Wednesday, April 19, 2006
well jus came out from shower....trying to find moi aunt's files for 1hr...reach home at 11pm.then find till 12am...pack moi stuffs go bathe...then miss moi dear..mixture of feelings...sad cos miss moi dear lotsa...then feel bad cos delete moi aunt's files...haish--i m jus so stupig...
today make a fool outta moiself...forever wif poor estimation of time resulting moiself to be at np as early as 10am...then i nid to go to the canteen and wait till the reporting time 11am...called moi dear cos tt's the only person i hab in mind wheneva i hab nobody to turn to...beri disappointed cos he wan2 sleep than to acc mi...so i sms laine...to keep moiself occuppied during the 1hr...wanted to go home.cos i dun wan2 attend.wanted to go c moi dear.i noe he is beri tired budden i cant help it to feel sore abt it tt he did nt wan2 tok to mi...then finally reporting time came...i bid laine bb via sms.then olivia sms mi cos i ask her abt her orientation budden cant reply cos we are gng into the convection centre led by a guy named kendrick..the orientation is abt showing us video giving us some opening speech followed by the ice-breaking game.fun budden kinda lack of sumtin...its sort of dull and boring..
dismissed @2pm++i guess...hungry...then raining cats and dogs...irritting...loud thuder...went to moi dear hse wif a fren i jus knew.yee huey.then chatted on the bustrip...get to dear hse...he is so sweet la cook noodles for mi.i noe b4 i went to his hse i sort of tok to him wif attitude kinda guilty...cos i jus wan2 him to be by moi side every moment.i miss him lotsa....feel lonely w/o him now...tmr still gt orientation...i really dun feel lyk gng....i wan moi dear.......
aniway both mi and moi dear go jp shop for his essential stuffs for his army...then went bk watch tv and stuff lyk tt...went home alone...miss monday nite.cos he send mi home.i wan him to send mi home everyday...budden i noe its beri bad...cos his busfare no money....today cant meet him.i feel beri sad...aiya jus so sad...tt he gng to be away 4 2weeks...i m crying again...jus miss him so much...duno y...cant bear to see him go army ba..
today make a fool outta moiself...forever wif poor estimation of time resulting moiself to be at np as early as 10am...then i nid to go to the canteen and wait till the reporting time 11am...called moi dear cos tt's the only person i hab in mind wheneva i hab nobody to turn to...beri disappointed cos he wan2 sleep than to acc mi...so i sms laine...to keep moiself occuppied during the 1hr...wanted to go home.cos i dun wan2 attend.wanted to go c moi dear.i noe he is beri tired budden i cant help it to feel sore abt it tt he did nt wan2 tok to mi...then finally reporting time came...i bid laine bb via sms.then olivia sms mi cos i ask her abt her orientation budden cant reply cos we are gng into the convection centre led by a guy named kendrick..the orientation is abt showing us video giving us some opening speech followed by the ice-breaking game.fun budden kinda lack of sumtin...its sort of dull and boring..
dismissed @2pm++i guess...hungry...then raining cats and dogs...irritting...loud thuder...went to moi dear hse wif a fren i jus knew.yee huey.then chatted on the bustrip...get to dear hse...he is so sweet la cook noodles for mi.i noe b4 i went to his hse i sort of tok to him wif attitude kinda guilty...cos i jus wan2 him to be by moi side every moment.i miss him lotsa....feel lonely w/o him now...tmr still gt orientation...i really dun feel lyk gng....i wan moi dear.......
aniway both mi and moi dear go jp shop for his essential stuffs for his army...then went bk watch tv and stuff lyk tt...went home alone...miss monday nite.cos he send mi home.i wan him to send mi home everyday...budden i noe its beri bad...cos his busfare no money....today cant meet him.i feel beri sad...aiya jus so sad...tt he gng to be away 4 2weeks...i m crying again...jus miss him so much...duno y...cant bear to see him go army ba..
cia penned♥ Wednesday, April 19, 2006.
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