Sunday, April 09, 2006
yesterday woke up in shock.moi mami came into moi room shouting at mi ask mi to wake up help her send mail.sians.then woke up liao nor.go clean-up then eat lunch then watch tv then go moi carrotcake hse.
he pick mi up again.so happie.then go his hse watch cartoon.then tok tok play play.then intended to play bball when his cousin arrive but to moi disappointment its still raining nvm.then moi carrotcake n mi went out to join his cousin at the living room.then they play ps2.then i sleep on sofa.tired.then carrotcake woke mi up.kinda sians.then ask mi go his bed slp then i okie nor.then he no acc mi slp.abit sians cos no acc mi then go play game.then i tink he mus be thinking of nt disturbing mi then i feel tt he so sweet.then woke up by moi mami again.call moi hp call mi go the phoneix there de hilltop eat.then i okie.then mus mit her @6.30pm at the place.sians cant acc moi carrotcake budden no choice.
leave at 6pm then carrocake send mi down.sians he cant send mi to the bustop nvm he no clothes and he's tired.so took the bus180 then at the same time sms lainethen went gng to reach mami call mi again to check where i m then i sae reaching then she sae everyone waiting for mi.so once i alight i walk as fast as i could nor.then finally reach there then eat dinner wif moi mami,didi,moi aunt and her husband and ahB,uncle,grandpa and grandma.then after tt go home sit moi uncle's new car.then send moi grandparent home.then we go home.then moi uncle go malaysia.so good at nite can go out.i oso wan.reach home then use com.then found out carrotcake sleeping co shis cousin tell mi.then log off.go bathe.bathe long long then gt shit then come out then disturb moi mami who's working and moi bro who's using com.heex2.
then i found out moi face is digusting gt pimples and sweat patch white white one patch one patch de.so er xin.then teach moi bro hmwk.then sms moi aunt ask her to get mi the pimple gel asap.
then after tt carrotcake msg mi then i msg him all tis then he call mi then we tok then suddenly moi mouth itchy tok abt hotmail.then i ask him wads his hotmail password then its tis TING GER's phone no.this ger gt SWEET VOICE.ya then i gt jealous then damn piss wif moiself cos i m fucking jealous.YYYYYYYYY????????????????????i dun lyk it.a war start in moi brain cant help it.vexed budden the voice in moi head sae U PROMISE TO NT TO BE ANGRY CB.then i noe it.then i cry.then i sians till now.then trying to improve mood.TRYING BERI HARD.change change change fuck u felicia.U R A FUCKING GREEN EYE MONSTER.I HATE U.
then internet purposely gt problem at tt time so f-up.reali VERY.pissed.wadeva CB word la.then i on msn tok to via and tok to carrotcake then keep asking him his nick then gt some F-up ans frm him budden i nvm cos i can stomach somemore.i one time settle moi anger.now i no angry le.i wish i will nt.cos it will cos turmoil in mi which i will wan2 cut moiself.but i did nt.aniway oh ya i promise carrotcake nt to go clubbing w/o him.ya promises.PROMISES.felicia u better keep ya promises.
m i still angry?ANGRY OR NT.crying?..FUCK LA.wad m i feeling???????duno nth inside mi.neutral feeling.shit ass.duno wad i toking.sorie 4 being vulgarr i cant control.
he pick mi up again.so happie.then go his hse watch cartoon.then tok tok play play.then intended to play bball when his cousin arrive but to moi disappointment its still raining nvm.then moi carrotcake n mi went out to join his cousin at the living room.then they play ps2.then i sleep on sofa.tired.then carrotcake woke mi up.kinda sians.then ask mi go his bed slp then i okie nor.then he no acc mi slp.abit sians cos no acc mi then go play game.then i tink he mus be thinking of nt disturbing mi then i feel tt he so sweet.then woke up by moi mami again.call moi hp call mi go the phoneix there de hilltop eat.then i okie.then mus mit her @6.30pm at the place.sians cant acc moi carrotcake budden no choice.
leave at 6pm then carrocake send mi down.sians he cant send mi to the bustop nvm he no clothes and he's tired.so took the bus180 then at the same time sms lainethen went gng to reach mami call mi again to check where i m then i sae reaching then she sae everyone waiting for mi.so once i alight i walk as fast as i could nor.then finally reach there then eat dinner wif moi mami,didi,moi aunt and her husband and ahB,uncle,grandpa and grandma.then after tt go home sit moi uncle's new car.then send moi grandparent home.then we go home.then moi uncle go malaysia.so good at nite can go out.i oso wan.reach home then use com.then found out carrotcake sleeping co shis cousin tell mi.then log off.go bathe.bathe long long then gt shit then come out then disturb moi mami who's working and moi bro who's using com.heex2.
then i found out moi face is digusting gt pimples and sweat patch white white one patch one patch de.so er xin.then teach moi bro hmwk.then sms moi aunt ask her to get mi the pimple gel asap.
then after tt carrotcake msg mi then i msg him all tis then he call mi then we tok then suddenly moi mouth itchy tok abt hotmail.then i ask him wads his hotmail password then its tis TING GER's phone no.this ger gt SWEET VOICE.ya then i gt jealous then damn piss wif moiself cos i m fucking jealous.YYYYYYYYY????????????????????i dun lyk it.a war start in moi brain cant help it.vexed budden the voice in moi head sae U PROMISE TO NT TO BE ANGRY CB.then i noe it.then i cry.then i sians till now.then trying to improve mood.TRYING BERI HARD.change change change fuck u felicia.U R A FUCKING GREEN EYE MONSTER.I HATE U.
then internet purposely gt problem at tt time so f-up.reali VERY.pissed.wadeva CB word la.then i on msn tok to via and tok to carrotcake then keep asking him his nick then gt some F-up ans frm him budden i nvm cos i can stomach somemore.i one time settle moi anger.now i no angry le.i wish i will nt.cos it will cos turmoil in mi which i will wan2 cut moiself.but i did nt.aniway oh ya i promise carrotcake nt to go clubbing w/o him.ya promises.PROMISES.felicia u better keep ya promises.
m i still angry?ANGRY OR NT.crying?..FUCK LA.wad m i feeling???????duno nth inside mi.neutral feeling.shit ass.duno wad i toking.sorie 4 being vulgarr i cant control.
cia penned♥ Sunday, April 09, 2006.
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