Friday, July 28, 2006
i m confused.
school.then go home.then at home pissed by dad.purposely wait for me to come bk then let mi hung the clothes.
then went to bpp.eat ichiban.went home.
call my hubbie.quarrel.over tv.then tok on fone.dad came in stab me in the heart.saying i m lyk duno la...then i m mentally stress.tired.the tiredness is so strong i wish to sleep forever.never to wake up.
be bad to my hubbie instead i feel so bad so bad deep in my heart tt it aches.then one part of me shake.i want to be single.be the real me i want to.another part of me want to love him with all my life.
confused.lost.then i sort out everything my feelings.i never want to hide my relationship with my hubbie.i want to let the whole world noe.i want my parents to noe.i want them to noe i want to start my own family.i want to marry him,i want to.i never dream.i want my dream to come true.i m realistic.i want to be successful at work.i oso want my family too.
conclusion.i m changed.i don't even know myself anymore.i need to understand the NOW me.dear help mi k.dun be angry wif mi or be pissed with me.cos i feel abandoned.and unwanted.when u do tt.i just want u.just u.always always be by my side.u r impt u noe.very impt.
i love u.
school.then go home.then at home pissed by dad.purposely wait for me to come bk then let mi hung the clothes.
then went to bpp.eat ichiban.went home.
call my hubbie.quarrel.over tv.then tok on fone.dad came in stab me in the heart.saying i m lyk duno la...then i m mentally stress.tired.the tiredness is so strong i wish to sleep forever.never to wake up.
be bad to my hubbie instead i feel so bad so bad deep in my heart tt it aches.then one part of me shake.i want to be single.be the real me i want to.another part of me want to love him with all my life.
confused.lost.then i sort out everything my feelings.i never want to hide my relationship with my hubbie.i want to let the whole world noe.i want my parents to noe.i want them to noe i want to start my own family.i want to marry him,i want to.i never dream.i want my dream to come true.i m realistic.i want to be successful at work.i oso want my family too.
conclusion.i m changed.i don't even know myself anymore.i need to understand the NOW me.dear help mi k.dun be angry wif mi or be pissed with me.cos i feel abandoned.and unwanted.when u do tt.i just want u.just u.always always be by my side.u r impt u noe.very impt.
i love u.
cia penned♥ Friday, July 28, 2006.
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