today woke up @12.30pm.cos moi dear sms mi @12.25pm...i read his msg and waited for his reply.ate moi breakfast cum lunch....use com to print lecture notes and timetable...spend teh whole afternoon doing this.budden i only printed for the monday's lessons.cos moi printer damn slow la...then its lyk one hr to complete 24pages lecture notes.tt's oni for one module somemore...lol.wtf...then nid to start packing moi stuff for school on monday...
feel extremely lonely...moi hp is oso beri quiet...and moi dear did contact mi thru sms @3pm++ then call mi @5pm within 1 minute he hung up hastily.then went on with dinner watching tv....then rot...then came a call i m so happie...but its a call frm a floorball member asking mi to attend the training on tue.she speak beri fast cant catch it sial.budden she's beri nice cos i ask her how to look at the timetable...so confusing la...then at abt 10.20pm++...moi dear call this time we tok for 5mins.i so happie.i msg him after tt.i ask him nt to swtich on hp during the day or call mi animore cos i scare his batt will be low soon...its alr low jus one day oni....then he still gt another 2weeks...i scare i cant even contact him thru sms.
perhaps moi tears run dry i cant even cry cos i miss him.i really do la.he told mi his difficulties in the army...and tt he feel useless and stuffs lyk tis.i jus wan2 to tell u dear tt...u CAN do it.cos i m alwis at ya side to BE with u...i m ALWIS there 4 u.i m ya MOVTIVATOR and ya CONFIDENCE BOOSTER.wadeva it is,we will pull thru it together...our mind stay as one,so is our heart will stick lyk one.no matter wad mus nt gib up k?.
i noe u cant read tis yet...i m really hoping u could read it...cos i really hope i m in ya arms rite now.thot moi tears alr dry up...budden i guess it replenish again...jus the thot of u embracing mi in ya arms...i cant stop but feel sad...this short separation make mi realise moi mistakes in the past few months...if i hab nt quarrel wif u i can spend more happie times wif u....i m such lousy gf...i will repent.its never too late rite?i really would wish u r by moi side..i love u...
MISSING u.LOVING u.
cia penned♥ Saturday, April 22, 2006.