today.actually gng for the big walk budden in the end no.y?cos i m sick.kinda caught moi dear's germs...hee.well then he is beri uptight abt it nt allowing mi to go.i intend to go despite moi "serious" illness tt wad moi dear describe budden i m fine la...then woke up blur blur at 4am to msg moi captain i think she mus be sort of disappointed cos i alwis so-called "pon"the stuffs they organise.abit sians budden happie as on the other side i did nt intend to go for this big walk cos i thot its compulsary hence i went for it.i nid to pay wan.its $4 la.budden to be able to c moi dear is more worth it.woke up in the morning by moi dear sms then called him bk then he is so worried for mi.so i decided to go over once i finish washing up and packing moi stuffs and ate moi lunch cha soba.hee hee.then went over to moi dear hse.he is oso sick and he ate maggie noodles for lunch cos i cant pei him eat.feel bad abt it.aniway when reach his hse sort of tired of the heavy bag and laptop.SHIT.y mus bk and lappie be so heavy.then i rest awhile b4 i continue with moi SAM hmwk.an online hmwk for BCA.shitty la i hate this SAM thing.spend the whole afternoon doing tt.then pei dear till he nid to leave his hse.then we went to take bus 240 this time take to lakeside cos he is gng to be late.went out late ma.then he went to take mrt i did nt follow i went to take bus 180 cos thot gt mit olivia for tutorials buddne did nt cos she gng for dinner wif her family.i shuld hab follow cy.cos i kinda regreted n miss him the instant he went off..i cry.haish.then stop fast.i hate to cry and let him noe and he is gng to be sad again.then went to bpp aniway to alter moi jeans.then is $10 la quite steep.guess wad i m gng to be broke nt much left in moi bank acc.then i gotta survive on air soon.IF ONLY I HAB MONEY!i still nid to survive for two weeks and to trim moi eyebrow and to buy the floorball stick and to buy a new bag.its all abt money.last of all to shop.the lappie case.FUCK.dear jus miss u to bits.waiting for u to come bk in 6 days time.for the time being i can oni communicate to u by smses and phonecalls.tt's tough.I MISS U.I LOVE U.DEAR I NEED U.I MISS U.I LOVE U.
cia penned♥ Sunday, May 21, 2006.