10 nov.todae i woke up beri early w/o help of alarm clock.then at 7am plus i woke up then i went to pack moi bag all these then i brush moi teeth all these then i cook moiself a meal.then i went to school after the cleaner had gone bk.i went to bathe all these then i set off to school not late.early instead.then hab cats lesson.then its lyk so slack can.then after tt go s&w.today do conditioning lyk tis.then running.then oso the strength thingys.okie i m weak cos i m trembling can.super shaky la mi.then the running is alrite.then moi pulse so funny.ppl keep luffing at mi.LOL.then after tt went home.nope i go meet olivia.then we went to bpp.i bought transparencies.then i went to bought moiself sushi to eat.then sit outside the cartel there.then after tt pei olivia go bk.then after tt went to olivia's bustop there to wait for dear.then dear arrive.we go bpp de foodcourt there eat laksa.then dear eat currychicken rice and oso gt bread.i ate his chicken and the bread.abit lyk beri greedy.sorie.then after tt went to pasar malam there.then he bought an adidas bag.then oso a tee.together cost him 30bucks.then after tt saw a puma bag even nicer de.ha.then i c liao wish to buy budden no money.ha.then after tt went home.dear pei mi i m so happie.budden he lyk want to pee ask him go moi hse he dun wan i feel worried get angry abit.then after awhile i feel better.cos he sae he not so urgent then i nt so worry.then after tt we tok tok all this nor.then i feel bad again.cos i never help him buy the dog food and plus mi buy one 2.30bucks de m&m chocolate nor.haish.then after tt i ate finish most of it.then we went our separate ways.he go home then i go home.then reach home.tired.then i pack moi stuffs after awhile moi bro came home.i killed a lizard cos it came into moi room.dun dare to pick it up.then help moi bro do some computer thingys.then moi mami keep shouting at mi.over and over again.then after tt she shouted at mi i cannot tahan and i shouted at her.then she bu song do everything to piss mi nor.ask mi keep moi own clothes ask mi to wash moi own clothes ask mi to hang moi own clothes cos she wash it already.i m crying no doubt.cant be bothered by everything.luckily moi frens and moi dear are there for mi.however.i feel tt somethings cannot be changed nor.since she do it this way i dun c a need to do things to please her animore la.dun c a point.get wad i mean.mayb its mi mayb.i duno.i dun care.i fuck care.ha.be it this way or tt way.she can throw wadeva things in front of moi room door or shout at mi which eva fuck way she lyk.i m numb liao.hahaha.i hope things wpuld be better.dear pls be there for mi alwis.so i hab a shelter.pls pls pls.moi frens sorie i m rude or wad.i hope i hab nt offended u ppl.i m so so so sorie.pls forgive mi.thanks for everything.
cia penned♥ Friday, November 10, 2006.