19 june.today i woke up feeling worried.i jump up from bed.cos i heard the splattering sound on moi window pane.then i found out it is raining wor.then first thing which came to moi mind is that moi dear is reporting at his camp today.i m worried he might be late cos he is unsure of the location of the camp andhe might be drench which may make him fall sick.i dun wan2 call him scare ltr his officer noe then make him stay bk during the weekends so i sms him hoping he will reply mi asap.in a short while he did reply to moi sms.he sae he is not drench then he report to the camp le.ha.i felt so relieved then went bk to sleep b4 tt i reply his sms first.then i went bk to sleep le.then throughout moi sleep i m having this weird cycle actuali these few days i duno whether i m sleeping or nt because most of moi sleep time i m dreaming and it is so vivid that i will jump outta moi bed and sweat.i wan to have a good nite sleep w/o ani dreams.however.i m lyk sleeping then dreaming then woke up then reply sms to moi dear then bk to sleep then at abt 10am lyk tt i hab stomache so i went to toilet then at tt time sleep at toilet and shit at the same time.sms dear oso.then this cycle continues.went bk to bed sleep after shitting.then again i m sleeping then dreaming then woke up then reply sms then sleep again till at 12noon.i woke up feeling wierd.duno y oso.jus wierd.then after tt went to moi wardrobe there then try on moi clothes mix-match all moi clothes.wore them to try the mixing.lame.i dun even noe y i m doing that in the first place.shitty.i feel so funni.then i went to brush moi teeth and wash-up then b4 i went to do all tt i found out i lai ang.haha.LOL.then after tt i cook noodles to eat b4 tt ate choco.then after tt eat meatballs.wa FULL.then after tt washed all teh dishes and start on moi BCA hmwk do unit H oni.budden no touch the independant challenges yet.damn TOUGH.tmr having floorball woo~budden it sort of sux cos i cant c moi dear wor.haish.then after then sms moi dear all this then found out he can book out.feel happie la cos i lai ang...and oso can meet him today...then do moi hmwk till abt 4pm plus went online to ask help but to no avail then after tt check mails then forward mails.then after tt went to bathe then went out to meet dear.then sms during the bus journey oso.then we decided to meet at lakeside then walk bk together.so happie to c him.very happie.cos i miss him hell lots...then went to his hse rest then i went online to c npfloorballist blogger.saw mi on the photos damn ugly la mi its lyk so FAT and UGLY nor.sux...then we went down to buy dinner shortly after tt we went to pasar malam and bought the spicy salted chicken pieces and oso the drumstick.then we went to the market.then he bought the lock and also a choc milk for mi then after tt he went to buy pringle sto hab loose change for turning the wrist band out...then he turn twice la.one b4 dinner then another after buyign dinner nor.then he beri happie de look make mi feel so happie.then i stand there to wait tt time saw the day hair de comb $1 oni so decided to buy it nxt mth.went bk to his hse then we ate dinner ands also rest.then everytime i rest alwis wan2 sleep.haha then after tt he acc mi down to take bus nor...then when we were having dinner time tt time his fren called then i heard him saying tt they mus stay in the camp for 2mths when on course.i feel this is shitty too.then while coming home tt time.i walk bk to moi hse that time i saw something drip down then i fasten moi pace to walk then reach hom ei wash-up all this pack stuffs.write some stuffs then blog.first time blog shitty,the blogger error.wtf.then i no save moi previous documents.ARGH.then now re-writing cos dear's request so nvm.then he changed his blogskin,not bad nice.well nth much aniway.oh ya and moi hse fone sux to the core la cos i cant hear wad moi dear sae.so dulan.then i ran outside to use the fone outside nor.cos i charging moi hp bo bian ma.then after tt went to eat white choco and driink something.plus i ate white choco jus now to.poor dear.sit there for hours.cant hear his nano ipod.LOL.i shall stop here.keep u all update tmr.lalalaLALALA.just now i writing blog feel so weird behind.moi brain is malfunctioning.YAWNIE,tired...ZzzzZzzz.i love u dear .i want u to be my one and only guardian star shining upon mi k.a promise we shall kept.not to leave each other.muacks.take carie of yaself k.i miss u lotsa.muacks.i love to be in ya arms.i lyk it.
cia penned♥ Tuesday, June 20, 2006.