Tuesday, September 19, 2006
18 september.
i went over to olivia's hse in the morning. woke up eaerly.its pouring.b4 i went over to via's hse we r chatting on msn....then after tt went over.we ate roti prata her mami cook wan.YUMMY.plus we tok abt quite alot of things.after tt i went to blog 2 entries and also play maple for awhile.then after tt just surf net nor.nth much.so damn boring.then hours ltr....
we went to eat bread...wif veggietarian chicken cheese tomatoes and mayo...taste nt bad...then after tt we went into her room and chat and i draw and moi drawings sux.alot of things sux.then tok tok tok....i went to toilet...alwis malu to use her hse toilet duno Y too...then use liao...its alr 5.45pm....plus...then i went off le...to meet dear....i went to lot1...
then waited for awhile dear came...wanted to scare mi?lamo...i playing the bubbles game ma...then saw his fren yi han then after tt meeting his fren colin...then we took 172 to the jp...once we reach jp we went to eat....then gt order two drinks only...then i accidently while toking to colin sort of finish the drinks le.OMG.i sureli noe moi dear come out will angry so i mentally prepared tried to apologise budden no use.was being claim as selfish...then okie nor...anitin to appease his anger...then went to the pet shop...then i played wif the dog there...stock up things for our puppy....this sundae.. told dear i may nt be able to go wif him if moi family gt dinner...
then after tt we went bk to his hse...his fren went home too....while on the bus dear go disturb an old auntie.how bo liao...and keep luffing till he bang his head on the pole behind him.LOL.so careless!.then after tt while walking bk the drinks issue is brought up again.i noe its moi fault so i dun blame him from keep saying it.i hab to admit he is damn naggy.gt to sae moi temper is nearing its limits.then i tahan again...i went to take off the puppy's stuffs de pricetag...then he keep nagging...then went into his room...again...then i msg meiqi and via...to distract moiself from unecessary things to make us quarrel...finally he went to bathe...
i cried.cos abit cannot tahan.then after tt i play maple.cos he wanted to play with me.tt's one thing to do to please him and i can get away off all his scoldings.then i play awhile i start to feel beri xin ku.moi eyes are sort of burning.i think i gng to sick..then i cried to let out hot gas...then inside the game gt one lanjiao defame mi of nth.i think he nt happie i dun wan2 sell moi fame or wad...then purposely defame mi to make it low...childish i dun hab the energy to fight him nor scold him cos i just wan2 play the game and tried to enjoy it...
then dear sae i go disturb him for wad...i dun hab.i dunno y everything is me to start with m i so detestable to look at to be with.haish.then i just keep quiet trying to go up and stuffs....in the game i mean...then after tt i cant play liao totally drain off moi energy le then dear tok to mi abt the drink issue stuffs.then we clarify it...budden hinestly i m hurt by his remarks...cos anyone will i guess after listening to those.i noe i dunwan to sae out lotsa things becos i scare pnce i sae out everything will be outta control.i m short-tempered i admit hence i nid time to swallow all the scoldings.as it hurts mi...
its sort of i noe i m nt good nor.everythings oso no good.character no good.when i dun even hab tt inner beauty i guess nth on mi is beautiful...i really think so if nt y so mani ppl hab comments on mi?.cant i hab moi life.to feel beautiful for once.FAT.UGLY.SELFISH.INCONSIDERATE.i face words tt r nt beautiful.how to feel so?.teach mi.look into the mirror.i feel lyk dying.all this things i still hab to admit moiself.i wish to keep quiet.
when i m abt to reach home.i feel scare bloody cowshit.its so errie out of a sudden when i walking bk to moi block i jus need someone to tok to.no ans.fine.i guess he is in deep trance again.tt's all i think i alwis think of moiself no think for him.he oso tired.i m understand...cos i no work ma he gt army mus wait up early.ya.so went home.wash face sleep.tmr will be a better dae.
