10 aprili know i haben blogged for quite a long time.replies to tags:to NEO: yeah its expensive. i dont think i m getting it. too common and EX lol.to laine: unfortunately we are HUMAN BEINGS... solar storm..... LOL.anyway a short passage about recent happenings: i remove my bloody expensive hair extension. no regrets here becos my real hair are falling. that's pathetically sad. and it makes my scalp itch, red and kinda swollen. wadeva. it gives me dandruff.and i oso quarrel quite alot with dear. cos of our differences in opinions. we are fine now. lalala. i think maintaining a r/s requires alot of attention, love, care, concern, understanding. sum all in one word. EFFORT. and.... LOVE... hahaha. i love you dear. i m looking forward to our 46th months. :)))i feel like piercing. piercing my navel, piercing my tongue. i dont need any comments here. i oso feel like doing my tattoo. sounds crazy? perhaps. i shall consider about it. involves lots of $$.now bk to reality, it seems like local uni applications dont seems any hopeful to me. i dont know how to go about applying overseas uni. any suggestions here? most probably will consider UK and Australia. US maybe? eurgh the thought of it, puts me off. friends, my dear... family er.. not really. cos my dad is oso overseas?.... hmmm. a tough decision to make. damn. i hate it when it involves lots of thinking.went to cenosis for a free treatment i won in an sms quiz. then same old punch line for me. slim down while you are young. its easier. who dont know easier. like its easier to be said than done. however, i m quite determined la.THE FEAR by Lily Allen
I want to be rich and I want lots of money
I don’t care about clever I don’t care about funny
I want loads of clothes and fuckloads of diamonds
I heard people die while they are trying to find them
I’ll take my clothes off and it will be shameless
‘Cuz everyone knows that’s how you get famous
I’ll look at the sun and I’ll look in the mirror
I’m on the right track yeah I’m on to a winner
I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
‘Cuz I’m being taken over by The Fear
Life’s about film stars and less about mothers
It’s all about fast cars and passing each other
But it doesn’t matter cause I’m packing plastic
and that’s what makes my life so fucking fantastic
And I am a weapon of massive consumption
and its not my fault it’s how I’m program to function
I’ll look at the sun and I’ll look in the mirror
I’m on the right track yeah I’m on to a winner
I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
‘Cuz I’m being taken over by The Fear
Forget about guns and forget ammunition
Cause I’m killing them all on my own little mission
Now I’m not a saint but I’m not a sinner
Now everything is cool as long as I’m getting thinner
I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
‘Cause I’m being taken over by fear
i love this song. i think i agree with what she sang. i m like that too.
"i am not a saint but i m not a sinner,
now everything is cool as long as i m getting thinner. :)"
Labels: i dont need anyone to agree with me. show me the due respect.
cia penned♥ Friday, April 10, 2009.