi down to take bus nor...then when we were having dinner time tt time his fren called then i heard him saying tt they mus stay in the camp for 2mths when on course.i feel this is shitty too.then while coming home tt time.i walk bk to moi hse that time i saw something drip down then i fasten moi pace to walk then reach hom ei wash-up all this pack stuffs.write some stuffs then blog.first time blog shitty,the blogger error.wtf.then i no save moi previous documents.ARGH.then now re-writing cos dear's request so nvm.then he changed his blogskin,not bad nice.well nth much aniway.oh ya and moi hse fone sux to the core la cos i cant hear wad moi dear sae.so dulan.then i ran outside to use the fone outside nor.cos i charging moi hp bo bian ma.then after tt went to eat white choco and driink something.plus i ate white choco jus now to.poor dear.sit there for hours.cant hear his nano ipod.LOL.
i shall stop here.keep u all update tmr.lalalaLALALA.just now i writing blog feel so weird behind.moi brain is malfunctioning.YAWNIE,tired...ZzzzZzzz.
i love u dear .i want u to be my one and only guardian star shining upon mi k.a promise we shall kept.not to leave each other.muacks.take carie of yaself k.i miss u lotsa.muacks.i love to be in ya arms.i lyk it.
cia penned♥ Tuesday, June 20, 2006.
Sunday, June 18, 2006
3 mins to 12am.a beginning of a brand new day.19 june.moi dear is gng to book in to his new army camp at yewtee near the limbang there.okie its beside the kranji camp.i m sad.no deny.i admit i miss him.the only thots on moi mind is tt.Y is it the time with him is never enuff.m i so greedy or.it jus the god fooling mi.letting mi miss him so much loving him more than ever.it repeats.absence makes my heart fonder?well this is really true i guess.however i still prefer him by moi side.cos i nid him.i duno y i m so lost w/o him.
today i wok eup at 8am sharp.i sit up on moi bed out of a sudden.i forgot y i did tt.budden i jus did tt.then i woke up wash-up.on water heater then went on to do moi school stuffs.first on list is to hand in moi WCOM tutorial.send it to moi tutor then a reply came bk sayin she will only check the mail tmr.then i post it online on MeL too.then after tt slack awhile browse friendster.then after tt read moi frens blog then after tt went to bathe a long bathe to destress....then went to his hse.b4 i went to bathe.moi mami reprimanded mi.saying y m i gng out so often.i shuld set a good example for moi bro nt to go out so often.cos if nt nxt tiem moi bro will use the excuse tt i can stray out too y cant he?then i m sort of pissed.wads wrong with gng out.is the first thing tt comes to moi mind.i dun go out to cause trouble.i went out jus to acc someone who dote on mi who loves mi.n at least he gib mi the attn i nid at times.i m oso a ger who nids someone to love to shower lotsa love on mi.i m lyk any ordinary ger.nth special.
shees...tears rolling down.i noe wad i sae to her is bad however tt's wad i felt.since young i m banned from playing.i dun hab happie childhood.i can only remember moiself doing lotsa assessment.watching tv is not even allow.so i sae to her.y can moi bro nt do his hmwk now when i nid to complete moi hmwk in the past and i hab a deadline and i get caned when i did not do so.y not moi bro?then i walk of to bathe.she sae dun alwis sae this.budden its true.i remember the strokes i get behind moi legs.the strokes bled so did moi heart.i love moi mami too.she dun seems to love mi as much as moi bro.jus becos i m the eldest.?i oso wan2 be loved by my mother jus lyk any ger.then memories of mi when i m young flashes back.i m alwis the one crying to pull moi dad away when he hits her.i noe its hurts when moi dad hit her.i cry the hardest.i shout.i heck whether i get beaten from moi dad or nt.i m scared budden i m numb to beating.nth big deal.dead or hurt.wads the big deal.budden whenever it comes to moi bro and mi.she neva side mi.i m alwis pull out to be scolded,caned.i m alwis the first to deserve all this y?
b4 i went out i sae byebye to her she jus glare at mi.dun she noe this hurts.it sort of make mi feel duno lyk whether i exist or nt it does nt matter.correct.?then i went to board bus.sms dea rto tell him wad happen i guess he sleeping so slow reply.then i hoping for him to pick mi up.at least i hab a shoulder to lie on.a shoulder to cry on.i m jus a normal ger.wads wrong wif mi crying?i oso wan2 cry when i feel emotional.budden he told mi he's tired.i jus feel comletely lost in moi thots after tt.i told moiself.its true he is tired wad.sleep late lei.if mi i oso will sae i tired de ma.for wad sad.jus walk up moiself.y mus trouble ppl.mus be strong ma so weak sial.all these jus rush to moi mind.in moi heart,it screams"i just want someone,just him to be by moi side when i needed him the most."
nevertheless,i went up moiself...then i sms him to open the door for mi luckily i hab moi mp3 to acc mi.then i went in rush to his bed to smell his scent so to feel secure....then after tt lie awhile with him...went online to browse friendster...then after tt went online.saw laine online then tok to her for awhile.then went to acc dear again.then we watch xiaoxin cartoon.then after tt we went down to buy some grocery then went to the pasar malam there to buy some snacks to eat...then went up...cook noodles...then he watch tv...then after tt i ask him to make the dumplings then sort of pissed cos he lyk reluctant to make for mi.budden after awhile okie liao.cos i told moiself.i m supposed to do tt wad.now he do it for mi i mus appreciate not being grumpy.then we went to eat,drink watch tv.luff....then after the show finish he went to play maple...then i continue to watch tv....the devil by my side drama...i cant watch for nxt week i guess...then play awhile in the maple...use dear acc...who noes he take the boat to a place kana kill by two powerful monster.poor maple character.then i m luffing all the way in the show gt the rainie yang wan.then luff,giggling,all sort of things i did.dear only play his game.
then as and when he will come down to acc mi.i appreciate tt and i love it.then after tt i thot if nt for this show i alr crying cos i miss him.and the thot of him booking in.its the same sadden feeling.ya he is only gng for weekdays.however,i just want him by moi side.anittime.how i wish time will freeze for mi.whenever i m wif him.for as long as possible.then after tt we lie on bed awhile then we went to jp.co si wan2 buy mami's bdae prezzie, it fall on 24th of june.then i went jp bought moi mami a mehmeh cos tt's her zodiac.then went to withdraw money.look at hairdye.wan dear to dye for mi nxt mth.wondering wad colour nxt cos dear sae purple look wierd on mi.so i m considering others?or m i sticking to the same purple colour?then sort of miss olivia,laine they all.cos long time no c le and tok and luff together.suddenly feel detached from them.m i thinking too much.i guess so.then after jp came bk....
i use com again c via's blog and the rest.sms via.long time no sms.budden one reply then stop liao.busy ba.we hab our individual lifes liao.however i believe friendship is everlasting and strong.cheers.then time is nearing.he went to bathe and shit...i help him find his stuff.then hp cover thingys.cos he drop it.then i m looking for it but to no avail.hmmm.then after tt we ate dinner.full.his mami cook wan.then after tt continue to talk to laine.cos she tok to cy.then i tok to her.they share a little secret i duno wad.dear delete the history.dun let mi c.humph.budden nvm.surprise is better.then i noe i m to leave him soon.then he was packing his stuffs and went to shit while i chat online wif laine and his fren.after awhile laine log off.went to read her blog then sms her awhile then went to friendster browse awhile time to go bk le.
dear went to change then i pack moi stuffs we went bk together.took 180 to terminal then i wait with him for his bus to come then i board moi.then his bus came.then i took 700A bk.who noes the route has change i duno sial.then i took till the bus drive out to some wulu place then i ask bus uncle.he sae gng down to orchard.i stunned immediately.no way.cos i wan2 go home.l;uckily dear ask mi go ask if nt i will be at town.-.-.then alight at some duno where de expressway.then i nid to make moi way bk to bukit panjang on moi foot.bus 11 ya.then tok to dear on fone.co si m scared.its dark.its creepy.its duno.the feeling is super uneasy i tried to ignore.however the fear is still there.the traffic there is not beri heavy so its beri quiet.u can hear ya footstpes and stuffs.luckily i still hab him on the other line.i m glad to have him by moi side when i needed him.how i wish he is beside mi.i walk for a beri long time i guess so.half-way i fell cos slippery.then hurt moi knee there.a few scractches and then dirty.sweating.warm.i m wearing a jacket mind u.shitty.then i walk as fast as i could so tt i can get home fast.moi only thot is to reach home.get home.if he's not toking to mi on the fone i guess i will jus be crying.then i remember how i try moi beri best not to tear in forn tof him jus now.the tears i swallow bk.then i tried to smile.i wan him to be happie.i smile to him.i treasure the time we r together.then i told moiself to be strong nt to cry.i dun wan him to worrie.at tt point of time.then bk to topic.i keep walking then finally walk bk home.all thanks to moi dear there mentally supporting mi.
i just love him so muchie.its beyond words.beyond anitin.i love moi parents,moi bro too.budden they never noe.they only noe sort of broke moi heart at times with the harsh words.i just love him i love them too.i love moi true frens too.
today i wok eup at 8am sharp.i sit up on moi bed out of a sudden.i forgot y i did tt.budden i jus did tt.then i woke up wash-up.on water heater then went on to do moi school stuffs.first on list is to hand in moi WCOM tutorial.send it to moi tutor then a reply came bk sayin she will only check the mail tmr.then i post it online on MeL too.then after tt slack awhile browse friendster.then after tt read moi frens blog then after tt went to bathe a long bathe to destress....then went to his hse.b4 i went to bathe.moi mami reprimanded mi.saying y m i gng out so often.i shuld set a good example for moi bro nt to go out so often.cos if nt nxt tiem moi bro will use the excuse tt i can stray out too y cant he?then i m sort of pissed.wads wrong with gng out.is the first thing tt comes to moi mind.i dun go out to cause trouble.i went out jus to acc someone who dote on mi who loves mi.n at least he gib mi the attn i nid at times.i m oso a ger who nids someone to love to shower lotsa love on mi.i m lyk any ordinary ger.nth special.
shees...tears rolling down.i noe wad i sae to her is bad however tt's wad i felt.since young i m banned from playing.i dun hab happie childhood.i can only remember moiself doing lotsa assessment.watching tv is not even allow.so i sae to her.y can moi bro nt do his hmwk now when i nid to complete moi hmwk in the past and i hab a deadline and i get caned when i did not do so.y not moi bro?then i walk of to bathe.she sae dun alwis sae this.budden its true.i remember the strokes i get behind moi legs.the strokes bled so did moi heart.i love moi mami too.she dun seems to love mi as much as moi bro.jus becos i m the eldest.?i oso wan2 be loved by my mother jus lyk any ger.then memories of mi when i m young flashes back.i m alwis the one crying to pull moi dad away when he hits her.i noe its hurts when moi dad hit her.i cry the hardest.i shout.i heck whether i get beaten from moi dad or nt.i m scared budden i m numb to beating.nth big deal.dead or hurt.wads the big deal.budden whenever it comes to moi bro and mi.she neva side mi.i m alwis pull out to be scolded,caned.i m alwis the first to deserve all this y?
b4 i went out i sae byebye to her she jus glare at mi.dun she noe this hurts.it sort of make mi feel duno lyk whether i exist or nt it does nt matter.correct.?then i went to board bus.sms dea rto tell him wad happen i guess he sleeping so slow reply.then i hoping for him to pick mi up.at least i hab a shoulder to lie on.a shoulder to cry on.i m jus a normal ger.wads wrong wif mi crying?i oso wan2 cry when i feel emotional.budden he told mi he's tired.i jus feel comletely lost in moi thots after tt.i told moiself.its true he is tired wad.sleep late lei.if mi i oso will sae i tired de ma.for wad sad.jus walk up moiself.y mus trouble ppl.mus be strong ma so weak sial.all these jus rush to moi mind.in moi heart,it screams"i just want someone,just him to be by moi side when i needed him the most."
nevertheless,i went up moiself...then i sms him to open the door for mi luckily i hab moi mp3 to acc mi.then i went in rush to his bed to smell his scent so to feel secure....then after tt lie awhile with him...went online to browse friendster...then after tt went online.saw laine online then tok to her for awhile.then went to acc dear again.then we watch xiaoxin cartoon.then after tt we went down to buy some grocery then went to the pasar malam there to buy some snacks to eat...then went up...cook noodles...then he watch tv...then after tt i ask him to make the dumplings then sort of pissed cos he lyk reluctant to make for mi.budden after awhile okie liao.cos i told moiself.i m supposed to do tt wad.now he do it for mi i mus appreciate not being grumpy.then we went to eat,drink watch tv.luff....then after the show finish he went to play maple...then i continue to watch tv....the devil by my side drama...i cant watch for nxt week i guess...then play awhile in the maple...use dear acc...who noes he take the boat to a place kana kill by two powerful monster.poor maple character.then i m luffing all the way in the show gt the rainie yang wan.then luff,giggling,all sort of things i did.dear only play his game.
