Saturday, August 26, 2006
25 august.
stupid blogger some problem took me quite a long time b4 i could log on.
tok on phone with moi hubbie b4 i blog.well saw his EMO entry.make him so CONFUSE.i really wish to kick his sir's balls.make moi dear so unsure of moi LOVE for him.omg.i feel so helpless.wads this man?.wads with me.?
HELLO i noe how to love a person okie.HELLO i m nt fickle-minded in loving u k.cos i really want to go for better choices in future why should i choose u in the first place.?y should i make moiself go thru all the u noe wad we done stuffs.i mean.its lyk mi and u are link u noe.in a way.i m lyk ya's and u r mine.WADS is U AINT SURE OF MY LOVE FOR U.its an insult for mi.its lyk u telling mi tt i may betray u.WTF.never in moi back of moi mind in moi heart wadeva fuck is it tt i wan2 to cheat on u.
i love u so much in my heart.HELLO i dun wan UNCERTAINITY.cos there's aint in moi heart.i trust u.i really do.my heart will nt changed.unless u betray mi.unless u dun wan mi.IS THERE THINGS FOR MI TO CHANGE.TELL ME.i dun lyk guessing games.i dun wan u to tell mi u r nt sure of the love and leave mi and go and never come bk.or find mi too wad and leave mi for other women.TT'S MY FEAR.i noe u will nt.if u cant confirm my love it gib u 1001 reason to do things to hurt mi cos u aint certain of moi love for u.
in my heart i m alwis yearning for u to be with mi to acc mi every minute every second.i noe u r tired.from ya army the night training.even smsing talking is rare.budden i believe tt our love is strong.w/o communication u can sense moi love,mi missing u.so wad if moi BLOG is short.i dun really bother abt this blog.wad bother mi much is u.U!!.i just want to spend a quality time with u.u and only u.the whole day.i wan u to tell mi everything.i rather hear it now then after u dun wan mi then u start stating everything out.
so i jsut want u to noe i love u.my motivation to live happily now and start working hard is for OUR future.HELLO is OUR future.UNDERSTAND.DONT DOUBT MY LOVE.i dun lyk it.i dun care WAD THE FUCK others say.this r/s is u and me,just U AND ME.ANYBODY CAN DOUBT MY LOVE FOR U.BUT NOT U.cos in this world i feel tt u should understand me.noe my LOVE for u liao.
i m just sad and angry.y angry?cos no tell mi u r confuse earlier.wait till days ltr then tell mi.i will be scared u noe.y sad?cos my love is there yet u cant c it.m i so lousy?i feel so u noe.is if my hubbie cant even see moi love for him.haish.i m so useless aint i cant sense anitin wrong.only when u tell mi then i noe.wad can i do.i think to just tear to let moi frustrations out.Y M I SO STUPID AND USELESS.gib mi an ans GOD.fuck.
no matter wad i will cling on to u.U R MINE.dun ever think of leaving me.FUCK THE ADMIRER.I FUCKING HELL WARN EVERYONE DUN THINK OF SNATCHING MY MAN AWAY.I WILL GIB U COLOURS SEE.DAMMIT.
well todae.nth much went to pei olivia go trim eyebrow b4 tt eat maggie.then went down wif her then today she nt triming her eyebrow.siao.i no $$ to trim.then went to buy french fries.cos via return mi the $4.then went to bpp look for job.leave hp no.wif the POLAR shop.the one sell cake wan.then went to look for others.budden nth much.then walk walk.then went to her hse there tok tok then walk home.
then moi dad and mami went to bpp again to eat dinner go together nor.then went to ntuc.b4 tt went to c hp.wanted the D&G motorola V3i.yea.duno can hab one.then went home watch video tape.then tok to dear after tt...smsing awhile with him b4 tt...then tok on phone.then now using com.ya to blog.all this.tt's all.
i love u dear.really really do.more than words can describe.it cannot seen by naked eyes perhaps.i hope u can feel it.i really do.i meant it.='(.in my life there's alwis u in it.i want u to be in it with me.to share every special or sad or any moments with me.alwis.forever.
