20 june.start moi day by smsing moi dear then go toilet shit then bk to bed.mensi is damn troublesome.changed and washed lotsa times.wad the....well i m a ger no choice la.then woke up oni at 12 pm plus cos sleep till beri wad keep dreaming nor.then dream wierd stuffs.duno how to explain cos i forget its lyk so vivid la.then after tt wok eup wash face eat maggie noodles then do moi excel damn pissed.cos not yet complete.lalala.how slack can i be la.LOL.then after tt olivia online tok to her.not slacking is relaxing b4 tt check mail.do u noe how vexed it is to do the excel and found out its bloody wrong and u nid to start from scratch i hate tt sial.lol.budden its part of moi hmwk.shitty.aniway chat wif her till 3.30pm went to bathe to go for floorball.then after bathe come out then tok to her awhile actuali wan2 read her blog budden no time so went off fast.cos scare late.then dammit la...i rush all the way there i m damn early.then wait for the rest of the floorballist come then start training and stuffs.so usual training.game is long tonite.and i sux.nth but sux.i m blur.stupig.ya i cant play floorball.budden i m determined to do it well.well its time to believe i can do moi floorball.then after floorball i went home then reply via's and dear's smses.then call dear to tok.i miss him to bits.then dear sae gt job to intro to laine.i called her to conference then gib her the person no.its a ger.then i sort of jealous.cos ger ma.budden i trust moi dear.so let moi jealousy goes fast.i noe moi dear will love mi eternally rite?cos i believe i will love moi dear eternally.i love him.i appreciate him.i watch tv when came home eat dinner.eat nasi lemak and otak.then watch the i not stupig 2 watch till 12am.came out call dear.cos i remember i nid to call him wan.i feel so guilty so bad.i feel i m really a lousy gf.cos i forget to call him mus hab keep him waiting.i m panicking.i m wondering will we quarrel over this thing.moi mind in a whirl till he ans and sae call him bk at 12.20am.cos he nid to rest and wan2 tok to mi ltr and ask mi to blog.i feel so happie.i feel lyk crying.he is jus so understanding.he did nt scold mi wor.i love him to bits.he insisted mi to call him altht i sae i dun wan2 to call him cos scare i will disturb him budden he insisted mi to call him.i will appreciate him more than ever.love him more than ever.cos i noe in this world when i really hab nobody to rely on.i still can believe him as his shoulder is alwis there for mi.i sae this not tt i dun treat moi frens and family as transparent.becos i noe moi true frens will noe y i m so in love.they are equally understanding ppl and the ppl i love most.so is moi family.i love everyone.thanks for colouring moi world.sometimes it make me think that i am the most lucky person on the earth as i have a lovely family,my lovely true friends.AND most of all moi LOVELY dear.
cia penned♥ Wednesday, June 21, 2006.