then as and when he will come down to acc mi.i appreciate tt and i love it.then after tt i thot if nt for this show i alr crying cos i miss him.and the thot of him booking in.its the same sadden feeling.ya he is only gng for weekdays.however,i just want him by moi side.anittime.how i wish time will freeze for mi.whenever i m wif him.for as long as possible.then after tt we lie on bed awhile then we went to jp.co si wan2 buy mami's bdae prezzie, it fall on 24th of june.then i went jp bought moi mami a mehmeh cos tt's her zodiac.then went to withdraw money.look at hairdye.wan dear to dye for mi nxt mth.wondering wad colour nxt cos dear sae purple look wierd on mi.so i m considering others?or m i sticking to the same purple colour?then sort of miss olivia,laine they all.cos long time no c le and tok and luff together.suddenly feel detached from them.m i thinking too much.i guess so.then after jp came bk....
i use com again c via's blog and the rest.sms via.long time no sms.budden one reply then stop liao.busy ba.we hab our individual lifes liao.however i believe friendship is everlasting and strong.cheers.then time is nearing.he went to bathe and shit...i help him find his stuff.then hp cover thingys.cos he drop it.then i m looking for it but to no avail.hmmm.then after tt we ate dinner.full.his mami cook wan.then after tt continue to talk to laine.cos she tok to cy.then i tok to her.they share a little secret i duno wad.dear delete the history.dun let mi c.humph.budden nvm.surprise is better.then i noe i m to leave him soon.then he was packing his stuffs and went to shit while i chat online wif laine and his fren.after awhile laine log off.went to read her blog then sms her awhile then went to friendster browse awhile time to go bk le.
dear went to change then i pack moi stuffs we went bk together.took 180 to terminal then i wait with him for his bus to come then i board moi.then his bus came.then i took 700A bk.who noes the route has change i duno sial.then i took till the bus drive out to some wulu place then i ask bus uncle.he sae gng down to orchard.i stunned immediately.no way.cos i wan2 go home.l;uckily dear ask mi go ask if nt i will be at town.-.-.then alight at some duno where de expressway.then i nid to make moi way bk to bukit panjang on moi foot.bus 11 ya.then tok to dear on fone.co si m scared.its dark.its creepy.its duno.the feeling is super uneasy i tried to ignore.however the fear is still there.the traffic there is not beri heavy so its beri quiet.u can hear ya footstpes and stuffs.luckily i still hab him on the other line.i m glad to have him by moi side when i needed him.how i wish he is beside mi.i walk for a beri long time i guess so.half-way i fell cos slippery.then hurt moi knee there.a few scractches and then dirty.sweating.warm.i m wearing a jacket mind u.shitty.then i walk as fast as i could so tt i can get home fast.moi only thot is to reach home.get home.if he's not toking to mi on the fone i guess i will jus be crying.then i remember how i try moi beri best not to tear in forn tof him jus now.the tears i swallow bk.then i tried to smile.i wan him to be happie.i smile to him.i treasure the time we r together.then i told moiself to be strong nt to cry.i dun wan him to worrie.at tt point of time.then bk to topic.i keep walking then finally walk bk home.all thanks to moi dear there mentally supporting mi.
i just love him so muchie.its beyond words.beyond anitin.i love moi parents,moi bro too.budden they never noe.they only noe sort of broke moi heart at times with the harsh words.i just love him i love them too.i love moi true frens too.
i know deep in moi heart i miss him.i miss him lyk mad.u never noe how muchie.cos i simply LOVE him to bits and love him with moi life.
cia penned♥ Sunday, June 18, 2006.
Saturday, June 17, 2006
today well i woke at up at abt 12pm...cos beri tired...then i m woken up by smses from raymond moi WCOM grp member...dots...asking abt the tutorial he is supposed to do and etc...cant remember..it does not bother mi.
then after tt woke up went to wash-up then i went to write blog.check mail.then i went to eat moi lunch.porridge then went to wash dishes then went to bathe.after tt i went out to find moi dear.today went up to his hse by moiself cos he eating then i dun wan2 disturb him.
then i went into his hse moiself too...ha.thne i found out he is playing game...wif his cuz...then i m lyk unhappie nor...cos i wan him to pei mi i wan2 pei him too...cos mondae he mus book in camp again.i m quite sadden.haish...so i pei him while he playing game..took his hp to play awhile then after tt went into his room wan2 play maple budden sians....ltr he came in sae will com ein at 4.30pm to pei mi la...then i m quite happie budden i scold him...cos i wan him by moi side at tt very moment...not to wait for him.once he went out then i went to li eon his bed....tear awhile cos angry at moiself for being angry...then sms olivia...then after tt no reply continue to oror...to wait till he come in to pei mi nor...then i decided to hid under the blankets....then after awhile his phone rang then he came in to listen budden twice i hid under his blankets...dun wan2 look at him or tok to him...cos b4 he went out the room...i sae dunw an2 tok to him....
then at 4.34pm he came in to pei mi then i sort of happie nor...budden he late...so i sae him...then i cry sae he buwee mi.hee.actuali i miss him.then after tt i sae him alot then he cry.LOL.i m beri sad to c him tear.he osae i buwee him.=.=".then i sayang him nor.i noe its moi bad.budden he oso gt admit his fault so i forgive him.hee.moi cutie dearie.
then after tt i starving so went to look for food then i took the pringles then ran out then he chase after mi then after tt i gave up then went to toilet then he hid it la...LOL.then i went to find but cant...LOL.then finally his cuz found it for mi.then i went out to buwee him again.evil grins*.then after tt we settle down i watch him play game...then after tt went into his room to rest awhile again he went out to play game...then in his WWE ps2 de game i create a character under moi name.haha.then after tt cook noodles to eat for dinner....then still gt harshbrown...budden i no cook for his cuz wor feel bad.
aniway we watch the xiaoxin while eating then we rest after watching and finishing our meal...then i cry again cos i miss him.it stinks moi eyes once i think of him gng to book into a camp on monday.wtf.haish.the stupig army.....i will wait for him.i love him.
then after tt woke up went to wash-up then i went to write blog.check mail.then i went to eat moi lunch.porridge then went to wash dishes then went to bathe.after tt i went out to find moi dear.today went up to his hse by moiself cos he eating then i dun wan2 disturb him.
then i went into his hse moiself too...ha.thne i found out he is playing game...wif his cuz...then i m lyk unhappie nor...cos i wan him to pei mi i wan2 pei him too...cos mondae he mus book in camp again.i m quite sadden.haish...so i pei him while he playing game..took his hp to play awhile then after tt went into his room wan2 play maple budden sians....ltr he came in sae will com ein at 4.30pm to pei mi la...then i m quite happie budden i scold him...cos i wan him by moi side at tt very moment...not to wait for him.once he went out then i went to li eon his bed....tear awhile cos angry at moiself for being angry...then sms olivia...then after tt no reply continue to oror...to wait till he come in to pei mi nor...then i decided to hid under the blankets....then after awhile his phone rang then he came in to listen budden twice i hid under his blankets...dun wan2 look at him or tok to him...cos b4 he went out the room...i sae dunw an2 tok to him....
then at 4.34pm he came in to pei mi then i sort of happie nor...budden he late...so i sae him...then i cry sae he buwee mi.hee.actuali i miss him.then after tt i sae him alot then he cry.LOL.i m beri sad to c him tear.he osae i buwee him.=.=".then i sayang him nor.i noe its moi bad.budden he oso gt admit his fault so i forgive him.hee.moi cutie dearie.
then after tt i starving so went to look for food then i took the pringles then ran out then he chase after mi then after tt i gave up then went to toilet then he hid it la...LOL.then i went to find but cant...LOL.then finally his cuz found it for mi.then i went out to buwee him again.evil grins*.then after tt we settle down i watch him play game...then after tt went into his room to rest awhile again he went out to play game...then in his WWE ps2 de game i create a character under moi name.haha.then after tt cook noodles to eat for dinner....then still gt harshbrown...budden i no cook for his cuz wor feel bad.
aniway we watch the xiaoxin while eating then we rest after watching and finishing our meal...then i cry again cos i miss him.it stinks moi eyes once i think of him gng to book into a camp on monday.wtf.haish.the stupig army.....i will wait for him.i love him.
" love u dearie hubbie muacks."
cia penned♥ Saturday, June 17, 2006.
15 june.
i cant remember wad i did.lol.i think i do the tutorial hmwk for WCOM and tt's abt it.i noe i went over to moi dear there.i forget wad we did and stuffs....i cant recall.gosh...wtf.i cant remember 2days ago de stuffs i m losing moi meomories help.....i can oni remember moi dear...lalalala.muacks love ya dearie.
16 june.
i woke up at 8am i guess moi mami woke mi up there went to bathe all these prepare to go out then moi mami saw something on moi neck.then scolded mi i heck care then we went to the Health Promomtion Board...moi bro nid to go for check-up...then everything goes on smoothly...then sms dear...budden he sleeping so no reply...even gt i oso no time to reply him...cos moi mami keep oggling at mi duno for wad fuck.then moi mami went to bought some grocery while i brought moi bro to the check up area then after tt we went to her fren's hse downstair eat breakfast.i ate alot.then damn full then moi mami went to buy something for moi bro to eat co she nt feeling well no eat breakfast then after tt moi mami left him to play wif her fren's sons.lol.then we went to bugis wif her fren.we took a taxi there...
at bbugis we shop nor.moi mami bought a 3/4 pants and a pair of shoes...she taking it at great world city cos bugis ran outta stock she bought another pair at U.R.S. i wanted a pair too she refuse to buy for mi.HUMPH>.<>.<...then we went home then after tt i went to find moi dear then after tt we went to eat dinner and tok and stuffs... time files after awhile i nid to go le...who noes i m pester by moi classmates to go for the class outing...moi ploly wan.dammit i alr no $$ liao.die die mus go...mus buy prezzie for mami,moi one year anniversary one and oso the expenses and oso pay her the damn $10 for the class outing.i basically will be broke again nxt mth and no $$ to shop.i wan to go and buy the shoe and the skirt and the shirt i wan.i guess i jus gotta wait.wait.wait.haish. and oh ya moi dearie is gng to be a driver and nid to stay in during the 2 years of his army life.wtf.i miss him again.terribly.ARGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh.
i cant remember wad i did.lol.i think i do the tutorial hmwk for WCOM and tt's abt it.i noe i went over to moi dear there.i forget wad we did and stuffs....i cant recall.gosh...wtf.i cant remember 2days ago de stuffs i m losing moi meomories help.....i can oni remember moi dear...lalalala.muacks love ya dearie.
16 june.
i woke up at 8am i guess moi mami woke mi up there went to bathe all these prepare to go out then moi mami saw something on moi neck.then scolded mi i heck care then we went to the Health Promomtion Board...moi bro nid to go for check-up...then everything goes on smoothly...then sms dear...budden he sleeping so no reply...even gt i oso no time to reply him...cos moi mami keep oggling at mi duno for wad fuck.then moi mami went to bought some grocery while i brought moi bro to the check up area then after tt we went to her fren's hse downstair eat breakfast.i ate alot.then damn full then moi mami went to buy something for moi bro to eat co she nt feeling well no eat breakfast then after tt moi mami left him to play wif her fren's sons.lol.then we went to bugis wif her fren.we took a taxi there...
at bbugis we shop nor.moi mami bought a 3/4 pants and a pair of shoes...she taking it at great world city cos bugis ran outta stock she bought another pair at U.R.S. i wanted a pair too she refuse to buy for mi.HUMPH>.<>.<...then we went home then after tt i went to find moi dear then after tt we went to eat dinner and tok and stuffs... time files after awhile i nid to go le...who noes i m pester by moi classmates to go for the class outing...moi ploly wan.dammit i alr no $$ liao.die die mus go...mus buy prezzie for mami,moi one year anniversary one and oso the expenses and oso pay her the damn $10 for the class outing.i basically will be broke again nxt mth and no $$ to shop.i wan to go and buy the shoe and the skirt and the shirt i wan.i guess i jus gotta wait.wait.wait.haish. and oh ya moi dearie is gng to be a driver and nid to stay in during the 2 years of his army life.wtf.i miss him again.terribly.ARGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh.
cia penned♥ Saturday, June 17, 2006.