i went over to olivia's hse in the morning. woke up eaerly.its pouring.b4 i went over to via's hse we r chatting on msn....then after tt went over.we ate roti prata her mami cook wan.YUMMY.plus we tok abt quite alot of things.after tt i went to blog 2 entries and also play maple for awhile.then after tt just surf net nor.nth much.so damn boring.then hours ltr....
we went to eat bread...wif veggietarian chicken cheese tomatoes and mayo...taste nt bad...then after tt we went into her room and chat and i draw and moi drawings sux.alot of things sux.then tok tok tok....i went to toilet...alwis malu to use her hse toilet duno Y too...then use liao...its alr 5.45pm....plus...then i went off le...to meet dear....i went to lot1...
then waited for awhile dear came...wanted to scare mi?lamo...i playing the bubbles game ma...then saw his fren yi han then after tt meeting his fren colin...then we took 172 to the jp...once we reach jp we went to eat....then gt order two drinks only...then i accidently while toking to colin sort of finish the drinks le.OMG.i sureli noe moi dear come out will angry so i mentally prepared tried to apologise budden no use.was being claim as selfish...then okie nor...anitin to appease his anger...then went to the pet shop...then i played wif the dog there...stock up things for our puppy....this sundae.. told dear i may nt be able to go wif him if moi family gt dinner...
then after tt we went bk to his hse...his fren went home too....while on the bus dear go disturb an old auntie.how bo liao...and keep luffing till he bang his head on the pole behind him.LOL.so careless!.then after tt while walking bk the drinks issue is brought up again.i noe its moi fault so i dun blame him from keep saying it.i hab to admit he is damn naggy.gt to sae moi temper is nearing its limits.then i tahan again...i went to take off the puppy's stuffs de pricetag...then he keep nagging...then went into his room...again...then i msg meiqi and via...to distract moiself from unecessary things to make us quarrel...finally he went to bathe...
i cried.cos abit cannot tahan.then after tt i play maple.cos he wanted to play with me.tt's one thing to do to please him and i can get away off all his scoldings.then i play awhile i start to feel beri xin ku.moi eyes are sort of burning.i think i gng to sick..then i cried to let out hot gas...then inside the game gt one lanjiao defame mi of nth.i think he nt happie i dun wan2 sell moi fame or wad...then purposely defame mi to make it low...childish i dun hab the energy to fight him nor scold him cos i just wan2 play the game and tried to enjoy it...
then dear sae i go disturb him for wad...i dun hab.i dunno y everything is me to start with m i so detestable to look at to be with.haish.then i just keep quiet trying to go up and stuffs....in the game i mean...then after tt i cant play liao totally drain off moi energy le then dear tok to mi abt the drink issue stuffs.then we clarify it...budden hinestly i m hurt by his remarks...cos anyone will i guess after listening to those.i noe i dunwan to sae out lotsa things becos i scare pnce i sae out everything will be outta control.i m short-tempered i admit hence i nid time to swallow all the scoldings.as it hurts mi...
its sort of i noe i m nt good nor.everythings oso no good.character no good.when i dun even hab tt inner beauty i guess nth on mi is beautiful...i really think so if nt y so mani ppl hab comments on mi?.cant i hab moi life.to feel beautiful for once.FAT.UGLY.SELFISH.INCONSIDERATE.i face words tt r nt beautiful.how to feel so?.teach mi.look into the mirror.i feel lyk dying.all this things i still hab to admit moiself.i wish to keep quiet.
when i m abt to reach home.i feel scare bloody cowshit.its so errie out of a sudden when i walking bk to moi block i jus need someone to tok to.no ans.fine.i guess he is in deep trance again.tt's all i think i alwis think of moiself no think for him.he oso tired.i m understand...cos i no work ma he gt army mus wait up early.ya.so went home.wash face sleep.tmr will be a better dae.
cia penned♥ Tuesday, September 19, 2006.
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