15 july.the nite b4 slp late.dreamt of ghost.wad the.so cold in the morning.then went to bathe then shit first.then came out and went off to school info moi mami tt i will go out.then reach the library there lyk a dumbass.luckily gt "cherry" a ger la i duno how to spell her name.she acc mi.we tok tok nor.then its lyk beri early i reach there cos not much ppl there ma.-.-".then i sms moi groupmates.then grace bus breakdown.then after a while saw sharleen and puayleng.then after tt grace called mi then she and her fren reach le.they join other's group.then mi, sharleen, puayleng and "cherry" one group.we did sumtin on sports.so lame.my ans sucks.co s i present all eyes on mi and they look ??.then we have a short and sweet presentation except tat the teacher shoot us sumtin.the teacher quite funni.other groups oso beri funni.we keep luffing.after the lesson we went off to do project.did nt do much la.so lac wan.everything oso nt confirm.one of moi grpmate-doris.did nt even attend.wtf.then nvm ba.mayb she gt sumtin impt ba.then we do abit.nt even abit.is nth.we jus dicuss roughly wad we are gng to do about the project.so dumb ass.dun lyk the grp working attitude ba.duno.all gers so wad.no work done.F.ha.aniway went to dear there.then met puayleng.i think among e grpmates.i can get along wif her oni la.then we chatted.she took bus 154 wif mi.then we took to clementi there then i change to bus99 then puayleng took mrt.we went our separate ways.then reach dear there then went up myself open door moiself.have a nice day being wif him.then after eating.i slept from 5pm plus to 7pm plus.super tired.then went down to acc him go buy stuffs,cut hair and dinner.moi dear gave mi $ cos he noe i nt enuff.i feel bad.cos i keep taking $$ from him.he cut his hair.i feel quite nice make him look neater.so adorable.i love looking at him.have a beri full dinner.aniway.i m sort of mad at dear cos he keep asking mi to eat the garlic bread when i alr beri full la.so abit mad.budden after tt sort out liao.feel so lucky have him by moi side.i wonder he happie or nt accpet moi testimonials at friendster.he did nt sae much.hmmm jus wan2 let u noe i intend to write to u over the 2 mths.i noe the gift nt beri great.budden hope u lyk it.muacks.i miss every now and then.it is becos of ya presence make mi feel moi importance too.i love u.i hope we can be together.always.forever.jus nw came bk.moi dad ask mi i izit go dating.i sae NO.duno y.i jus dun feel good exposing moi r/s now.i dare nt risk sumtin so dear to mi.i m nt lyk last time.i cant take risks.it will risk moi happiness.i dun wan2 gamble.i wan2 marry him.i neva have such thots till i meet u.
cia penned♥ Sunday, July 16, 2006.