Thursday, December 21, 2006
21 deccember.
the whole nite i cant sleep sial.toss and turn toss and turn stand up walk around change position sleep.moi leg is practically aching lyk shit can.i applied yokoyoko le sial the same.i think its muscle stretch sial so painful haish.at tt moment i only hope tt someone will hug mi tight and sae it will be fine.i m here with u.i think i will marry tt person nor.so nice.
haish.i m just dreaming.suffering alone.then i woke up then no one at home.as usual use lappie cos moi ipod nano no batt then i charge then went outside to shit.stomache.cos leg keep aching then stomache.then gt ppl sms mi.lizhen dear and forget who le.then i reply them.then after tt i went to hang clothes.tok to olivia on msn then after tt keep clothes make the food heat up to eat.then after tt use lappie all the way to 4pm plus.then i go wash other bucket of clothes.the whole dae i toking to chloe haha.she gib mi the set of onion head emoticon.so cutie sial.then i oso gt disturb hong wei online.then olivia let mi disturb till go eat stuffs le.
then i play audition for awhile then nth muchie le.i go and pompom.then came out prepared le go out.then keep having missed calls.i noe its dear budden i no reply calls just reply his sms.then i went over to his hse alone.took bus.moi leg is aching while i m on bus240.i nearly cried.its so painful then reach dear hse.he playing game i can predict tt.then i pei him.then after tt we hab a fight.
it really burn in mi nor.the way he heck care mi.then after tt i super duper angry do some stuffs to moiself.then he so angry tt he push mi away.it hurts right down moi heart.i feel sad budden i noe tt i either can choose to leave him or stay.i stay i cant bear to leave him i noe he is angry and sad.i console him then we make it up.cook noodles for him to eat.then we watch the 9pm show.this time it really leave mi thinking.
i seriously think tt dear, we are still far from being an ideal couple let alone marriage.it is becos.u r still nt the one i think i hab in moi mind cos the one i want is to love mi lotsa lotsa.gib in to mi.make mi happie.haish.u alwis sae i small thing unhappie then pick a quarrel.when is u who solve this quarrel.its alwis mi who gib in in the end nor.u can sae its alwis u giving in.budden i dun think so la.u can feel angry or sad.budden i just want to sae out everything.
its only when u sick then u will really gib mi tt extra attn.cos u too tired to play game le.i alwis giving moi extra attn budden u dun really seem to appreciate it.tt's y i so angry.haish.y so angry over such a small thing cos deep down in moi heart it really bothers mi.cos i love u ma then it bother mi la or else i dun gib a FUCK care.
aniway hope tmr will be a better dae cos we are gng out together.really wish to enjoy the dae with u.i love u.muacks.tk carie of yaself okie.cos i dun wan u to get sick again.it worries mi.muacks.
the whole nite i cant sleep sial.toss and turn toss and turn stand up walk around change position sleep.moi leg is practically aching lyk shit can.i applied yokoyoko le sial the same.i think its muscle stretch sial so painful haish.at tt moment i only hope tt someone will hug mi tight and sae it will be fine.i m here with u.i think i will marry tt person nor.so nice.
haish.i m just dreaming.suffering alone.then i woke up then no one at home.as usual use lappie cos moi ipod nano no batt then i charge then went outside to shit.stomache.cos leg keep aching then stomache.then gt ppl sms mi.lizhen dear and forget who le.then i reply them.then after tt i went to hang clothes.tok to olivia on msn then after tt keep clothes make the food heat up to eat.then after tt use lappie all the way to 4pm plus.then i go wash other bucket of clothes.the whole dae i toking to chloe haha.she gib mi the set of onion head emoticon.so cutie sial.then i oso gt disturb hong wei online.then olivia let mi disturb till go eat stuffs le.
then i play audition for awhile then nth muchie le.i go and pompom.then came out prepared le go out.then keep having missed calls.i noe its dear budden i no reply calls just reply his sms.then i went over to his hse alone.took bus.moi leg is aching while i m on bus240.i nearly cried.its so painful then reach dear hse.he playing game i can predict tt.then i pei him.then after tt we hab a fight.
it really burn in mi nor.the way he heck care mi.then after tt i super duper angry do some stuffs to moiself.then he so angry tt he push mi away.it hurts right down moi heart.i feel sad budden i noe tt i either can choose to leave him or stay.i stay i cant bear to leave him i noe he is angry and sad.i console him then we make it up.cook noodles for him to eat.then we watch the 9pm show.this time it really leave mi thinking.
i seriously think tt dear, we are still far from being an ideal couple let alone marriage.it is becos.u r still nt the one i think i hab in moi mind cos the one i want is to love mi lotsa lotsa.gib in to mi.make mi happie.haish.u alwis sae i small thing unhappie then pick a quarrel.when is u who solve this quarrel.its alwis mi who gib in in the end nor.u can sae its alwis u giving in.budden i dun think so la.u can feel angry or sad.budden i just want to sae out everything.
its only when u sick then u will really gib mi tt extra attn.cos u too tired to play game le.i alwis giving moi extra attn budden u dun really seem to appreciate it.tt's y i so angry.haish.y so angry over such a small thing cos deep down in moi heart it really bothers mi.cos i love u ma then it bother mi la or else i dun gib a FUCK care.
aniway hope tmr will be a better dae cos we are gng out together.really wish to enjoy the dae with u.i love u.muacks.tk carie of yaself okie.cos i dun wan u to get sick again.it worries mi.muacks.
cia penned♥ Thursday, December 21, 2006.
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