Thursday, June 15, 2006
14 june.
well today a funni day.i woken up by lizhen call then she sae we mus do the WCOM thingys...then i jus tell her okie nor we will do then she hang up then i get out of bed...'cos alr 10am plus le...mus meet dear today go visit his granny.then i get out of bed go wash-up then i cut moi toenails then after tt paint moi fingernails then i paint twice la...fail.shitty.
by the time i finish painting and rubbing moi nails its alr 12pm plus le...went to bathe then come out alr gng to 1pm...then dear call and oso gt sms mi...hen reply him asap then after tt went to put make-up.b4 tt try on the brown shirt dear wanted mi to wear however i look wierd in it and i think i put on wt tt's y so i wore a simple black tee instead and went out hastily to meet dear for lunchie.hee hee.
then when i reach there i walk to dear's hse there met him when i m abt to reach his hse then i went towards him.however he look disappointd as i neva wear the wear the brown shirt.then i sort of #@!%$*& de feeling.so i went off.then ask him wan2 eat he no sae anitin la then i sort of pissed then he look SUPER sians nor and disappointed....so we went up to his hse...then i lie on his sofa then he went outside...at first i thot he went out to bathe or wad cos he taking his shirt out then i found out he sitting outside nor...then i went out to tok things out wif him...budden lyk a little improvements nth much...still the kind of sians look...then went in to his room i lie on sofa again.he ask mi to eat...then after a long time i agree...then keep asking him to eat oso no eat...
meanwhile sms laine ask her whether this kinda situation is moi fault?co si really confused at times.i duno wadeva things i m doing is correct or wrong le.it makes mi feel that wadeva i do is foreva wrong.i m nt trying to show attitude or wadeva budden this fact is surfacing out to mi whenever a quarrel erupt from us.cos i neva wear brown shirt so he angry.ridiculous rite?budden from his viewpoint is tt i break moi promise co sat first i sae i promise to wewar even if i dun wan2 wear i mus info him.so i now mus look at his viewpoint i mus understand his perspective ma.budden wadeva angle i look i m still in fault.sometimes i think y m i so stupig.this is a mounting stress i hab inside mi.i duno when i make a move and step on a mine which bomb mi to death.isn't it.its this sort of fucking feeling tt pissed mi when ever noe i committed a mistake again.haish.end of topic.
then went to cook noodles, harshbrown.then i cook one packet oni cos i noe he no appetite then ltr he came out sae he wan2 eat noodles then i sort of shock.hmmmm then he no so sians le...good.so i quickly cook the noodles for him then we ate and watch simpsons nor then after tt his granny called ma then we finish eating....i went to wash the dishes and then we went out le...then we mus walk to mrt...sweating.argh...hee cos i gt make-up wor.girls do u all agree tt if we sweat while wearing make-up is a irrtating thing?cos our make-up will melt n it will look ugly...so i m sort of pissed again.then take to buona vista de stn then walk to his granny hse.how warm is tt....he try to pacify mi cos i look pissed budden i not pissed at him ma...then went to a minisupermarket to buy some stuffs for his granny..then we went up.then we help an old lady out of the lift first cos her movements gt problem ma...poor old lady.fucking lift.then we went up to 20th storey then saw his granny call her auntie...abit diunox...budden bo bian then i wearing shoes abit irritating again cos mus take out...then we tok tok inside then moi dear is sweating lyk nobody's business so adorable then his granny is oso so adorable lyk him nor..haha...aniway after a while we set off to look for colin...then we went then i took a long time to wear the freaking shoes again then went off...
then i did nt noe one block gt so mani ifts la...so far i saw 4 lifts lei...WA...then went down saw colin there then we walk to some shopping area to get oursleves cool down...sweating again.ARGH.LOL.then went to there i saw a golden retreiver and a stupig looking terrier.cos i dun lyk terrier.then went inside cold storage then moi dear naughty go spray deodorant..then gt a curly hair woman came if nt he sureli spray behind too....haha then we went to walk walk....then took a cab to heeren.lalala.then went to heeren took a picture wif him then we went to old chang kee then bought squid then went to do nth sit then went out again...to wait...his frens damn slow.LOL.then after tt we sort of quarrel...cos he heard mi singing dun wan2 sing..then we argue for a long tim ethen make it out...then i m quite fierce cos i insist that it nt moi fault at all la....he bu shuang then take it out on mi.i fight him.so i pull his earlobe.really ar i cant tahan at times no problem i no do wrong oso wan2 quarrel wif mi i really angry sial...then his fren JJ try to stop us budden weee sort of ignore him..then colin leave us to quarrel.LOL.then after we make-it out then we went to party world...
aniway to moi HJZ...nxt time cy will join us for singing session pls remember this cos i sing infront of his frens okie...and his frens hab some pro wif listening sae i sang well...LOL.then i sort of pai seh then panic while singing...then moi dear beri cute nor throughout the singing of songs...LALALA...hee hee happie hours pass fast...during the singing session we went out again to buy old chang kee then i received one phonecall frm mami then another from yaozhong.LALALA...then sing sing sing...till 11pm then we went for supper at the kopitiam at the youth park there...haha...then mi and dear eat super fast...so can catch the bus home.-.-".then we walk to the somerset there de bustop.then moi bus came first followed by moi dear's bus.damn crowded la.LOL>.<...then finally reach home while alighting i saw meihui budden she cant recognise mi.then went bk pack stuffs sleep.then b4 tt blog then tok to dear on phone for awhile oni... damn tired after a mixture of fun,happie and sad, angry dae...LOL>.<>
well today a funni day.i woken up by lizhen call then she sae we mus do the WCOM thingys...then i jus tell her okie nor we will do then she hang up then i get out of bed...'cos alr 10am plus le...mus meet dear today go visit his granny.then i get out of bed go wash-up then i cut moi toenails then after tt paint moi fingernails then i paint twice la...fail.shitty.
by the time i finish painting and rubbing moi nails its alr 12pm plus le...went to bathe then come out alr gng to 1pm...then dear call and oso gt sms mi...hen reply him asap then after tt went to put make-up.b4 tt try on the brown shirt dear wanted mi to wear however i look wierd in it and i think i put on wt tt's y so i wore a simple black tee instead and went out hastily to meet dear for lunchie.hee hee.
then when i reach there i walk to dear's hse there met him when i m abt to reach his hse then i went towards him.however he look disappointd as i neva wear the wear the brown shirt.then i sort of #@!%$*& de feeling.so i went off.then ask him wan2 eat he no sae anitin la then i sort of pissed then he look SUPER sians nor and disappointed....so we went up to his hse...then i lie on his sofa then he went outside...at first i thot he went out to bathe or wad cos he taking his shirt out then i found out he sitting outside nor...then i went out to tok things out wif him...budden lyk a little improvements nth much...still the kind of sians look...then went in to his room i lie on sofa again.he ask mi to eat...then after a long time i agree...then keep asking him to eat oso no eat...
meanwhile sms laine ask her whether this kinda situation is moi fault?co si really confused at times.i duno wadeva things i m doing is correct or wrong le.it makes mi feel that wadeva i do is foreva wrong.i m nt trying to show attitude or wadeva budden this fact is surfacing out to mi whenever a quarrel erupt from us.cos i neva wear brown shirt so he angry.ridiculous rite?budden from his viewpoint is tt i break moi promise co sat first i sae i promise to wewar even if i dun wan2 wear i mus info him.so i now mus look at his viewpoint i mus understand his perspective ma.budden wadeva angle i look i m still in fault.sometimes i think y m i so stupig.this is a mounting stress i hab inside mi.i duno when i make a move and step on a mine which bomb mi to death.isn't it.its this sort of fucking feeling tt pissed mi when ever noe i committed a mistake again.haish.end of topic.
then went to cook noodles, harshbrown.then i cook one packet oni cos i noe he no appetite then ltr he came out sae he wan2 eat noodles then i sort of shock.hmmmm then he no so sians le...good.so i quickly cook the noodles for him then we ate and watch simpsons nor then after tt his granny called ma then we finish eating....i went to wash the dishes and then we went out le...then we mus walk to mrt...sweating.argh...hee cos i gt make-up wor.girls do u all agree tt if we sweat while wearing make-up is a irrtating thing?cos our make-up will melt n it will look ugly...so i m sort of pissed again.then take to buona vista de stn then walk to his granny hse.how warm is tt....he try to pacify mi cos i look pissed budden i not pissed at him ma...then went to a minisupermarket to buy some stuffs for his granny..then we went up.then we help an old lady out of the lift first cos her movements gt problem ma...poor old lady.fucking lift.then we went up to 20th storey then saw his granny call her auntie...abit diunox...budden bo bian then i wearing shoes abit irritating again cos mus take out...then we tok tok inside then moi dear is sweating lyk nobody's business so adorable then his granny is oso so adorable lyk him nor..haha...aniway after a while we set off to look for colin...then we went then i took a long time to wear the freaking shoes again then went off...
then i did nt noe one block gt so mani ifts la...so far i saw 4 lifts lei...WA...then went down saw colin there then we walk to some shopping area to get oursleves cool down...sweating again.ARGH.LOL.then went to there i saw a golden retreiver and a stupig looking terrier.cos i dun lyk terrier.then went inside cold storage then moi dear naughty go spray deodorant..then gt a curly hair woman came if nt he sureli spray behind too....haha then we went to walk walk....then took a cab to heeren.lalala.then went to heeren took a picture wif him then we went to old chang kee then bought squid then went to do nth sit then went out again...to wait...his frens damn slow.LOL.then after tt we sort of quarrel...cos he heard mi singing dun wan2 sing..then we argue for a long tim ethen make it out...then i m quite fierce cos i insist that it nt moi fault at all la....he bu shuang then take it out on mi.i fight him.so i pull his earlobe.really ar i cant tahan at times no problem i no do wrong oso wan2 quarrel wif mi i really angry sial...then his fren JJ try to stop us budden weee sort of ignore him..then colin leave us to quarrel.LOL.then after we make-it out then we went to party world...
aniway to moi HJZ...nxt time cy will join us for singing session pls remember this cos i sing infront of his frens okie...and his frens hab some pro wif listening sae i sang well...LOL.then i sort of pai seh then panic while singing...then moi dear beri cute nor throughout the singing of songs...LALALA...hee hee happie hours pass fast...during the singing session we went out again to buy old chang kee then i received one phonecall frm mami then another from yaozhong.LALALA...then sing sing sing...till 11pm then we went for supper at the kopitiam at the youth park there...haha...then mi and dear eat super fast...so can catch the bus home.-.-".then we walk to the somerset there de bustop.then moi bus came first followed by moi dear's bus.damn crowded la.LOL>.<...then finally reach home while alighting i saw meihui budden she cant recognise mi.then went bk pack stuffs sleep.then b4 tt blog then tok to dear on phone for awhile oni... damn tired after a mixture of fun,happie and sad, angry dae...LOL>.<>
cia penned♥ Thursday, June 15, 2006.
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
12 june.
well on this day nth much.woke up in the morning go over dear hse then play ms then after tt go down market for lunch then i eat indian food chicken duno wad.then dear eat some pork duno call wad de rice.then after go bk his hse ms-ing again...then i found out he beri stress alot of problems he put inside him no share wif mi.now i learn abt it le.smack his butt alwis ask mi to sae he no sae to mi till he cant tahan then sae to mi...after tt went to ms-ing again.who noes quarrel again abt moi bro de attitude...then we gt quarrel till quite fierce then we make out.phew... wad a day...after tt went to eat dinner.chick cutlet,chicken chop and rice and green tea.then whiel resting receive moi captain de sms sae this week no floorball YEA then can accompany moi dear.then after tt dear send mi down then i home sweet home.then ms-ing again at home..then halfway again sleep.omg..then dear call moi hse i guess so...then i woke up blur.then pack everything bk to ZzzZzzzzz.
13 june.
well woke up.pack moi sch stuffs.hmwk.organise.then do some clearing in lappie.then after tt wash-up went to find dear.sms on moi way there ask him to pick mi up.hee then at first i insisted him to come down then after tt i ask him whether he wans or nt...haha he agree to pick up so happie...then i at the flyover there then call him le...cos i alwis call him late he come down late..so early call him he will nt be late.haha.then after we went up his hse.he ms-ing...show mi how to change job i guess so...i think i forget le...oni fragment of it...game oni wad...=p.then after tt went to cook maggie for both of us...b4 tt eat alto of tibits then quite full...then during lunch we watch simpsons.lame.-.-".then after tt we ms-ing again.waha.then after tt rest awhile then we ms-ing again...at 6pm plus we went down for a game of badminton...then basketball then soccer...WAHA...then after tt dear stomache then he went home while i go buy dinner.then we bathe then eat dinner cos sweaty.then after tt we watch simpsons again while ating dinner funny show...after tt we rest then his frens call him...haha i kept moiself pretty BUSY.then after tt h acc mi down to take bus nor...then reach home.moi mami complain abt moi dear calling our hse.she pretty angry abt it...and sae she will gib a good scolding if this happens again.LOL.then well i paly wif moi hair cos wondering how to do moi hair for tmr.moi hair is sort of hay-wire at this moment HAHA.tmr we go partyworld budden i no money le.then dear sae he fork out for mi.i noe he oso gt financial pro wor.then he wans moi companion ma.haish.$$ make everyone look lyk a fool.ass.i miss floorball.HEE HEE.nxt week then gt.
well on this day nth much.woke up in the morning go over dear hse then play ms then after tt go down market for lunch then i eat indian food chicken duno wad.then dear eat some pork duno call wad de rice.then after go bk his hse ms-ing again...then i found out he beri stress alot of problems he put inside him no share wif mi.now i learn abt it le.smack his butt alwis ask mi to sae he no sae to mi till he cant tahan then sae to mi...after tt went to ms-ing again.who noes quarrel again abt moi bro de attitude...then we gt quarrel till quite fierce then we make out.phew... wad a day...after tt went to eat dinner.chick cutlet,chicken chop and rice and green tea.then whiel resting receive moi captain de sms sae this week no floorball YEA then can accompany moi dear.then after tt dear send mi down then i home sweet home.then ms-ing again at home..then halfway again sleep.omg..then dear call moi hse i guess so...then i woke up blur.then pack everything bk to ZzzZzzzzz.