"i never believe in love u let mi see it for moiself.
the power of love.
the happiness in it.
i believe in OUR love and the word FOREVER."
stupid blogger some problem took me quite a long time b4 i could log on.
tok on phone with moi hubbie b4 i blog.well saw his EMO entry.make him so CONFUSE.i really wish to kick his sir's balls.make moi dear so unsure of moi LOVE for him.omg.i feel so helpless.wads this man?.wads with me.?
HELLO i noe how to love a person okie.HELLO i m nt fickle-minded in loving u k.cos i really want to go for better choices in future why should i choose u in the first place.?y should i make moiself go thru all the u noe wad we done stuffs.i mean.its lyk mi and u are link u noe.in a way.i m lyk ya's and u r mine.WADS is U AINT SURE OF MY LOVE FOR U.its an insult for mi.its lyk u telling mi tt i may betray u.WTF.never in moi back of moi mind in moi heart wadeva fuck is it tt i wan2 to cheat on u.
i love u so much in my heart.HELLO i dun wan UNCERTAINITY.cos there's aint in moi heart.i trust u.i really do.my heart will nt changed.unless u betray mi.unless u dun wan mi.IS THERE THINGS FOR MI TO CHANGE.TELL ME.i dun lyk guessing games.i dun wan u to tell mi u r nt sure of the love and leave mi and go and never come bk.or find mi too wad and leave mi for other women.TT'S MY FEAR.i noe u will nt.if u cant confirm my love it gib u 1001 reason to do things to hurt mi cos u aint certain of moi love for u.
in my heart i m alwis yearning for u to be with mi to acc mi every minute every second.i noe u r tired.from ya army the night training.even smsing talking is rare.budden i believe tt our love is strong.w/o communication u can sense moi love,mi missing u.so wad if moi BLOG is short.i dun really bother abt this blog.wad bother mi much is u.U!!.i just want to spend a quality time with u.u and only u.the whole day.i wan u to tell mi everything.i rather hear it now then after u dun wan mi then u start stating everything out.
so i jsut want u to noe i love u.my motivation to live happily now and start working hard is for OUR future.HELLO is OUR future.UNDERSTAND.DONT DOUBT MY LOVE.i dun lyk it.i dun care WAD THE FUCK others say.this r/s is u and me,just U AND ME.ANYBODY CAN DOUBT MY LOVE FOR U.BUT NOT U.cos in this world i feel tt u should understand me.noe my LOVE for u liao.
i m just sad and angry.y angry?cos no tell mi u r confuse earlier.wait till days ltr then tell mi.i will be scared u noe.y sad?cos my love is there yet u cant c it.m i so lousy?i feel so u noe.is if my hubbie cant even see moi love for him.haish.i m so useless aint i cant sense anitin wrong.only when u tell mi then i noe.wad can i do.i think to just tear to let moi frustrations out.Y M I SO STUPID AND USELESS.gib mi an ans GOD.fuck.
no matter wad i will cling on to u.U R MINE.dun ever think of leaving me.FUCK THE ADMIRER.I FUCKING HELL WARN EVERYONE DUN THINK OF SNATCHING MY MAN AWAY.I WILL GIB U COLOURS SEE.DAMMIT.
well todae.nth much went to pei olivia go trim eyebrow b4 tt eat maggie.then went down wif her then today she nt triming her eyebrow.siao.i no $$ to trim.then went to buy french fries.cos via return mi the $4.then went to bpp look for job.leave hp no.wif the POLAR shop.the one sell cake wan.then went to look for others.budden nth much.then walk walk.then went to her hse there tok tok then walk home.
then moi dad and mami went to bpp again to eat dinner go together nor.then went to ntuc.b4 tt went to c hp.wanted the D&G motorola V3i.yea.duno can hab one.then went home watch video tape.then tok to dear after tt...smsing awhile with him b4 tt...then tok on phone.then now using com.ya to blog.all this.tt's all.
i love u dear.really really do.more than words can describe.it cannot seen by naked eyes perhaps.i hope u can feel it.i really do.i meant it.='(.in my life there's alwis u in it.i want u to be in it with me.to share every special or sad or any moments with me.alwis.forever.
"i never believe in love u let mi see it for moiself.
the power of love.
the happiness in it.
i believe in OUR love and the word FOREVER."
cia penned♥ Saturday, August 26, 2006.
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