well.wad shuld i sae today?i m nt happie.i m nt gng to tell all of u i m happie.i m really nt.i cant bear even tt short period de separation.cannot means cannot.oni when u try it yaself then u noe.the feeling so wad.life still goes on.woke up in moi dear's arms.feeling the warmth and love he showered mi everyday.its 11am.we woke up brush our teeth then we watch the cartoon movie naruto...well we were together fooling around during the movie...we were having fun.ha.then i cook instant noodles for both of us...oh ya we ate tibits during the movie la...cos hungry....GRrrrrGRrrrr...well aniway i cook the spicy dry ramen for both of us then we ate harshbrown and hotdogs together wif the noodles.lyk tis nor...then after tt we watch the rainie yang de idol show wad devil by moi side....damn funni la...so funni and touching...and duno wad leii...time ticking away...i noe moi heart take notice of it.i did nt wan2 show it on moi face...i dun wan....budden the nite when he is sick and drownsy went to oror tt time i alr...cried...moi tears jus roll....i slept beside him feeling sad...he's sick la...i m so worry coughing coughing his lungs out...haish-wad can i sae.?i miss him so much.i miss him hell lots.no guys can compare to him in moi heart.no man can take his place in moi heart.he's mine and i m his.tt's all full-stop.bk to the story after watching the rainie yang show we went bk to oror again...i hug him tightly.i never wan him to leave mi...i m gng to be lonely again once the time come...yes nw i feeling a lonely empty feeling...i miss him i cant help to cry.teach how to stop crying?then he pack his stuff went to bathe...then he came out i pack moi own stuff...then we set off...take mrt.when he is wearing his army attire i cant hold his hands...i feel so sad...i tahan till i m on mrt wif him...my tears jus roll off...then i went to take mrt bk to cck...so sad i cried on moi way there...when reach lot1 i pamper moiself wif yami yohurt...then i went to take bus 190 however i cried again on the bus.hais...then i reach home...then i feel so sians...gt tutorials...shit ass...hab nt even complete last week wan...then i m lyk doing nth...no mood..totally m defeated.no mood.sad.MISS u.LOVE u.counting the days make mi yearn for u every min every sec.u noe?i love u.
cia penned♥ Sunday, May 14, 2006.