13 june.
well woke up.pack moi sch stuffs.hmwk.organise.then do some clearing in lappie.then after tt wash-up went to find dear.sms on moi way there ask him to pick mi up.hee then at first i insisted him to come down then after tt i ask him whether he wans or nt...haha he agree to pick up so happie...then i at the flyover there then call him le...cos i alwis call him late he come down late..so early call him he will nt be late.haha.then after we went up his hse.he ms-ing...show mi how to change job i guess so...i think i forget le...oni fragment of it...game oni wad...=p.then after tt went to cook maggie for both of us...b4 tt eat alto of tibits then quite full...then during lunch we watch simpsons.lame.-.-".then after tt we ms-ing again.waha.then after tt rest awhile then we ms-ing again...at 6pm plus we went down for a game of badminton...then basketball then soccer...WAHA...then after tt dear stomache then he went home while i go buy dinner.then we bathe then eat dinner cos sweaty.then after tt we watch simpsons again while ating dinner funny show...after tt we rest then his frens call him...haha i kept moiself pretty BUSY.then after tt h acc mi down to take bus nor...then reach home.moi mami complain abt moi dear calling our hse.she pretty angry abt it...and sae she will gib a good scolding if this happens again.LOL.then well i paly wif moi hair cos wondering how to do moi hair for tmr.moi hair is sort of hay-wire at this moment HAHA.tmr we go partyworld budden i no money le.then dear sae he fork out for mi.i noe he oso gt financial pro wor.then he wans moi companion ma.haish.$$ make everyone look lyk a fool.ass.i miss floorball.HEE HEE.nxt week then gt.
cia penned♥ Wednesday, June 14, 2006.
Monday, June 12, 2006
11june.
well mi today wake up early to go pee...then mi go bk to sleep then woken up by peggy...alr scare awake i thot is moi alarm clock or sumtin...well abit blur so cant recognise her voice...then after tt she ask mi how to make us eof a shimmering strap and 2 safety pin to design a hangten tee which is being terribly cut...ha...a hole in the middle then at the side there the sleeve right down to the end...wa tt's terrible to treat a tee...aniway dicuss wif her nor..
then after tt hang up cant sleep liao...so i went to wash-up then play maple...then moi mami call mi go iron clothes...she taught mi how to do so....then i guess moi bro found out i play maple so oso go in to play to di-siao mi la...then after tt mi went to eat maggie for lunch then iron clothes...then after tt bk to maple...then moi bro defame moi dear character and also keep following us...beri angry la...so i went over to him and use to cane to gib him one stroke then he fame the character bk and also not following us liao...mus use force then noe moi power...shakehead.then aniway becos moi dear is dulan wif moi bro's behaviour then sae sumtin i dun reali lyk so i scolded him as well as i feel tt how bad moi bro is he cannot lyk tt sae him la...cos moi bro is moi bro we share the same blood...and i love him oso...so i cant tolerate ppl sae him till beri wad lyk tt...so i m sort of pissed...luckily moi dear is understanding he did nt really mind the nasty things i sae to him..i noe i beri bad...however one is moi bf another is moi bro wor...haish.aniway i love them la...then aniway continue to play maple after tt then moi bro more sensible le..buy mi thingys at the maple there and also gib mi thingys la..haha....then play till 4pm lyk tt...then tok on hp wif moi dear dear....
then after tt went to bathe to go over to moi grandma hse there...its raining la...actuali drizzling...then we went to bought roasted chicken cos i wan2 eat..moi dinner...then went over to moi grandma hse...then we went there then play wif the dog...then after tt eat...then share food...then after tt i eat lotsa tibits..then after tt moi aunt tell mi moi bro de maple acc password...so funni sial..then they all wan2 help mi level up by partying....LOL...
after tt went to shit eat too much..then play with baby then went downstair to eat again...then drink bubble tea then buy biscuit waffle...then went home...moi aunt's husband-eric korkor drive us bk..then i went to wash up all this then call moi dear...haha i forget nid to write blog so decided to write blog first b4 go chiong maple...LALALA....its fun playing wif dear...esp when he used his Tied character...altht no marry inside alr feel lyk a one marrid couple...we decided not to married inside le...cos X sial...40 bucks plus i rather we spent it on more practical stuffs...
furthermore moi dear hab some financial pro...i feel beri upset and useless and helpless at times...cos besides being there for him and consoling him i cant really lend him any helping hands...i feel lousy...i wish to help budden i m oso financially unstable.. =(
dear i can only be there for u phsyically and mentally sorie for being unable to help u in financial means...i love u.u r also a valuable for mi a TREASURE for mi.muacks.
well mi today wake up early to go pee...then mi go bk to sleep then woken up by peggy...alr scare awake i thot is moi alarm clock or sumtin...well abit blur so cant recognise her voice...then after tt she ask mi how to make us eof a shimmering strap and 2 safety pin to design a hangten tee which is being terribly cut...ha...a hole in the middle then at the side there the sleeve right down to the end...wa tt's terrible to treat a tee...aniway dicuss wif her nor..
then after tt hang up cant sleep liao...so i went to wash-up then play maple...then moi mami call mi go iron clothes...she taught mi how to do so....then i guess moi bro found out i play maple so oso go in to play to di-siao mi la...then after tt mi went to eat maggie for lunch then iron clothes...then after tt bk to maple...then moi bro defame moi dear character and also keep following us...beri angry la...so i went over to him and use to cane to gib him one stroke then he fame the character bk and also not following us liao...mus use force then noe moi power...shakehead.then aniway becos moi dear is dulan wif moi bro's behaviour then sae sumtin i dun reali lyk so i scolded him as well as i feel tt how bad moi bro is he cannot lyk tt sae him la...cos moi bro is moi bro we share the same blood...and i love him oso...so i cant tolerate ppl sae him till beri wad lyk tt...so i m sort of pissed...luckily moi dear is understanding he did nt really mind the nasty things i sae to him..i noe i beri bad...however one is moi bf another is moi bro wor...haish.aniway i love them la...then aniway continue to play maple after tt then moi bro more sensible le..buy mi thingys at the maple there and also gib mi thingys la..haha....then play till 4pm lyk tt...then tok on hp wif moi dear dear....
then after tt went to bathe to go over to moi grandma hse there...its raining la...actuali drizzling...then we went to bought roasted chicken cos i wan2 eat..moi dinner...then went over to moi grandma hse...then we went there then play wif the dog...then after tt eat...then share food...then after tt i eat lotsa tibits..then after tt moi aunt tell mi moi bro de maple acc password...so funni sial..then they all wan2 help mi level up by partying....LOL...
after tt went to shit eat too much..then play with baby then went downstair to eat again...then drink bubble tea then buy biscuit waffle...then went home...moi aunt's husband-eric korkor drive us bk..then i went to wash up all this then call moi dear...haha i forget nid to write blog so decided to write blog first b4 go chiong maple...LALALA....its fun playing wif dear...esp when he used his Tied character...altht no marry inside alr feel lyk a one marrid couple...we decided not to married inside le...cos X sial...40 bucks plus i rather we spent it on more practical stuffs...
furthermore moi dear hab some financial pro...i feel beri upset and useless and helpless at times...cos besides being there for him and consoling him i cant really lend him any helping hands...i feel lousy...i wish to help budden i m oso financially unstable.. =(
dear i can only be there for u phsyically and mentally sorie for being unable to help u in financial means...i love u.u r also a valuable for mi a TREASURE for mi.muacks.
cia penned♥ Monday, June 12, 2006.
Saturday, June 10, 2006
well today i woke up at abt 12pm...b4 tt at abt 9am plus duno when la...moi mami woke mi up to hang clothes out for her then i went bk to slp...till at abt 12pm moi dear woke mi up then mi woke up to eat...cos hungry then went to batheroom to pee...b4 tt moi mami ask mi to hang out another clothes for her...budden i told her the weather is gng to rain lyk tt...then she sae nth...so i heck oso...who noes right after i pee...i heard rain drops sound beri loud...i dash out[gt wash hands la] then keep all the clothes...luckily manage to save all the clothes from being beri drench...haha...aniway after tt went to eat moi mami buy de nasi lemak...then watch a cantonese drama series...beri nice...
its abt tt era,the men see US women as NTH...WTF...they thot they havve penis big deal...then i ate a sausage bread moi bro take gib mi wan...then the drmam series is so nice tt i watch till 3pm plus then stop...then moi mami sae luckily i m nt living in that era...or else i will be taken out to drown in the "pig basket"...cos i alwis beri late then reach home...i gib her the -.-" face then walk off...to wash moi dishes and went to take moi anger management bk to read while shitting...finally can shit liao today...aniway after shitting then i went to bathe for 1 hr then go find moi dear...
actuali today i think i nid to help moi mami iron clothes and she wanted mi to be home for dinner budden i promise dear to hab dinner wif him so i insisted not to have dinner at home nor...so i went over dear there...on moi way there sms him no reply i thot wad happen then when i reach his hse i went in moiself la...then i found him sitting there with his ipod nano and playing his PS2...NO WONDER NO C MOI SMS la...enjoying ar him...then in then sit on his counch there then relax...then we tok and tease each other after tt went into his room and we i play maple...while he pack his room...till abt 9pm then we went for dinner...i oso gt help him to pack his room oni for awhile cos most of the time i m playing maple..then after our dinner...we went to c the shirts he wanted budden the size does nt fit hence never buy...i noe he sad...i oso duno how to cheer him up lei...so i guess i jus gotta remind him his 300 jumping jets ya...haha...after tt we went bk to his hse and we hab fun...budden becos of his MORNING la...the fun does nt last long...LOL...then he acc mi down to take bus...
from far the bus 180 came at first i dun wan2 chase it...cos mus rain budden the thot of gng home early to play maple and stuffs i ran and then he ran...his legs longer so run faster than mi la...then we reach there jus in time...after tt reahc home at abt 11pm plus cos today the buses came beri early...tt's good aniway...haha...
its abt tt era,the men see US women as NTH...WTF...they thot they havve penis big deal...then i ate a sausage bread moi bro take gib mi wan...then the drmam series is so nice tt i watch till 3pm plus then stop...then moi mami sae luckily i m nt living in that era...or else i will be taken out to drown in the "pig basket"...cos i alwis beri late then reach home...i gib her the -.-" face then walk off...to wash moi dishes and went to take moi anger management bk to read while shitting...finally can shit liao today...aniway after shitting then i went to bathe for 1 hr then go find moi dear...
actuali today i think i nid to help moi mami iron clothes and she wanted mi to be home for dinner budden i promise dear to hab dinner wif him so i insisted not to have dinner at home nor...so i went over dear there...on moi way there sms him no reply i thot wad happen then when i reach his hse i went in moiself la...then i found him sitting there with his ipod nano and playing his PS2...NO WONDER NO C MOI SMS la...enjoying ar him...then in then sit on his counch there then relax...then we tok and tease each other after tt went into his room and we i play maple...while he pack his room...till abt 9pm then we went for dinner...i oso gt help him to pack his room oni for awhile cos most of the time i m playing maple..then after our dinner...we went to c the shirts he wanted budden the size does nt fit hence never buy...i noe he sad...i oso duno how to cheer him up lei...so i guess i jus gotta remind him his 300 jumping jets ya...haha...after tt we went bk to his hse and we hab fun...budden becos of his MORNING la...the fun does nt last long...LOL...then he acc mi down to take bus...
from far the bus 180 came at first i dun wan2 chase it...cos mus rain budden the thot of gng home early to play maple and stuffs i ran and then he ran...his legs longer so run faster than mi la...then we reach there jus in time...after tt reahc home at abt 11pm plus cos today the buses came beri early...tt's good aniway...haha...
cia penned♥ Saturday, June 10, 2006.
