Tuesday, July 04, 2006
today.i never attend school.becos i hab e-learning then gt one BMGT lecture.i decided to skip it cos it is not impt to mi.so i skip floorball too.y mus i do this.cos in moi mind i noe i nid to spend more time with dear.i m afraid i might regret not spending more time with him.i scared i might missed him so muchie.so i decided to sacrifice those as i noe i will attend all those lessons nxt week.
i spend a great day with dear except for one hipcup.cos he playing game then i sae some discouraging words.i m too playful at times.saying somethings to tease him.budden i alwis forget he will take it to heart de.so he lost the game he playing wif his cuz.then i feel bad cos he feel sad abt the things i sae to him.then after tt he nid to concentrate so he told mi he will tok to mi ltr.budden i feel sad cos he is angry wif mi wor.i laid there.to reflect.i hate moiself.haish.then he call mi after a short while then he tried all ways budden he pull moi bra la...i feel angry at this.cos his cuz oso present.i feel malu.then i ignore him.
then after awhile i tok to him cos i no angry wif him animore.i jus pai seh.then aniway...after awhile he told mi his feelings saying when i sae discouraging words to him its lyk betraying him.i feel super sad.cos the first thing tt came to moi mind is.i love him so muchie tt i did nt even lie to him.the word "betray" hurt mi alot.the pain in moi heart still hurts.
then aniway we clear everything up liao.i try to forget abt this cos i noe deep in his heart,i believe he loves mi.hence he jus sae it to mi to tell mi oni.so i take it so i learn a lesson.i love him.then at the bustop,he acc mi down.then funny thing happen.first one bicycle came then i siam,the nxt one.i too late.i siam budden the guy sort of stumble...waha...so funny.jus tt i no luff out loud.then he went off again.i nearly block his way again.siam at the rite time.moi dear pull mi de.hee.then we waited for 180.then he told mi he is sorry abt the incident jus now.i feel so happie and sad.cos the word "betray" rang in moi mind.budden i soon forget it.and let it go.
then i went to board the bus.then i called dear.cos i miss him.then he told mi he is gng to camp on the coming monday.i feel so sad.moi tears.on the verge.i guess he did told mi at the bustop there too which make mi abit feel lyk crying liao.on the bus i cant tahan.two drops of tears roll down.after i hung up the phone with him.then when i reach moi bustop there.
i called him.i scared when he bk in camp.when i nid someone to acc mi.i hab no one.the thot of this make mi wan2 cry.well aniway take carie wor dear.love u alwis.
i spend a great day with dear except for one hipcup.cos he playing game then i sae some discouraging words.i m too playful at times.saying somethings to tease him.budden i alwis forget he will take it to heart de.so he lost the game he playing wif his cuz.then i feel bad cos he feel sad abt the things i sae to him.then after tt he nid to concentrate so he told mi he will tok to mi ltr.budden i feel sad cos he is angry wif mi wor.i laid there.to reflect.i hate moiself.haish.then he call mi after a short while then he tried all ways budden he pull moi bra la...i feel angry at this.cos his cuz oso present.i feel malu.then i ignore him.
then after awhile i tok to him cos i no angry wif him animore.i jus pai seh.then aniway...after awhile he told mi his feelings saying when i sae discouraging words to him its lyk betraying him.i feel super sad.cos the first thing tt came to moi mind is.i love him so muchie tt i did nt even lie to him.the word "betray" hurt mi alot.the pain in moi heart still hurts.
then aniway we clear everything up liao.i try to forget abt this cos i noe deep in his heart,i believe he loves mi.hence he jus sae it to mi to tell mi oni.so i take it so i learn a lesson.i love him.then at the bustop,he acc mi down.then funny thing happen.first one bicycle came then i siam,the nxt one.i too late.i siam budden the guy sort of stumble...waha...so funny.jus tt i no luff out loud.then he went off again.i nearly block his way again.siam at the rite time.moi dear pull mi de.hee.then we waited for 180.then he told mi he is sorry abt the incident jus now.i feel so happie and sad.cos the word "betray" rang in moi mind.budden i soon forget it.and let it go.
then i went to board the bus.then i called dear.cos i miss him.then he told mi he is gng to camp on the coming monday.i feel so sad.moi tears.on the verge.i guess he did told mi at the bustop there too which make mi abit feel lyk crying liao.on the bus i cant tahan.two drops of tears roll down.after i hung up the phone with him.then when i reach moi bustop there.
i called him.i scared when he bk in camp.when i nid someone to acc mi.i hab no one.the thot of this make mi wan2 cry.well aniway take carie wor dear.love u alwis.
cia penned♥ Tuesday, July 04, 2006.
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