17 may.
stress is one word.ya.did moi tutorial 65 qns of practice yet.i neva do the apply qns.make mi waste 1hr+ DOING NTH.then i went into moi room then saw a misscall.i knew it mus be moi dear.call him bk.he gib mi a news tt send mi crying immediately.really.i neva cry when he is gng to army.i knew he will be sad seeing mi in tt kind of state so i told moiself to TAHAN be STRONG.i did it.i noe moi heart yearn for him to stay.yearn for him to be wif mi nt gng to the ARMY.however,i learn how to let go for awhile.i gotta let him go finish his training peacefully isn't it?so i DID NT cry.
wad he told mi?jus a few simple sentence tt beat mi down after being pissed stress by moi tutorial.he said he cannot contact mi for the whole day of thurs and fri morning.oni till afternoon he is bk in his camp to contact mi asap...i went crying away.his consolling words did nt make mi feel ani better.how i wish to rush into his hug.then i went to try to complete moi tutorial i cant concentrate animore.i feel tired.defeated.i fall asleep w/o blogging.w/o moiself knowing.waking up oni at 5am.then set moi alarm at 6am.
bk morning 9am...nid to go for the WCOM lecture.lol.at LT45 i walk all the way there sweating profusely.then went to toilet clean up moiself went for lecture.lazy to on lappie so copynotes on notebk.well then after tt went to hab moi break after the long boring lecture.at the same time amending moi BMGT slides.then ate moi fav sandwich.i gave the soup a miss.it look NICE.then went to class after discussing the BMGT powerpoint slides.then went to where?go for WCOM tutorial nor.meanwhile throughout the lecture and tutorial i sms via and cy.then after tt we went for the BMGT tutorial.who noes to our surprise its cancelled!!!!!!yea.cos i noe dear is gng bk to army wanted to mit him badly wor.then went over immediately after i finish the discussion of the BMGT slides for oral presentation with her.then i went over to dear hse asap...asap...to see him to kiss him to hug him.anitin.jus to c him again.then i feel so hungry when i finally reach his hse.
i ate cup noodles and harshbrown...share harshbrown together.then watch cartoon.then he went to bathe then went out ready to set out.he is late....he alwis so slow wan.SLOWCOACH.WAHA.then went to take bus240 to mrt.the time is nearing.i did nt think of it jus wan2 spend it happily wif him.feeling happie all the time being wif him.then finally i gotta leave him went to take to mrt to ckk.then reach there then went to top-up money for ezlink and went to draw money then went to take bus190.miss it when i step out.then after tt went to queue up.guess who i saw.CHRISTINE AND PAUL VICTOR.well they are a pair.wow!they r moi secondary school mate.to be honest PAUL.V slim down alot.for CHRISTINE.from wad i infer from their action.christine headed straight into the queue for bus190 same as mi then i saw PAUL.V called her.then after tt i saw the both of them together.then CHRISTINE put her arms on her hips looking cross hence i concluded tt they are sort of having a bickle.then PAUL.V kissed hug CHRISTINE near him and planted a kiss on her forehead.omg.then its so funni la then i msg olivia abt it.then she call mi crap awhile hang up.then after tt board the bus then try to call dear.call umpteen times la...lol.then he received budden due to the reseption sux.then hung up to sms...then miss him so muchie...
then miss him
miss him
miss him.
cia penned♥ Thursday, May 18, 2006.