Friday, June 09, 2006
waha.today went out early to look for dear.then i took bus180...when i was about to reach dear's stop there it is pouring cats and dogs....damn i hab no umbrella and i hab moi lappie wif mi...so i kept moi lappie in moi bag and alight from the bus...then i saw this malay guy...he look at mi then naturally i look bk at him la...then we cross the road at the same time at the same pace becos of the heavy rain...then we nid to stop at the middle becos of a stupig taxi...then we cross again to the other end as we were reaching the shelter...i heard him saying ALAMAK...then i turned and look bk he dropped his slipper in the middle of the road while crossing...i giggle all the way to dear's hse at the same time trembling becos of the cold...
altht i jus cross the road oni i m really duno drench lyk wad...then i went into dear's hse myself then i knock his door.wierd habit loves to lock himself in his room.-.-.then the moment he saw mi he touch moi hair then ask mi go get a warm bathe and dry moiself...i did as told...then after tt went into his room....then we start the maple thing co si changing job to magician.HAHA.then after tt went to slp...then abt 11.30am then woke up cos moi dear woke mi up....well i get abit frustrated cos i cant stand being woken up by ppl...aniway i woke up cos i nid to leave at 12.30pm to go bk to sch to hand in the report..
moi dear was sort of sad becos i blame him for waking mi up so i knew its moi fault i tried to cheer him up and went to cook noodles...for the both of us...aniway he make harshbrown for mi wor...so touched...then while eating we watch the naruto cartoon...lame.then after tt went into maple and play again....then change to go bk to sch.reluctant cos lazy...aniway rag mpoiself up...then dear gib mi clothes to wear....its his 3/4 shorts and it became moi long pants...and his mother top...i oso duno y in his cupboard...-.-...aniway went off quite late cos b4 tt we sort of quarrel over pimples squeezing...then we make it up...haha...
then went to school...i m late meeting lizhen...however she sae its okie...luckily to find such fren.ha then we went to bond the papers together nor...so troublesome..then we bought envelope...to drop everything in and then we went to th e9th floor to hand it in...haha...then went bk to find dear at jp...cos moi mami bdae coming so i plan to buy her a small little gift due to moi poorness...haish.so is dear he is broke i m too...LOL.then aniway we went to walk all around then we went to the library luckily manage to settle moi LMS things...so troublesome...then after tt went bk to his hse again...then i play maple when he went to play game outside wif his cousin...then after tt...i went to a deep sleep again...woke up at 6.30pm...same senario happen again cos i m woken up...then we went for dinner after i train in maple...then lyk tis nor.....
tok tok then go home at 10.45pm...hmmm nth much actuali....
altht i jus cross the road oni i m really duno drench lyk wad...then i went into dear's hse myself then i knock his door.wierd habit loves to lock himself in his room.-.-.then the moment he saw mi he touch moi hair then ask mi go get a warm bathe and dry moiself...i did as told...then after tt went into his room....then we start the maple thing co si changing job to magician.HAHA.then after tt went to slp...then abt 11.30am then woke up cos moi dear woke mi up....well i get abit frustrated cos i cant stand being woken up by ppl...aniway i woke up cos i nid to leave at 12.30pm to go bk to sch to hand in the report..
moi dear was sort of sad becos i blame him for waking mi up so i knew its moi fault i tried to cheer him up and went to cook noodles...for the both of us...aniway he make harshbrown for mi wor...so touched...then while eating we watch the naruto cartoon...lame.then after tt went into maple and play again....then change to go bk to sch.reluctant cos lazy...aniway rag mpoiself up...then dear gib mi clothes to wear....its his 3/4 shorts and it became moi long pants...and his mother top...i oso duno y in his cupboard...-.-...aniway went off quite late cos b4 tt we sort of quarrel over pimples squeezing...then we make it up...haha...
then went to school...i m late meeting lizhen...however she sae its okie...luckily to find such fren.ha then we went to bond the papers together nor...so troublesome..then we bought envelope...to drop everything in and then we went to th e9th floor to hand it in...haha...then went bk to find dear at jp...cos moi mami bdae coming so i plan to buy her a small little gift due to moi poorness...haish.so is dear he is broke i m too...LOL.then aniway we went to walk all around then we went to the library luckily manage to settle moi LMS things...so troublesome...then after tt went bk to his hse again...then i play maple when he went to play game outside wif his cousin...then after tt...i went to a deep sleep again...woke up at 6.30pm...same senario happen again cos i m woken up...then we went for dinner after i train in maple...then lyk tis nor.....
tok tok then go home at 10.45pm...hmmm nth much actuali....
cia penned♥ Friday, June 09, 2006.
8 june.
woke up in the morning then blur blur do moi project stuffs then after tt pack moi stuffs cos mus prepare moi swimming stuffs to meet dear ltr go swimming then thot can acc moi dear for whole day...
then i hear moi hse door open sureli is mami,she injured her hand de joint then infection so i mus take carie of her...then i nid to be home early do lotsa stuffs lyk buy grocery,buy printer ink and paper and moi lappie case.then buy dinner for mami...all these things aren't a problem to mi budden i noe moi dear will be beri sians la...i hab no choice but to tell him nor indeed he beri sians...aniway moi mami bought mi moi breakfast so i ate then go find moi dear then i went to the market to buy food for him...nearly get drench i ran to his block downstair...
as it is raining we mus wait till the rain stop then we go swimming we walk there.i jus love being wif dear the carefree feeling is so good la...aniway then we went swimming then so fun...haha...i love it la...he gt the pictures of us at the swimming pool...at his bloggie...then we went to eat kfc then we went bk to his hse...on the way we bought tibits and sweets then we took bus 99 bk then we chatted for a long time...haha...
then reach his hse we tok tok then time flew aniway i gt play maple story liao wif moi dear...cos we plan to marry inside the maple romantic rite...haha aniway tt's about it...then dear oso acc mi home la so happie...he pei mi go buy all the stuffss...aniway i saw gordan and a little ger yest...and i sae tt ger is his daughter then he kinda DIUNOX...haha who cares..=p...aniway he is not so glum looking lyk last time liao...WAHA...then went to moi grandma hse to pick up moi bro then moi aunt send us home la...
then i nid to stay up till quite late all becos of the WCOM project...shag sial..luckily i manage to finish everything b4 the nxt day la...keep u all update abt moi stuffs tonite...try to...heeHEE...cos recently the blogger gt some problem sial cant log in at nite keep on error...ARGH!
woke up in the morning then blur blur do moi project stuffs then after tt pack moi stuffs cos mus prepare moi swimming stuffs to meet dear ltr go swimming then thot can acc moi dear for whole day...
then i hear moi hse door open sureli is mami,she injured her hand de joint then infection so i mus take carie of her...then i nid to be home early do lotsa stuffs lyk buy grocery,buy printer ink and paper and moi lappie case.then buy dinner for mami...all these things aren't a problem to mi budden i noe moi dear will be beri sians la...i hab no choice but to tell him nor indeed he beri sians...aniway moi mami bought mi moi breakfast so i ate then go find moi dear then i went to the market to buy food for him...nearly get drench i ran to his block downstair...
as it is raining we mus wait till the rain stop then we go swimming we walk there.i jus love being wif dear the carefree feeling is so good la...aniway then we went swimming then so fun...haha...i love it la...he gt the pictures of us at the swimming pool...at his bloggie...then we went to eat kfc then we went bk to his hse...on the way we bought tibits and sweets then we took bus 99 bk then we chatted for a long time...haha...
then reach his hse we tok tok then time flew aniway i gt play maple story liao wif moi dear...cos we plan to marry inside the maple romantic rite...haha aniway tt's about it...then dear oso acc mi home la so happie...he pei mi go buy all the stuffss...aniway i saw gordan and a little ger yest...and i sae tt ger is his daughter then he kinda DIUNOX...haha who cares..=p...aniway he is not so glum looking lyk last time liao...WAHA...then went to moi grandma hse to pick up moi bro then moi aunt send us home la...
then i nid to stay up till quite late all becos of the WCOM project...shag sial..luckily i manage to finish everything b4 the nxt day la...keep u all update abt moi stuffs tonite...try to...heeHEE...cos recently the blogger gt some problem sial cant log in at nite keep on error...ARGH!
cia penned♥ Friday, June 09, 2006.
Thursday, June 08, 2006
7 june.
basically woke up at 8am then went to do complitation after that tok online wif moi dear then wib peggy and laine for a short while then gotta rush outta hse to meet for project...then i m quite flame on abt the gers taking the hp no.i noe perhaps its not he want2 gib de...budden i m feeling jealous and hence the anger.wadeva it is.its over.cos i m not bothered by this problem liao.
i rushed to je...i m lyk 5mins late...then who noes i m the second earliest...i met yaozhong at the popular...b4 tt called lizhen budden she neva pick up her call.so i called yaozhong...shortly after both mi and yaozhong step out of the popular we met lizhen...then we walk to the je first for breakfast cum lunch....i ate the chips at home le...hee hee....then we waited for raymond to come down....we called however his line enage...sial la...dun care le...then when we were about to settle down in a seat at the foodcourt in je[i did not noe gt foodcourt in je]haha.then raymond called mi...then i answer....i told him we at foodcourt he gib mi a HUH? i gib him bk a HUH? cos i oso duno gt foodcourt then i pass the hp to yaozhong for him to tell raymond...after tt we ate nor....we ate till 1pm...meanwhile after eating they crap while i called cy to tell him everything i felt nor...then after tt okie liao...then mi join in their conversation of the class outing LOL.then we went to the je library.
luckily i brought along moi sweater..HEE HEE...not so cold la...we went to the youngster section there to do...we spend lyk duno how many hours doing the findings...a tough one...cos we did wrongly then mus re-do...and our lappie all dying...so we nid to change a location to somewhere wif 3-way pin plug la...then raymond and yaozhong went to look for the place...while mi and lizhen stay behind i went to toilet...in a short while they returning laughing away...i ask them wad so funny....then i realise they are playing with the escalator...-.-"....they are running up the escalator which is gng in a different direction as they are running up...they find tt fun aknd it perks them up...GUYS?!..wadeva as long as they are awake it marks the start of our project...then we went to the second floor then we settle down at the floor doing serious work now...after 2-3 hours...our attention span goes down...cos beri tired then the guys are feeling cold...haha...then we tok abt the mischiefs yaozhong did on the bus...so funni la...we luff and luff...then finally we settle down and we do serious work again...
then we proceed till the guys went for their toilet break then we alternate the person to type...as i dislike typing its goes round the two guys and lizhen...i only gib answers and try to keep them on tracks...cos we are doing the freaking project for at least 5 hours...wif a little breaks in between...then we finally complete everything b4 5.30pm...then the guys went off first...cos i sae i do the aligment...who noes lizhen is the one doing it...feel so bad la...cos moi lappie no batt...then i charge to abit to arrange moi documents b4 everything is in a mess...then meanwhile i charging lizhen is doing the aligment...at 6.30pm then i went to help her...after she finish the aligment stuffs then we proceed with the namelist for the interviewees then we went bk...its alr 7pm.then i went to moi dear hse...he is sians co she wait for mi the whole day and even ask mi not to go...boohoo...
so i heck care then i went to his hse nor.aniway went there then we are quiet then after tt we make it out la...then went for dinner...then went home...went home wan2 submit the project then found out lotsa thing to adjust and add...fuck.so i decided to leave eveything to friday...that's it i gtg.
basically woke up at 8am then went to do complitation after that tok online wif moi dear then wib peggy and laine for a short while then gotta rush outta hse to meet for project...then i m quite flame on abt the gers taking the hp no.i noe perhaps its not he want2 gib de...budden i m feeling jealous and hence the anger.wadeva it is.its over.cos i m not bothered by this problem liao.
i rushed to je...i m lyk 5mins late...then who noes i m the second earliest...i met yaozhong at the popular...b4 tt called lizhen budden she neva pick up her call.so i called yaozhong...shortly after both mi and yaozhong step out of the popular we met lizhen...then we walk to the je first for breakfast cum lunch....i ate the chips at home le...hee hee....then we waited for raymond to come down....we called however his line enage...sial la...dun care le...then when we were about to settle down in a seat at the foodcourt in je[i did not noe gt foodcourt in je]haha.then raymond called mi...then i answer....i told him we at foodcourt he gib mi a HUH? i gib him bk a HUH? cos i oso duno gt foodcourt then i pass the hp to yaozhong for him to tell raymond...after tt we ate nor....we ate till 1pm...meanwhile after eating they crap while i called cy to tell him everything i felt nor...then after tt okie liao...then mi join in their conversation of the class outing LOL.then we went to the je library.
luckily i brought along moi sweater..HEE HEE...not so cold la...we went to the youngster section there to do...we spend lyk duno how many hours doing the findings...a tough one...cos we did wrongly then mus re-do...and our lappie all dying...so we nid to change a location to somewhere wif 3-way pin plug la...then raymond and yaozhong went to look for the place...while mi and lizhen stay behind i went to toilet...in a short while they returning laughing away...i ask them wad so funny....then i realise they are playing with the escalator...-.-"....they are running up the escalator which is gng in a different direction as they are running up...they find tt fun aknd it perks them up...GUYS?!..wadeva as long as they are awake it marks the start of our project...then we went to the second floor then we settle down at the floor doing serious work now...after 2-3 hours...our attention span goes down...cos beri tired then the guys are feeling cold...haha...then we tok abt the mischiefs yaozhong did on the bus...so funni la...we luff and luff...then finally we settle down and we do serious work again...
then we proceed till the guys went for their toilet break then we alternate the person to type...as i dislike typing its goes round the two guys and lizhen...i only gib answers and try to keep them on tracks...cos we are doing the freaking project for at least 5 hours...wif a little breaks in between...then we finally complete everything b4 5.30pm...then the guys went off first...cos i sae i do the aligment...who noes lizhen is the one doing it...feel so bad la...cos moi lappie no batt...then i charge to abit to arrange moi documents b4 everything is in a mess...then meanwhile i charging lizhen is doing the aligment...at 6.30pm then i went to help her...after she finish the aligment stuffs then we proceed with the namelist for the interviewees then we went bk...its alr 7pm.then i went to moi dear hse...he is sians co she wait for mi the whole day and even ask mi not to go...boohoo...
so i heck care then i went to his hse nor.aniway went there then we are quiet then after tt we make it out la...then went for dinner...then went home...went home wan2 submit the project then found out lotsa thing to adjust and add...fuck.so i decided to leave eveything to friday...that's it i gtg.
cia penned♥ Thursday, June 08, 2006.
