12 jan.it is defintely not the type of day i m looking forward too. i have project to do, homework to do, studies to revised.defintely not the day. on top of it, moi love r/s hab some problem which i dread.well it nearly end, i glad i persist on coming to find dear todae. i m slacking at home. be to exact i m packing my sch stuffs then moi aunt came over, moi mami help mi iron clothes i cook for moiself to eat, then i went to do some stuffs as moi mami requested and moi aunt oso requested some stuffs from me.then dear gt frustrated and he sound so... i dunno how to describe i jus gt uneasy.i went over asap.then i realise the problem lies with me. moi temper to be exact. i will try my best to not to blow moi top provided dear u gotta be more meticulous in doing things.cos we noe neither of us want to let go of this r/s.we love each other. however, if u breakdown and unable to control anymore i will also leave.cos i dun wan us to suffer. i noe this wont happen cos i m looking into the future with u. not alone. i love u and i will try moi best to blow moi top. i belief in our love.pls sumtimes understand that i will feel tired as i nid to come find u.must oso take initiative okie?i noe ya eyes pain from crying the whole afternoon.rest early.love ya.muacks.i gotta work hard in both moi studies and r/s. i wish to pass this sem no matter wad. i wan support as well as love from u.muacks. i will do moi best in both.i hate the 2 words.i noe we hab a great nite after tt.
cia penned♥ Saturday, January 12, 2008.