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Sunday, April 09, 2006

today i can blog on the actual day liao.woo~~well mi tok on the fone wif moi carrot cake till 5am wor then oror.cos both of us busy improving our bloggies.i change new tagboard.for him he change alot of stuffs.so smart sial~*envy*.i change new song le.heex2.then i fall asleep while toking to him on the fone lei.wa liao i so useless de cannot ton till morning de...lol.then i sleep sleep sleep ZZzzzzZZZZzzzZZZZzzz till 2pm.heex2.i can sleep up to alot of hours de.steady rite.?


then i woke up...blur blur....saw a moth then i look at it for a long time.it crawl from the wall to the floor then to moi table.then i stare at it for duno how long then i get up keep moi laptop then it was still on the table so i leave it there then when i closing the table i sweep it outside moi window.budden it stay at the window grill there.then jus now i sweep it down wif tissue.honestly,i duno y i m so interested in tt insect.it look cute to mi perhaps.its strong,its survival instinct is stronger than human.human beings are homoinsipiens and fragile.our determination is way below tis little moth.


then i went to brush moi teeth then i remember i forget to check moi enrolment status at the internet.duhx~i keep moi laptop liao.lol.so i use moi home pc.ya so long no use wierd wierd feeling.then i m enrolled woo~!then tok to moi carrotcake online.he oso woke up at the same time as mi.then we chat and i decided to use moi laptop to chat wif him.


then moi bro came into moi room and sae moi mami ask mi to gib him spelling and i did so.i sort of lack of emotion icons in msn so ask moi carrotcake to gib mi more,and more.then mo bro c le oso wan.theni even ask moi carrotcake to go into friendster cos moi laptop cant.its becos of the bookmark thing budden i duno wads tt then moi carrotcake told mi its abt the cookies stuff.i hab lotsa qn marks on moi head...no idea at all.then becos i greedy keep asking moi carrotcake do stuffs for mi i pissed him off.opps~ =x.


honestly i did nt noe.until he told mi so.u all mus be thinking i m so stupig and lousy rite.i feel so.he sae i no care abt his feelings.i m guilty* all i offer is a word;sorry.wads the use.he speak to mi in a beri different way which i dun lyk.budden i noe its nt his fault i dun hab the right to flare up at him.its moi fault.i noe.i try to calm moiself down.in moi head the war start again.and there it goes emotional turmoil in mi.control control.i try beri beri hard so hard i guess.tt's nt mi.cos i succeed in the end i did nt flare up.i admit moi fault try moi beri best to how to sae let him dun feel so sad.n he's in pain which make mi *heartache*haish-haish-all moi fault.all moi fault.


then moi mami coming in moi room to ask mi to bring moi bro home.oh ya...right b4 moi carrotcake exploded.moi daddy call...i sort of happy budden i duno how to express those love formoi daddy cos i feel paiseh.duno y too.lyk towards moi family i duno how to express moi love to them.i hope i m a small kiddo again then wont so paiseh.then i bo bian nid to bring moi bro bk.then moi mami sae bring him to cut his hair buy him dinner and stuff lyk tt.at tt moment i still kinda in a daze becos i upset moi carrotcake.then when bring moi bro to the salon i jus gib instruction then sit there in a daze waiting for moi carrotcake reply.cos i worry for him...then after his haircut bought him dinner then i bring him bk to moi grandma hse.just then i saw moi grandpa.i c him i feel even more sad...cos he gt a stroke last x'mas.then he was grabbing a stand to support himself and walking towards us.i m worry for him cos he cant walk fast yet did nt wan to use the pedestrian luckily the traffic there is nt alot of else its beri dangerous de.then he oso beri cute ask mi wan2 hab dinner or nt then i sae dun nid.then after seeing him cross safely i gib moi bro his pocket money and aask him to go up alone and call mi when he reach moi grandma hse.yet tt fellow neva bother to call mi.*shake head*


then moi carrotcak gt call mi wor....so happie.heex2.then he pei mi chat all the way home.we make it out while chatting.how sweet is he to call mi.love him so muchie.lol.then i bought two packets of fries home.mi n moi mami ate it.i was kinda hungry.duno y @6pm i start to feel hungry.then eat le the fries moi mami brought in the cherry tomatoes and i eat again then ltr i go cook the campbell soup-corn and chicken and finish it.and then......i m STILL waiting for the porridge to be cook.sooo long i get to eat the porridge oni at 8pm plus.so arrrrrgggggghhhhhhh....then i ate two bowls.woo~~eat so much no wonder so fat.hahahax3....


hmmm then after tt mi watch telly at moi mami room kns nor gt sting by mosquito wa liao one big patch red red swollen and itchy thing on moi leg.so kns nor.argh!!then after tt i went online again to chat wif moi carrotcake after washing the dishes.then we tok tok and then i blogging then moi aunt come and disturb mi online so childish alr gng to marry still lyk tis.*shake head*hahax2.then i went to bathe at 10pm.came out at 10.50pm lyk tt...woo~shiok sial can bathe long long.


then i found out tt moi pimples are breaking out and then i m dropping lotsa hair....omg and moi sweat patch is making a comeback.....noooooooooo.........i dun wan to be a pimple face and bald head.i dun wan......i m VAIN........then during moi bathe i keep thinking of shopping.typical of mi.haish--$$$$$.i nid u.i hope moi pimple gel get to mi fast.i hope moi hair will grow at an amazing speed.woo~tt's jus IMAGINATION.lol.wa liao i wan to be a blonde ger la.i wan to dye creme blonde hair...woo~wear colour contact lenses...and and alot of things i want la.tt's ME.hhahh~lol.sians.


then moi carrotcake then eat poor him rite....sayang sayang....lol.meeting him tmr.opps =x mus go tell mami dun nid to heat the porridge i will gib it a miss tmr.woo~feel lyk shopping the URGE arggggggghhhhhhhh.budden moi face condition.wa liao........ARGHHHHHHHHHHH JOANNE I WANT MOI PIMPLE GEL.i dun wan the pus to invade mi.I WAN HEALTHY BLONDE HAIR,I DUN WAN TO BE BALD.kinda lame la.budden t's ME again.lol.


to be honest i really want to go bugis to shop.go jurong point the pink-Q shop to shop or the MILKBOY shop.budden X.i wan2 go e-base too.i wan to go U2 oso.wa liao.dreaming lei mi.and MOST IMPT THING...i miss moi carrotcake.faster faster i m chanting a spell to make the daylight arrive asap...i m gng bersek again.tt's normal if nt tt's nt mi.heeex2.okie okie i stop b4 u all go crazie wif mi.i dun wan to be the cause of ya craziness...lalalala



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