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
06 june 2006
06/06/06
well this is a significant day.its is because it is a satanic day.well i m rather excited about this day because it is moi last day of exam.moi start of holidays.moi dear's graduation day.a day top watch a horror movie named THE OMEN.
mi this day gt MAEC de common test budden i woke up at 8am...cos test start at 11am ma...haha...mi then woke up go bathe then after that make-up...because i knew i m gng to catch THE OMEN de movie i draw a a fierce make-up hee hee.then i went to school.went to let u all no ei hab nt touch MAEC....till i reach bustop then board the bus i study MAEC...its pouring heavily in the morning la...LOL...then after tt reach school liao went up to the exam hall did moi the MCQs and True/False Qns for 50mins then can go liao.how lame can it be...then actually we decided to do project after tt de...budden haish...mi de thumbdrive i delete away the documents liao then my teammate no bring lappie.lalala so today do nor.at 11am at je.go je de library do project...then i m responsible for the failure to carry out the project.shit...SHIT...haha...
then after tt we went bk liao cos cant do anitin ma...then we agree to each bring a fully-charged lappie and i nid to bring an extra thumbdrive....how lame...and also to compile our results for the findings...hmmm then after tt went to look for olivia...she gng to her grandma hse to trim her hair...so we went to take bus 67 that ger idiotic sial duno how to ask mi go take bus184 or 75 to the petrol stn there ask mi walk to th highway the bustop then i thot one stop oni might as well walk then thot she gng to take a bus there ma...tghen its sort of light drizzling...i gt make-up on lei...then after tt receive her call when i reach the bustop must walk down there...i feel lyk pinching her...LOL.then we went there then waited for bus67 to lot1 cos i go there eat dinner then she go trim her few strands of hair.waha...then after moi lunch....i feel so satisfied cos i get to eat yong tau fu ma...hee i saw mr.koh sial...then we chatted then i wanted to go to the loo de then i saw yi-qing moi junior...aniway ah koh sae mi turning more tanned i alittle bit...DIUNOX...then he sae perhaps the make up...oh ya saying this reminded mi wad yaozhong said...he ask mi y i make-up so dark wanted go c rock-band? i abit lame dao then i sae go clubbing....lol...then lizhen came to ask mi i got go clubbing wan ar...i sae NO...i gng out wif moi bf...waha...lame la..
aniway went to toilet then went up to the threatre de level there c gt tickets not...at first wanted to go jp watch budden abit too far then wait no bus home ma...then somemore the timing oso quite late....so we decided to watch at cck...lalala we watch the 8.45pm de show...i stay at the level5 duno how long la...cos i nid to confirm angela wan2 come or nt then olivia cutting her few strands of hair...then dear will be rushing or nt...all this factors and the seats available or nt alot of things la...aniway i manage to buy the tix then watch the movie...
during the free-time in between waiting for angela and moi dear...i forget i can do the compliation...only tis morning then i do cos yesterday after bathing then tok on fone awhile did first qns...then knock-out then tired la...LOL...hmmm...aniway we bought tibits at bpp de ntuc then put inside moi bag then sneak into threatre to eat and of cos drinks la...HEE HEE HEE....the show is great...its so comical looking at olivia and angela terrified faces..not really is their actions...cos inside dark dark...the show is GREAT.4 stars cos nt frigthening enuff to scare mi but leave mi thinking of it then i m abit scare last nite...WAHA....
well aniway i gtg keep u all update tonite...muacks muacks moi dear is bk from the stupig camp...we r having holidays...hee hee...so happie la...then well gtg do project and then if nt we r supposedly go swimming today de..HUMPH...okie all becos of mi...HEE HEE.well cos moi thumbdrive no the project de stuffs...LALALA...then well aniway i m sort of hungry go eat the leftover potato chips...hee hee hee....aniway LOVE u dear...
06/06/06
well this is a significant day.its is because it is a satanic day.well i m rather excited about this day because it is moi last day of exam.moi start of holidays.moi dear's graduation day.a day top watch a horror movie named THE OMEN.
mi this day gt MAEC de common test budden i woke up at 8am...cos test start at 11am ma...haha...mi then woke up go bathe then after that make-up...because i knew i m gng to catch THE OMEN de movie i draw a a fierce make-up hee hee.then i went to school.went to let u all no ei hab nt touch MAEC....till i reach bustop then board the bus i study MAEC...its pouring heavily in the morning la...LOL...then after tt reach school liao went up to the exam hall did moi the MCQs and True/False Qns for 50mins then can go liao.how lame can it be...then actually we decided to do project after tt de...budden haish...mi de thumbdrive i delete away the documents liao then my teammate no bring lappie.lalala so today do nor.at 11am at je.go je de library do project...then i m responsible for the failure to carry out the project.shit...SHIT...haha...
then after tt we went bk liao cos cant do anitin ma...then we agree to each bring a fully-charged lappie and i nid to bring an extra thumbdrive....how lame...and also to compile our results for the findings...hmmm then after tt went to look for olivia...she gng to her grandma hse to trim her hair...so we went to take bus 67 that ger idiotic sial duno how to ask mi go take bus184 or 75 to the petrol stn there ask mi walk to th highway the bustop then i thot one stop oni might as well walk then thot she gng to take a bus there ma...tghen its sort of light drizzling...i gt make-up on lei...then after tt receive her call when i reach the bustop must walk down there...i feel lyk pinching her...LOL.then we went there then waited for bus67 to lot1 cos i go there eat dinner then she go trim her few strands of hair.waha...then after moi lunch....i feel so satisfied cos i get to eat yong tau fu ma...hee i saw mr.koh sial...then we chatted then i wanted to go to the loo de then i saw yi-qing moi junior...aniway ah koh sae mi turning more tanned i alittle bit...DIUNOX...then he sae perhaps the make up...oh ya saying this reminded mi wad yaozhong said...he ask mi y i make-up so dark wanted go c rock-band? i abit lame dao then i sae go clubbing....lol...then lizhen came to ask mi i got go clubbing wan ar...i sae NO...i gng out wif moi bf...waha...lame la..
aniway went to toilet then went up to the threatre de level there c gt tickets not...at first wanted to go jp watch budden abit too far then wait no bus home ma...then somemore the timing oso quite late....so we decided to watch at cck...lalala we watch the 8.45pm de show...i stay at the level5 duno how long la...cos i nid to confirm angela wan2 come or nt then olivia cutting her few strands of hair...then dear will be rushing or nt...all this factors and the seats available or nt alot of things la...aniway i manage to buy the tix then watch the movie...
during the free-time in between waiting for angela and moi dear...i forget i can do the compliation...only tis morning then i do cos yesterday after bathing then tok on fone awhile did first qns...then knock-out then tired la...LOL...hmmm...aniway we bought tibits at bpp de ntuc then put inside moi bag then sneak into threatre to eat and of cos drinks la...HEE HEE HEE....the show is great...its so comical looking at olivia and angela terrified faces..not really is their actions...cos inside dark dark...the show is GREAT.4 stars cos nt frigthening enuff to scare mi but leave mi thinking of it then i m abit scare last nite...WAHA....
well aniway i gtg keep u all update tonite...muacks muacks moi dear is bk from the stupig camp...we r having holidays...hee hee...so happie la...then well gtg do project and then if nt we r supposedly go swimming today de..HUMPH...okie all becos of mi...HEE HEE.well cos moi thumbdrive no the project de stuffs...LALALA...then well aniway i m sort of hungry go eat the leftover potato chips...hee hee hee....aniway LOVE u dear...
cia penned♥ Wednesday, June 07, 2006.
Monday, June 05, 2006
5 june.
well today not a good day either....i m hoping for today to pass cos i wan tmr to come...budden i lotsa stuffs no do...lyk moi LMS...which i m supposed to complete it during the weekends omg...then sommore moi PBL reflection omg....well i m gng to do all those ltr....
today i wke up at 6.30am...cos i so tired yesterday woke up too early...then i hab practically not study for moi BCA...i dreamt i did....then i went to proceed to study budden i remember the SAMn training hence i went on to try the SAM training i tiem moiself by 7.15am to complete everything and to go pompom cos i no pompom the previous nite i m so tired tt i doze off...moi dear sms mi i oso no reply...LOL.miss the chance to tok to him...or did i tok to him b4 i went to bed...mind in confusion...all i noe i m having a BCA test at 8.30am yet i hab nt study a single shit....then i do the SAM training there are four attempts...first i did is 68% then the second time i did is 80++% then the third time i did is 90%++ then the last time i did i score full marks...shit i did nt noe can stop at first attempt...nevertheless i learnt quite alot in the SAM...then i quickly pack the impt stuffs to bring to exam then i rush off to bathe...by the time i came out its alr 7.35am lyk tt...shit i apply moi face loiton spray perfume...wear casual...apply lipgloss...i rush off....then i reach sch at 8.06am phew....i can still enter at 8.15am...LALALA>.<...i relax once i reach the school compound bought moiself a 100plus cos to stored moi energy for ltr...a brain war...for the BCA test...i oni flip thru the txtbk...i m tested on unitA to G la...then i did the SAM training tt;s moi oni revison...then i went up to the exam hall...relaxed...
i took out moi stuffs went to moi seat...wishing moi frens goodluck...they oso wish mi tt...we seated messily...no arrangement lyk tt...then the test started.luckily i noe how to do the majority however i guess i pass not beri good marks la...then after tt met olivia by chance...went home....its jus a 1hr test la...how lame...tmr is MAEC then its lyk 50mins la....LOL after dat got project.WCOM...i hab nt even compound the percentage the results of findings la...how lac can i be.well i m BUSY...lalala...then i at home slack till now...went to lunch with olivia b4 gng bk...lalala....sadden..mus STUDY...jia you...i ahb alot of unfinished work...i nid to clear it up by tmr...HAHA...i wan2 dye moi hair soon and cut moi fringe hate it...it make mi look haggard...lalala....tonite stuffs keep u all update tmr...moi dear is graduating from the army...i can see him everyday during moi holidays...
actuali its nt a holiday...its rather a rush ya project out and cca days...haha...lalala...i miss moi FLOORBALL...wooo...pink stick...anti.hah.well bo bian.=p.hmmm study do tutorial....do project.moi holiday sux to core.
well today not a good day either....i m hoping for today to pass cos i wan tmr to come...budden i lotsa stuffs no do...lyk moi LMS...which i m supposed to complete it during the weekends omg...then sommore moi PBL reflection omg....well i m gng to do all those ltr....
today i wke up at 6.30am...cos i so tired yesterday woke up too early...then i hab practically not study for moi BCA...i dreamt i did....then i went to proceed to study budden i remember the SAMn training hence i went on to try the SAM training i tiem moiself by 7.15am to complete everything and to go pompom cos i no pompom the previous nite i m so tired tt i doze off...moi dear sms mi i oso no reply...LOL.miss the chance to tok to him...or did i tok to him b4 i went to bed...mind in confusion...all i noe i m having a BCA test at 8.30am yet i hab nt study a single shit....then i do the SAM training there are four attempts...first i did is 68% then the second time i did is 80++% then the third time i did is 90%++ then the last time i did i score full marks...shit i did nt noe can stop at first attempt...nevertheless i learnt quite alot in the SAM...then i quickly pack the impt stuffs to bring to exam then i rush off to bathe...by the time i came out its alr 7.35am lyk tt...shit i apply moi face loiton spray perfume...wear casual...apply lipgloss...i rush off....then i reach sch at 8.06am phew....i can still enter at 8.15am...LALALA>.<...i relax once i reach the school compound bought moiself a 100plus cos to stored moi energy for ltr...a brain war...for the BCA test...i oni flip thru the txtbk...i m tested on unitA to G la...then i did the SAM training tt;s moi oni revison...then i went up to the exam hall...relaxed...
i took out moi stuffs went to moi seat...wishing moi frens goodluck...they oso wish mi tt...we seated messily...no arrangement lyk tt...then the test started.luckily i noe how to do the majority however i guess i pass not beri good marks la...then after tt met olivia by chance...went home....its jus a 1hr test la...how lame...tmr is MAEC then its lyk 50mins la....LOL after dat got project.WCOM...i hab nt even compound the percentage the results of findings la...how lac can i be.well i m BUSY...lalala...then i at home slack till now...went to lunch with olivia b4 gng bk...lalala....sadden..mus STUDY...jia you...i ahb alot of unfinished work...i nid to clear it up by tmr...HAHA...i wan2 dye moi hair soon and cut moi fringe hate it...it make mi look haggard...lalala....tonite stuffs keep u all update tmr...moi dear is graduating from the army...i can see him everyday during moi holidays...
actuali its nt a holiday...its rather a rush ya project out and cca days...haha...lalala...i miss moi FLOORBALL...wooo...pink stick...anti.hah.well bo bian.=p.hmmm study do tutorial....do project.moi holiday sux to core.
cia penned♥ Monday, June 05, 2006.
