Tuesday, October 10, 2006
9 october.
today i woke up at 10am sharp.i cant sleep last nite.try smsing dear budden he is lyk into a deep trance.then for me.i stay awake till 4am then i sleep i guess.have weird crazy dream.details shall nt be sae.cos i duno y this stupig dream thou quite exciting abit too violent.NC 16.--".okie.aniway i woke up le sms dear then tok to him awhile on fone his turn for check-up --".dots.its lyk we jus tok for 1 minute plus only.--".
then after tt i went to pick a cloth to match moi jeans.then pick one i beri seldom wear.budden i wear le duno felt weird.try new way of make-up.nt bad.moi lenses sucks.it alwis make moi eyes feel uncomfortable.i guess mayb its gonna expire.in two days time.LOL.there go moi MONEY.well the damn SHIRELY gib mi moi MONEY.LOL.--".okie went to bugis to shop.then in between gt quarrel.duno y.feel irk.or wadeva so.i m alwis so moody.then after tt cool down le take pic.buy a water dispenser.beri adorable gt free penguin.lyk those pillow pillow type beri soft can squeeze.then after tt went to the bookstore.i read magazine.its lyk i come across different type of fat gers.gt 4 group.i think i belong to the constipation grp.LOL.then aniway i grown fat.okie i admit it.dear sae so too.=(.tt's saddening.aniway after tt we went to tiong bahru to shop.play the duno wad game hit hit the thing wad at arcade i hab a great time.haha.i enjoy every moment.
then we went pet shop cc.all this.well normal after tt went bk to dear hse.by mrt.i left 1cents in moi ezlink for mrt.DAMN.shitty.cos i no money to top up aniway.haish.then hmmm...well we took 246 bk then i again sort of angry with dear cos he dun wan2 sit with mi then an auntie come by sit with me.then i m guilty cos dear sae he dun wan2 squeeze with me ma.haish.then went bk.he play with rayray help rayray prepared food and change newspaper.for me i change outta moi clothes and relax.we watch cartoon then sleep together.then at abt evening we call canadian pizza.then brought rayray down to walk walk together.then after tt we went bk.eat pizza drink oxtail soup.nice.then watch cartoon.watch tv...all this.
i love spending time with dear.well i feel sad when dear is sleeping and i m hugging him.i m lyk alwis inflicting hurts on him.yet he take it and swallow it and love me.i feel so sad tt i tear becos of moi FUCKING temper.haish.then aniway i miss him so muchie.cos tmr dear go army.cos todae he wanted to take mc.then mus wait again lyk waste time so i told him nt to taek mc nor.meet after his army.then dear beri tired todae too...he sleep in moi arms.hee.then he gt send me down.
then he went off first budden he gt call mi.he stomache.haish.time files whenever we together.dear ya voodo doll spoil izit y we quarrel?dear i think stop buying couple couple thing better wait u lost or i lost or u make spoil or me.then sumtin bad happen how?i dun want to take the risk.muacks.i love u.i CHERISH u.now and forever.muacks.<<3.
today i woke up at 10am sharp.i cant sleep last nite.try smsing dear budden he is lyk into a deep trance.then for me.i stay awake till 4am then i sleep i guess.have weird crazy dream.details shall nt be sae.cos i duno y this stupig dream thou quite exciting abit too violent.NC 16.--".okie.aniway i woke up le sms dear then tok to him awhile on fone his turn for check-up --".dots.its lyk we jus tok for 1 minute plus only.--".
then after tt i went to pick a cloth to match moi jeans.then pick one i beri seldom wear.budden i wear le duno felt weird.try new way of make-up.nt bad.moi lenses sucks.it alwis make moi eyes feel uncomfortable.i guess mayb its gonna expire.in two days time.LOL.there go moi MONEY.well the damn SHIRELY gib mi moi MONEY.LOL.--".okie went to bugis to shop.then in between gt quarrel.duno y.feel irk.or wadeva so.i m alwis so moody.then after tt cool down le take pic.buy a water dispenser.beri adorable gt free penguin.lyk those pillow pillow type beri soft can squeeze.then after tt went to the bookstore.i read magazine.its lyk i come across different type of fat gers.gt 4 group.i think i belong to the constipation grp.LOL.then aniway i grown fat.okie i admit it.dear sae so too.=(.tt's saddening.aniway after tt we went to tiong bahru to shop.play the duno wad game hit hit the thing wad at arcade i hab a great time.haha.i enjoy every moment.
then we went pet shop cc.all this.well normal after tt went bk to dear hse.by mrt.i left 1cents in moi ezlink for mrt.DAMN.shitty.cos i no money to top up aniway.haish.then hmmm...well we took 246 bk then i again sort of angry with dear cos he dun wan2 sit with mi then an auntie come by sit with me.then i m guilty cos dear sae he dun wan2 squeeze with me ma.haish.then went bk.he play with rayray help rayray prepared food and change newspaper.for me i change outta moi clothes and relax.we watch cartoon then sleep together.then at abt evening we call canadian pizza.then brought rayray down to walk walk together.then after tt we went bk.eat pizza drink oxtail soup.nice.then watch cartoon.watch tv...all this.
i love spending time with dear.well i feel sad when dear is sleeping and i m hugging him.i m lyk alwis inflicting hurts on him.yet he take it and swallow it and love me.i feel so sad tt i tear becos of moi FUCKING temper.haish.then aniway i miss him so muchie.cos tmr dear go army.cos todae he wanted to take mc.then mus wait again lyk waste time so i told him nt to taek mc nor.meet after his army.then dear beri tired todae too...he sleep in moi arms.hee.then he gt send me down.
then he went off first budden he gt call mi.he stomache.haish.time files whenever we together.dear ya voodo doll spoil izit y we quarrel?dear i think stop buying couple couple thing better wait u lost or i lost or u make spoil or me.then sumtin bad happen how?i dun want to take the risk.muacks.i love u.i CHERISH u.now and forever.muacks.<<3.
cia penned♥ Tuesday, October 10, 2006.
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