Friday, July 21, 2006
20 july.
stress.nth but the pressure of everything happening all at the same time.tt kinda feeling sux to the core.
well i m lyk having BCA test.so fucked-up.okie i m sort of relaxed la.budden i did revise k.then i do the test its lyk the time is so short yet the test is lyk so much to do.i nearly get the chart tt part corrite.however due to the KK LEONG's "PLEASE PUT YA PEN DOWN!" it sort of caught mi unaware.hence mi was shock.tt i press close for the chart.damn.i m so nearly in getting my 4marks.well its over ya.budden i ain't happie with my performance at all.not at all. =(
then i nid to farking stay back for the IAC project stuffs.so FUCKED up alr kana fucking sians thingys from the damn project and my grpmates.its lyk.it is defintely irritating to ask a qn over three times la.so damn irritating and tiring.i ask once they dun wan ans fine.i heck care.FUCK care la.then keep changing tt's one DL thing.cos if in the first place they ans moi qn.would they be so much changes?
okie nt hteir fault exactly.i m jus so shag yesterday.its better today.i sort of attitude.but i fark care.i felt tt 3 people doing the damn video.well anitin.i m fine wif it.i nid assitance for the pwerpoint.halo.moi eng sux lyk hell.at tt moment.how i wish dear is here for mi.i yearn for his hug.however it jus turn out the way i want it to be.
dear sms mi and we chatted over the fone.i kinda pissed by the qn he ask abt floorball.seems to be pinpointing tt i m lazy hence i skip e session.how i wish i can play there.throw all moi troubles and problem away.its brain draining to keep thinking mind u.u may think tt i m jus pitying moiself.wtf u noe abt mi.
aniway mi lost control of moi wild emotions and i started to scream and cry and luff at the same time.if oni there are kisses and hugs to smoothe moi anger,frustration,pressure,sadness.everything comes up to the top of mo head which i cant stand it animore.
now i sae wadeva i wan i do wadeva i wan.nonetheless.i do want to eat regularly.cos i feel tt moi dear is in no wrong.he is just so understanding and i duno wad to sae.a nice hubbie.we manage to sort everything out then i went home hab moi dinner.continue to mug for the IAC presentation thingys.
i fell asleep i m too tired.if u c mi u can c all moi stress all over my face.i m alot of pending projects.major okie.i hab pimples breakout and oso dark dark circles.i woke up 5am this morning to complete the transition.and then i fell asleep unknowingly.just lyk last nite.then i woke up at 7am.then i print the impt documents.
i will update my blog today for today events.i love u dear.i noe u and i are facing the mounting pressure budden i m sure we can go over it together k.wad we are facing now is milestones.we can sureli go over it with each other support.u make mi believe myself so u do nid to believe in yaself too k.i love u.i noe i causes the heartaches and the hurts and the tears.sorie.i m really sorie.i really admit tt tis is moi wrong.budden once i think of the times we are laughing away.i feel much better.so mayb u can think this way too?
MUACKS.i LOVE u.The One and Only You.
stress.nth but the pressure of everything happening all at the same time.tt kinda feeling sux to the core.
well i m lyk having BCA test.so fucked-up.okie i m sort of relaxed la.budden i did revise k.then i do the test its lyk the time is so short yet the test is lyk so much to do.i nearly get the chart tt part corrite.however due to the KK LEONG's "PLEASE PUT YA PEN DOWN!" it sort of caught mi unaware.hence mi was shock.tt i press close for the chart.damn.i m so nearly in getting my 4marks.well its over ya.budden i ain't happie with my performance at all.not at all. =(
then i nid to farking stay back for the IAC project stuffs.so FUCKED up alr kana fucking sians thingys from the damn project and my grpmates.its lyk.it is defintely irritating to ask a qn over three times la.so damn irritating and tiring.i ask once they dun wan ans fine.i heck care.FUCK care la.then keep changing tt's one DL thing.cos if in the first place they ans moi qn.would they be so much changes?
okie nt hteir fault exactly.i m jus so shag yesterday.its better today.i sort of attitude.but i fark care.i felt tt 3 people doing the damn video.well anitin.i m fine wif it.i nid assitance for the pwerpoint.halo.moi eng sux lyk hell.at tt moment.how i wish dear is here for mi.i yearn for his hug.however it jus turn out the way i want it to be.
dear sms mi and we chatted over the fone.i kinda pissed by the qn he ask abt floorball.seems to be pinpointing tt i m lazy hence i skip e session.how i wish i can play there.throw all moi troubles and problem away.its brain draining to keep thinking mind u.u may think tt i m jus pitying moiself.wtf u noe abt mi.
aniway mi lost control of moi wild emotions and i started to scream and cry and luff at the same time.if oni there are kisses and hugs to smoothe moi anger,frustration,pressure,sadness.everything comes up to the top of mo head which i cant stand it animore.
now i sae wadeva i wan i do wadeva i wan.nonetheless.i do want to eat regularly.cos i feel tt moi dear is in no wrong.he is just so understanding and i duno wad to sae.a nice hubbie.we manage to sort everything out then i went home hab moi dinner.continue to mug for the IAC presentation thingys.
i fell asleep i m too tired.if u c mi u can c all moi stress all over my face.i m alot of pending projects.major okie.i hab pimples breakout and oso dark dark circles.i woke up 5am this morning to complete the transition.and then i fell asleep unknowingly.just lyk last nite.then i woke up at 7am.then i print the impt documents.
i will update my blog today for today events.i love u dear.i noe u and i are facing the mounting pressure budden i m sure we can go over it together k.wad we are facing now is milestones.we can sureli go over it with each other support.u make mi believe myself so u do nid to believe in yaself too k.i love u.i noe i causes the heartaches and the hurts and the tears.sorie.i m really sorie.i really admit tt tis is moi wrong.budden once i think of the times we are laughing away.i feel much better.so mayb u can think this way too?
MUACKS.i LOVE u.The One and Only You.
cia penned♥ Friday, July 21, 2006.
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