4 june.
moi eyes is swollen lyk shit...i pack all moi stuffs...then i went to bathe then i went out to his hse immediately...then i m feeling so low...i jus noe i nid to clear everything up b4 i feel at ease.as i m reaching his hse he sms mi...then i reach his hse then he open his door for mi...i cant really look up cos moi eyes are damn swollen...then well we tok things out then we finally sort it out after hours....we r once again bk to normal.i m glad to savage moi r/s.i m over the moon.to noe we r alr melt into one.thanks babe-laine for ya concern and care.muacks...after everything...i went to ntuc to buy mee to cook for both of us.i noe moi dear hab a sleepless nite and he is gng bk to his camp soon so i decided to do the cooking the buying of grocery alone...then when i cook he still come and help la...i feel so happie...at this point of time moi eyes is finally bk to normal...then we ate dry noodles...i purposely gib him more mee....HEHE....then he goon goon.add the KOKA spicy black pepper and the spicy ramen flavouring la then its lyk super spicy...cos i oni KOKA spicy black pepper oso beri spicy liao...then he keep stucking his tongue out then drank water....so adorable lei...i pinch his cheeks...haha...then the time flew pass fast when we are enjoying each other companion...then we watch telly then he do his stuffs...then time flies...we watch the devil by moi side...forget wad name liao the rainie yang wan..then after tt he go pompom...then after tt he went to blog...i still no touch moi books...for BCA cos on monday is moi common test ma...
then we went to take mrt together i send him till je then i took mrt bk to cck then to fajar....cos meeting moi mami...have moi dinner...then after tt slack la...LOL...then no study la...then went to play with moi baby cuz-bertram la...so adorable kiddo...big head,big eyes,big mouth...LOL...then moi aunt capture a video of him wan2 eat orange...haha...so funni la...then after tt time to go home moi aunt lend mi the HER WORLD magazine...then i read it when i reach home feeling super tired..refuse to study...haha...moi brain sae so..then i went into moi sweet drims...
i jus wan2 sae on the verge of losing him...i learn the word TREASURE.i really feel tt dun take things for granted la.u never noe the nxt second who are u gng to lose...its a pain its a hurt u might not taek and hence change into another person.pls treasure the one b4 u.i noe i treasure the the right guy i will held on to tis belief till i die.
i love u.
moi eyes is swollen lyk shit...i pack all moi stuffs...then i went to bathe then i went out to his hse immediately...then i m feeling so low...i jus noe i nid to clear everything up b4 i feel at ease.as i m reaching his hse he sms mi...then i reach his hse then he open his door for mi...i cant really look up cos moi eyes are damn swollen...then well we tok things out then we finally sort it out after hours....we r once again bk to normal.i m glad to savage moi r/s.i m over the moon.to noe we r alr melt into one.thanks babe-laine for ya concern and care.muacks...after everything...i went to ntuc to buy mee to cook for both of us.i noe moi dear hab a sleepless nite and he is gng bk to his camp soon so i decided to do the cooking the buying of grocery alone...then when i cook he still come and help la...i feel so happie...at this point of time moi eyes is finally bk to normal...then we ate dry noodles...i purposely gib him more mee....HEHE....then he goon goon.add the KOKA spicy black pepper and the spicy ramen flavouring la then its lyk super spicy...cos i oni KOKA spicy black pepper oso beri spicy liao...then he keep stucking his tongue out then drank water....so adorable lei...i pinch his cheeks...haha...then the time flew pass fast when we are enjoying each other companion...then we watch telly then he do his stuffs...then time flies...we watch the devil by moi side...forget wad name liao the rainie yang wan..then after tt he go pompom...then after tt he went to blog...i still no touch moi books...for BCA cos on monday is moi common test ma...
then we went to take mrt together i send him till je then i took mrt bk to cck then to fajar....cos meeting moi mami...have moi dinner...then after tt slack la...LOL...then no study la...then went to play with moi baby cuz-bertram la...so adorable kiddo...big head,big eyes,big mouth...LOL...then moi aunt capture a video of him wan2 eat orange...haha...so funni la...then after tt time to go home moi aunt lend mi the HER WORLD magazine...then i read it when i reach home feeling super tired..refuse to study...haha...moi brain sae so..then i went into moi sweet drims...
i jus wan2 sae on the verge of losing him...i learn the word TREASURE.i really feel tt dun take things for granted la.u never noe the nxt second who are u gng to lose...its a pain its a hurt u might not taek and hence change into another person.pls treasure the one b4 u.i noe i treasure the the right guy i will held on to tis belief till i die.
i love u.
cia penned♥ Monday, June 05, 2006.
3 june.
sorie i m way bk in moi entries.cos i hab no time and no mood on sat.haha.well.sat is moi 11th month wif moi dear.i nearly lose him, hwo happie can this day be?its not happie at all.altht we went out hab lunch at jp then some misunderstanding happens.b4 tt he went to withdraw money then after tt went to buy squid to eat...then he eat half liao we went to kfc la...then b4 all this we waiting for bus 240 tt time we beri happie de wor....bk to topic then went in get seated i told him i wan the 2pcs meal then he go and buy.meanwhile i ate the remaining squid cos i sort of beri hungry then who noes the kfc auntie sae mi in malay duno wad budden i noe she dun wan mi to eat the squid at kfc so i no eat liao.then dear bk from buying the lunch then i told him wad happen he is quite pissed.then after tt i squeezed the chilli sauce ma...then i forget to left some for him then i threw the chilli de wrapper on his zinger box...his zinger burger is still there.he is not happie.heh.i oso duno why i threw there perhaps cos i thot empty box ma...then sort of pai seh la...not purposely de.then after tt i finish moi drumstick de bone.shit i forget and i threw in his box again.this time he reali pissed sae mi inconsiderate la,selfish.lol.then i apologise nor.bo bian i keep forgetting ma....then he pour all the rubbish out la then continue to eat nor...then after tt we went to sports shop he wanted to buy some sort lyk towel de wristband i duno how to sae...lyk can wipe sweat de nor...then dun hab wor somemore quite expensive...then he sae a nike shirt quite nice budden he no $$.then i feel bad cos he alwis pay for the outings...then i went to toilet beri long queue...then took quite some time...after tt i went to charles and keith c shoes and baggie...then after tt we went to basement to buy sweets.he bought his while i bought strepsills for moi bro then he went out no wait fo rmi lei...sort of pissed then after tt saw him lyk sians sians lyk tt duno y so no pissed instead i ask him y...he tell mi nth....then we went to take mrt to somerset nor...we board the mrt and we slept along the journey...after tt we alight at raffles then went to change mrt to our destination.finally we r there once we r out of the mrt stn there's this charity stuff cos moi dear so kind-hearted alwis go donate then i waited for him,then he accidently elbow a ger on her arms...the ger moan in pain.i wonder jus a little bit y she moaned so long then dear sae when he swing he exerted a certain force then i noe y she moaned so long liao.haa.then we went to cineleisure there to buy our tix...then we went up to queue nor then bought the tix at 4.10pm,then moi dear beri cute la...sae he wan2 check himself when the ger can attend to our needs...then after tt pay liao no take tix we so blur la...then we shift blames.hah.then after tt we went up to c where is theatre6 la...then he stay up there look at some poster i duno wor...then i went down le then went down again then i ask him y not followin g mi he sae i no wait for him.dots...then nvm...i saw moi cuz-ah cheng korkor at cineleisure budden i no call him la....then we went to buy drinks at cheers nor...then i pay ma then after tt i went to look for dear budden cant find him so i called him then i went out to find him again he sitting on the floor duno for wad i called him faster stand up then we drank our drinks then i ask him wad exactly happened la...then he sae he depress tt's y...becos financial stuffs...then i sort of lyk tok to him la...then suddenly he link to moi footwear...he ask mi wear shoe...then i diunox...wads with the shoe thing then i sae u pick on mi ar...then he jitao sianshalf and sad...and dun wan to tok...we drank our drinks in silence then we stay silence for a long time then he sae we go HMV to tok then i okie nor...then we went there in silence too...i can sense no good thing la...then i try to control moi anger...then when we reach there...we tok tok tok...then out of a sudden here come the show thing then i dunno y he keep emphasising it so i sae u treat mi a dog ar...i sae he so demanding in his way of toking then he completely lost his temper and scold mi.i cant tahan la...i so big,mi mami no scold mi in public i feel so paiseh.so hurt.so sad.then i cried...then he sat there in silence...i sat there crying silently...then after tt we still went for our movie.in moi mind the harsh words of him asking mi to find other guys who can tahan moi temper...flash thru vivdly uncontrollably...moi tears jus roll...then i was emotionless.i m hurt,sad,embarrassed by moi love...then he held moi hand i did nt hab the strength to hold his hand tight animore...cos i feel tt he lyk dun wan mi lyk tt ask mi find other guy...i m trying to control moi anger burning in mi too...i walk bk to cineleisure with a mixture of feelings...then we went to watch Da Vinci...in there i stop crying cos he sae i cry summore he walk out i dun wan tt...so we watch the movie together i held on to his hand tight fear of losing moi another part of mi...then after tt we went to HMV again...we both went our separate ways as we went to loo...his at ground floor mine at second floor ma...then i went there to touch up on moi make-up then went to pee...then i m faster than him cos he stomache ma...then after tt we went to take neocard...then the photo does nt look nice at all...our sad face...he hug mi...however i feel shaky cos i scare, i fear of losing him...then i went to laminate...he gib mi a old spore $5 notes...i so happie he still remember i love to collect old spore $notes.haa.then we went bk to his hse...then we went to take bus la...bus 174...he held moi hand i feel the securtiy again...
well the war start again on the bus...we went on with our quarrel we left b4 the movie...this time more fierce...then more sad...i cried again...he went to sit in another corner...sae he nid to cool down.i noe i cant jus sit in moi place do nth.tt's a mistake,i went to sit with him held his hand in moi...budden he is numb.he is emotionless...the look.so cold.it freeze moi heart.i cried.i noe i commit a mistake.i make our r/s become duno lyk wad..i cried and cried...i hate moiself...stupidilty...i m stupig...then after tt we alight then he ask mi wad i m wan to eat la..then i sae duno...then he sae gib mi 30seconds to think...then i still duno so he sae he buy for mi i jus eat then i went to withdrew money first....he's broke ma...i noe i mus share cost oso...since he pay for everything i pay for dinner nor...then we went to buy our dinner...went bk his hse...we did nt eat...he slept on his bed after unpacking his army stuffs...then i went to lie nxt to him budden he did nt hug mi,kiss mi,he lie there emotionlessly.his cold glare can break mi up...i duno y i find it so dashing budden i noe this is serious matter...we nid to solve it...then we went on again...then i cried...then he sae i oni noe how to cry then i cried even more...then he sae wan 3days leave.i m shocked images flew thru moi mind...i refuse.i refussssse.i held on to him no.he ask mi to prove to him my love...but he was untouched.he is numb.is heart is broken.becos of moi harsh words.he did nt cry.his cold glare kill mi.i cried.he did nt wipe moi tears nor hug mi or even do anitin.then this went on for a long time then after tt...we eat...then i cant eat.moi stomach reject the food i chewing...then we quarrel again...we flew into a fierce arguements...i hurt moiself he did so...then after tt he sae to break-up if i continue i stop.i cried lyk nobody's business i m hurt...VERY hurt...i remember the soft him...the one who stroke mi the one who never shout at mi...the one who NEVER sae breaking-up.i m breaking down so is he...we were so sad...then after the dinner...he send mi home immediately...i wanted to stay to clear things up...he insist mi of gng home cos i m abt to be late home.moi curfew is 12am..its alr 11pm.
