Sunday, May 07, 2006
today i went over to his hse early i woke up at 7am plus to pack moi school bag stuffs....it took mi 1(1/2)hr to finish all moi stuff and i get ready by washing up and change and went out as fast as possible...i wan2 spend as much time as possible wif him.so i went out early...when i finally reach his hse i m feeling so elated cos i m seeing him soon moi heart yearn for him.i miss him.
aniway i msg him and he reply mi instantly this shows he alr woke up...i quicken moi pace to reach his hse asap.then i misscall him...he open the back door of his hse...ha.then he came to open the front door for mi to enter.i went in and i place moi shoes on moi slippers so i will nt forget ot bring it bk home.then i went to his room to put moi heavy bag then i was scared by him.becos i thot he is in the kitchen in fact he is hiding in his blanket and he BOO mi...i jump a little...i shoot him the ARGH look...he luff at mi i went out to his batheroom to wash moi feets...then i went in quickly to join him...we slp awhile and we watch the first part of scary movie4 which he downloaded into his com...then we did something special together.after tt he watch tv while i do moi tutorial.however i m beri distracted by the tv programme too...and i watch it while doing moi tutorial...then he went to play his maple and after awhile he went to lay on his bed while i m stull struggling to finish the tutorial...well i managed to finish WCOM tutorial...b4 lunch.
we went to hab lunch at his market there...i ate yong tau fu moi fav..he ate fried chicken rice...we share our food....after tt we went to the NTUC to buy some of his army stuffs....and then i bought a deodorant and drinks...he bought tibits,drink,air refresher,powder,etc...cant remember then we went bk....he then went home to shit while i use his com 4 awhile...then i settle to read moi POA txtbk to do moi tutorial...then he use his com....then he chatted wif his frens and via....then i m doing moi tutorial at tt time...mamaged to finish moi POA...then went on to crap wif his frens and via...while he make his hp stuff....i noe the time is nearing he is gng to army soon...i noe..i refuse to admit it.i dun wan2 admit it.i continue...i told him to pack his stuff...and to get to bathe...while he is bathing i m doing the BCA tutorial...do till halfway i m really unable to concentrate animore....its 5pm plus...he is blogging...i m try to distract moiself wif his uniform and play wif it....in the end we rush...cos he gt lotsa things nt yet pack finish and he is gng to be late...
we intended to take the train budden his mami's fren drove him there instead becos he is late.i m reluctant to c him go.i really am.i did nt sae anitin...i cant tahan and tears roll down when i looked at him...he wiped moi tears.i tahan put on smile...help him pack his stuff...in the end he still forget to bring his earpiece and sweets...when i walk to the bustop alone...i cried...i no longer hold bk.i sat at the bustop lost.lost is the word...i searching for him...i noe i m alone budden i m finding him.i miss him hell lot alr.i noe he will be bk on thurs.budden the time we r together freakingly pass lyk duno wad,its damn fast FUCKING fast.i m crying.i admit.i feel empty within mi i lost someone for a moment.i m waiting.i still nid to complete moi tutorials.i miss him and everything tt comes along...the sweet moments.
it trigger moi tears as usual...how can i hold moi tears...when the yearning is strong tt i cant even control.oni moi tears are able to express it isnt it?i MISS him terribly.i LOVE him so much.tell mi how to stop.i noe he is still wif me.however this little seperation is unbearable.so i hope i never lost him.or i will lost this mi.i will most this me who noes how to love and smile and cry.i will change if i lost him.i will.so dear pls continue to shower mi the love to nuture mi into someone i would lyk to be.i love u as much as u do.
MISS u.LOVE u.i m WAITING 4 u alwis...4ever.
aniway i msg him and he reply mi instantly this shows he alr woke up...i quicken moi pace to reach his hse asap.then i misscall him...he open the back door of his hse...ha.then he came to open the front door for mi to enter.i went in and i place moi shoes on moi slippers so i will nt forget ot bring it bk home.then i went to his room to put moi heavy bag then i was scared by him.becos i thot he is in the kitchen in fact he is hiding in his blanket and he BOO mi...i jump a little...i shoot him the ARGH look...he luff at mi i went out to his batheroom to wash moi feets...then i went in quickly to join him...we slp awhile and we watch the first part of scary movie4 which he downloaded into his com...then we did something special together.after tt he watch tv while i do moi tutorial.however i m beri distracted by the tv programme too...and i watch it while doing moi tutorial...then he went to play his maple and after awhile he went to lay on his bed while i m stull struggling to finish the tutorial...well i managed to finish WCOM tutorial...b4 lunch.
we went to hab lunch at his market there...i ate yong tau fu moi fav..he ate fried chicken rice...we share our food....after tt we went to the NTUC to buy some of his army stuffs....and then i bought a deodorant and drinks...he bought tibits,drink,air refresher,powder,etc...cant remember then we went bk....he then went home to shit while i use his com 4 awhile...then i settle to read moi POA txtbk to do moi tutorial...then he use his com....then he chatted wif his frens and via....then i m doing moi tutorial at tt time...mamaged to finish moi POA...then went on to crap wif his frens and via...while he make his hp stuff....i noe the time is nearing he is gng to army soon...i noe..i refuse to admit it.i dun wan2 admit it.i continue...i told him to pack his stuff...and to get to bathe...while he is bathing i m doing the BCA tutorial...do till halfway i m really unable to concentrate animore....its 5pm plus...he is blogging...i m try to distract moiself wif his uniform and play wif it....in the end we rush...cos he gt lotsa things nt yet pack finish and he is gng to be late...
we intended to take the train budden his mami's fren drove him there instead becos he is late.i m reluctant to c him go.i really am.i did nt sae anitin...i cant tahan and tears roll down when i looked at him...he wiped moi tears.i tahan put on smile...help him pack his stuff...in the end he still forget to bring his earpiece and sweets...when i walk to the bustop alone...i cried...i no longer hold bk.i sat at the bustop lost.lost is the word...i searching for him...i noe i m alone budden i m finding him.i miss him hell lot alr.i noe he will be bk on thurs.budden the time we r together freakingly pass lyk duno wad,its damn fast FUCKING fast.i m crying.i admit.i feel empty within mi i lost someone for a moment.i m waiting.i still nid to complete moi tutorials.i miss him and everything tt comes along...the sweet moments.
it trigger moi tears as usual...how can i hold moi tears...when the yearning is strong tt i cant even control.oni moi tears are able to express it isnt it?i MISS him terribly.i LOVE him so much.tell mi how to stop.i noe he is still wif me.however this little seperation is unbearable.so i hope i never lost him.or i will lost this mi.i will most this me who noes how to love and smile and cry.i will change if i lost him.i will.so dear pls continue to shower mi the love to nuture mi into someone i would lyk to be.i love u as much as u do.
MISS u.LOVE u.i m WAITING 4 u alwis...4ever.
cia penned♥ Sunday, May 07, 2006.
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