then we went bk...he is lyk giddy or wad i ask him he refused to sae...he walk unsteadily...then moi eyes are swollen...i slept on the bus i having disorder...i look lyk a ghost.then i m so lifeless in mi...i want the OLD him bk...i wan the HIM bk...i noe i m alwis the selfish wan who never contribute budden oni he contribute....haish...then i reach home.i m dead beat.then i switch on lappie...then i c who's on msn...meanwhile replying moi dear....i tok to WK...then i told him i dying.haa.he called tell mi relax.then i hung up his call soon cos i wan2 to listen to moi DEAR'S voice oni...he tok to mi..we cried again...i slept then...i never bathe nor do anitin...jus slept till morning...then i realise i m supposed to be toking on fone with him...however i promise to be at his hse early becos he wan to cleear things up wif mi...
sorie i m way bk in moi entries.cos i hab no time and no mood on sat.haha.well.sat is moi 11th month wif moi dear.i nearly lose him, hwo happie can this day be?its not happie at all.altht we went out hab lunch at jp then some misunderstanding happens.b4 tt he went to withdraw money then after tt went to buy squid to eat...then he eat half liao we went to kfc la...then b4 all this we waiting for bus 240 tt time we beri happie de wor....bk to topic then went in get seated i told him i wan the 2pcs meal then he go and buy.meanwhile i ate the remaining squid cos i sort of beri hungry then who noes the kfc auntie sae mi in malay duno wad budden i noe she dun wan mi to eat the squid at kfc so i no eat liao.then dear bk from buying the lunch then i told him wad happen he is quite pissed.then after tt i squeezed the chilli sauce ma...then i forget to left some for him then i threw the chilli de wrapper on his zinger box...his zinger burger is still there.he is not happie.heh.i oso duno why i threw there perhaps cos i thot empty box ma...then sort of pai seh la...not purposely de.then after tt i finish moi drumstick de bone.shit i forget and i threw in his box again.this time he reali pissed sae mi inconsiderate la,selfish.lol.then i apologise nor.bo bian i keep forgetting ma....then he pour all the rubbish out la then continue to eat nor...then after tt we went to sports shop he wanted to buy some sort lyk towel de wristband i duno how to sae...lyk can wipe sweat de nor...then dun hab wor somemore quite expensive...then he sae a nike shirt quite nice budden he no $$.then i feel bad cos he alwis pay for the outings...then i went to toilet beri long queue...then took quite some time...after tt i went to charles and keith c shoes and baggie...then after tt we went to basement to buy sweets.he bought his while i bought strepsills for moi bro then he went out no wait fo rmi lei...sort of pissed then after tt saw him lyk sians sians lyk tt duno y so no pissed instead i ask him y...he tell mi nth....then we went to take mrt to somerset nor...we board the mrt and we slept along the journey...after tt we alight at raffles then went to change mrt to our destination.finally we r there once we r out of the mrt stn there's this charity stuff cos moi dear so kind-hearted alwis go donate then i waited for him,then he accidently elbow a ger on her arms...the ger moan in pain.i wonder jus a little bit y she moaned so long then dear sae when he swing he exerted a certain force then i noe y she moaned so long liao.haa.then we went to cineleisure there to buy our tix...then we went up to queue nor then bought the tix at 4.10pm,then moi dear beri cute la...sae he wan2 check himself when the ger can attend to our needs...then after tt pay liao no take tix we so blur la...then we shift blames.hah.then after tt we went up to c where is theatre6 la...then he stay up there look at some poster i duno wor...then i went down le then went down again then i ask him y not followin g mi he sae i no wait for him.dots...then nvm...i saw moi cuz-ah cheng korkor at cineleisure budden i no call him la....then we went to buy drinks at cheers nor...then i pay ma then after tt i went to look for dear budden cant find him so i called him then i went out to find him again he sitting on the floor duno for wad i called him faster stand up then we drank our drinks then i ask him wad exactly happened la...then he sae he depress tt's y...becos financial stuffs...then i sort of lyk tok to him la...then suddenly he link to moi footwear...he ask mi wear shoe...then i diunox...wads with the shoe thing then i sae u pick on mi ar...then he jitao sianshalf and sad...and dun wan to tok...we drank our drinks in silence then we stay silence for a long time then he sae we go HMV to tok then i okie nor...then we went there in silence too...i can sense no good thing la...then i try to control moi anger...then when we reach there...we tok tok tok...then out of a sudden here come the show thing then i dunno y he keep emphasising it so i sae u treat mi a dog ar...i sae he so demanding in his way of toking then he completely lost his temper and scold mi.i cant tahan la...i so big,mi mami no scold mi in public i feel so paiseh.so hurt.so sad.then i cried...then he sat there in silence...i sat there crying silently...then after tt we still went for our movie.in moi mind the harsh words of him asking mi to find other guys who can tahan moi temper...flash thru vivdly uncontrollably...moi tears jus roll...then i was emotionless.i m hurt,sad,embarrassed by moi love...then he held moi hand i did nt hab the strength to hold his hand tight animore...cos i feel tt he lyk dun wan mi lyk tt ask mi find other guy...i m trying to control moi anger burning in mi too...i walk bk to cineleisure with a mixture of feelings...then we went to watch Da Vinci...in there i stop crying cos he sae i cry summore he walk out i dun wan tt...so we watch the movie together i held on to his hand tight fear of losing moi another part of mi...then after tt we went to HMV again...we both went our separate ways as we went to loo...his at ground floor mine at second floor ma...then i went there to touch up on moi make-up then went to pee...then i m faster than him cos he stomache ma...then after tt we went to take neocard...then the photo does nt look nice at all...our sad face...he hug mi...however i feel shaky cos i scare, i fear of losing him...then i went to laminate...he gib mi a old spore $5 notes...i so happie he still remember i love to collect old spore $notes.haa.then we went bk to his hse...then we went to take bus la...bus 174...he held moi hand i feel the securtiy again...
well the war start again on the bus...we went on with our quarrel we left b4 the movie...this time more fierce...then more sad...i cried again...he went to sit in another corner...sae he nid to cool down.i noe i cant jus sit in moi place do nth.tt's a mistake,i went to sit with him held his hand in moi...budden he is numb.he is emotionless...the look.so cold.it freeze moi heart.i cried.i noe i commit a mistake.i make our r/s become duno lyk wad..i cried and cried...i hate moiself...stupidilty...i m stupig...then after tt we alight then he ask mi wad i m wan to eat la..then i sae duno...then he sae gib mi 30seconds to think...then i still duno so he sae he buy for mi i jus eat then i went to withdrew money first....he's broke ma...i noe i mus share cost oso...since he pay for everything i pay for dinner nor...then we went to buy our dinner...went bk his hse...we did nt eat...he slept on his bed after unpacking his army stuffs...then i went to lie nxt to him budden he did nt hug mi,kiss mi,he lie there emotionlessly.his cold glare can break mi up...i duno y i find it so dashing budden i noe this is serious matter...we nid to solve it...then we went on again...then i cried...then he sae i oni noe how to cry then i cried even more...then he sae wan 3days leave.i m shocked images flew thru moi mind...i refuse.i refussssse.i held on to him no.he ask mi to prove to him my love...but he was untouched.he is numb.is heart is broken.becos of moi harsh words.he did nt cry.his cold glare kill mi.i cried.he did nt wipe moi tears nor hug mi or even do anitin.then this went on for a long time then after tt...we eat...then i cant eat.moi stomach reject the food i chewing...then we quarrel again...we flew into a fierce arguements...i hurt moiself he did so...then after tt he sae to break-up if i continue i stop.i cried lyk nobody's business i m hurt...VERY hurt...i remember the soft him...the one who stroke mi the one who never shout at mi...the one who NEVER sae breaking-up.i m breaking down so is he...we were so sad...then after the dinner...he send mi home immediately...i wanted to stay to clear things up...he insist mi of gng home cos i m abt to be late home.moi curfew is 12am..its alr 11pm.
then we went bk...he is lyk giddy or wad i ask him he refused to sae...he walk unsteadily...then moi eyes are swollen...i slept on the bus i having disorder...i look lyk a ghost.then i m so lifeless in mi...i want the OLD him bk...i wan the HIM bk...i noe i m alwis the selfish wan who never contribute budden oni he contribute....haish...then i reach home.i m dead beat.then i switch on lappie...then i c who's on msn...meanwhile replying moi dear....i tok to WK...then i told him i dying.haa.he called tell mi relax.then i hung up his call soon cos i wan2 to listen to moi DEAR'S voice oni...he tok to mi..we cried again...i slept then...i never bathe nor do anitin...jus slept till morning...then i realise i m supposed to be toking on fone with him...however i promise to be at his hse early becos he wan to cleear things up wif mi...
cia penned♥ Monday, June 05, 2006.
Sunday, June 04, 2006
2 june.
well today early in the morning the cleaner came i hate it la cos i nid to wake up early i woke up at 8am altht she alr reach at 7am...moi mami open the door for her la...then i wash up use lappie then until 11.30am plus she went off liao then i went to pack moi hse de thingys and oso to get ready to go to school nor...its lyk so funn la go to school for 2hrs then can go home liao cos this week oni gt LMS classes ma...then went there Brrrrr....so cold la cos its raining...then today i took bus171 then one stop oni i alight the bus driver look at mi in a wierd way everyone look at mi in a wierd way i duno y too...siao...then after classes went to trim eyebrow at ang mo kio then all the time smsin gmoi dear...call him to chat a short while...however the journey to ang mo kio i m dozing away...haha.took bus75 from moi school there ma then i m ZzzZZzzzz away till terminal there then took bus700 then again ZzzZZZzzz to newton stn there then took mrt no ZzzzZzz liao cos standing up ma...then reach ang mo kio i think dear call mi then tok till i reach the facial place...then went in to trim eyebrow liao go buy currypuff...haha...the tip-toe currypuff is delicious.n cheap its oni 90cents.hmmmm then after tt went to moi grandma hse i took the mrt straight to cck there then went to eat YAMI yogurt...then after tt went to moi grandma hse by lrt...side track abit then went walking bk to ang mo kio mrt stn i m stop by a lady asking mi where i get moi curry puff...i m sort of stunned haha.well the reach moi grandma hse...play with baby then went to read storybk...then sleep again ZzzZZzzz...plus gt eat dinner hor...its delicious...lalala...then went home then actuali wan2 take the bus 922...damn slow la...in the end took cab.the taxi driver hab cock eyes cos he sae moi bro is moi son...FUCK sial..lyk i damn OLD...wtf.aniway gt home..then watch telly then went to bathe then MUGGING to study moi POA...sux...hours ltr i will be in exam hall....LALALA...hee.k i still gt lotsa pending tutorial which i neva do...wtf.LOL.projects too...haish-tough poly life.
well today early in the morning the cleaner came i hate it la cos i nid to wake up early i woke up at 8am altht she alr reach at 7am...moi mami open the door for her la...then i wash up use lappie then until 11.30am plus she went off liao then i went to pack moi hse de thingys and oso to get ready to go to school nor...its lyk so funn la go to school for 2hrs then can go home liao cos this week oni gt LMS classes ma...then went there Brrrrr....so cold la cos its raining...then today i took bus171 then one stop oni i alight the bus driver look at mi in a wierd way everyone look at mi in a wierd way i duno y too...siao...then after classes went to trim eyebrow at ang mo kio then all the time smsin gmoi dear...call him to chat a short while...however the journey to ang mo kio i m dozing away...haha.took bus75 from moi school there ma then i m ZzzZZzzzz away till terminal there then took bus700 then again ZzzZZZzzz to newton stn there then took mrt no ZzzzZzz liao cos standing up ma...then reach ang mo kio i think dear call mi then tok till i reach the facial place...then went in to trim eyebrow liao go buy currypuff...haha...the tip-toe currypuff is delicious.n cheap its oni 90cents.hmmmm then after tt went to moi grandma hse i took the mrt straight to cck there then went to eat YAMI yogurt...then after tt went to moi grandma hse by lrt...side track abit then went walking bk to ang mo kio mrt stn i m stop by a lady asking mi where i get moi curry puff...i m sort of stunned haha.well the reach moi grandma hse...play with baby then went to read storybk...then sleep again ZzzZZzzz...plus gt eat dinner hor...its delicious...lalala...then went home then actuali wan2 take the bus 922...damn slow la...in the end took cab.the taxi driver hab cock eyes cos he sae moi bro is moi son...FUCK sial..lyk i damn OLD...wtf.aniway gt home..then watch telly then went to bathe then MUGGING to study moi POA...sux...hours ltr i will be in exam hall....LALALA...hee.k i still gt lotsa pending tutorial which i neva do...wtf.LOL.projects too...haish-tough poly life.
cia penned♥ Sunday, June 04, 2006.
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